Dear people who see that /fringe/ is dumb and actually know how to wake up to the infinite vividity of this existence, and of truly seeing:
please tell me where else I should be than here? I keep coming here because I'm still searching, but I know it's full of retards and perpetuates retardation.
I have a few years of experience with the occult and know that magic is real and that my present state is almost dead in comparison to the sight that takes me over sometimes. And I see none of that sight, or its brighter light, here. They talk about 'the astral', but how worthwhile can that be if they're so disappointing?
I know a lot about my mind's archetypes and blueprints, political structure, and conspiracies. I know a bit about sexual alchemy, but haven't figured it out yet. I'm smart but my functionality depends upon my seeing state and breaking through, and breaking through is hard. I can tell people here haven't broken through into the light. Where should I go?
Public occult groups seem so pompous and useless. Where should I go?
There must be something better than meditation. Maybe it's a way of seeing, a subtlety that opens gates. Where should I go?
I'm searching for light. Where should I go?
Your help would be appreciated.