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Terrible eyesight, bad skin, fatigue, insomnia, shaky muscles, chronic stress, reporting in.

>>20500
Can you explain your general philosophies to health? What do you believe is best to eat? What do you believe is the best form of exercise? Best way to breath? Stuff along these lines.

"The Medicine of Græ" promotes balance on multiple levels.

It promotes balance of atrophy (removal of energy) and entrophy (utilization of energy).

One can observe energy on multiple levels. What one calls "Body," "Mind," and "Spirit" model certain levels of energy.

One can observe that connections between them can exist.

I think that once the knowledge of how the connections effect each other reveals itself, one can then utilize it to find their balances and mantain "Health."

I currently working at creating a diet in which can allow balance for our species' "body."

In regards to the balance of "Mind," I feel that one will understand it through the many occult practices here, "Orgone" of Wilhelm Reich, and studies of neuroscience / psychology.

In regards to "Spirit," I have not studied enough to have an informed opinion but my intuition senses that once one acquires balance in the "Body" and "Mind" one will have the intelligence of how to mantain balance in "Spirit."

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So all of you have reached some form of balance from your pursuits here and I would like to help you all reach further balance.

>>20514
That's interesting. I definitely agree about Willhelm Reich, I'm going to buy some orgonite soon. It's the best way to protect against EMFs and other unwanted energies. Check out the thread on diet that is up if you haven't already that's filled with tons of info about what I have determined to be the optimal human diet (frutarianism).

>>20502

Describing your ailments only explains to me the "Negative" energy that you contain in your "Body" and "Mind." To cure any ailments, one must understand as much as one can about a singular case. Then one can deduce what could work as treatment.

>>20513

Just reading my posts will allow you to deduce my philosophies.

In terms of medicine of the "Body," one must understand what our species' requires to function. It can involve a long list of balances but I will try to sum up a few.

In some occult works, the balance is through the original 4 elements:
Fire, Water, Air, Earth.

A few modern utilizations of the elements I will try to list:

Temperature of body (Fire)

Oxygen levels in body (Air)

Moisture levels in body (Water)

Nutrition levels in body (Earth)

I can not specify a "Go To" recipe for health. It depends on the individual to locate their imbalances which I hope to figure out with my studies to inform them how to find those connections so then they can make the choices towards balance.

I will post some links regarding medicine over time that I feel have worked for myself. The information I have synthesized models only a piece of what one seeks for "Health." It depends on the individual to utilize how it can best promote "Health" in themselves.

>>20518

I have read some of the information in the thread but I do not agree with all of it.

Our species' utilize 32 teeth. 4 for carnivorous purposes and 28 for herbivorous purposes. One can ideally say then our nutritive intake should consist from 87.5% herbivorous sources((28/32=7/8=87.5%) and 12.5% carnivorous sources. (4/32=1/8=12.5%)

Our species' currently require certain amounts of fats, carbohydrates, and proteins to function.

Fruit however can only satisfy carbohydrates and certain amounts of fat.

Our species require many balances to function and a pure fruit diet currently can not satisfy a proper balance of "body" that I can see at my current level of intelligence.

However I do think that other species' requirements could entail a strict fruit diet for functionality. I could see a future in which our species' evolves in such a way that our diets will change significantly as our bodies and functionality change.

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So you developing a new system? What does Græ mean?

I'm monitoring this, I am always interested in new systems and ideas.

>>20529

I would like to note that I forgot to mention that fruits do contain small amounts of protein.

Perhaps if our species genetically modifies a fruit that can give us all that we need nutritionally in a form that our species can absorb then the future of a fruit only diet can occur. The engineering of both our environment and ourselves will decide the outcome.

Change occurs both internally and externally. To find balance one has to utilize both.

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>>20530

The word Græ comes from the balance between black and white, the gr[a/e]y. I feel that it represents some model of balance.

I slowly plan on creating and publishing a "book" for everyone to utilize to find their own "Græ."

Humorously enough, people have observed "Greys" as entities that have knowledge in medicine and have traits beyond our current species' capabilities.

I wish to ascend our species' intelligence to a higher level and my hopes is that this "book" will have to potential to do so.

>>20536
That sounds good, I'll be on watch for your book then!

>>20533
You know that various wizards in the past have created through magick many modified plants right? Including stuff like cactus with no needles, trees where each leaf contains an image of a buddha, etc.?

>>20523
Have you read The Universal Master Key by Franz Bardon?

I'm going to increase my intake of fire and air and keep some water nearby me now that I'm full of Earth. If I can do this on a mental level as well as on the physical, that will be even better.

Random question: anyone know any clays / dirt / whatever that can be consumed and are healthy?

>>20545
Bentonite Clay is one that's pretty good for purification (activated charcoal capsules are also really great). I dunno about dirt, some people consume soil bactera (probiotics) to help their gut biome.

>>20544

No I did not know. Our species contains so much pontential.

On another note, Mr.Smiley feel free to come to me with any plight. I wish to guide those who wish to find their "Græ."

From what I have percieved from your posts, I sense that your "Mind" contains too much "Cold Fire" and not enough "Warm Water." I also feel that the imbalances of your "Mind" have impacted your "Body." I suggest perhaps you should focus on your "Mind" and it will help your "Body."

Also curiously enough I had to re write this post and then I saw >>20545 regarding elemental balances.

I feel rather amused now.

>>20545
>>20548

In terms of probiotic sources, fermented products like unfiltered organic apple cider, sourdough, and organic yogurt / greek yogurt if acquirable can help necessitate a need for probiotic sustenance.

I feel that our species can benefit more from these that of the consumption of clays and dirts for probiotic purposes. However, if one can not acquire the things I spoke of then one can utilize the clays and dirts for probiotic purposes.

