/fringe/ - Fringe

Why don't you try to get work from another vendor there?

>>38614

They don't want me and I'm sick of the Farmers Market anyways. I used to work there as a janitor before when I was 18 and they only gave me 3 fucking hours a week, forever, and then one winter just laid me off. I fucking cried and cut myself after that shit and tried to hang myself.

Why the fuck they would never give me more hours and I am not "qualified" it seems to pick up trash is beyond me. Like usual I worked hard and got a lot of shit done all the time but there's something else wrong, something that doesn't have to do with doing the work, I don't know what exactly. Maybe it's just a curse on me that I need to remove. I seriously should evoke some entities and ask them about it one day.

Put in two weeks notice and quit?

>I am really

naw, you just need a hug.

Smiley, why the fuck are you studying magick if you don't use it? Manipulate his mind. Control him and make him pay you $200. And I better not hear shit from you that it is 'immoral' and shit.

Alternatively, leave. Just quit the job and use magick to attract a new job that pays well. You can do fucking magick, just use it.

>>38620

Some people are just assholes :)

Smiley doesn't deserve to get treated this way. You can't change a douche bag, all you can do is walk away. It's probably a lesson from the universe about self love and self respect. You can't control other people. You can however control how you react to situations thrown at you. Maybe this is his time to walk away. Other opportunities are available and will present themselves. The will of another is not yours to bend. They go on there own accord.

>>38620

I'd rather use magick to evoke some spirits that will guide me through getting a new job and help me each step of the way by influencing people around me in ways beneficial to me.

I practise basic shit to keep my abilities intact but I am not going to do any major shit until I finish my studies.

>>38622

You can control other people but it's really hard and not worth the effort generally. It's best to be like water and take the path of least resistance in getting what you want rather than going through a shitload of effort to do things a hard way.

>>38626

>you can

On a larger scale the elites do it to the masses?

>>38627

>On a larger scale the elites do it to the masses?

…of course; and they've become exceedingly efficient at it with the use of television.

>>38628

:)

>can bend reality with his mind

>can't hold on a job 2 days a week

The will of the wizard is truly impressive.

And now, tired from working even a couple days, he gets ready to give up. Because that's what strong-minded people do when things get hard, they quit.

Please, tell more how miserable and hard your NEET life is, I'm sure we can all understand how hard it is to spend the day shitposting on the internet and leeching off your parents.

>>38648

I can hold a job no problem, I'm not getting fired, I'm thinking of leaving because I'm basically being cucked right now.

The other guys are working about 8 hours. I'm working about 24 hours. They make in 8 hours or 1/3rd the time of me what I make in 3 times what they worked.

I'm not physically tired out even though I've been non-stop working in my garden moving buckets of soil and logs and digging trenches and so on and not sleeping.

Would you work 12 hours for someone that pays you only half of the minimum wage?

Could you hold your head high if that was being done to you would you feel cucked?

>>38648

Oh and about leeching off of my parents I've told them many times that I wish they aborted me, I seriously and honestly wish I was not born, and I promise you and know with a certain joy in my heart that if they push things too far I will brutally murder them all and post their corpses on here. My nation doesn't have the death penalty and I think the max I'd get would be like 25 years. That's perfectly acceptable to me.

This isn't about holding a job and btw I've been working at this job now for a couple months straight now.

It's about being treated improperly and unfairly.

…and it's more shameful to continue to let this happen to me then it is to put up with your shaming for wanting to quit.

My reasons for quitting is definitely not "it's too hard". When I quit I assure you I'll find lots of other physical and mental labour that is more intense and prolonged to do. I have shitloads of endurance.

I'm being exploited and treated like a subhuman.

My time is not worthless, I need it, and working a shitty job like this is just resigning myself to mediocrity and death.

You special snowflake faggot are you just trying to get loosh from me? I'll just send you a thoughtformed ball of loosh if you want.

>>38652

>Would you work 12 hours for someone that pays you only half of the minimum wage?

>Could you hold your head high if that was being done to you would you feel cucked?

Can you get a better job? If no, shut up and take it. It's only 2 days a week, that's easy as fuck. It's your fault you have no training, degree or useful skills at that age.

>I promise you and know with a certain joy in my heart that if they push things too far I will brutally murder them all and post their corpses on here.

They pay for your food, housing and clothes, quit being an edgelord. Saying you're going to kill your parents because your mother took your computer away the other day is as childish as it gets.

>I'm being exploited and treated like a subhuman.

You're one. You can't provide for yourself and you're an adult, do you understand how pathetic that is?

>>38610

The other workers could be related to him or his sons.

>>38663

>>38663

>Can you get a better job? If no, shut up and take it. It's only 2 days a week, that's easy as fuck. It's your fault you have no training, degree or useful skills at that age.

The other guys are fucking teenagers who haven't finished highschool yet and has no skills and shit and they're getting paid more.

>They pay for your food, housing and clothes, quit being an edgelord. Saying you're going to kill your parents because your mother took your computer away the other day is as childish as it gets.

