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>Except for the whole aura thing, unless you mean that more metaphorically, I guess your experience seems a little more visual.I've only ever seen what I'd call an aura once, it was like an explosion of semi visible sparks from someone. The rest of the time its just reading peoples faces, whether they're hot, warm, cold, the atmosphere to them or the tone they're speaking in. My mind will skip back over things, analyse and produce information, I'd be surprised if this didn't happen to everyone to some degree. But I spent a good few years alone and coming out of it after this hugely intuition increasing mythological daydreaming shit I was like fucking hell is it this obvious? Pretty much everyones true thoughts are on their faces.
>Girl love troubles sent me crazy and down this whole rabbit whole, but fuck if it wasn't for that I wouldn't have learnt this much.That sucks dude, mine was more started by repressed memories triggering the xbox shenanigans, its a long story, but same, its taught me a lot.
>I definitely agree, weed amplifies my abilities so much further that sometimes what happens becomes almost too unreal and unbelievable, and I definitely agree with the idea of the universe throwing synchronistic humorous, ironic and sometimes reality shattering experiences my way.That's the problem with drugs, they enhance it but they can obfuscate it at the same time, especially with weed and the tendency to forget shit that happens.
>I still smoke quite regularly and feel that it goes hand in hand with my experiences and maybe the vulnerable mind state allows me to interact more with these thoughts and experience.You're lucky you can still smoke. If you're using it as an occult tool be careful because it is WAY more powerful than it seems when you're just using it for recreation. You might start seeing entities if you use weed as an occult tool, that happened to me before all this started, althouh generally only in trance or in nature, like seeing a dancing man in the treetops blowing behind a row of houses which I took as cool, slightly worrying but ultimately meaningless, I guess I could look at it as a nature spirit or something.
>I sometimes try and challenge my intuition, but I sometimes do it to test the rationality of my beliefs. This HAS to be done, in my opinion if you don't do this you are deluding yourself and just opting into a belief system because it seems cool. Take up philosophy, theology, study, and remember that its about balance, see this quote from RAW;
Everything you fear is waiting with slavering jaws in Chapel Perilous, but if you are armed with the wand of intuition, the cup of sympathy, the sword of reason, and the pentacle of valor, you will find there (the legends say) the Medicine of Metals, the Elixir of Life, the Philosopher’s Stone, True Wisdom and Perfect Happiness.
>the wand of intuition, the cup of sympathy, the sword of reason, and the pentacle of valorThis is key.
>allows me to look through the spectrum of interpretations, feel and experience the emotion of eachI get this naturally these days, every thought I have has a tangible amount of realness or validity to it which I generally trust as through observation its self evidently accurate, although I still take it all as just intuition. Emotions are more distinct, both mine and other peoples, everything is enhanced.