>>20552

than that of*

What emotions can I use for healing and other effects on the body?

I can produce any desired emotion in meditation, to any degree, and have a regular practise of doing so. I can induce extreme despair or incredible euphoria. I also when I have time and not interrupted do loosh processing by accessing painful or otherwise emotionally turbulent memories I gained throughout the day or throughout my life and releasing the emotion, whatever type it is, to fuel astral travel and so on. I mostly keep emotion bottled up though until it's needed for use, so I just let myself taste some of the pain and shame and whatever else of a horribly negative experience like posting on >>>/4chon/ and being reminded of my failings but then later release it much more fully but in a concentrated manner. This is loosh farming taken to its extreme.

My piss lately is rather strange. Smells sweet like honey and produces an unusual amount of foam. It is a most incredibly pleasant smell and not like the usual toxic smell of piss.

>>20568

Any energy associated with "Love," "Positivity," and "Happiness" contains healing properties. It seems that you know plenty regarding obtaining your "Græ" with the "Mind." When I spoke of you having too much "Cold Fire" I tried to convey the metaphor of you not having enough "Love" and "Happiness" but showing extreme amounts of "Fear" and "Sadness" towards the physical realm. Perhaps I do not have a well enough informed opinion to say so but, you must find contentment and balance in the physical in order to reach a complete sense of "Græ." Do not allow the mechinations of the physical realm to affect you so Mr.Smiley, you seem like you do well for yourself already.

Perhaps I have made incorrect observations but take it as you will.

>>20577

Regarding your urine, perhaps it smells like honey because it contains much fructose (honey contains mostly fructose) due to your large consumption of fruit. (fruit contains fructose) If you wish to examine it further a small amount of consumption of it will give you information upon what it contains. If it tastes sweet it may mean that your body might have progressed into I diabetic state due to not having the ability to process all the sugar in your body. Perhaps though since if your diet consists of mostly of fruit, your body then in turn will excrete all the extra nutritients it does not need currently through the urine and you can observe that through your urine. I can not give anymore information than that unless I took your urine sample and took it into a lab for chemical analysis.

>>20568

If I were to give you some "Medicine" I would say to find something in the physical realm that allows you to have "Happiness," "Love," or "Fun" and persue it with vigor. Create something, socalize with people, appreciate the things that the physical realm contains. I feel you need to ground yourself your "Græ" between the physical and non-physical seems rather leaning towards the non-physical.

>>20579
No that is accurate as fuck to the mentality I have active within my mind at present. I am extremely pessimistic about the physical right now due to being overworked, not enough sleep, and more problems… and distractions… and so on.

>If it tastes sweet it may mean that your body might have progressed into I diabetic state due

Fuck I hope not. I should mention that very unsweet things taste very sweet to me.

A lot of things are extremely reversed for me though.

Maybe I will isolate my room in awhile and force extreme euphoria but for how many hours?

>>20603

If you feel that you need more sleep then try to make an effort to do so. The sleep that helps balance against over stimulation is delta / theta REM sleep. Proper secretions of melatonin can help promote it. A dark room with minimum light and stimuli will activate the pineal gland to secrete melatonin and relax the brain into delta and theta states.

Any modes of relaxation that you can apply to yourself can help as well. Do whatever relaxes you in the physical realm.

The hypersensitivity in taste might have relations to your imbalance currently. Some meditations and occult practices put the body in a hypersensitive state to raise one's consciousness. I think you may need to ground yourself a bit and just rest yourself in "Body," "Mind," and "Spirit." Isolation can work but it will help the "Body," "Mind" and "Spirit" partially. I think you need to rest and then you must face your troubles so they can not develop further.

I do not know how I can help you further, it depends upon you to make the choices towards your state of "Græ." Perhaps if I met you in person I could help you further. I can not help your "Body" over the internet, only your "Mind and potentially "Spirit."

If you ever wish to make a trip into the Québec providence. I can meet you and try to help you further.

>>20613

Please forgive lack of flag. My mistake.

>>20603

Perhaps to ground yourself create something in this physical realm to release the imbalances of your sadness and hatred towards the physical. Maybe write some poetry, make some music, talk to someone, release some of the suffering. One can not always manage by themselves. Trying to fix it always by yourself causes another imbalance to occur. Do you have any people around you that you feel comfortable confiding with?

>>20616
I hate poetry and music so much and talking to people always makes me feel awful. Only things that make me really happy are black magick, transferring all the suffering into someone or something else that is receptive to it.

>Do you have any people around you that you feel comfortable confiding with?

No.

>>20618

No wonder why you feel so imbalanced. I felt your "Cold Fire" when I read that post. Well I can only merely suggest things it depends upon you whether or not you wish to change. I feel that you show signs of imbalance regarding the balance of the physical realm and non physical realm(too much non physical), your balance of the introspective and extrospective,(too much introspective) and balance of negativity and positivity. (too much negative) I think to help your "Græ" you need to try to interact and restore yourself in this physical realm and refrain from causing harm to others. (physical and non physical) I feel that if you try to promote positivity you will start to show signs of recovery. It depends on you to do so.

Once again if you would like, I have many people confide in me if you wish to do so as well. I try to counsel and take care of those around me so feel free to let me know when you can make a trip into Québec. I would welcome you into my home and take care of you within my capabilities.

>>20618

On another note, I feel that you are generating a lot of energy and it has no where to go. You need to figure out a way to either put that energy somewhere without causing harm, to convert it into something more positive to allow you to not further imbalance your negativity and positivity. Ideally I feel you need to change your programming significantly and consume or generate some positivity in the physical However it depends on you to decide. Perhaps you hold the answer that resonates best with yourself.

