>>23779So this anti-demiurge that you claim to have had contact with is in some sense greater or more infinite than the Being that created essence (true God) and his accidental progeny (false God) materiality and physical laws. (At least according to gnostic thought)
Yet he isn't an actor in this world, in the sense that he doesn't manifest anything?
Or that he doesn't manifest things with gross causality, and his actions are more synchronous?
Or was he the action-less foundation which can only be apprehended once we stop chasing shadows of not-trues and desire?
Or does he have no role at all, but can be apprehended leading to a sort of awe in the contacted?
Sorry bit drunk my comprehension is the pits.
It could be like void or something, a primordia before creation, perhaps you are not seeing what is but rather what is not, and the discrimination is causing this giddy feeling.
Or maybe you are glimpsing the Eternal Brahmin, which did cause the reality, but by some strange indirect accident and that reality is more a trick of the light which the soul becomes attached to and thus bound with Karma.
Whether true or untrue, keep inquiring and persist with skills which enhance contemplation/focus/remembering/forgetting.