I didn't say shit about my computer I was thinking more along the lines of them kicking me out of the house or something and I don't give a shit if they pay for my food (they don't actually, I'm getting all the food from the market right now), clothing, and whatever else they are the ones that made the decision to create me and then abuse and neglect me my whole life so I became the ruined mess I am today. I hate them more than anyone else for this. I will fucking kill them and when I'm done that I will kill everyone else I come across. I don't give a shit what you say.

>You're one. You can't provide for yourself and you're an adult, do you understand how pathetic that is?

I fucking hate you.

>>38668

They are not, I know this for a fact. The other workers are also two different ethnicities from him.

Snowflake is looshing you.

>>38610

10/10 post would kek again

as usual your posts are so very entertaining

>>38674

Your sage indicates some kind of butthurt.

oh fuck you smiley

use magick

Wage slave or NEET Wizard what should I be?

Personally the ideal for me would be well paid temporary work assignments where I just do something for a day or a few days or a few weeks or a season, gets boatloads of money for my labour, then spend the rest of the year reading and practising magick.

>>38677

In what manner and to accomplish what?

>>38679

send thoughtforms to your mafioso boss

sigil your way into getting paid more

use the power of mentative waves to influence people

the possibilities are endless, but you're not a wizard right now, you're a reader

PRACTICE

>>38680

Well dude this is why I post as an initiate and not an adept. I just do everything enough to know I have the ability, to know it works, and basic maintenance meditations and shit but I'm holding back on really going at it hardcore and becoming a true adept because I want to finish my books.

I think the better path regardless isn't to try to influence him but to evoke an entity, talk to it, work out some kind of deal where we're going to manipulate synchronicity, and it's going to land me a job with someone else that'll pay more. This guy's a cheap bastard and probabilities do matter in magick, the more improbable something is the more effort required to cause the manifestation. There's many ways to riches other than through him.

>>38678

Neet is life.

You are so easy.

>>38687

Finish your sentence please.

>>38692

you're weak

>>38715

They could have meant anything mundane! Like…

you're easy toooo please

or

you're easy moves in martial arts are cool!

or

you're easy going

etc

>that persons post was weak and there mum is easy m8

Why not work with elemental earth and Ghob to obtain wealth,

or use inner guide to remove the inner image of your boss from your inner world to change him/her with better boss.

Or use goetic demons to make a two way deal.They restore your dignity and you work something for them.

Why dont you learn how to program, code, or web design and make money online? You could easily make MUCH more money by cultivating some 21st century skills.

>>38663

Loosh farmer

This place isn't your personal blog. Oh, who am I kidding.

I suggest you leave him and find a better job.

You're already pissed off about him, you realize he is paying less to you, so why do you bother complaining and not just leaving?

Leave, ANY other job from what you described of Canada will pay you more and you'd have less stress.

>>38719

because magick isn't real

>>38725

hurrr durrr DON'T SAY MEAN THINGS!!!

he's a whiner

he's 20something and has no skills

he is weak willed and hates this world because of that

Hurr durr my body is deformed, diseases, my hair is always dirty, blablabla.

He could cut his hair, lift weights, get some monetizable skills and totally change his life while practicing and studying the occult (something that takes a lifetime, not a couple of years) but he doesn't.

His parents will soon die, he will be poor and ugly for the rest of life and then he will die, accomplishing nothing with his life.

>>38746

>being this wrong

>>38746

you seem lost, here you go

>>>/x/

>>38619

>Put in two weeks notice and quit?

No, don't put in two weeks notice at some fucking exploitative job at a farmer's market.

Two weeks notice is for jobs that you want to list as references on your resume. If you're doing manual labor for some asshole who treats you like shit, just walk off the job. Fuck him; you don't need to keep that bridge intact.

>work for less than I get from the government for being a uni student.

>top reality manipulation

Hahaha. I got paid for college too, but that was because I had high test scores, not because of magic.

What are you studying? Because you're going to have to join Smiley in the real world sooner or later, and your jaw is going to drop when the reality of the labor market hits you.

>>38765

my family is fairly well off so I got myself more fortnightly payments than I was meant to using magic.

Electrical & Electronic engi, while I'm well aware of the shitawful job market one of the conditions of getting my degree is working in the industry as an intern for a certain amount of time and many interns get hired full time once they graduate and show a good work ethic.

Smiley why are you opposed to exercise? Instead of waiting to ascend, start fixing your body (like right now) with conventional methods.

Start with Muscle Control (basically flexing), Bodyweight, and consciously holding your body in better posture. Go do a couple sprints once a week.

Your voice is timid. Do you breathe with your diaphragm? Go pirate "Nancy Daniels Voicing It". It's dry but it will give you a deep voice if you do a couple exercises every day.

Have you ever tried yelling at the top of your lungs? If you can't find a private place to do this, yell into a pillow. It will release tension.

You seem like a good shit smiley

Get him to fire you.

>>38846

Don't even bother, brother of the Iron Pill.

He will soon find out that the Iron Pill is the true Red Pill.

>>38846

>Smiley why are you opposed to exercise?

I am not.