>>20624
I have tons of negative energy but it either has to destroy someone or it has to be restrained. Not enough positive energy.

>>20627

You need to change your programming. Your current programming reached a point in which stagnation ocurred. In the regards to extreme negativity it seems. You changed your programming into this state you can change out of it. If you have reached such a state of negative stagnation and you wish for change. I feel that you need to stop everything and reprogram yourself entirely.

This concept I wish to promote to you all. The abolishment of this dogma that we can not escape from our mechinations.

I propose to you that if you truly wish to change and move towards your "Græ" an extreme change needs to occur. For great plights you need to do something equally in amount. If you could gather enough basic necessities to sustain yourself for one week and something to sleep on. I will welcome you to my home and I will try to deprogram you and try to rebalance you. If not then you must find out how to reprogram yourself with the mechinations you have around you. It depends on you.

>>20629

Please forgive no flag once again.

>>20629
My goal right now is to get to 200 pounds and then maybe if I get there I can begin fasting and devote all of my energy not to the digestion of food but to the repair of my body.

I can't get to you, I can't drive, I am in Ontario, and you're too far away for me to bike to.

Can you modify the etheric body and create the corresponding physical changes?

I want to become a sleep master, able to sleep anywhere at any time, and to repair the ridiculous amounts of damage to my body.

>>20631

To gain weight you need to consume more calories than what your body uses up. At safe levels one can gain 1 to 2 pounds a week. It depends upon many factors. You also need to keep in mind the nutrition and caloric balance. The more calories you consume you need to have equal balances for those added calories. You must also incorporate exercise and strenching to utilize those calories that you have now incorporated into your system. You will have to give me more information on your current physical state to help you further.

I have a basic understanding of both obtaining "Græ" in the "Body" and "Mind." I have much to learn still regarding "Spirit."

If my methods help you I will focus on finishing my book which will contain the methods I have created so I can help others.

I do not expect you to bike, if you can gather a few necessities to survive (about 50-100CAD in money at most), something to sleep on, and a means of round trip in transportation to Montréal. I will welcome you to my home. I would meet you at some designated place and then I will bring you to my home to stay for a week and then you can head back home. I will try to start to reprogram you during this time and if I can not help you then you would have the experience I have given you to reflect upon.

>>20631

In terms of supplies, I would suggest to bring a sleeping bag / pillow, a small amount of money, and anything that you feel that you need to have for survival. I will feed you to my capabilities as long as you can afford your own diet. I will start to deprogram you to the best of my ability and give you time to release yourself from the chains you have binded yourself with.

>>20635
I am literally eating as much food as I possibly can every day and constantly stuffed, I can not gain weight at all. I am involved in way too much hardcore physical exertion and need to always cut it down because of how fucked my body gets.

Physically I have deep dark circles under my eyes, usually am sore, can not relax, muscles constantly shake and can't hold hands still (huge tremors all the time when trying to use camera, hold a fork, etc.), can't sleep, if I do sleep wake up still very fatigued, and I have awful skin that never heals that is covered in tons of cuts, scrapes, acne, and other crap that just doesn't heal so a good portion of my body looks like I'm a small pox victim or something.

I don't have money at all and would have to acquire that money somehow… I spent what little I had on protein a few days ago.

What would you plan on doing?

>>20647

I would plan on just giving a place where you can have a chance to isolate yourself from your current mechinations and incorporate some of my theories to try to deprogram some the dogma you have chained yourself with. More or less I take care of you for approximately a week and show you a few things and in return I ask that you do the same for me.

I feel that a change to your lifestyle will allow you to rebalance yourself.

Medicine wise, have you ever taken herbal baths? I have found that they work wonders if you can acquire the supplies. It involves mixtures of herbal essences and salts to pull out toxins (salts will help with that) and herbal essences will help balance and calm you.

I also sense that you might not have the proper nutrition you need. I would say that you need to consume more fat for one. Fat (9 calories) contains more than double the caloric content of protein or carbohydrates. (4 calories) Your body needs unstaurated mono and poly fats (particularly the poly Omega-3 which eggs (small amount) and fish (large amounts) in particular contain. The brain and your skin require fats for functionality. The fats that can harm you over time include the Trans and Saturated fats. Some animal products and hydroginated oils contain trans and red meats and most dairy contain high amounts of saturated. Trans and saturated affect your circulatory system.

Next comes proteins. I have not studied enough regarding proper protein requirements however they have a great affect upon the "fullness" an individual feels and help promote muscle growth and to acquire the high amounts desired through "Body Building." You need to either get it in the form of lean animal meat, through dairy or soy products, or légumes. Your body needs proteins from both animal and vegetable sources to create a "Complete Protein."

Lastly carbohydrates. The endocrine and nervous systems desire carbohydrates (glucose) in particular. These systems will affected whenever one tries to change their diet since our species caloric sustenance comes from carbohydrates. Healthy carbohydrates contain many vitamins, minerals, and nutrients that the body needs to function. Most carbohydrates these days have been stripped of their nutritive content and "refortified." However these refortifications changed the chemical compositions and the body uses more energy to draw from those vitamins that have been added to some extent. I do not have an informed enough opinion in the difference between the "Natural" and "Artifical" nutrients. However in my childhood, I ate alot of cereal and only did so due to the claiming of having many nutrients. However I used to feel very lethargic and weak so I found out perhaps I have strained my body too much on my current diet and changed.

I have a feeling that your plight comes from many issues on many levels. It depends on you how you want to solve them.

>>20715
No it's not.

what can I do to stop a receding hairline, I have your typical androgenic alopecia

My computer decided to breakdown. I will have no means to communicate with you all for approximately a week. Please keep this thread up if possible until then. My offer to you still stands Mr.Smiley. Let me know so I can make preparations.

