/fringe/ - Fringe

pledging two weeks, Already on day 2 or three, should be easy.

Plwdging 2 weeks

After about a week an a half of not masturbation the sorrow hit me. It came in hard yesterday, and only got worse today. That's when I remembered the reason why I masturbate, to numb the pains of the world for just a few minutes.

To just not be present.

I must find another way to escape.

Pledging five days.

I fucked up pretty bad yesterday..

Fasting for 14 hours or more and pledging 31 days.

I think I might be cheating by drinking heavily throughout the first week as in my experience it's always the most difficult part to get through and this makes it a lot easier. I'm generally distracted from being aroused and would be difficult to fap when everything is so numb anyway. Drinking like this is definitely not a healthy thing to do longterm though.

I'm actually planning on ditching this particular vice as well in the near future. I would like to at the very least stop drinking outside social situations anyway.

Clean sober no fap life any day now.

I messed up. Starting over. I should probably avoid certain imageboards for the foreseeable future.

The first week is always the most difficult part and I know I can go on almost indefinitely once I get past it. I'm going to be really busy this week so it'll be easier this time around. Idle hands and all that.

>>80889

>the smug anime girls

>all of them?

Started last night.

Have been close to breaking it a few times.

Just now went on /b/ just to fuck with myself.

Tonight will be rough.

I pledge one week from yesterday to begin with.

But hopefully I'll extend that.

>>81104

Don't get yourself down, anon. You did spectacular.

Next time when in discussion in chat rooms, remember a golden rule: "Silence is might."

With that being said, pledging 24 hours. Currently in the depths of extreme lust.

So I've been trying to transmute the emotion of lust and seeding intent into my lower self to not get an errection while perceiving the female body. It kind of works as it afterwards takes longer to get an errection while watching one of those rotating lingerie model webms. I've noticed however that the larvae is trying to counter my efforts as it has managed to seed the intent of using more lewd webms (i.e fully nude, instead of lingerie), but so far I've been able to resist.

One of my intentions was "I don't want to procreate and I can't fuck a video of a woman, don't get a boner" and now, after I ignored the larvae's intent of using more lewd webms, it has seeded the intent of not using a video and having a real woman trying to seduce me instead. I'm pretty sure I can resist that without much effort heh but I thought it was interesting how it tried to counter that specific intention.

As a closing note, it still keeps countering me and will probably keep doing so until I give in and become its slave (and fap) or become the master of my mind, making its efforts useless. Any thoughts on this?

Do you guys really have trouble trying not to jack off? Normally I could renounce touching myself forever except for one little problem…

Whenever I stop I end up with some silly wet dream and wake up with a mess.

There's almost no transmutation techniques posted in this thread, would anything work to make my dreamself not make me jizz?

>think that nofap is bullshit

>read some atkinson

>use his methods and nofap for a week

>feel bursting with energy and more alive than I've ever felt before

>give in to fapping

>as I cum I feel all of the loosh rush out through my pelvis and I turn into a husk

SHIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET

>>81155

This is REAL occultism.

>third day

>relieved because I no longer feel obliged to rub one out before going to sleep

Might be some wisdom to this, at least for those of us caught in a vortex of degeneracy.

I just fapped today unexpectedly and now only an hour or two later I feel incredibly sad and depressed.

I think the lack of a partner to do stuff with is what fucks it all up.

*sigh* I don't know what I want to do

>>81154

Your dreams are "wicked" is more a moral corruption in your sub counscience. You may have good will power but your thoughs have to be pure.

My opinion, readswani sivananda monography on celibacy, it deals alot about the modern culture and the reason most people cant even think about it. He has a chapter about wet dreams, he had not seen the corruption of nowadays tho. Its almost impossiable not to be corrupted. Just going outside anywhere you see sex, sex and sex, I now have to a trick with woman, when I sense some disere I just see her like a piece of flesh until it disgust me.

Its neither easy nor nice but effective none the less. Since i dont mistake the body for the person, I dont lose my humanity

I think this point here, lust or the freedom from lust, its the most important aspect in highy to be developed and is the most difficult, a basic mecanism that should be easy for strong willed people, it turns into a mess with all this sex. Maybe easy its not correct, but it seems impossiable some times. Worse, do you know someone opened enough to even hear about this? The science (not bro science) is on your side, the empirical evidence from everyone that add an orgasm. Why do we treat sex so ligthly? I understand that mundanes dont get it, but why does the people in "this" movement forget about it? Why does everyone talks about awakening the kundaliny and just bipass the very first chapter about sexual energy, or just blindly tell lies about "tantra sex" to help the process?

>>81198

>*sigh*

Consider suicide promptly you mongrel.

I've realized that eating food for taste is essentially equivalent to masturbating to pornography.

>>81309

Youre very much right but if this hinders you from enjoying and appreciating food, or even makes you loathe it, you're doing it wrong.

>>81337

>Turkish blowjob

>>81337

>I really really really want to fap.

Do you even transmute brah?

If you feel the need to masturbate there is no point in not masturbating.

>>81367

Man don't say that, I feel better than ever when I don't think about it.

I've become seriously addicted to the act, not even the feeling.

I can't into transmutation yet.

I messed up on my first attempt but now I'm just about over the first week hurdle and my lust is pretty much under control.

My energy is being channelled into far more productive activities. I'm learning and creating things.

I don't think I'll have much of a problem reaching 40 days at this rate. All goes very well.

>>81379

>I can't into transmutation yet.

Just read The Kybalion and the last chapter of Personal Power my lad.

>>81400

Already reading the Kybalion, will read Personal Power too, thank you for the advice!

>>81405

Thank you anon.

>>81405

You know we can see your IP and tell you're protagonist right?

>l

>e

>l

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>>81412

>triggered.png

Read hatha yoga pradipika p39-43 if you are considering abstaining masturbation.

Pledging one week.

>>81414

can you link the pdf?

Pledging 2 weeks.