>Start with Muscle Control (basically flexing), Bodyweight, and consciously holding your body in better posture. Go do a couple sprints once a week.

I do all of this except the sprinting all of the fucking time. Also this particular month of May I'm not going to be doing any artificial exercise because day after day I've been working non-stop in my garden.

>Your voice is timid. Do you breathe with your diaphragm? Go pirate "Nancy Daniels Voicing It". It's dry but it will give you a deep voice if you do a couple exercises every day.

Would that be a permanent change?

>Have you ever tried yelling at the top of your lungs? If you can't find a private place to do this, yell into a pillow. It will release tension.

I can't raise my voice above a certain volume without falling into a strong trance.

Update: he is paying me $75.00 a day now and still jewing me, I guess I will stick to this for at least one month more, but this really sucks dick and I really just wanted to leave.

>>38810

yeah, I didn't really care. It was rhetorical, brah

Jesus, dude. You realize that you got yourself into this position?

You didn't stand your ground, and you slowly allowed him to push you until he got you working for under $5/hour.

For real man, at this point it might be hard to get him to take you seriously.

But it's at least worth a shot. Show him that you have some balls and that you're not going to take his shit any longer.

Invoke anger, look him dead in the eye and tell him you're going to work the original deal, or nothing.

Or alternatively show up Thursday morning when he really needs you and tell him you're getting $100 bucks that day or you're walking out immediately.

Jesus, dude, I don't know how you even got yourself in this position to begin with.

>>39144

The original deal was come unload his truck (which might take 1-2 hours) then leave and come back at the end of the day (and load it back up) and get paid $50.00

That was fine then. Somehow he roped me into being there the whole day though for $50.00 and he didn't adjust my pay.

>>39144

Continuing rant…

You need to realize that you are working for a master jew.

He smelled your weakness and tested your waters.

He could sense that you lack the balls &/ self-respect &/ ability to stand up for yourself.

When dealing with people such as your boss you need to be as solid as they are ruthless.

>>39146

Do you reckon I should wait a month before confronting him again about this shitty pay or even look into a better job?

For sure if he finds someone on Thursday I'm just going to tell him then I want full wage or will be leaving btw.

>>39152

I think either way you should be looking for another job.

At this point, you shouldn't even wait another week to confront him.

Time is too valuable (especially for a wizard such as yourself) to be working for scraps for a dick like this guy.

I would say come up with a plan to demonstrate your true power, and in the very LEAST get back the original deal that you had initially established.

Thursday would probably be best, as it is the time when he is most vulnerable.

Holy shit we're only 4 IPs away from being a top board.

>>39152

Keep working for him, but find a damn grocer or anywhere else and start applying. Yes, this will cut into your reading/practices, hard, but you're just replacing one personal betterment with another. Get up to date on how the job market works, follow the instructions, and apply. Keep doing so until you get a better job.

>>39161

>tfw just don't want to work at all, it's not really worth it

Have you thought of working for a mortician? What I've read;

>decent pay

>heavy carriage (corpses), might see some gore

>slow business at times, might be able to go on laptop or read books while waiting

>might not need education to apply for

>might need a driver's license, though you might be able to work with some employee who has a car, helping him to pick up the bodies

>maximum /edgy/ job

I don't know if there's a funeral parlor in your place, would be surprised if there wasn't.

>>39193

I would need a week to explain why your idea is such a bad idea for the path most of us here are walking forward on.

>>39228

Please explain.

Smiley why don't you just go live in a buddhist monastery. You get all the food you want you have time to practice and in exchange you need to do some simple work around the monastery. It would solve all of your problems and give you a lifetime to fix all your issues. They do have english monaseries in Tibet. But if you want to learn from real tibetian yogis most of them also know english and could teach you. Don't hate people who are your enemies you need to love them. If someone cursed you if you have compassion it would make his life miserable not yours. I think the only problem would be getting money for a plane ticket.

>>38610

Smiley, why don't you just go ape shit and the fuck the hell out of him?

>>/rekt/

>>39063

>he is paying me $75.00 a day now

That's pretty decent for a farmers market. Just start looking for better jobs on the side and switch when you've found a better replacement. Hell, chat up some of the farmers, they usually have lots of easy part time jobs for people.

So the original deal was you would load and unload the truck, yes? So why do you feel obligated to do all this work when you could get more money at an easier job? Just go back to the original arrangement, do his truck, go home and study/practice magick, go back to help him, and get your 50. If he complains just tell him that that was what you agreed to in the first place. You might have actually screwed yourself over by asking for more money, because now you have to do more work but it's still not fair. Try to go back to the original 50 for unloading/loading, or find someone who'll pay you at least minimum wage.

>>39258

>fuck the hell out of him

I'm not willing to defile myself by committing acts of sodomy with another man.

>>39236

>having to do work for the monastery and adhere to their dogmas which would limit my practise

>>39300

He wasn't willing to let me go back to the original arrangement.

I'm thinking of asking him to just find someone to replace me and telling him "find someone you'll be happy to pay $100.00 to that can replace me I don't want you to be without a worker but you're not happy with me and I don't want to burden you".