>>20618
Someone else chiming in here.

I find if there is no one you know you can confide with, then a stranger will do. Someone you do not know, probably will not know, and may never speak to again.

>>20856
Like Omegle chats then?

>>20764
All your readings are accurate as fuck but I don't have a hundred dollars to visit you.

I am a premature ejaculator

100% srs ;__;

>>20953
Do you wear contact lenses? Is your waist constricted by elastic 90+% of all time?

>>21002
No
No

>>21010
Get regular exercise and sunlight exposure, avoid soy products/ingredients?

Invoking the Elements

Invoking the elements is very advanced and can be very dangerous. I am speaking from experience here. There are many authors who write from a theoretical and scholastic prospective and have not had the direct experience with certain meditations and psychic practices. I am going to give you *my* personal experiences with the meditations that follow. Remember- THESE ARE MY OWN DIRECT EXPERIENCES AND SOME OF WHAT I EXPERIENCED, YOU MAY OR MAY NOT AS WE ARE INDIVIDUALS, BUT THESE MEDITATIONS *ARE* HIGHLY EFFECTIVE, POWERFUL AND DANGEROUS.

If you:

• Are not physically and/or mentally healthy
• If you take *any* psychiatric medications or medications that affect your brain/nervous system
• If you suffer from High Blood Pressure
• If you have heat flashes from menopause
• If you suffer bouts of depression
• If you do not know yourself 100%
• If you are pregnant
• If you are prone to having seizures or have epilepsy

I strongly encourage you to turn back and work other meditations that are safer. Once you have overcome any problems mentioned above using safer meditations, you can proceed at a very slow pace if you think you are ready. Let me explain:

With invoking the elements, here are some examples of what can happen:

Invoking fire will make you hot. Depending on how many breaths you do (only seven and under are recommended for those who have not had experience with this element). Even with adepts, 20 breaths can be extreme. While you are doing the fire meditation for the first time, more than likely while you are doing it, you will feel little or nothing. DO NOT MAKE THE MISTAKE OF DOING ANY MORE BREATHS BECAUSE YOU MIGHT FEEL NOTHING! You will feel the effects hours later. The effects of invoking fire include a fever, feeling BURNING HOT after a warm glow/aura manifests, insomnia and since water is the opposite of fire, you can get a backlash of water and this can manifest in depression. These effects can last several hours to several days. Each one of us has imbalances of certain elements and invoking the elements can cause even more imbalance so it is also important to know your strengths and weaknesses in certain elements.

Invoking air can over-stimulate the nervous system. Air can make you very irritable and oversensitive for a few hours to several days, depending on how much you take in.

I have always been a person of extremes and I am daring, so I have never put any limitations on myself with meditations, though I have always used common sense. Now, with invoking these elements over a period of time, we become resistant to extremes of temperature, we can warm or cool our bodies at will and we can be adept at pyrokinesis, cryokinesis and other astral disciplines.

>>21028
If you are planning to do the elemental meditations, I strongly encourage you to keep written entries in a black book or journal regarding how these exercises affect you. Mastering the elements is one of the highest forms of magick, while others play around with props. The elements are based upon the four corners and directions. They are the foundation of the universe when working magick. Invoking and directing the elements is used to empower sigils and talismans. Each ritual or working normally has an elemental theme. By making use of the elements the power of any working is drastically amplified. Elemental magick is extremely advanced and powerful magick.

There are two ways of invoking the elements. One way is total invocation as I have done (no breathing them back out and the most dangerous) and the other way is easier is to breathe the element back out into the ether. You can work up from this.

Each one of us has strengths and weaknesses with certain elements. Nearly all of us have imbalances of the elements in our souls. The following meditations will correct these.

Several hours or a day after invoking an element, sit quietly and meditate on how you feel. How did you feel during the past 24 hours? It is important to be able to *feel* the elements in order to direct and control them.

To properly invoke, direct, and control the elements, you must be balanced in all of the elements. Most of us have imbalances. These can usually be seen in our astrology charts. Those of us who progress and continue on will be working

You must be honest with yourself and know yourself. The articles below in the advanced section reveal the elements in their pure form. Very few of us are imbalanced with just one element; usually there are two that are dominant. Look to the elements where most of the characteristics describe you. By balancing your elements, you will find healing physically, psychologically, at the soul level and mentally.

Fire is opposite Water and Air is opposite Earth. The opposite element is what is needed to fix the imbalance. It is important to be aware that invoking the lacking element can create a temporary backlash in the over-dominant element.

http://www.angelfire.com/hailtosatansvictory666/Invoking_Elements.html

Creating Elementals

Elementals are beings whose souls are comprised of only one or two elements instead of the five [fire, earth, air, water and ether] we humans have. Elementals have a certain degree of intelligence determined by their creator. They can be helpful in carrying out certain tasks on the astral as well as in the physical world. They can be servitors. You should already be competent in working with the elements.

Fire elementals appear as a fiery ball before they are formed.

Water elementals appear as a glass ball before they are formed.

Air elementals will have a bluish color

Earth elementals appear clay colored.

These beings are capable of many tasks, below are a few examples:

1. Influencing the minds and thoughts of others.

2. Breaking up relationships or strengthening them.

3. Forming friendships or love/lust relationships.

4. Bending weaker individuals to the will of the mage and controlling them through the elemental.

5. Bringing in customers for those in business.


Instructions for creating the elemental:

1. The elemental should be of the element relating to and of a form corresponding to the desire you wish to have fulfilled.