>>81151

Can you explain a little what you are talking about? I can't seem to pick up on your implications, but in response to what is clearly said, why are you watching potentially sexual webms in the first place? Testing yourself is probably is not a good idea if you are just truly trying to abstain. As far your larvae thing, I'm assuming you mean thought-forms/thought-patterns in your subconscious. Instead of fighting with yourself as a slave to be a master or whatever why not try to cooperate and convince yourself? Just give yourself logic and find false logic within yourself to neutralize

>>81203

You sure this isn't a natural physical response? My dreams aren't usually sexual in nature, it's pretty random. My dream consciousness is often not that aware and the dreams sometimes aren't coherent, but that's a topic not for this thread.

When I abstain for over a week or so I can just feel this sort of pressure or energy in my crotch area as an indicator that I will have a wet dream. Personally I think males have to have some release for a healthy system which is why the body resorts to nocturnal emissions.

Please do tell me how I'm wrong it you think so.

>>81510

You should be transmuting the sexual energy into spiritual energy.

>>81203

But yea I've done a similar trick. Considering them as a piece of flesh is kind of demeaning (and could potentially backfire depending on how open one's mind is and thus potential for degenerate thoughts).

A better and more accurate way to look at women IRL is to realize them as just humans. Since you as a guy look at other guys as just dudes, think of women as dudes. It's pretty brilliant and quickly reduced my social anxiety when I thought of this years ago.

Reconsidering this and applying it to anything close to an issue that I have is being susceptible to NSFW media. It's actually kind of incredibly humorous now pretending it's some dude. Dudes don't have tits or vags so it just breaks everything lol. Just tell yourself they could be trannys. If you're into that or are just bisexual, well you have another rant coming as I can show how they are the worst kind of degenerate fuckers.

Actually applying the piece of meat thing works really well for media stuff. I mean they are literally trying to show off with the meat they have, so it works for reducing their efforts into ludicrousness. It's not even mean in this case but an actual more accurate perception. The person is trying to show off their body, it is what it is.

As for freedom from lust you just need to as they say transmute the energy causing the lust into something else.

>>81511

the term "spiritual energy" is kind of ambiguous. Personally I transmute the energy into a drive/motivation to make something of myself

Freedom from lust shouldn't be difficult at all. If you aren't married, then redirect all lustful desires into the vision of a future where you are married; just remind yourself this problem wouldn't exist if you weren't alone and work towards whatever problems are stopping you from being ready for marriage. Anytime I see a beautiful girl, whether I think she's a whore or not, I just realize it's pointless since I don't know the person and don't know if she's marriage material (well a whore probably isn't but I don't like to judge, I mean you shouldn't assume). Any of them could be the one for you but are you ready to introduce yourself before you get to know them?

People blindly telling lies and contributing to this mess are either shills or ill-informed. Truth is, a full healthy kundalini awakening requires a couple acting in harmony.

>>81515

>full healthy kundalini awakening requires a couple acting in harmony

Bullshit in every aspect, the path leading to any sort of "awakening" is always solo, you can't rely on other beings to promote your self development

the point of renouncing your lust isn't getting a gf, it's the attainment of ascension from the low, gross plane of material lust

>>81450

that didn't last long

>>80722

Lost it right at the end. I didn't even have any desire to fap till today. Pledging two more weeks and fasting at least two days in the next week.

>>81521

Some of self development requires interaction with other people, I wouldn't say that has to do with reliance or not but isolating yourself from your species is going to limit your self development, so that part of what you said is definitely bullshit.

And like you said there are many sorts of awakenings, but to say that 'ALL' of them are always solo is bullshit and pretty arrogant. What I consider a full 'healthy' awakening would require active use of all the faculties provided within your body. Going solo would be letting your root and sacral chakra deteriorate. It's that simple.

I didn't say I want a girl friend for even that is degenerate, I said I wanted marriage for the purposes of procreation. It's no joke planning to pass on your genetics. Also would be nice to have someone with the same goals as me; when I was younger I always wished I could clone myself as there's just not enough time for one person to do everything

Sure the awakening that you have for your goals, or what is 'meant' for you may not require anyone but yourself, but that doesn't go for everyone. Don't be arrogant.

>>81535

There's obviously no point in arguing with you as the logic of your posts has proven you to be a mundane.

>>81550

Giving up that easily? Ah you're so pathetic that you can't explain anything you say eh? If you're not a shill then have fun being brainwashed

>>81557

>hu dah muhfugg bigs me dats bix nood craka

>>81510

You could be having a natural physic response.

Theres is a difference between "sex wet dreams" and normal physical realese.

If you realesed semen, its a "sex wet dream" if not no QI energy has been out but only the "semen water".

Im no expertise, read the book of the swani I recommended. You should aim to transmutte the energy by reabsorving the producced semen rather than dropping it out. You most likelly, just had a seminial fluid realiese.

Wiil be honest, its really a hardship because just seeing a sexual atractive object can lead to enough lust to "re active" the semen and double the work necessary to transmute the energy.

Modern "free" world makes sure you have no peace moment in this.

Btw the "willpower" of Atkinson is not enough. You should kill the root of desire anyhow. Looking at a girl and see a corpse or just the old decrepty woman she will turn into.

>>81521

This all day long.

>>81514

Seeing "dudes" can backfire you even more. Its a false image and reality, do you even mara, bro?

Anyhow, seeing flesh and bones its an accure reality, its no way false. It can be dehumanizing if you dont balance that with compassion.

Dont use trick to trick your illusion, use reality.

> spiritual energy

Just turn the violent sexual energy into a subliminal high energy.

>>81675

>Seeing "dudes" can backfire you even more. Its a false image and reality, do you even mara, bro?

Yes that's why I said to see everyone simply as human beings regardless of their gender. The most true image of reality would be seeing all entities simply as they are, regardless of genders. species, etc.

I was just being facetious there, providing a fallacious example of what one can do when confronted/bombarded with hypersexual media. Of course one should just simply ignore them but an alternative is to produce paradoxes to turn the media into something to laugh at.

