Hello, I'm new here.
And also new to magick and the occult. But I already am a wizard, in the sense that I do create things that cannot be explained and have the hability to enter peoples minds and change not only their minds and emotions, but the prespective of everything. Maybe not yours or another wizard's mind, but from the people I know, people I love, people I care and people I dislike. My methods are simple, yet unorthodox and I don't think anyone has ever mentioned anything like it in these forums. I don't think I can control the elements there and then, but it seems that the medium where I do my stuff either predicts, or causes certain effects on the outside. I'm talking massive fires, explosions, rains, earthquakes. But I know and hope that part is just coincidence. Because not only it wasn't my intention to mess with the environment, but also because I can't actually control it. But the coincidence has happened an awful lot of times. To the point where I have to be really careful with the words and ways I use, when I do what I do.
It's mostly through media, connecting stuff, transcending it with a strong will, feeling and emotion applied, creating almost a shell fully loaded with energy for everyone to feel and awe. But only for those who are attracted to it. For the mundane and the skeptical it would be nothing but art and coincidence. But I had some, too many WTF manifestations and impossible coincidences. That's why I love it.
But I wish I could do the real thing. Like telekenisis, perfection of body and mind, astral projection, conjuring elements, heal (I already heal in other ways), and all of that good stuff.
Anyway, I think I'm stuck with Chaos for now, it just.. It is what it is. You'd
have to see it manifesting by yourself.
I barely even meditate, and I keep drowning myself in all the information there is out there. Its time to collect what I need, remove what I don't and start to apply more, specially in perfecting myself.
I'll be in touch, just these strange and wonderful forums.