There's a difference between shitposting and scizo ramblings, could you please keep your insanity to /x/ where you've got an audience? This awful thread might have bumped something good off the list.
I never bothered with Hanz posters, if you're not a troll, apply for psyche ward.
There are things wrong in your head that has little to do with magic, you're severely paranoid and deluded, and I personally would prefer if you did not "move here" which will probably end in multiple threads of nothing.
This board should be above the cult of personality you want to force down its throat, but if not, you could delay personal progress.
Please kindly fuck off.