yes, part of their ritual was to create a sensation of social defeat in the hippocampus;
by bombarding me with degrading estoric riddles about myself,
songs about my life,
and scornful judgements about me,
in the process trying to crush my WILL as much as possible.
This action causes your will to be reduced: therefore making it easier for you to want to submit to them.
It was only when I heard someone talk about killing me after they had "got it" that I realised what this really was and consciously made the decision not to surrender,
because i didn't will to give them my soul, that broke the trance and the sensation/tingling of the Qi or Prana immediately stopped and flooded back into my body.
it was by far the scariest and most surreal experience of my life.
to many this this type of "black magic" will seem impossible, or even laughable.
But i have a lot of info on how it's conducted, and the steps neccessary to carry it out. i just don't have any insight on it. or know anyone (friendly) that can provide further insights.
hopefully someone may understand the psychology/occult science behind it and be able to point me towards resources to reverse this system of process?