No.31933
Help Me, I am being abducted over & over & over, I keep getting up and pulling tape off of my mouth and it starts all over again, it started hours ago when I was in the astral like normal but suddenly started thinking about the demiurge and got pulled out into some room and there were aliens and for awhile they thought I was dead but then I moved and one came over to my side and I tried not to move at all but shit happened and then after that for about 2 hours now I have been repeatedly abducted by an alien with a vaguely parrot sounding like voice. I keep getting up in my room and pulling the tape off. I hope this message gets through this time, every other time it hasn't worked I don't think, I am not sure if I am dead or alive right now and what's going on and I can't make it stop. There's a lot of pain in my stomach as well and I have been hyper lucid for an even longer time but now I can't differentiate between dreams and being awake and I don't know what is going on. If someone sees this time, please find me wherever I am and whatever state I am, and help me.
No.31934
Fuck I am getting extremely bad vibes from these aliens and my body doesn't feel the same and I am going to stay still and try not to move around or anything I don't know what's going on.
No.31935
I tried to film the alien but kept going through reality resets, seems this thread is still here, also the television right now is repeating my thoughts from yesterday. There's a woman on the television saying stuff about food and everything she is saying are my thoughts from yesterday right down to the very specific foods that are in my house right now.
No.31936
All this shit started because of the misguided thought implanted in me by this board that one should love the demiurge and I thought what is the demiurge's soul was encapsulated in a female and I was supposed to love her all while in the astral and I got ripped the fuck out of my realm I was in at the time and now seem to be in THIS realm except I'm both in it astrally and physically right now and it's the most horribly polluted realm ever on the astral level with terrible bad vibes everywhere. Fuck you idiots who say the demiurge doesn't merit hatred, now I'm in a really fucked situation.
No.31937
That sounds terrifying, man… I wish I could help but I'm just a babby neophyte. Just know we're all rooting for you at least.
No.31939
This is the final test.
The final barrier to ascension.
This is pulling the sword from the stone.
This is the riddle of the sphinx.
It requires no great exertion of will, no display of strength.
All you must do is:
WAKE UP.
No.31941
If you have time to write this it isn't really that bad. If the aliens wanted to seriously hurt you they would have done it by now.
No.31942
Go spend some time in nature and hug a few trees.
No.31974
>>31937Same here.
COME ON SMILEY! FIGHT THE ALIENS! No.31976
You wake up with your mouth taped shut?
No.31979
>hating on the demiurge
Why would you do this? Do you hate the air you breath as well?
No.31983
It seems to be over now and my eyesight is really fucked right now, everything is a blur at any range. It's looks like there's a few hundred new posts on /fringe/ but with my eyesight this shit I better just read the last few books and disregard everything else until that's finished
>>31979>think of sending love to the demiurge>get completely #recked as a resultDemiurge is NOT NICE.
No.31992
>>31983FUCK THE DEMIURGE!
No.31998
>>31983Well, I'll learn from your pain, smiley. Thanks for performing that experiment for us, now we know better.
No.32005
I had a dream where I was in some metal government containment room. These creatures were creepy as fuck. They had these weapons. There were others in the room. One before killing some one goes "YOU DIDN'T SMILE AT ME!" and slaughters them. One comes up to me, stares me dead in the eye. Starts to chop off there arm, slice off it's face and then chops it's own head off. The door opens. Me and these four children are spared. I run out the door close it and press this red button. An alarm sounds and I bolt. As I bolt, this man comes running to the facility to open up the door.
No.32070
>Send love to the demiurge
>Aliens go for shake down take down approach
You were trying to reprogram the demiurge thoughtform with love and aliens get you off their turf. I don't think the fault lies directly with the demiurge in this case, but with the space kikes that want to keep this reality as shitty as possible and disallow direct influencing of it.
No.32089
>read this
>send a love thoughtform to Smiley
>get visited by a grey while dreaming
No.32103
>>32089When did you get visited?
I tried sending a bunch of energy to smiley yesterday after reading this, I'm just a mid-tier neophyte but I think I was successful.
But this morning around 4 AM I woke up to a really bright flash in my room and a very tall slim figure with a large head and black eyes was standing in my room and then quickly faded away. I didn't think it was a grey at the time because it had a bark like substance for skin?
No.32106
>>32103The last night, I should have said I met it IN a dream. If entities can visit you in your dreams, then aliens can too.
I didn't note how its face seemed like, I only saw its skin which was somewhat dark gray (could have been the lighting) and its body was a bit hunched, like a person who sits too much in front of a computer.
No.32109
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>>31933Try this bit of orthodox magick and report results.
No.34742
I wanted to start a new thread about this, namely CORRADO MALANGA's life work which started&revolved around alien abductees, but I guess this thread is just as good as a new one.
Any of you familiar with his research&writings?
It's quite compelling and revolves around sciency stuff(kind of similar to Montalk, yet there are some differences).
He uses NLP, ericksonian hypnosis, created his own techniques of accessing the abduction memories and contacting one's components(body-mind-soul-spirit), plus a few methods(latest from 2012) of getting rid of the alien control/abduction.
I don't have his works in english but I guess you could find'em online, I suggest to start with:
- Alien Cicatrix I and II
- The physics of alien abduction
- Genesis I, II and III
He started his work in the 70s and I think he still is at it, helping abductees, he is centered on italian alien activity.
No.34858
>>34748
The second article suggests to me they are identical with elementals.
No.35301
No.35305
>Dreaming
>hear a bizzare eerie sound
>notice hole in spacetime
>sucked through DMT vaccuum style
>remember nothing afterwards
fuggen alenz
No.38215
>>34858
Same source, different degrees.