( September 12th 2017 )
My youtube account and my gmail account have both been shutdown. I was using them both for many years and they have very suddenly today been locked down faster than I could react to salvage anything. My Samsung Galaxy Tab S which runs Android (Google shit) has stopped working and been locked down, I think it's about good for nothing now, or I have to put a new operating system on it that isn't android maybe to be able to use it again for anything. My board is being raided over and over incessantly by people skilled in social engineering who are trying to overthrow me, besmirch me, etc. and put an end to my mission to provide an uncensored outlet for occult information and discussions with their endless onslaught of spam, cuckold porn, census cracking, and shill tactics. I am unable to post in the Order of Fringe Wizard's chat on Skype and some unusual fuckery is going on with that and I have a lot of problems with Skype in general, including leaks of private conversations and indications that my Skype account has been compromised. I have had my steam account hacked by IPs coming out of Russia and also because I just lost my gmail account I now have no way to recover my steam account, it is fucking toast. The games I paid for I will never be able to play because (((they))) can just disable my account and since everything is tied to the account and there's no way to keep a CD or something like back in the day the situation is fucked.
Although I have decided not to talk about it at all until now; I keep getting approached in real life by people from the military and undercover police and uniformed police, all of who regularly talk to me and "check up on me" and make me nervous sometimes how they seem to drop hints to me that could be concealed threats. Besides that I also keep encountering psychics everywhere with unusual powers that always recognize me right away, maybe by my aura or some other way, that there is something about me that is unusual and merits their attention and their open use of powers around me and making prophecies about me or comments of an insightful and revealing nature. People do weird and overt magickal shit near me very regularly.
I am becoming increasingly isolated and boxed in. There are fewer and fewer outlets for me to connect with others. I have pretty almost no opportunities to make money as well, as any jobs that aren't the kind illegals do (aka off the tables, paid in cash), I can be fired from right away because my stalkers somehow find out where I'm working fast no matter what and report me and get me fired very easily or prevent me from getting hired. Furthermore, if the money goes to the bank account directly, it can be seized by government and currently it's all just taken from me by my parents (I worked a job for about a month awhile ago and made about a thousand to maybe 2 thousand dollars but never got to see any of it). My parents of course do not support my values at all, are bluepills, support white genocide, support censorship, scream at me if I talk about the importance of freedom of speech and say shit to me like "words have consequences, stop using the Internet, stop talking to people" which makes me go fucking mad as I can not form intimate or personal connections with other people or have a meaningful life at all when I am not allowed contact with other human beings through the Internet or in person.
Furthermore there is an ongoing campaign to turn people against me and create many false accusations. It may be only a matter of time before I get vanned for some bullshit that is not true, maybe I'll get the same treatment as Trump with various random women I have never known coming forward with false rape accusations, or I'll have CP planted on my computer and be charged as a pedophile, or I'll be nabbed on terrorism charges, or I'll be "suicided" aka murdered by someone and the whole thing is claimed as a suicide. Maybe I'll just be quietly disappeared. I don't know why I am still a free man, still not in jail and not back in the ward, but apparently constantly attracting a shitload of attention from some very obsessed people.
All this shit because I dared to engage in critical thought, to explore radically different worldviews and ideologies, to challenge all my assumptions about reality, and to try and perfect my soul. On all levels and all sides I am attacked. I have not the support of my family, I have no friends I can turn to, I have nobody. I am alienated from society and being ostracized by everyone. There is nothing that (((they))) can't touch. Imagine that at any moment you could have all your money just legally stolen from you with no recourse for getting it back, that your family can be turned against you, that you can be put in a ward because someone says you're "crazy" or put in jail on false accusations, and that you can be excluded from any service on the internet and your files and computers seized. This is the world we live in.
I do not know how much longer I have. This BO account is shared with someone else but that certain someone else is just like me; a long time imageboard/chan user, was very interested in same subjects, got too close to CIA secrets, parents disowned him, etc. and he's wandering around homeless right now and has been for awhile now. For a bit he was staying over at another anon's house but that didn't last long and he's homeless again now. This makes it difficult for him to check up on the board and safekeep it for me. I've tried hiring new mods and made a couple accounts for various people I talked to on Skype (can't talk to them now though due to this crackdown) but they barely do anything and are too busy with shit in their life. I can't trust very many people and there's a good chance if I hire someone whose views and posting history can't be verified it'll end up being some fake persona of someone who will then go and nuke the board and wipe out my life's work and legacy. I don't want to have to deal with this responsibility as it's attracting way too much heat from interested groups that absolutely want to suppress and destroy me.
At this point also it is very hard to even verify that I am the original Fringe Wizard. Everything listed on guide.html is now defunct except that protonmail account and I'm not sure just how secure that is. I could be killed off and the impostors who are always running around pretending to be me could probably fool people into thinking I'm still around. I want to say it here and now – I am not suicidal and haven't been suicidal for maybe 2-3 months straight. I have made too much progress with psychic powers and my overall understanding of reality and so on to quit on life now. Pretty much all of the original problems that were behind my depression are either gone now or soon going to be solved, so with no reasons to be depressed, why be sad? As for all this censorship and constant attacks on me and my parents making my life hell, I just want to fight it, not give in and commit suicide.
>update 2
"O, let not the flame die out! Cherished age after age in its dark cavern — in its holy temples cherished. Fed by pure ministers of love — let not the flame die out!"
I seriously need to give away and leave my home. I planned to do it this September anyways. Who will take the board from me, protect it, and continue its holy mission? I would highly recommend that whoever claims my board that you have extremely good OpSec and be very careful to not reveal anything at all about yourself to the userbase and to just treat the position in a professional and impersonal manner, answering inquiries and so on in a methodical and systematic way, without engaging on personal level with anyone on the board. IDK but good luck to whoever steps up to take this burden from me. This board has lived through many attacks over 5 years and various people (5 in total so far, I won't tell their names here as they are all persecuted and hunted enough as is) have put their lives on the line for it all just to end up homeless or vanned or in the case of the freedomboard.kirara.ca host he just opted out when the constant attacks became too much. It is my time now to exit the picture and go into complete secrecy and hiding.
Shoah Status For Various Services I Have Used
FringeWizard@gmail.com = SHOAHED
FringeWizard@protonmail.com = Still Functioning
youtube.com/user/FringeWizard/ = SHOAHED
youtube.com/user/BlueBerryWizard/ = SHOAHED
Skype: FringeWizard = Mostly Shoahed
Steam ID: 306653328 = Mostly Shoahed
Electrum Wallet: 14amShBxeVerDpu2rWU6sacLnceSRhpTaG = ???
Note: This Shoah Status last updated 09/12/17 if it hasn't been updated in awhile it may be inaccurate and if all communication with me is lost completely it may be safe to assume that everything has been shoahed.