If you agree with the other anon saying that 'any sort of "awakening" is always solo' then can you attempt to refute how I explain the fallaciousness of that statement?

>>81672

Everyone knows that japanese media is the best way to kill your attractive to women.

After knowing the idealized perfect woman how could you be attracted to their lesser equivalent?

Truly the japanese are the most spiritually advanced of races.

>>81946

friendly reminder that associating good traits to a race is also racism.

After not fapping for a while, sometimes I dream of sucking my own dick…

>>82667

I think that was satire. Probably referring to those weaboos that love anime and wank to hentai. It produced the 3dpd meme, pretty jokes

I have a theory on why celibacy is advised by many occult schools both eastern and western.

The goal of sexual stimulation is to procreate, when ejaculating energy from the lower dantiens in large amounts and the heart dantiens in smaller amounts is forced through the genitals in order to receive the necessary energy required to create a healthy child. This energy is received in the lower dantiens of the female and the combined creative energies are meant to aid in the process of the fetus being created and receiving the stored bursts of combined creative energies.

>>82667

Friendly reminder that nobody gives a fuck if you think they're racist you jew rat kike bastard.

>MUH RACISM BLUH BLUH BLUH

>I'M SO ADVANCED AND BETTER THAN YOU THE PATH TURNS YOU INTO A LIBERAL TRUST ME BRUH I'M AN ASCENDED MASTER NOW STAHP HURTIN MY FEELIES AND LOVE ALL NIGGERS

wew

>>80604

>>81155

>>80884

>Read the last 100 or so pages of that Atkinson book

>Basically boils down to: "Realize that that shooting loads depletes you and that keeping loads regenerates you. Technique: Breathe in, visualize regenerative energy moving up from your balls and breathe out, visualizing it moving to some part of your body or all of it, fam."

This fucking guy. I'm not saying he's wrong, but that's the most egregious example of stretching content to meet a word count I've seen since my own high school essays. Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill is better I think, talks about transmutation and has a modest section on not squirting your creative essence into a sock.

>>82673

That's true and all, but that theory didn't actually explain why celibacy is advised. You should expand on it, would be interesting to hear it

>>82684

>>Basically boils down to: "Realize that that shooting loads depletes you and that keeping loads regenerates you. Technique: Breathe in, visualize regenerative energy moving up from your balls and breathe out, visualizing it moving to some part of your body or all of it, fam."

Hahaha I've literally thought of doing that completely on my. Actually I don't know if I thought of that in relation to my balls but it was definitely somethjing like spreading energy out to increase motication

I actually forgot about it completely until you said that, good shit dude. Should post that summary in the thread for reviews on recommended reading.

Also yea I've actually read some of think and grow rich. Absolutely brilliant

>>82686

>I don't actually know what projection means so I'm going to shitpost with this ad hom rhetoric

nice post as always protagonist

kill yourself bitch

Pledging a week, to be repeated 4 times.

Doing it for a ritual to Venus, offering her my celibacy in return for her assisting me with forging more meaningful relationships with women; and to increase my sexual potency.

If I do fail I guarantee I won't ejaculate, since I've practiced dry orgasms via Mantak Chia's teachings for well over a year now.

>go over a week without masturbating

>today I suddenly go back to reading jap sex comics

>suddenly enjoy the actual act of reading the comics

>become aroused but no urge to physically masturbate

What the fuck.

It's like I'm masturbating mentally.

Is this normal?

>>82684

>>Basically boils down to: "Realize that that shooting loads depletes you and that keeping loads regenerates you. Technique: Breathe in, visualize regenerative energy moving up from your balls and breathe out, visualizing it moving to some part of your body or all of it, fam."

This is the single most important thing ever

>>82829

Just siphon the energy from your sacral to your LDT and transmute it by bringing it up through each chakra all the way into the crown and then pulling it back into your LDT.

I find it to be a good method and if you use it properly you won't have desire.

>>82767

>Breathe in, visualize regenerative energy moving up from your balls and breathe out, visualizing it moving to some part of your body or all of it

Take aspirin to reduce the swelling and pain of blueballs. Tape your dick shut with medical tape so you don't rub off on your underpants. Those two things help a ton with night emissions.

I ejaculate once a month because I realized going any further than that actually reduces my energy to be productive. I don't feel sluggish or down after ejaculation because my body has plenty of stored up energy from a whole month of no ejaculation. I still masturbate and look at porn because I feel that desire is an essential energy to cultivate and control. When my balls start to hurt from holding in my desire I take an asprin and the swelling goes down in about half an hour.

>>80636

>>80640

Pledging forty days for solidarity with occultism

Day 156 and I just learned >>82847. I can't believe I probably wasted all that energy I was gathering by not using it.

>>82974

Are you sure emissions aren't okay? I figure if it's something the body does automatically, it seems like maintenance. Plus, I'm pretty sure it doesn't contain many vital nutrients and it's also much lesser than actual ejaculate. Taping your dick just seems like you'll just hold it in the tubing.

>>82974

>Tape your dick shut with medical tape so you don't rub off on your underpants.

What kind of third world shithole do you live in where people don't sleep naked?

Fucking hell what kind of subhuman animal sleeps with fucking clothes on, what the fuck is this. If you wear clothes in bed you should honestly consider suicide, it would be your greatest contribution to society.

>masturbating to porn

Drawn art and literary smut are the only acceptable forms of pornography, if you masturbate to film pornography you are donating your loosh to whores.

>not moving the energy from your sacral to your LDT

>not knowing how to spiral that energy and transmute it into a higher form

JUST

OBULLSHITISM

MY

/fringe/

UP

>>emissions

Jesus Christ.

>>83133

>What kind of third world shithole do you live in where people don't sleep naked?

>Fucking hell what kind of subhuman animal sleeps with fucking clothes on, what the fuck is this. If you wear clothes in bed you should honestly consider suicide, it would be your greatest contribution to society.

How does this make any sense at all? One of the more ironic things

>>83130

they aren't okay when it's semen emissions from a wet dream. I eventually take the tape off to piss out anything building up in there.

