>>133876
Given that you're talking about the O9A (from the sigil), then like all LHP practices, the goal is self-deification. The catch is that the forces they're using are intrinsically inimicable to human life - basically, there's no reason to think that the Dark Gods, Dead Gods or Deep-Fried Gods (entities that hunger for humans & hate them) are telling you the truth or have any intention of giving you a decent gift, no matter what you give them, or how "Sinister" you become.
You'll notice that most LHP practices are more or less about becoming a Vampiric entity of some sort as the goal. Which sounds all very exciting until you realise the MANY limitations of it, not the least of which is that it's not even a true form of immortality. You're simply a parasite, endlessly reliant on other sources of energy. And what would happen if the O9A/TOB achieved their goal and enacted the culling while all ascending into Undead beings on Eartg? Why, they'd need more food! So now the they'd inevitably turn on each other, the weaker members falling to the stronger, or stronger members to groups of weaker ones. Like any cartoonish evil, it's a self-limiting phenomenon.
It's also basically just an inverted Christianity - after all, the Christian "God" is the ultimate Source, and by ritually consuming the blood of the Avatara Jesus the Christ, you undergo divinization and apotheosis. Except instead of a weak parasitic immortality (ie, contingent on feeding), you're a true immortal - you're now one with the Source, and entirely self subsisting & your existence is non-contingent. So in their eagerness to rebel against Christianity, they just inverted it's moral code and imitated it in a weaker form. Drinking the blood of the Dark God's (like Tiamat) is just connecting yourself to other, lesser entities - why bother when the true Source has made itself available? They've confused the horribly degenerated and abused exoteric Church with it's hypocritical clergy with what it was intended to be - a vehicle to create the very evolutionary jump the LHP claims to seek.
>>133878
I followed pretty much the same path as this anon. I'm unironically a Traditionalist Catholic Christian & Gnostic Chaote now (for lack of a better term) because as a LHP practitioner I was dissatisfied with the "deal" being offered. Tfw you're such a rebellious Satanist you horseshoe into an ultra-Traditionalist Christian.
Christians can be damned irritating I know, it's a shell of what it was supposed to be IMO. But it's entire purpose was to raise you to Godhood, via plugging you in directly to the source of all power via the alchemical changes of the consumption of God's Flesh & Blood. "What is a God, but a Man wielding the force of Chaos" as Carroll said. Jesus was the "Way", because you're supposed to emulate him (manifest the power of God on Earth), not just blindly serve him (he said repeatedly himself - the Father, ie the source of his power is what the object of worship is). And all those pesky Christian ethics are simply the results of the ultimate nature of things, the underlying Law of all - you're not gaining anything by trying to "defy" them, any more than tossing yourself off a cliff to "rebel" against gravity is a good idea. Meanwhile, they have just as many rules to follow - theirs is just "Be as edgy as possible", but that's still ultimately restrictive. The God they rebel against is beyond all petty human concepts of either "Good" or "Evil", which certainly seems lot less restrictive in the long term than "be Evil constantly in the petty, human sense".
One thing I do respect about the O9A/TOB over other LHP groups (like the CoS or TOS for example) is that they live the life properly - as much as they sound like a bunch of larping edgy bois, they actually follow through. The emphasis on results & physical tests, including the retreat in Nature are damned powerful tools. So too is that they don't bother with saying "No breaking the law or sacrificing people" - of course human laws are meaningless, the optics cuckery of other LHP groups mean I just can't take them seriously.