2. Give the elemental a name.

3. You must impress your will upon the elemental with authority in giving it orders as what you want it to accomplish. This should be a short present tense phrase. "Will" never happens. For example- "You are…"

4. You should also impress upon the elemental that it will be successful in carrying out its order.

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TO BEGIN:

1. Go into a trance.

2. Imagine yourself within the element you wish to use for your work, as you would do for invocation, but do not invoke the element. Instead, focus and condense the element into a sphere in front of you. The element needs to be condensed and powerful.

3. Now, shape the elemental into the desired form and impress your desire both in feeling and a short phrase of command into it.

4. Name your elemental.

5. If you wish to set a time limit, order your elemental to return to the element it was created from at a specific time, after it has completed its task. Failure to do this in some cases, can result in a creature that has a life and will of its own and can be a bother. To keep a faithful element as a permanent servitor, you must “feed” it regularly by infusing it with more of the element it originated from and also, you must keep programming it.

6. The elemental can also be programmed to attatch itself to and feed from the aura of the person you send it to.

7. To summon the elemental, call it by name and will it back. You can then recharge it with energy and/or a new task.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Creating_Elementals.html

Hello everyone.

I have returned for the day. I will start posting a summary of my concepts in the book I have started to write.

These I decided to call "The Messages of Græ."

Please allow me some time to write them.

Also to you Mr.Smiley, The offer still stands. The money I asked for you to bring goes towards any transportation you may need and to pay for any food that you desire. You only need to bring that which you need for survival. I recommend a sleeping bag and pillow, basic hygiene and necessities, and funds for food and transportation.

The Messages of Græ
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The "Græ"

Throughout these "Messages" I will refer to a concept in which I have decided to call "Græ." It merely represents a concept of balance. It comes from the mixtures of colors in which you get gr[a/e]y. A construct to utilize in obtaining balance.

The "Body"

The "Body" represents the physical and finite constructs. For our species we regard it to our physical body in which we experience ourselves and our environment. I have regarded it to the classical 4 elements in which it can consists of. The water, fire, air, and earth all exist within this construct. Balance of these elements will allow one to achieve a "Græ" "Body." Our species' "Body" depends on the balances of the elements. The water affects our circulatory and exocrine systems, the air effects our oxygen circulatory and respiratory systems, the fire affects our immune amd regulatory systems, and the earth represents our nutrition and our liveliness that our body can have. The color spectrum in which we observe (ROYGBV) also represents different scales of balances in which one can observe within us to understand what one may need to obtain a state of "Græ."

>>21028
>>21029
>>21030

Thank you for bumping with that information. These practices do represent some of the things one can do for balance.

I just now realized I forgot to post the "Spirit." My apologies.

The "Spirit"

The "Spirit" represents the non-physical and infinite constructs. For our species it represents the "Essence" that which permeates ourselves. I have regarded it to the "Æther" spoken of in alchemy. It revolves around the polarity of negativity and positivity. One struggles in this polarity and tries to act towards either whatever one regards as "Positive" and "Negative." The "Græ" of this construct will depend upon the individual. One most seek this on their own due to the infinite and undefinable nature of it. In regards to color it represents the black and white. I do not know what else to properly speak of towards this construct.

>>21181
Please forgive the lack of flag.

Mr.Smiley, if you do not have the means to get to me. I will try to think of some practices and remedies that you can utilize for yourself. However this will depend more upon yourself and I can not fully help you unless we interact directly.

For now I think you need to do some grounding. Based upon my principles stated in "The Messages of Græ." Your "Body" imbalances involve too much fire and air, you need more water and earth.

I recommend that you do a herbal bath, which involves bathing yourself in a mixture of epsom salts, baking soda, sea salt, and oils of essences that you enjoy.

The other thing I can recommend includes full attentive eating. Make a simple meal by your own hands, observe all the energy that goes into the meal, eat it slowly, fully savoring each stimuli from it: the tastes, the smells, the warmth, the nutrients slowly replenishing you and value the energies you have now incorporated within yourself.

Regarding your "Mind," your "Spirit" has too much negativity in it, this affects your "Mind" and the despair and hatred that you have said to suffer from represents this.

I can not change your mentality in my current state of knowledge, any indirect attempt I feel will not work. My studies have focused upon trying to help those whom have imbalanced their minds and if I can have direct contact with you, I may have the ability to help you more in this area.

>>21183
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=93J6e179US8
http://www.spiritualresearchfoundation.org/spiritual-healing/self-healing/salt-water-remedy/

I was reading this yesterday and planning something but I can't obtain the salts, I'm not sure where they are, and they are really expensive.

I beg for good decent food all day and usually get too little and eat it up right away and then it's back to just eating oatmeal and fruit all day.

I don't have enough fat in my diet especially.

>>21184

The epsom salts can be purchased nearly at any pharmacy or large store. (i.e. Walmart and the like). I had paid 5CAD for enough epsom salts for 2-4 baths. Then the baking soda (abrasive and basic properties to wash yourself with) and sea salts (iodine and makes water saline so it can draw toxins out) can be purchased in whatever amount that you can afford. The essential oils can come from anything, skin a few citrus fruits and throw them in the bath. For you, I recommend a warm/hot herbal bath because the salts when mixed in hot water creates a environment that will stimulate the circulatory system (i.e. the heat) and will help the salts draw the toxins from your body.

If you feel you lack fats, the easiest source will come through various nuts. These will cost depending on what you purchase, you will get the best bargains at a bulk store. You also need the omega-3 which you can get cheaply through canola oils or primarily from fish products.

The basis of these things comprise of iodine(sea salt) regular iodized table salt works just as well. Citrus oils have energizing properties and epsom salts for the soothing properties.

The fats will contain high caloric content but nuts and fish have high levels of "good" fats while contain low levels of "bad" fats. Fats help the body's skin and brain in particular.

>>21184

Hmm. I really wish I could help you further. My lack of knowledge inhibits any immediate further help I can give to you.