>>83133

you're a sperg

>>82737

Made it one week, but I woke up this morning and had a wank because the morning wood was crazy strong, and I spilled a little seed despite my methods; I tend to build up a lot of fluid if I don't masturbate for a few days.

Going for another week now, and will try to make it more than 7 days.

>>83222

When you have problems with a hard on just focus on something boring until it goes away

what I do is just literally staring at my dick and watch it slowly fall, works every time

I'm a little skeptical of my capacity to do this right now, but i'm pledging 10 days. Let's see how i feel after that decline in testosterone after day 8. Gonna try some transmutation too or focused toughtform.

>>83301

Hope you manage it friend

Masturbating daily fucks your brain chemistry all the way up.

The burst of serotonin and hormones when you ejaculate just fucks your brain up fams.

Women are such a lower species, they can never please a man such as a communion with god does. Their bodies are grotesque and everything attractive about them is an illusion through fraudulent practices plus conditioning by mommy.

I'll only be happy when all women in their nakedness are under the complete subjugation of real enlightened Taoist wizards as nothing but fucking trinkets.

>>83319

Sex is like food, you can survive without both even though society thinks otherwise, and while you can go without they both bring pleasure.

30 days

on my 3rd day now

pledging eternity

>>83374

>sex/fapping because I don't feel good

really dude? there's so many differeny ways to 'feel good'

good is subjective so what makes you feel good depends on your perception, if you can meditate well then you should be able to neutralize anything that makes you feel bad, but now you just need to rationalize whatever to create the good feeling of motivation

or you know, you can have a hobby??? meditate on making music/drawing/doing math/anything

if that doesn't make sense to you (it totally should if you're meditating well, just focus on the feeling/experience itself of the hobby) then consider that life is like a silly mmorpg and you are trying to reach level 99

Pledging 90 days of celibacy. I just want to see what the benefits are, if any. And whether those benefits are worth abstaining from porn/masturbation/sex.

>>83380

>being such a mundane that you don't understand the difference between repression and discipline

You fuckers really are something.

>>83380

> teach yourself to be ashamed of sex and masturbation.

da fuq

it's all about conserving energy instead of wasting or giving it away, among so many other reasons

shame is good it it's not misplaced

be ashamed of…

>wasting energy

>wasting time

>allowing psyche to be degraded

>disrespecting/objectifying women (unless it's hentai or something, in which case see following)

>getting turned on by cartoons that may or may not be voiced by effeminate men

>warping expectations of sex into unattainable unhealthy ideals that aren't even idealistic, are false(in case of specific abnormal fetishes, also applies to extreme objectification among other scenarios)

>desecrating the sanctification of matrimony (perhaps this wouldn't be if you can't reproduce or won't live long or something. this one is probably the most subjective)(this point is expanded on below in the corresponding point)

>being degenerate for other any reasons, and over all (yes all these reasons are examples of being degenerate)

>having the same amount of degenerate influence on someone else (in case of cheap sex, essentially doubling the degradation than if you had gone solo)

sex and masturbation itself isn't inherently shameful but if any of the previous happens then it becomes so

in some cases it's not shameful like

>having blue balls (though the cause of blue balls may or not be worthy of shame)

>literally wasting too much time fighting lustful thoughts especially when you have a deadline. just jerk it and move on with life (your lack of self control is the cause of shame in this case)

>someone very enticing is trying to encourage you to have sex, so you jerk off instead (least likelihood of shamefulness especially if this someone was being deceptive, though if the situation was caused by your actions, then possible shameful)

>you're in a wholesome sanctified relationship (you wouldn't mind having your mate involved in the most personal matters for the rest off your life, also you want to have children if possible, also your judgement is not being clouded by lust meaning you fully understand your mate inside out with all insecurities and life goals and etc)

note that people can be in relationships in years and barely even know anything about each other. this is quite the norm in western society

if anyone has any other examples of non shameful acts of sex/masturbation do share, or debate any of the points I mentioned. would be a worthy discussion

>>83380

Beating off to chinese girls by yourself isn't 'love'.

>>83450

was good until

>desecrating the sanctification of matrimony

>getting married

>ever

>>83460

what if i love doing it

>>83539

You need to take some desperate measures. Install a web filter (e.g. k9 web protection) to block porn. Keep yourself occupied, workout, read, do something when you feel the urges. Transmute your sexual energy mentioned earlier in this thread. Do some banishing meditations. You may be under attack by something that's harvesting your sexual energy.

>>83539

You sound exactly like me. Open your chakras and work on your energy body. For some reason, it just went away for me. Do as long of streaks of nofap as you can, but don't be afraid of failure (don't let yourself fail though). Eventually you'll just lose the desire.

I don't trust k9 due to the way it works. Download leechblock for your browser and put in every site you know you can get porn on (don't block 8ch but block every nsfw focused board you've gone on). Write the password down somewhere you can't easily get it, or make it too many steps to get too when you want to fap.

Make sure you socialize in person often. You'll naturally be more sexually aggressive (which is good) and it'll keep you from being bored and relying on porn.

A technique I picked up (didn't use until 150+ days though) was to channel energy from your groin and put it into your whole body/chakras. Just breathe in, move the energy up, breathe out, separate and move energy into chakras. If you're good at mindfulness you can repeat "I choose not to feel this urge" or whatever, and it should work surprisingly well.

Just know when to cut off thoughts before they become too much to overcome.

>nerds

>>83548

>>83552

>having no self-control

>being an animal

>>83548

>desperate measures

>adblock

Dude needs a priest lmao

>>83539

Do the following or regret it.

>solar banishing, deep meditation, one foot earth, one foot fun, draw as much white light as possible into your body

>use this energy to infuse your lower tree chakras with white light, breathe in draw from root, earth & crown, sun, same time, to chakra you want clean, breathe out darkness that gets displaced by white light

>sleep with light, music, prayer

>get incense, shower when you feel urge (water makes it really hard for spirits to attach to your aura)

>next next you feel it's presence, stuff it into a sphere into a box (do the same with the darkness you breathe out) and after you collected it all burn it

>shes to strong to trap? Rend her to pieces with any attacks you can , rip apart, swirl her energy, make it hard to her to manifest

>>83380

No love in blowing a load in your own mouth.

