>>124491
To be clear, by "language" I don't literally mean Sanskrit or English or Chinese or Lakota etc. I mean symbolic language. If you gave a bible belt christian a fistful of magic mushrooms, they might come back from the trip talking about how they met Jesus and all of the lessons he imparted to them in that time. A Thai buddhist on the other hand might meet Buddha, a passionate Hindu might meet Vishnu. The core experience is the same, but it's being presented in a symbolic "language" tailored to the individual. This brings a risk when you're reading/listening to someone who comes from an entirely different background to your own: The language that makes sense to them may translate to something else entirely in your own, or be otherwise incomprehensible.
Now, if you feel comfortable with someone else's language and it consistently makes sense to you, it makes perfect sense to borrow from their teachings. But if something confuses you, or doesn't make sense… Who taught the first Master? Mother Earth is the highest teacher, just start talking, asking, praying, externalizing. You're welcome to think you're talking to yourself and no one's listening, eventually someone will pick up the phone and start talking back. You may be given a name you recognize, it may be something you can't find anywhere. They're all roots of the same tree (or roots to the same forest, at least, it's hard to be sure). Of course, there's always the worry that you may be deceiving yourself, which is why it's important to require results. Faith and trust are a large piece, but "staying grounded" in many ways simply means looking around you and saying "how has my situation improved through my practice".
Of course, "God" is a good candidate to start talking to if that floats your boat, but it really doesn't matter who you name. And it doesn't all have to be possible either, think of it as a sort of… Extradimensional counseling phone service. If you really have to cuss out the heavens and get it out of your system, do it. At least then the powers that be know what's really on your mind and can look into getting something done about it.
It's a fucking bureaucracy up there though, JSYK. Thoth was the scribe of the gods and a lawyer for a reason. Give it at least a month between doing a thing and looking for results. Another reason keeping organized notes is important.
Yeah, not even wizards get out of paperwork. You actually get more.