You must remember you can only do what you can. Everyone here tries to completely rid themselves of toxins. Our species' bodies can handle some toxins. They do not represent these weak construct in which must have a completely sterile and perfect nutrition to survive. The can handle more than we realize. So do not worry just do what you can and know that and do not let these obsessions consume you.

>>21185
Went to the bulk store, nuts are overpriced as fuck there, and it's not even a deal.

I have extra virgin cold pressed olive oil that was extremely cheap, even cheaper than many cheap oils, and was on sale.

I can't find sea salt. I already have sodium bicarbonate and magnesium sulphate but not sea salt.

>The fats will contain high caloric content but nuts and fish have high levels of "good" fats while contain low levels of "bad" fats. Fats help the body's skin and brain in particular.

I'm sick of all my food having no calories. I want to consume 20,000 calories in a day if I could. I can barely manage to get to 3 thousand though.

>>21186
My body is extremely overburdened with toxins to the point of having constant acne, not being able to heal, and many other problems. It's not just a little, I am really toxic, from years of insomnia and stress and depression and exposure to crap in the environment. Probably from pesticides and other crap on all the foods I eat too.

I need to cleanse my body enough that I can heal all of its problems and create an excess of energy to start creating powerful thoughtforms with that I can use to make myself invulnerable in the future even if say I were to be forced to eat terrible food or just ran out of food and instead lived purely on stored up loosh and achieve Inedia.

>>21220

For the salt just get a box of iodized salt, the sea salt just has slightly more "pure" qualities.

The olive oil will work for fat, however be careful with temperatures, its "good" properties die if it reaches a certain temperature so cook very little with it. Use it for dressings. I do not believe it has the omega-3 fats. If you need a cooking oil I would recommend canola. Canola, even though it comes from a gmo plant, costs very little money and has the omega-3 fats. Be careful with your oil intakes. Too much oil can cause just as much issues as you currently deal with.

In regards to the nuts, you need to wait for sales and the like. If you wish to consume the minimum amount but highest caloric content. All dried food mixes like trail mix and the like. However you must use caution for consumption will affect your water balance due to the sulfites and dry nature of the product.

I might have the ability to take care of you at the end of this month for a few days, but not a full week if you can merely get a ride. It will depend on my current income. If I have a bit of income all I would ask of you would include just figuring out a means of transportation and whatever supplies you can collect for yourself within that time period.

>>21239

Also regarding nutritive content, here represents a few things to keep in mind. The more the food has lived and has been cooked, the less "natural" life and nutrition it contains. People recommend these minimally processed and minimally cooked diets. Think of it like this, in regards to our species that which has lived for 5 years has a lot of energy compared to that which has lived for let us say 50 years. The same basic principle applies here. So my recommendation for dried food mixes and the like you must be careful for the water imbalances and also the fact that a lot of the nutritive properties have dissipated due to processing and age.

You also mentioned you live with family members, yes? I would recommend that you develop your bonds with them. If they take care of you, you need to show them that you respect and appreciate all that they do for you. If you can even start to confide and deepen your bonds further, you then will have a means to help yourself when you can not deal with something yourself. Support and connecting from external sources has just as much importance in development as reflection and connecting with yourself.

If you want as well I could recommend things for you to watch or listen to as well. I didn't start reading till a few years ago so I have found little things here and there that I felt had very curious meanings layered within them. However this course depends upon you seeing and processing them like myself, and that will most likely not occur, but I just wished to mention another choice for you.

Well, I will have to leave for a week and will return after. Mr. Smiley please try to do the things I suggested if you can not meet me and any others who may benefit from the things I have mentioned. My offer still stands until the end of the month. Just let me know so I can prepare. Take care everyone.

>>21341
I made $12.00 CDN today. I have no money. I am trying to get things done but I'm so poor.

>>21359

Do not worry Mr. Smiley, you already show initiative so you have already shown signs of change. I will observe quietly until the end of the month. You may have done fine without me by then.

I have finished my book. I will have to type it and edit it over a few weeks and will post it here when it seems somewhat passable.

Also to you Mr. Smiley, you allow yourself this programming that you can't reach your "enlightenment" because of your position in wealth and your environment. It is up to you to either change yourself so you can function in said environment i.e. grounding and trying to develop yourself in this realm or then you need to change your environment i.e. go to someone else whom can satisfy your desires that you feel you need. Our species has a great capacity towards adaptation and I feel that the change and fight of the internal will allow you a greater peace of mind then trying to change and fight the external. I wish you the best regardless. If you allow positivity into yourself and give positivity out, you will start to feel more content with your environment and yourself. Negativity leads towards development just as well but it causes the suffering you currently face. So why suffer when you can feel content and feel the positivity and feeling of belonging that occurs from positivity. The choice is for you and for you only to make. You may or may not develop faster through suffering but it has a cost.

>>22440
It's pretty damned hard to develop when you can't get consistent food and are plagued by problems that interrupt your reading and practise.

I have recently just discovered a way though to obtain an amazing 1,000 calories for just $2.00 CDN. I am going to stockpile these things and eat 2 of them a day maybe along with all my other food. Maybe I will be able to consistently meet my calories needs then.

Another thing I'm thinking of doing is, I can hardly obtain nuts and seeds because they're so fucking unbelievably expensive, I've looked everywhere and just had to dish out a ton of money for very little nuts.

I have been thinking, can I eat birdfeed just as well? Bird-feed is a ton cheaper.

>>22461

If one way of development proves to cause difficulty then just stop and rest and try something different. Don't limit yourself to such a singular if it cause so much suffering. I understand things seem difficult you either fight internally or externally. If you fight against the systems of this realm they will fight back. Think outside the box Mr.Smiley. Cause a change from within not against the flow. I survive from this system.