>>83303

Thank you brother.

Day 5 and counting. A few strong urges today, but still going. I know it's going to get harder the next days, but i will do it.

I wish the best fortune and willpower to all here enduring this challenge, specially to >>83539 who is in the hardest situation. May we be strong enough to command ourselves.

Hey guys, if you avoid completely sexual thoughts, for many days at a time your senses all become stronger and you can do psychokinesis using the built-up sex energy and also very intense reality manifestation.

>>83548

>>83573

k9 isn't adblock. it's an incredibly powerful internet filter that won't let you ever watch porn without deleting the entire computer and reinstalling windows if you don't have the password

I've done this before when I was in high school and other times of low self control, set my brother's email as the password reset.

shit fucking works, I ended up jacking off to lingerie from some shitty image hosting albums shit probably doesn't

exist

yea the k9 blocker couldn't let me even find normal lingerie shit to jack off to it was terrifyingly great

Why is fapping to porn so disappointing? Why is fapping in general so disappointing? It pretty much feels like nothing. Maybe, just sort of, a little bit you feel something briefly and then it's gone.

On the other hand, and again I don't know why, having a succubus suck your dick feels intensely more pleasurable right from the first stroke and everyone after as well.

Any kind of sex with succubus feels legit pleasurable while fapping just makes me feel gross, disappointed, and drained.

Any explanations?

I don't understand why one is so much more intensely powerful than the other.

Doesn't matter also if I stop fapping for 7 days straight and then fap again; only difference it makes is I cum in seconds instead of minutes but it still feels like nothing and is disappointing.

Whereas sex with succubus is a completely different feel.

Is the dick electric or something and it needs to be plugged into to feel?

What is going on?

>>83588

Would that block redpill stuff too though? "racism" and so on?

>>83615

you choose which categories to block, there's a ton of them. 3 or 4 cover anything remotely sexual

>>83620

ever heard of something called setting goals?

no one is focusing on not fapping.

and if you can obtain energy from other means then why fap and lose energy at all? just obtain even more energy

try actually reading the OP

>>83623

>The scientific reason is prolactin. ( source: http://news.softpedia.com/news/Sex-is-four-times-better-than-masturbation-18591.shtml )

…but this is with a succubus not a flesh human. I'm basically fucking a being made out of pure energy / thought.

>It seems that the succubus you summoned is very close to a real woman, Could you please share your method with me?

Everything I do and know is only understandable if you know and do everything I do. As such, I'm going to have to write a whole fucking book for this. It won't be that long, but I have to write it anyways, as I have someone offline asking me to explain shit every day.

>>83645

>but this is with a succubus not a flesh human.

why would that make a difference? sex with someone physical or not doesn't change the fact that you're not alone (or at least you believe you're not alone) and this changes the way your body reacts as compared to just jerking off

I've never consciously masturbated or had sex. Could this effect my energy badly?

>>83699

Sex is the sharing and cultivation of sexual energy which can be transmuted into life energy if properly handled. You're not losing out but you're not gaining either.

i think discribing reality is a form of masturbation i want to cease to continue

pledge 1 month

>>83301

Well, pledge sucessfully completed. I do in fact feel better in a general way. More energetic indeed.

Some urges tormented me but i managed it.

But i'm not gonna stop here. I need more time.

Pledging 20 more days. Let's hope that i have the strengh to complete this one also, i feel like i really need it.

On day 9 right now, pledging until at least Halloween, possibly until early November (my birthday). Also I'm new to this board (usually use /pol/ and /bane/) so hello to everyone :-)

>>83843

just keep doing it until it bores you, don't allow yourself to choose another fetish.

just keep doing it until it's no longer fun.

Thats what I did, now I stopped cold turkey and am on my 15th day of no fap.

>>83846

>thick thighs big breasts naked red twi'lek sith masturbating with her lightsaber

>>83848

>thick thighs

>big breasts

HOL UP TIPP IS A NIGGA WE WUZ SHITPOSTERS NIGgAS

dont ever call me a nigger again you double nigger

>>83856

I'll admit the domination fetish is hot But I'm afraid it won't work.

there is only one thing that will stop me from abstaining from ejaculation

and that's would be a girl I'm seeing, that is if I get a chance to claim her virginity.

I won't count it as a loss though I still wouldn't have masturbated

>>83863

>domination

Haha, no.

Godspeed busting a nut in your qt anon.

I am pledging to 30 days of celibacy.

I just fucked up after 10 days.

Time to give it another shot.

>>84073

Everytime you are looking at porn, reflect upon the followng: You will never do any of this things those guys are doing to these pixelated whores in your screen in "real life" if you don't quit masturbation. These guys went out there to get them and you need to do the same. First step is to control yourself.

>>84078

>Everytime you are looking at porn, reflect upon the followng: You will never do any of this things those guys are doing to these pixelated whores in your screen in "real life" if you don't quit masturbation.

B-But I fap exclusively to guro and loli anon…

>rediscovered orgasm without ejaculation

INFINITE POWER

protip: masturbation isnt anywhere near as enjoyable without emotional connections

day 27 3 days short of goal

broke down and wanked.

wasn't even good 0/10

I'm kinda disgusted with it tbh.

>>84185

Indeed channeling that intense emotion up into my brain gives me a high more pleasurable than any drug I've tried (weed and booze). I keep my back free from any obstruction such as a chair, bed, or wall by kneeling down or laying on my side or stomach. This seems to help a lot with channeling the energy away from my genitals and into my head. After that wonderful rush my homeyness and erection subsides and I can continue having a glorious day.

It helps me to visualize the energy in my genitals and sucking up up through a straw. Every gulp of energy goes straight to my head.

>>83965

Fucked it up by masturbating to an arousing video game yesterday.

