>>64622
Yep
I know
That is the why I get to this
I am tinking
A lot , I got intrusive toughs
Suicidal toughs,
I was having them before a long time ago , but never as persistent like now , one ting I use to get is total emotional detachment and having this toughs is tiring, I don't even care about ascending to higher dimensions now there is a lot of tings that I want to do before
Keeping myself in the now is a constant uphill battle since I started the path and I get the concept of a mental virus , I never got then and now the infinity , what is real , I am alive or death, I am trap in a simulation and other crazy stuff is constantly being pushed to my tough stream in a way that never was before
>>64632
So it works?
The ting is I never have felt my Chakras
Only a tingling in my testicular area and I know I got active the crown becose I get a conection to the divine a while ago
I never even now, I was capable of seeing tings and only got tinitus
Besides I wake up tired, depressed , every time I try to change my life I wake up even more depressed, fuck I tough that if I ignored the spiritual war the war would ignore me , but apparently they not