I made a post like this in /suicide/, but I want to hear from you esoteric folks as well.
I want to know your guys's NDE
I have looked at alot of normal NDE storys online and alot of it seems to be from Jesus juicers who go on about seeing hell, Satan and all of that and then go on and on about how they love Jesus and how we will be punished for not accepting him and all of that Jazz. But iv read several NDE's of people who attempted suicide and nealey all of them tend to be quite positive.
They feel happy, fullfilled, they find a place where they belong. They feel nothing and everything at the same time. Reading some of their experiences makes me want to jump up and shout and even cry alittle. The truth is there are so many things i want to experience in this world that I just havent yet. I want to travel a little, visit an island, wear fancy clothes, and maybe even fall in love. But I can't accomplish a damn thing here. I'm just a failure who can't even remember what I ate at all yesterday. This world feels like a trap but these NDE's tales give me hope that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. And who knows, maybe I can experience all of this stuff I wanted to in the afterlife.
Sorry for writing a novel here. Now I want to know what your NDE's.