Fucked a hooker today to motivate myself not to cum.

Goal still 30 days. Starting now.

40 days in and I have a growing urge to become a trap

why /fringe/

>>84435

You probably drink jew-water and eat jew-food. The estrogen is killing you, rip.

pledging 30 days again, I shall not wank

My porn addiction was almost gone and then I relapsed. Somehow got to bdsm and femdom, but not as pain oriented, just the ideas of submission and domination. Noticed the huge surge of missing energy from finishing. Ive never felt that spiritually drained and yet physically fine. Pledging my life. Ive had enough of this shit. Id rather have sexual energy than focus on fetishes and throw my focus to people who don't deserve or can even reciprocate. Everytime I feel the urge Im going to head outside for a walk from now on or read a book.

>haven't masturbated or used the pornographic jew I haven't used 3d porn in like a year at least just degenerate drawings

>having dream last night

>suddenly in the dream I go full fuck shit mode

>wake up

>I'm orgasming like nothing I've experienced

>but I'm not ejaculating

>my left hand is right on my perineum

>the first three fingers are pressed onto the perineum muscle

>orgasm lasts like 10 minutes

I don't even know what the fuck that was. It was unlike anything I've ever experienced in my life, instead of the energy looshing out of my body it went in a circuit and flooded me with vital energy.

>>85090

Yeah I'm pretty sure my higher self helped me out because I was close to losing a bunch of loosh. The amount of vital energy I've had since I stopped masturbating is incredible, really makes you think about the real reason for the heavy pushing of normalizing porn and casual sex.

>>85092

Outta curiosity, how long has it been for you? I'm on Day 19 of a 30 day pledge and have *definitely* noticed drastic improvement in my motivation and willpower. I want to know if it just keeps on getting better

>>85114

At least 3 months.

If I remember correctly I stopped sometime in late June.

Day 5 and going strong.

>>85092

Smiley?

>>85427

>calling me a kike

Fuck you too pal.

>>77412

Pledging one month. Won't let lust happen unless I give that energy a purpose.

I pledge to never spill my mundane seed ever again so I can truly raise up my kundalini.

pledging 5 days

>>85573

I fucked up

at least it wasnt porn this time

pledging 5 again

Pledging through November to break my own record. Currently on day 24 and would like to make it to at least day 50. The best I've currently achieved is 46 days.

>>85733

Sure, If it helps you! Figuring out how you tick is the key here since you're the one going through this challenge. If keeping active distracts you past that 3 day slump I mentioned, Then hell yeah. Do it. If you push yourself to the point of exhaustion into "Fuck everything, I just need to fap" territory, then not so much. You're going to have to find balance and do whatever it takes to get you past that initial week or so.

Do keep in mind the dip in your Dopamine will likely make you cranky and irritable. Above all else, I'd say trying to stay positive is the key. That's where emotional alchemy comes in handy.

>>85729

How much damage does one take from touching themselves (but not to orgasm) or becoming aroused by things but not acting on the urges?

Well as one grows more aware, it is really disgusting, as a human, having the necessity to jerk of almost every day or the slightest temptations. It really is, if you think about it…

But my question is, is it very bad to masturbate like once a day, - without the use of porn - ?

>>85737

Once a day is still a compulsion.

Even if you don't give as much energy to something external, you still lose some to the things around you. (Defining yourself as a chaos magician there are likely many things around you)

So I jerk off too much. And the porn I enjoy gets more depraved. So I'm renouncing fapping and not initiating sex with my wife. If she wants it, she'll get it. But I'm going to see how long I can go before blowing a load.

My biggest issues is after we have sex, I still feel unsatisfied or I enjoyed it so much thinking about it gets me horny. It's not unlike me to wake up at 3 am and rub one out while she sleeps because I can't shut my boner up. These are the times I feel powerless.

I'm on day 3. Let's see how long I can go.

>>85735

As far as I'm aware, None - Apart from the cultivation of a bad habit. Taoists believe you lose chi(loosh) through your eyes though. It won't be much, but if you want to lose -nothing-, that means no porn!

>>85747

>My biggest issues is after we have sex, I still feel unsatisfied or I enjoyed it so much thinking about it gets me horny

The red line on that little graph I posted here might be relevant to you.

>>85729

That one charts the Oxytocin response. Oxytocin is responsible for love and pair bonding (So a mother who's just given birth will dump buckets of the stuff to bond her to the newborn babby) See how it drops off real hard on days 3, 4 and 5 after an orgasm? If you've ever felt unattracted to her a few days after blowing a load, that'd be why. In evolutionary terms an orgasm signals your body. "Okay, this ones done. Go find a -different- woman to impregnate!" and that drop in Oxytocin makes you want to go, have your own space for a few days.

You should get her in on it, Tell her what you're trying to do and why. Then learn the stuff in Mantak Chias "Cultivating the male sexual energy" So you don't ever have to worry about this again.

I'm actually mad jelly of you bro. I wish I had a wife to practice this stuff with me. Lol.

>>85729

Yo, my man, what are the essential/best Mantak Chia books?

The guy has a shit ton of them, and a lot of them seem to cover the same shit, with some being more up to date but recycling a lot of info.

Created a thoughtform that seems to be quite effective so far. I powered it after a regretful fap session with an anti-fapping mantra, visualization of its form and loosh. Whenever I am about to check out pornography, have lustful imaginations or am about to fap, it pops into my mind and reminds me of the reasons I choose not to fap and the severe long term consequences of doing so. It really helps me consciously resist fapping and porn. Hope this method helps some of you out there.

>been on nofap for 222 days

>want to re-try mantak chia methods of sexual energy manipulation

>don't want to risk falling back into fapping for pleasure, losing my absurdly long streak, and missing the feeling i have all the time now

feelsbadman

>>85862

sex energy manipulation is gay- at least get the full year under your belt. You've definitely conquered the beast… why open the door back up?

