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When you create a universe, you can either make it so everything that happens inside of it builds off of your ideas (like what H. P. Lovecraft did when creating the Cthulhu Mythos), or - the most common form - have it develop via cause and effect. Through abuse, we found that enlightenment was the most efficient way of conscious development, but in the former universe (the one in which ours was created), the creator found that abuse is what they learned as the most efficient way of development, and so the First Creators (God) in our universe abused us so we could develop. The First Creators have since been killed as of 2012 by the first spirit: Arae; it was destined for the first spirit to kill the first creators, and is established as the point where the universe can finally act individually and freely, rather than be on a predetermined path/destiny.
Cause: Abuse.
Effect: Development through suffering.
>which school of esoterica do you hail from that would give you such a view of the universe?
I'm not with any school, I just practice qigong and communicate with ET's and the other side (what some consider 'The All').
>i'm curious where I can look for my next steps forward if what you say is true
I've posted it here a few times before, it's a lot simpler than one would think.
1. Get in a comfortable position.
2. Relax your mind.
3. Take full breaths, filling your diaphragm.
4. Hold your hands up an shape them as if you're carrying something.
5. Explicitly intend in your mind to create a chiball ("I want to create a chiball"), and start moving your hands in whatever way feels natural to grow the chiball.
Keep your head up, and legs spread out for best effect. After doing this for a while, otherside will start working on you (a process that I recognise as metaphysical puberty), you get headaches when you're going through meta puberty, but just ask otherside to stop when you can't bear it anymore. For my friend, it took a month for her to start meta puberty, but for me it took two days. I believe that otherside start working on you when you start doing qigong in a non-dogmatic fashion; doing it for the sake of doing it, rather than expecting something greater to happen. I was just doing it because my friend kept asking me to, then I got the headaches and now here I am.