>>129396
>could lead to disease
Last time I had blood work done, my white blood cell count was elevated. They tested me and I'm not sick, no infections, no disease. They can't explain why.
>Get some communication going.
That's why I'm here. She gets shy if I try to talk to her. The sex was to make me happy, but it doesn't seem interested in anything more than sex. Sounds crazy, huh?
>git gud at magic
I plan to, but not sure what to study regarding my succubus friend.
>>129399
I'm no wizard, but a lonely man who got desperate. I studied as much woo as I could regarding the summoning process. What I came to learn was that it was more about the intent than the ritual itself. You can't just say "Hocus pocus send me a sexy demon." You have to really desire it and you have to believe that they will listen. I've been religious in the past, so I'm familiar with praying. I started by writing and burning letters to Lilith and asking her to send me one of her daughters. This is what you normally see when you read up on the summoning process. What eventually worked for me was praying to Naamah, continuing to write the letters coated in seed sacrifice while fantasizing about what I wanted physically with my demonic woman and burning them before sleep. The desire, the loneliness, the intent, and the belief was all there. Namaah answered me. That's when the nightmares started. Ghosts, demons, monsters, supernatural stuff that I never had dreamed about in the past. Anon >>129400 describes it accurately when he said that my succubus bullied off all the other demons or spirits around me, or in me, that I wasn't even aware of till she showed up and cleaned house.
In my first post, I say he/she/it because at first, it was just an astral being of sorts in my dreams. Once the nightmares ended, a course of about a month, making contact that didn't frighten me was next. I too had to understand that it wasn't trying to hurt me and to not be scared. I felt how powerful and dominant it could be. The best description I can give about this spirit would be comparing it to a Dementor from Harry Potter. It was formless, but wrapped you up like being swallowed in smoke. Anyway. We were trying to figure each other out, you could say. Eventually, I learned to not freak out or panic and it learned that I wanted a female and how to behave in a manner that would please me. After we got through this bumpy phase, it's been pretty chill. The astral sex was more like a sexual dream at first, but progressed to a lucid dream with orgasm. Feels great. The spirit only shows a female side now. I asked her name once and she said it was Lorelei, but I felt that she was making it up, like it's not her real name, but that's what she told me because she knew it would make me happy. I get a good night with her about once or twice a week and it's been great ever since.
>>129400
The haunting is what brought me here because I had read that they will sometimes reveal themselves in the physical world somehow. This haunting thing is a recent development and I think she's going to try to be with me more in this world instead of our lucid dream dates. I live alone and nobody other than me ever comes inside my home. In the past month, I've been awoken by sounds making me think that someone else is in the house. I grab my gun and search the home, but nobody is ever there. The other morning when I woke up, I went to the bathroom and all the bottles of shampoo were lined up on the edge of the tub. I chuckled nervously because I knew that she was the only person who could have done that. I took it as she was trying to be funny by playing a joke. That's when I realized, if she can move bottles and open cabinets and doors, then what will she do with me? I know she likes me and I like her, but I have a feeling she might get angry if I ever try to break up with her or jealous if I bring another girl around. That's when I decided to ask /fringe/ for advice on this matter.
Thanks for all the advice so far.