>>85863

sex energy is apparently very strong, but i will not mess with it until i have a partner. i get a very "dark" feeling when i almost fall back into it (which only happened last night, not in months)

considering i desire to quit my abstinence the day after i oddly received a dark feeling to return, i should clearly avoid it. thank you.

>>78143

All I can think of is:

If you really think your only purpose is fucking fat bitches then ya, you are their meme. Fat lonely bitches give you their Energy through lust, just as the anons here make sluts stronger by masturbating to some random bitch.

Solution. Stop taking their energy. Stop embracing the good feelings of fucking them. You are a junkie now, that one which injects himself feminine fat.

That or what this anons said.

>>79366

I've been fapping without orgasm for two weeks now and I really do think I can keep going like this for the rest of my life without spilling any seed. Obviously it takes some exercises to siphon the built up energy into my other chakras so that it doesn't overload my root chakra and it's giving me tonnes of energy. I've yet to have any of those fabled "wet dreams" that people keep talking about… probably because I shut down my root chakra and keep my foreskin taped shut with medical tape when I'm not using it.

Pledging 24 hours, I'll up my time in increments.

>>86163

Stop visiting places where that degeneracy is posted. Most surely you visit /b/. Stop watching porn and grab your balls by the pussy.

>>86163

>he actually watches interracial cuck porn

haha wow goy your brain must be so fucked up. good luck dude.

>>86163

Block all porn on your computer and when you desire to fap, do energy work to pull energy from your groin and recite "I do not feel this urge".

Just keep doing streak after streak, even if you fail. Eventually it just clicks.

>>86160

Pledging 48 hours now.

>>86163

You have major self esteem issues that you need to take care of, tbh.

Pledging goal: (at least) until Sunday, Nov. 20

Uhhh. What

>>86185

That's a pretty terrible auto-suggestion because it's focusing oneself on the urge one is supposedly not feeling instead of on a different thing to shift their attention to.

>>86313

I know, but it works for me; although I actually meant "I choose not to feel this urge."

I get better effects with it than trying to shift attention.

Wrote this for myself but I'll post it here I need help the greentext explains it but basically I've been addicted to porn and fapping for like 5 or more years and have had a lot of failed nofap attempts but this one is my longest in like 1 or 2 years and I dont want to break it yet but I am struggling:

Nofap meme- 8 or 9 days now

>more vivid dreams/dream memory and dream recall even without dream journal

>waking up and falling back asleep leads to mini-dream/more vivid and clearly recalled hypnagogic dreams

>more energy and shit, less lethargy,

>imagination seems more vivid creativity kinda coming back

>desire to create grows stronger and feels burning almost, but still in background kinda

>transmutation practiced at first- daily mediation and deep breathing exercise like 20 min

>less response to lewd stimulation/thoughts, could avoid easier than ever before

….

5 days or so later

>2 days now less transmutation, feeling restless, more lust

>harder to comitt to meditaiton even for 10 min cause restless mind,

>weak attempts that didnt last long, still procrastinating it

>response to lewd images weakening

>lusty lewd thoughts growing stronger and much more often in head, leading to lewd i agination scenarios i need to force out of

>more random boners and on day 8or 9 dik feels like it needs release like the tip of it feels like i need to pee but cant cause its just the feeling of it, feels almost like might hands free orgasm any minute

>becoming harder and harder to focus and let go of lewd thoughts creeping in

>sheer sensory stimulation seems to increase lust somehow-mynoise audio responding to it in lustful way like ocean audio stimulating lewd imagination like being with someone in a poool, etc and somewhat more vivid fantasies forming that i almost dont have control over, like i might literally get an literal audiogasm from sounds of water rushing swirling and stuff lol because of how those sounds seem to feel and also spurr lewd scenario fantasies

>boner during that time and kind of involuntary kegel stretch like trying to cum lol

>trying to avoid touching down there cause blueballs would suck

>becoming clear that if no further transmutation attempts will end up sinking deeper and eventually just fapping and orgasm to lewd fantasy spurred by sound of ocean waves and the scenario the mind makes up with it

>imagination has never felt so vivid and effortless like this, needs to be redirected and channeled for creative and escapism not lust and fap purposes tbh, would be a waste otherwise, fap might lead back to cycle of porn and low/dormant imagination again

>becoming abundantly clear the longer i go without porn/fap as habitually acclimated the longer the transmutation practice must be to append that, the longer without any meditation/deep breathing attempts the more the distraction seeking behavior happens interspersed with succumbing to lewd fantasies/thoughts for longer and longer periods

>unable to focus on solely meditation feeling restless seeking distraction but even the distraction is making me restless too cause lewd feelings growing

>ended up stroking self just briefly before i pulled back during the time when boner was involuntary thrusting and some small amount of precum leaked

>desire to avoid blueballs and failure again keeps me held back but only just

>pleasure just feels so amplified, and touching downnthere feels amplified and like feeling it lasts longer

>contemplating release (but not to porn, and not to habitual fetish thoughts) just to release the pent up lust

>but curious if I can overcome it entirely and supress and release through transmutation

>writing this is part of the distraction instead of meditating

>exercise and walking outside is perhaps my only option of getting my mind off of this path and then being tired enough that meditation may be easier

So basically I dont want to ruin it but because I've made degeneracy such a regular habit for so long I'm having trouble overcoming this recent obstacle. Meditation helps but I feel too restless for that now, and dont want to be alone in my room in bed right now that will just lead inevitably to fapping to my suddenly very enhanced imagination right now.

Im gonna go for exercise outside and try to tire myself out like I wrote and so I may be able to meditate later, or hell I'll try walking meditation too.

>>86345

Right now I am constantly feeling a sensation on my dick, it feels stimulated and also begging for stiumulation, I want to resist that and not give in. Part of the reason why this nofap has lasted so long is because I recognized the cycle of porn > fap > guilt > porn that I was in, and also because i have learned from many failures at nofap before what works and what doesnt and what I should avoid.

I just need some advice, some inspiration, some tips from others who felt themselves at this stage, how they overcame it and all.

