lurking..
Not so sure about what you perceive as the elemental, but pretty sure it shouldn't be there.. Either roll with it because it seems to strengthen you(?) or banish it so that your sacral goes back to normal.
Because nofap you're gathering loads of energy, the dragon might be a thoughtform leeching you.
Also, you seem knowledgeable on chakrawork, you want to redistribute the excess energy from the sacral to all the other chakras and set up a grid where the sacral/spleen automatically and effectively distributes energy, either by always being in tune or attaching a thoughtform that does it, the thoughtform you're going to have to check up on from time to time.
>>14248ur a sheeky cunt & not sure why not filtrd yet