Perhaps you need change the perceptions of obstacle as obstacles. See them as something more positive, like a period to relax, or a motivation to really push you out of you boundaries. I feel glad to see you trying what you can. I have faith in you. On another note, I would analyze the bird seed entirely before attempting to consume it. Most cheap bird seed contains quite a few toxins and the energy and strain on the body to try to digest it may weaken you more than help you. Understand how your body functions and its desires and limits are before trying to introduce foreign things to it.

>>22461
We might need a thread for how wizard NEETS can make food and board money without hindering their practice.

>>22484
How else am I going to get nuts and seeds?

Why would cheap bird seeds contain toxins in it?

Couldn't I get a ton of sunflower seeds free of toxins?

I don't see why they'd even spray or do anything to the plants.

>>22517

The seeds were merely a suggestion, not an absolute you needed to follow. They have high amounts of good fats and high caloric content.

I just said to use caution and read what was in the seed before you consume it. Laws on food for other differ significantly from what they can do to food that our species eats.

People have eaten pet food before, it may just not represent the most optimal thing to consume. I think if you utilized the food ritual I spoke of to get more out of the meals you do have instead of trying to find ways to consume that which you do not have, you might fare better. You live with family correct? Then you should have access to a common 3 meal diet that many people have available. Use those meals as much as you can. If you don't feel you eat enough then think outside the box, go volunteer at a soup kitchen or a place that frequently offers food to those whom work. I currently do this to learn about food and I get a decent meal every weekday from the place I volunteer. I wish to convey that if you can't fare by yourself then you need to depend on others. I feel that one should not fret over realizing they may need someone to help them out. Our species thrives because it commences in social behavior, utilize that.

Yes sunflower seeds do cost less than most seeds/nuts. Most also contain a lot of seasonings and salt so that needs consideration as well.

>>22488

Perhaps. I would like to see a group of people come together and o as the counter culture of the 60's did, create communes or convents that would all work together to help further progress themselves on their paths. Each anon could utilize one or two of the skills they have gained and use them to help the others in that group. Then the anons whom have funds can help pay for the rent until each can pool together a small amount of money to help out as well.

We need to utilize our strengths and weaknesses. We have potential as a community. We just need to start working towards something to help us all.

>>22544
I agree, a physical community would help us all learn of each other and even create amazing alternations in the world with our magic. I think our only limitation would be the lack of wizards since we all seem to be from all over the place.

I thought I had posted my food / drink ritual. It goes as the following.

Take any meal / drink that you wish to consume and reflect upon it. Think about all the possible reasons that cause this meal to come forth to you at that time, the energy going into its preparation, the energy you gave into making the meal, the sensations that the meal has sent. The smells, the looks, the warmth or coolness, the taste, even the sound. Observe all the sensations you can during the consumption of the meal. Try to have full attention on the meal and meal only, rid yourself of everything else, empty your mind from anything but this meal. Appreciate everything that occurs. Feel the energies from the meal slowly incorporate within yourself, eat and drink the meal in small portions and savor each particle that enters your being. When you complete the meal. Sit and reflect on your experience. What did you enjoy, how do you feel, what needs to change, so on and so forth.

Try to do this as much as you can.

>>22544
>>22545
There was this thread where we thought of starting an art movement that would "greenpill" people, utilizing different art forms like poetry and visuals. We also thought of forming an underground "guild" to battle against the dark forces. It was fun to think of it.

A wizard commune would be absolutely great. If we got something like that started, I would seriously consider moving that area.

Think of monastery for wizards - magustery?

Heh, reminds me of those 4chan mansion threads. Fringe Mansion!

>>22545

We would need to find an area of localization that we could all gather to depending where a few of us live. For northeast America, New York or Montreal could represent one of the localized areas.

This grouping helps our species as a whole survive. Secret societies realized strength in numbers so we need to try to do the same.

>>22548

In North America, i.e. the US and Canada, I believe we could create a commune. Perhaps I should create another thread at some point to try to collaborate something? I myself have some skills towards medicine, cooking, and many kinds of therapy so I would gladly use these towards a purpose.

>>22550
Of course!

I cannot say that I have any practical skills that would benefit the commune at the moment, (I know music, though!), but I am interested in learning gardening and herbalism.

>>22553

We can utilize music as a form of therapy or a form of income perhaps. Panhandling and street performing have been done in many urban areas for income. Your interest towards gardening and herbalism can lead to a form of self sufficiency and another means of medicine and nourishment.

>>22553
Also a musician here, i foresee a sweet wizard busking jam band.

Hello once again. I have been rather busy so I have not been able to do much here.

I will continue my studies, I have made much progress however the book will be delayed for quite some time I feel I have reached a point in which I do not have enough information to properly inform you all on the systems I have been developing. However if you ask things in this thread I will answer them to the current state of my contelligence (consciousness-intelligence) that I can convey to you.

However most of my time is being used. It seems that I have attracted an entity whom I have decided to give the name "Mira" to. (it is just a nickname, they have not given me a name to call them)

I do not know their desires however they seem to wish to help me develop, they have helped me in meditation and focus practices. I will soon reach a point in my studies in which I will have much to contribute. However that time still seems far away. I will remember to convey any significant information I can safely post here for you all.

I might also change the flags constantly over time. I pick the "brown pill" since it seems to just represent a "neutral" perspective on things.

>>28277
You seem to have an interesting amount of info to share and I would ask you to do so with anything that you deem useful, no matter what shitposting might make it seem otherwise.

Thank you for future sharing, here's to waiting for more info.

