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That contrast is hilarious. I have met a few Jesuses walking about and they've all had too much of something. Usually psychedelics, and information that shouldn't be floating around in their heads in the first place. Pseudoscientific theories that people responsible with their minds can handle and work on to eventually have them regarded or understood more so they can become truths, everyone else just shits them around and people buy into it and drive themselves insane.

He's just a poor soul without much support. He's obviously talking about suicide or murder, and someone should consider making contact with him. Have him look in the mirror and show him another jesus on youtube.

>>45289

I say suicide because one of the insights people of this nature eventually realize is that there was nothing stopping Jesus from living. If he was rogue enough he'd pulled a Jackie Chan. He killed himself. Just like I am thinking about doing. I go on this board to find answers.

Maybe I should have summarized what I know to save others' time first. He served ten years in the military and participated in the late 90s/early 00s operations. In the first video, he introduces himself as a completely rational atheist and one of the topics explored is the role of religion in controlling the masses, and how his son fell victim to their institutions. In the last few weeks (months?) he has been convinced that the rapture is coming in September, amongst other things.

>>45289

Yes, it is quite a contrast. I feel fear and pain on his behalf, because I had a similar phase (not as far gone as this) after psychedelic usage. A good lesson not to fall too far into any extremes and to be careful with using substances to assist ourselves. Even though this planet is backwards and it's very tempting to denounce all logic to escape, it's just not worth it. Balance is hard, but we must pursue our ideals.

>>45292

I don't really agree with you there. I think people that cater to their own beliefs are heroic. For the average person, such as you or me, balance is something to strive for because of survival, etc. but some people have a real point to make, and it's those that sacrifice their chance to participate in a regular person's life for an opportunity to make a fool out of themselves or in the case of a select few: really teach us something. ,

>>45286

Anyone can become like him. How does a rational atheist transform into ranting lunatic? The rationalist realizes that rationality is just a game. Every facet of human society and culture are games that arose when our minds became capable of playing them.

Games are systems of rules, which in a sense are completely arbitrary. Rationality is a game, it's one that's useful for biological survival, but there's nothing that makes it objectively better than any other "game" you could play.

He has clearly realized this, yet lacks the discipline to realize that what he is now is still a game, it's just a different one.

Consciousness is a masquerade.

>>45286

the path to Self and the path to lost of Self are closely related, anyone who is traveling alone can make the mistake.

But if you must travel alone, like me and many others, you can take a few measures to make it less likely to "go crazy". Like… Being patient, starting by solving the closest thing, being very careful in judgement and even then not taking it seriously.

And perhaps the most important thing is having your immediate experience of this world as reference, there are no sages who aren't capable of adjusting to this world to the degree they find necessary, there are no sages who can't connect with the majority of people, even if they don't agree with said people.

I had a master once, and although all about him was pretty outside the experience of normal people, he had a way to make it relatable, not alienating people even when he was intensely disagreeing with them.

Normal people might not be very bright, but if you're actually going crazy they'll tell you, in a different way than the usual "you're being different therefore I'll say you're crazy although I don't really mean it".

rest in peperoni

>>45364

This is what happens when the unprepared venture into the unknown. When the ignorant march into the unknown they will most likely project into it their own inadequacies. His view of "god" is nothing but a crystallization of his previous ego.

>>45286

Lets keep an eye on him. He literally said "it's happening". Anyone know where he lives?

My prediction: murder-suicide.

is there a direct correlation between lack of blinking and insanity?

Is he masturbating in the beginning of his last video? Oo

Sad, but, also a warning to all seekers.

>>50807

He lost all his marbles.

>>50809

I meant a warning in the way of not losing your mind like him. Obviously he's insane.

If this guy didn't start stoking his ego and wasn't glued to the weird side of youtube I wonder where he'd have gotten.

>>50810

This is what people have to go through. If you stray to fringe because you're a step apart from the crowd, but you cringe when someone goes far out, then what are you?

>>45286

>perfect example of a misfired kundalini without being based.

>>45292

Just ordering the videos by date, and reading the titles tells most of the story I think you're looking for.

Early on he talks about taking heavy doses, then goes homeless, then the titles are suddenly 2deep4u.

APRESHEATE EYE… ore… B DELLeatd. EYE L.U.V. u! π

What the fuck is this shit? Also why is he so angry most of the time?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=laYyVeCnWe4

…it seems he easily falls victim to your average youtube troll, some jesus.

>>51693

>>51682

new video starts off with him masturbating and talking about being close to the end

how can u be this crazy?

imagine what the muggles who know this guy IRL think lol

>>51782

people who don't believe him are apparently schizophrenic xd

you retards don't understand him, but he's right.

it's usually best to not try explaining this stuff. be what you are or say what you would be.

it might be better for you to not watch but reach the same conclusions on your own.

>>51789

he is making sense in some stuff but presenting himself as satan/saturn/black sun must mean its not himself but some entity being channeled i think

He's a fucking schizo. Albeit very intelligent and well-versed in occultism, he is obviously not okay. Look at how skinny and unhealthy he looks in his later videos…he meets like all the criteria for schizophrenia. Which no, is not a freeway into enlightenment.

>>45286

looks like hes just starting to figure out the oneness, but having trouble processing it and using the jesus shit that was probly shoved down his throat for years as a kid to explain shit. He will be fine in a few years.

New vid boys, very kek worthy. Laughed out loud a few times.

>>51789

His appearance instantly repels normies

>>51827

Will he regret the tattoos I wonder?

I just imagine people like this being arrested for stopping traffic because they can then going meta/occult on the police who are literally the least intelligent when it comes to abstract spirituality.

>>51782

Listening to him makes me feel like im trippin.

>>66570

And then comes the psych ward.

>>55974

hahah can we get some feminists to watch this? I feel the comment section would be hilarious.

Madness is the emergency exit

I know because I went mad and when I came back I forgot about it.

I guess that was for my own Good.

>>66595

He isn't mad.

His reality is just different than yours :^)

The titles of his videos and the moments he spouts chains of seemingly irrelevant words is a typical tick with neurological basis. It feels a bit like a song stuck in you head, a line that you just HAVE to repeat one more time or even say aloud. It's accompanied by tickling in spine and surges of "restless" energy. It's like a speck of dust on your clothes that you just have to clean, or you'll go crazy.

For example in one of his titles he has

> =WEAKNESS (WEEKNOOSE)

When he was writing this title, he must have felt sudden urge to forcibly pronounce "WEEKNOOSE" few times, pronouncing it and indulging in the sound of it gave relief to his Kundalini'd brain

This guy talks so much like me and makes me cringe.

>>66614

Atkinson wrote an entire book on the art of expression for a reason.

These people just can't communicate well or sort their thoughts well.

Doesn't mean they are actually having a radically different experience of reality.

fucking hotwheels

Is it better to be a mundane or this guy?

>>66979

this guy tbh

>>66979

The mystic and the schizophrenic find themselves in the same ocean, but whereas the mystic swims, the schizophrenic drowns. - R. D. Laing

Tis better to (be aware and) swim.