I just had an insight,
I m not so sure anymore my sister cursed me
i think i did it to myself,
few years ago, I wanted to do something I had to do,
I promised to myself,
and I prayed to god, that I would do it, no matter what, under any and every circumstance
for years i had totally forgotten about that
i didnt do it, i stopped and forgot about it,
I know i have a debt to pay,
problem is, what i wanted to do back then is not possible anymore,
if I promise something to a deity, and I don't finish it or follow up
what can I do to repay it
what can I do to pay the debt I owe?