>>98990
Lol, I tried that in 8th grade.
>want to know if demons are real or not
>google "how to summon a demon"
>Joy of Satan is the first thing that pops up
>wait till mom is asleep
>light a candle
>draw sigil of Balam on a piece of paper
>do my first ever pranayama, unwittingly, breathing on counts of 6 like Joy of Satan said to do
>recite the name Balam again and again, like the site said to do
Nothing happened.
Later I tried Goetia more properly when I got my hands on the actual book, though I still could never get all the equipment together, I did get some results. Having done drugs and hallucinated though, I can tell you the only results I ever got out of Goetia were very mild hallucinations and shifts in emotions. I think the demons are just imaginary, and the more energy you put into a ritual the more effects you get. See Crowley's essay "The Initiated Interpretation of Ceremonial Magic."