>>37700
could all be a loop and we're the gods.
4-5 of my shroom trips have been me stepping outside of a pod kind of like in a VR pod or something and then further on realizing the primordial gods are a series of basic US archetypes with no body but full awareness that exist in the non-existence we perceive as pure darkness, that is the real us, and all tangibility is simply a 4 dimensional sort of sandbox ocean of substance we push with our will to create a semblance in the substance.
It would be easier to explain if i had a 3d animation software and the desire to do it really.
If you get a lumpy heavy feeling in your gut thinking about this kind of stuff it's you need to feel comfortable in the vibe you're setting, it's the vibe you're uncomfortable in, imagine the vibe of tremendous power aka knowledge of how you can affect everything, it's like riding a bike for the first time only if you fall your psyche may get hurt if you didn't bother to be fully present and use your full capacities and skills.
I mean shit, i had the opportunity to sit on the seat of existence and holy fuck was it heavy, the burden was so heavy i was 30% ready to jump down a balcony to make it stop how intense the energy was, it wasn't good or bad or evil or loving, it was pure EVERYTHING… and holy fuck, and even that was just the EVERYTHING is humans, it wasn't even the unfathomable… so you can imagine just how awesome such a concept can be…
btw all your computery terms like hacking etc, and how we attribute cultures as operating systems and beliefs are scripts and programs, that's us trying to simplify to ourselves greater notions within our boxed in notions - it's a safety mechanism for the ego to say shit like oh magick is just hacking reality like a computer that's the same as saying oh im not so powerful i just use method to modify a process but that process, that method, even the desire to do it, or the fact that it existed and some one told you when you where 5 or 8 o 12 that a computer exists, that there are files and folders and programs, some one before your existence existed knew that and learned that then you came along and they told you… that's still external..
feel me? it's still an external process, it's still the outside dictating your inside.. that's not what it's about because the outside still has influence over your inside when it should be your core that has influence over the outside…
i mean even this picture you chose evokes a sense of self-dis-empowerment and abandonment.
A true man and woman will work to have every level of their existence benefit from their actions and will. Why? What is the purpose? I wrote a big paragraph as to why then deleted it, because if i say why, that would be ruining a very important and awesome step on the path of the new magi.