Hmm. A little curious searching just a moment ago in perhaps why I have chosen the name "Mira." ( Very Curious Results form something seemingly random )

Mira - coming from the latin meaning wonder, it also also meanings of peace, ocean, and light.

Mira - one of the most notable stars of the constellation cetus. Cetus refers to a concellation associated with the WATER related constellations ( Aquarius, Pisces, and Eridus )

On another note, it seems that I have attracted Mira and they seem represent a possible water entity. I asked them if such deductions seem plausible. They said "maybe." Their character seems to me very nonchalant, and whimsical at times so perhaps they merely wish to just seem silly at the moment but I think that this explains the entity I have attracted.

Another important note, I did a ritual towards "Water" during the full moon a month ago. It did have results and I will post them here. I made offerings in a abalone shell of salt water, berry tea and water and ginger. Many offerings of "Water" and "Earth."

I suppose a summary is the following:

I did a ritual for "Water" and attracted a water entity and they have decided to stay with me for some time and I have started to develop significantly in my studies / pursuits.

>>28279

I will when I can. I have been focusing on development of my connection with Mira and lucid dreaming and Astral Projection. I have a few things regarding energy work and neuroscience / psychology that I will try to post in time.

If you have any questions regarding neuro science / psychology, I study those things the most. I also do know a few things about health and other things too.

I will leave it for you to ask and hen I will answer with the contelligence I currently can convey.

Hello,

how do you communicate with this Mira?

>>28285

I communicate with Mira through a pendulum currently. I have started to figure out how I might communicate through lucid dreaming and astral projection and trance states. She seems to wish to develop our connection slowly to prevent mental trauma and psychosis.

On another note I will be unable to post the notes I had on the ritual since they seem to have gotten lost with the data failure that the board had.

However the results of the ritual where like the following.

I had set up a cross of sigils: a candle in the middle, a water sigil on the bottom, air on the right, earth on the left, and fire on the top.

Next to that I had an offering of herbal water mixture: sea salt, spring water, frankincense oil.

The night of that ritual, I did a "prayer" / focus on the lit candle in the middle and then I did such for a few moments and blew out candle and went to sleep. woke up in the middle of the night with sensations around my lower abdomen (sacral chakra / "water" ) occured. I went back to sleep afterwards and When I awoke the sigils positions changed. The water and earth sigils reversed ie turned upside down and flipped (they were on cards) and they moved next to the fire and air (earth and fire were next to each other) and (water and air were next to each other) The fire and air cards remained face up and unreversed.

No means could explain this because they remained perfectly aligned even after the move. No wind or environment change, ie my shifting or air flow could have moved them perfectly the way they did.

Over the month, I have noticed phenomena occuring. Heaviness around me and sensations of touching all over my body. I decided to use a pendulum to try to commune and got alot of information from the entity.

I had decided to name her Mira for many reason it seems. Unconscious ones. I do not wish to derail my thread with my communications with Mira but if you wish to know more ask and I will go further into it.

Drug addictions, crippling laziness/procrastination. Also terrible back pain/tension. If someone has more advice on magical ways to deal with back pain I would very much so appreciate that.

>>28350

Yogic practices and the practices of asanas (body postures) will allow you to help porscrationation and laziness through meditation and regime that yoga can give. Your back pains can mean many things. I would suggest proper stretching exercises or yoga practices to help strengthen and straighten the spinal cord. /fit/ might have more information for back issues. Kindly go to them and explain your specific issues. A doctor can tell you more perhaps than myself if you can afford to do so.

In terms of drug addictions, if you have a better state of mind and health from discipline and taking care of yourself, you will slowly gain the willpower to slowly rid yourself of the drugs that you have started to depend on for stability.

As you find other means to balance yourself, the other undesirable ones will slowly dissipate out. You need to find out a plan of action that you can do and you have the means to pursue. You need to try to do it gradually.

>>28350

My post might have seemed convoluted. I will rephrase it a bit.

drug addictions - better health and stronger willpower through training and regime will allow you to overcome it.

crippling laziness/procrastination - yoga practices will force order and regime unto your life allowing focus and increase wellbeing so apathy slowly will dissapate.

terrible back pain/tension - asanas or proper stretching. due to the vaguesness of the information I cannot give proper diagnosis or treatment methods. I would suggest to go to doctor if possible or ask someone that can answer said questions with more specifics than "back pains / tension." I would need to physically examine you to help further.

>>28353
To be more specific about my back pain. I have a scoliosis near my right shoulder, and lumbar strain in the lower back. I also have another small scoliosis in my lower mid back region. It is really hard to describe, but I do use some basic yoga stretches sometimes and they do help. To try and give you a more clear picture, the right side of my back is pretty much always tense while the left side is lacking in terms of force due to scoliosis, and my back being weighted to the right. When I am in bed most of my right shoulder nearer to the neck cannot touch the surface I am sleeping on.

>>28360

I would suugest going to a chiropractor or other back specialist if you can afford to do so. /fit/ has some information in their inforgraph sticky for scoliosis. The practices of asanas will definately help in some sense as well in hleping you mantain proper posture and might alleviate some of the stress. I would also recommend perhaps sleeping straight on your back to try to keep it straight. I myself sleep on the floor to try to alleviate the strain I put on it with bad posture during the day

Here is my informorphic field theory.

When the "infomorphic fields" interact there is a state of liminality in which they will either converge or repel each other. If they repel nothing occurs. When they converge either the fields will assimilate ( warp the information so they fit each others current information "map" ) or accomodate ( change the "map" to incorporate the new information flow ). This occurs constantly and infinitely. Information according to my current contelligence represents the "all" I can rephrase it into another metaphor for you if you would like. However the information will go through different transductions depending on words used. The key is that the "map" ( informorphic field ) does not represent the territory ( information / all ).