>>41602
>>41603
>reading kabala
check out chicken kabala by lon milo duquette
if you want to just listen to everything you would need to know about this shit and you can tolerate black supremacists calling pink skinned caucasians subhuman mutants but with good research done and well structured presentations which include folk who have studied full theology of every culture and magickal tribes and such for years, check out bobby hemmitt, or alim bey or brother panic on youtube.
They pretty much got good info on most deities / systems / occult shit.
>>41556
he's right tho, black lodges will just have you fetch kids and sex toys for them most of the time till eventually they have you rape an animal or a baby and kill it.
>>41561
you are a good information crossroad - have a look at http://bookzz.org/ if you don't know it yet for some very rare titles hard to find on google, my personal library is over 4gb of the rarest and most expensive occult books.
>>41310
>pheonix, one of satan's demons.
Pheonix is a symbol of love fertility and life, it's the anthropomorphic ankh, and it's a her.. you fucking edgetard, satan is a fucking polarity of an energy and it represents set, you're supposed to be working the ancient paths not shit a bunch of degenerates that got kicked out of egypt strung together with limited stolen resources.
Did you only read the crap they told you to?
>decides to magickally attune himself
>has trigger since his sister's pheromones where different and female body changes when in contact with semen for ovulation … your subconscious is more open and aware of connections since you decided to open yourself to a new reality possibility now your subconscious is calculating the possibility for other realities to exist - the closest ones to your current degree is simply the ones which are more coherent with the realities.. like a spectrum of colors, depending on which level of reality you allow yourself to be in the colors range a specific level of coherence to your general agreed understanding of reality… going back on the sister thing… you're related to her by DNA.. which is genetic information which is made of atoms known to communicate between each other.. along your lineage… your body picked up her pheromone change and used a dream to tell you what's up.
>you got info etherically of the advent of the 2nd happening.
>cats are gatekeepers to death, if you dream of a dead cat it means you just triumphed over a weakness of yours a fear.. they say to not sleep nexto cats for they can inhale from your mouth bits of your very lifeforce…
*read this manga to know wtf is up about multiple realities, light, and different perceptions* https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qualia_the_Purple
>mentor
The arcane teachings by william walker atkinson
The kybalion
The holographic universe micheal talbot
Advanced magick for beginners by alan chapman
The arcane formulas by william walker atkinson
Mantak Chia books and youtube videos
The law and promise Neville Goddard
Prometheus rising by Robert Anton Wilson
Franz Bardon books
Ralph Waldo Emerson essays
YOGI RAMACHARAKA ( atksinon's other penname ) books
Frank Rudolph Young's 2 books Yoga and cyclomancy
Pashcal randolph beverly's sexual magick
I personally recommend if you're a betamale looking issue riddled male to read KING warrior magician lover by robert moore
listen to this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cl5ZnbfpPlA
very good as fuck video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ca4TLkfGACw