>>32861The learning process and acquisition of skills can grow exponentially just keep at it. From 2013 to 2014 I barely was capable of fuck all and struggled to even read the occult books I had then. From 2014 to 2015 I did like a hundred times more stuff than I did last year. From 2015 to right now I have already far outclassed everything I did last year in 2014.
If you go about this the right way you will experience exponential growth and your development, although extremely painfully slow and pathetic at first, will gradually accelerate until you're doing more in a month than every day of the rest of your life combined.
I recommend you read the following books by William Walker Atkinson:
Hatha YogaMemory: how to develop, train, and use itMind Power: The Secret of Mental MagicYour main problem OP is you need to spend a lot more time
learning to learn. Your current method of learning isn't working out for you. Changing your thinking process, learning to think and solve problems in a Hermetic way, improving your basic congnitive functions, your memory, etc. will enable you to learn and do everything else you want to do in life with much greater ease. If you use thoughtforms as well you can take things to a whole new level of power. There really is no limits here, you can become a savant who has skills and knowledge in every area. …and you can live a very long time as well if you just don't be a degenerate and you pursue continual growth and self-refinement, you know about that man who lived to 256? You can also create tulkus and reincarnate consciously without having to lose knowledge if your present body wears out and the attractions of the astral aren't enough to keep you from ever wanting to go back to Earth.
>having to sleep 1/3 of the dayAre you unconscious during that period of time OP? I explicitly, lucidly, fully aware 24/7 and when my body is inactive I am travelling the astral and engaged in mental and magickal work of a high order. That time is extremely productive for me and not wasted at all.
>You are weak without tools.Good thing you have tools and can use them then?
>And no matter how strong you are you have no chance if you are outnumbered so you have to obey the majority even if you disagree.Not if you learn to fight them in the proper way. You could be one man against 50 and lure away just 1 person from the crowd at a time, kill them, then repeat until you've destroyed them all.
>Without a doctor many injuries and sicknesses are unhealable.Absolutely not true. Doctors are in fact pretty much worthless and of little help. All injuries and all sickness can be cured by magick. Often times doctors do things which cause a lot of harm to people and make them more sick and weak.
>Even a small insect or invisible bacteria can end us.It could; or you could learn energy work and create thoughtforms and develop your astral senses to be able to detect any pathogens or threats of all sorts before they even enter your body or in the event that they do then you can consciously focus on them and burn them up with your energy. It doesn't matter if it's cancer, a virus, gangrene, some microbe, whatever; you can destroy it and heal it with your consciously directed energy.
>No matter how healthy we live and lucky we are we grow old, ugly, weak and senile.True only for the vast majority of humanity, there are a few advanced individuals who never really grow old, or ugly, or weak, or senile; and when they die at a very old age they still have a full head of hair that hasn't gone grey and they still look beautiful and are strong and so on.
>Why did it have to be like this? Who made the rules of physics that forced us to live such pathetic existances?That's the demiurge. Good thing you're in the right place to learn about the greater reality and apply higher laws against lower and overcome the suffering of the lower by raising yourself up to the vibrations at the higher!
I am ascending OP because I embody many virtues, am very disciplined, I studied, I practise, and I walk the path. Do the same and you will achieve miracles just like me.