/fringe/ - Fringe

If you believe you deserve it, you probably don't. Most people who deserve to suffer, deserve it because they don't own their own wrongdoing. In owning your own wrongdoing, you've already proven it was a mistake and not necessarily a product of you being evil. But if you aren't fully owning it, the degree to which you don't own it will be the degree to which you will deserve to suffer. To deserve suffering, is an achievement earned through a truly strong-willed destructive ignorance; for instance, being a postmodernist.

However, if you are owning your evil/mistake because you are afraid of the consequences, and not because you fully feel and understand why it was wrong, you will deserve to suffer anyway. If you have full righteous remorse, as opposed to a fake coward's remorse, then you are going to be fine.

In your case however, you presently sound like a coward, so I'd suggest you sit and meditate for a while so you understand exactly what you did wrong, what you didn't do wrong, and where the true blame lies; and you'd better hope you understand this thoroughly and ethically if you wish to avoid deserving to suffer.

That all being stated, this universe does not have a righteous God, so don't expect to get what you deserve; however, if you take to heart everything I've just said, you can at least know what you deserve to a degree where your justice will come at your own hand, meaning any acts by God will be unjust. And if an act is unjust on God's part, at least then you can rightly hate God rather than hate yourself.

~Epyc Wynn

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Depends on what you define as "terrible" . These days, the public's definition of "good and bad" is not what good and bad is. You'll have to be more specific if you want more specific answers.

Now, as for the consequences, consider an analogy: you have modern medicine. A very useful tool. But it can also be misused. You can use it to treat illness, but you can also use it to shield yourself from the consequences of an unhealthy lifestyle. That is, until it breaks and you have to face the fact that your health is now fucked permanently, beyond repair. And you should have made the lifestyle change early on.

If you left the faucet running, you shouldn't build a damn. You should go and turn the damn thing off. Sure, you might get your feet wet, it'll be unpleasant, but it's still better than what's to come if you build that dam and forget about it.

God comes for all. You can delay Him, but no power in Heaven or Earth can stop Him. If you don't make the hard choices now, you won't like it when He's gonna make the harder choices for you.

Karma works slowly around but I have proof. My high school sweetheart was gaslighted into dumping me by my asshole sister. My ex now has five different boys by five different men who all look like me. My sister had a husband of seven years who cheated on her with a better looking younger woman. She had to move on. My ex girlfriend is a shell of a woman now with no human emotions. All those kids (all boys) and no man wants that shit. At least a sane man.