/fringe/ - Fringe

There are few things more horrifying than being cannibalized by some deformed autistic looking basement dweller wizard creature.

Really fucked up stuff happened last night. I cut away some of my hair and walked away from it for a short while and inexplicably all of the hair completely disappeared without a trace. Not even a few hairs left.

Then later in my room the astral equivalent of a DDOS attack seemed to be underway. There was a strong smell of sulphur, like rotting onions, in the air… despite my air filter and carbon packs. I kept looking for the source of it and couldn't find it and even took out another thing of activated carbon and put in the air vent and even tried opening the window to let in winter air.

Two more weird things happened. For one, even though I had to window open to let in cold winter air and I have my fan going circulating air around, my room temperature would not change at all. I would reach my hand outside my room and I'd feel the cold air out there but it was like some invisible barrier was preventing any heat exchange. Two, the sulphur smell persisted.

I eventually closed my window and just kept doing various magickal practises in my room while completely unable to sleep when I somehow became possessed again. That lasted for hours until I somehow broke its grip over me, then I touched my face in the astral and reprogrammed my astral body, making it so I could speak (I couldn't speak at all) and then I forced myself to project to Norway to see what is happening with Jenny.

I made it to the door of her house and encountered two people speaking Norwegian. I could not understand what they were saying. I made it inside the front door but then something stabbed me in the left side and I lost connection a moment after and was forced back to my body here.

I need more power…

>>18227
The sulphur smell is now completely gone btw but for a long while it persisted in my room and was very extremely strong smelling.

>>18230
Ah, this reminds me of the descriptions in the LKS.
The stinking of a demon was to be warded off by holding a silver ring on your hand and over your face. You can maintain this perception in your astral senses to the same effect.
>disregard demons
>accumulate loosh
>save your gf

One other weird thing to report btw is that yesterday also an off-duty police officer gave me a hug. Nobody EVER hugs me. It seems that Neville Goddard stuff is very powerful. If anyone wants to do some serious reality manifestation check out montalk's notes on it and read The Law and The Promise.

>>18237
I've practically run out of food in third density again, I got some food in the astral, but I may have to try again with going to the astral and this time do a LOT more to strengthen my astral body before going to my target so I can go much further before getting knocked out of the astral again.

>>18280
So during the day (or night, or whenever I am), if something negative comes near me, keep my energy safely sealed beneath my golden body and golden armor. The golden body is more of a passive defense, like blending in with the scenery. The armor is more active defense, like actually having to astral sword fight with whatever demons tend to crawl around me.

I also have some high tier tulpae for astral shenanigans.

I'll always be willing to help you, bro.

>>18245
I highly doubt it.

>>18280
Meet me in the astral or drag me off into the astral to talk then if you can.

>>18227
>There was a strong smell of sulphur, like rotting onions, in the air
I was just reading up on psychic attacks and those are early sign of someone trying to attack you.

Check your defenses and remember to keep your energies high.

>>18301
>Check your defenses and remember to keep your energies high.

I've been doing exactly that just need to get more food in order to extract that raw loosh energy from it, lack of sufficient quality food is weakening me again.

Today I got tons of food, mad loosh, glass water bottles, and in only 4 hours did a lot of healing. I'm still pulling off some mad magick despite all this shit and it's only going to get better now. I feel like I complained a fuckload yesterday but I'm amazed with how much I managed to fix in such a short time.

>tfw my power is growing immensely

>>18398
not having my tea party entities man
I SAID NO

>be in the astral like 32 hour ago or so
>view myself in a mirror
>I look Finnish and have a completely different body
>walk around and look at beautiful marble columns and floors and go outside and walk under a wooden trellis covered in vines with pink flowers not quite yet open, mostly in the bud stage
>believe this was probably in Europe

I wish I could put this all into context.

Time to go back to healing for a couple more hours, I spent 12 hours doing various meditations and other works, but it's not enough.

>>18993
Hm, don't know where such place would be in Finland at least.

Would be interesting if you were me, though I doubt it.

>>18995
The marble was an orange/tan/pink colour.

>>18996
What did you look like when you were Finnish?

>>18997
Eyes were more slanty, blonde hair but it was different from my hair, overall better facial features than what I have, and a strong and healthy body.

It was pretty close to what I look like in this body but still distinctly a different body.

I want to make some magickal objects but I'm not sure what to use and what materials. I have one really special stone I found before in my room but I keep it secret and I'm not sure I want to begin any alchemical work / enchantment on it just yet.

I'm thinking of making an object to store highly destructive and negative black energy and thoughtforms in as a kind of storage container for all the spiritual poison in me.

I don't know how to make it secure though, what would be a suitable object, nor how to dispose of that sort of energy. It could maybe be transformed but I'm not sure if it would be loosh efficient to do so?

I also want to make some other magickal objects for different things such as being a portal to a specific place to the astral, another one for healing, another for invoking calm and relaxation, etc.

Maybe some dolls? Maybe find more rocks? Maybe some kind of jewellery (probably too expensive).

I have lots of twine. I could probably salvage wood outside and carve it into things that I may use for magickal purposes.

What would you do /fringe/?

(should I create a whole thread for this?)

>>19000
A new thread would be good. It could serve as object enchanting thread for the others, too.

>>19001
Random question, should I force myself to do a video of at least 1 minute in length every day? I can't really do videos as well as I would like but I might as well just start anyways.

>tfw need to do some changes in my room for a really advanced ritual I plan to do where I need to make sure there isn't shit I'm going to hurt myself if I bump into it

>>19003
For what purpose? If can't answer, do it. It might turn out be useful.

And keep me tuned on that ritual.

>>19005
There's some stuff I need to get still that's holding me back on doing things for lack of the materials required. *sigh*

I also seriously need to get a well insulated sleeping bag for toasting myself in so I can raise my body temperature without having to waste loosh to do so.

>>19013
Uh, didn't mean to post that picture. Anyways, those are nice mini-blankets, good for meditation if it is a bit cold, keeps one warm.

>>19013
Is it ok if I just be secretive for the time being about the materials I need? I do need some moar activated carbon.

>>19022
Of course.