I feel like the answer lies with transmutation of the sexual energy (meditation) but it is becoming more difficult to be sure, part of that may also just be me thinking its more difficult so it becomes more difficult i dont know.

Fags

>>86345

>>becoming clear that if no further transmutation attempts will end up sinking deeper and eventually just fapping and orgasm

that, so listen to mantras for consciousness in the moment and to break curses, anything that will make you feel empowered and more motivated to reach your goal is also good.

>Shiva, Spirit, Consciousness

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=olOkvPVKyyc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=To_OJMr8Y9g

>break curses

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s475qckUq9g

non stop if you have to.

once you're clearly in the now its easy to disregard lust and transmute.

you can also think of someone or something you love, love, pure love is much stronger than lust, this coming from someone who by nature equates sex with love.

i'm on my 7th day, its pretty easy but when i get tired after doing menial tasks or bored from forcing myself to play a game with a friend for to long my mind drifts and lust surfaces, i went to lie down on the bed and think of a girl i have a connection with, no sex, just her eyes and how i want to comfort and hold her.

that will never happen unless i'm strong enough for her to lean against and when i'm in a degenerate phase i'm like a wet rag, people slip on me and i can't even support myself.

you can do it.

fapping is absolutely meaningless, as is sex without emotions.

>>86350

>that

Right, I know, deep down I know it but when in that state I need constant distraction and feel restless and can't just lie down and meditate.

However after I wrote all that up I went and took a walk, that really helped, I feel more tired than anything now and will try for transmutation again, just simple mindfulness meditation interspersed with deep belly breathing exercises.

I feel good about myself for overcoming this latest obstacle, it seems like the curiosity for how the effects of no-fap work on me the longer I do it is taking precedent over just fapping and ending it and going back to the familiar lethargy and dull sensations afterwards.

Pledging 40 days

I had a 2 week streak last month, but I've barely been able to make it past 3 days after I relapsed last, I am now pledging 20 days.

Fell off the bandwagon a long time ago.

Got on it for a while, didn't pledge, not my style.

Fell off last night, felt what a lot of people described "the loosh drain" – even though I was aware it wasn't "just a meme". The feminine cumming noise is incredibly intoxicating, addictive even. It did give me some new insight into working with complex memes, however I wouldn't recommend solo sex magic as a connecting experience – it feels forced because it is, masturbation is forced sex with yourself.

All those realizations are the things that instantly flash through my mind whenever I'm finished, that make me feel disgusted enough to want to not do it again.

So, I'm pledging as long as I can such that I accomplish my goals. Those goals and skills need to do less with banal methods of self-pleasure, even in my own eyes.

However, regardless of all of the transmutation I had done in the days prior I still felt this primal source that deep in the back of my mind knew it would happen last night. Any insights as to how to keep a more social approach handy such that I can appropriately guide the excess loosh associated with seminal retention? Thanks in advance

Sex and magick are intrinsically linked, it's one of the most effective ways of escaping the confines of your ego, even for a very brief moment and to release pure intent into the universe.

>4) For purposes of this thread, "masturbation" is defined as touching your genitals for purposes other than basic hygiene and expulsion of wastes.

So if I move my balls around because they're in a really uncomfortable position, I fail? Pledging a week in any case.

>>86219

I'm a little late but whatever, I'm at three days, pledging another two days.

>>86380

Fucked that up.

Just gonna make an intent.

Pledging the rest of the year.

Managed to last 12 days, though I didn't pledge in this thread.

One of the things I noticed is a buildup of lust and urges for a few days, popping random boners and porn constantly on the mind, which I call 'peak lust' - it happens on the 7th or 8th day, but afterwards things normalize as the body/brain reach homeostasis and its really smooth sailing from there provided you distract or redirect your habit and attention to other things, prefferably things you put off for months or years due to porn addiction.

Nofap is really easy if you do no-porn as well along it, and make sure you dont get curious about the latest videos of your fetish cause that will inevitably cause you to fail like I did.

Important to practice meditaton and transmutation stuff like that daily in order to keep the urges at bay and to calm yourself down because by the 11th day or so you can become really easily irritable.

What are some effective exercises I can do to transmute this energy?

>condition myself to fap to 2D only and become disgusted by 3D porn

>go celibate

>since the attraction to 2D was only maintained by constant dopamine stimulation I lose all attraction to it

>no longer feel any lust whatsoever and don't become aroused anymore

At last I am truly free

pledge 3 weeks

>>86594

Just basic meditation, directed or non directed, vipassana etc

And some creative pursuit and hobby like drawing or something helps

>>86622

Thank you.

Can you recommend a good practical mindfulness/vipassana book?

>>86286

Success. Extending by an additional week.

>>85463

It was probably the Science of Breath. Look at the FAQ or any of the libraries under New Thought, you'll find more of his stuff

>>86405 here, so far so good. I actually last masturbated in the early morning of the previous Friday so I hope I start to feel better soon. Pledging another week

>>80577

poor guy.

Fuck it- This is it fellas, I'm tired of wasting my energy every time I masturbate, plus it is indeed a disgusting need and habit.

Pledging 1 week, for now… (this is harder than it sounds)

>>86359

The strength-energy part is very true. Pro fighters are not even allowed to cum days/weeks before the fight, because of all that extra energy boost that comes and goes with all that.

Well, I had a wet dream and released plenty, but I don't feel like it's really me failing my pledge (rest of the year). What kind of sign is this? Obviously, my body is still searching for a partner and the pent up sexual energy will be released if it can't be transmuted, but what can I be doing better to attract said partner? Is it because I do not want to let go of the hope that my ex will return? What kind of exercises do you all recommend to fix this, or is it even worth mentioning?

Pledging one week.

>>86657

Success. Extending by an additional week.

bump 2

>>77598

Update: Now 5 months totally clean. You can do it guys.

Now I pledge till I die.

Hope everyone here is going strong!

I stumbled onto this thread in October last year.

I already knew I had a porn addiction and when I did some reading about the benefits of cultivating sexual energy and the power of loosh I decided to make the jump and quit fapping and I haven't had a single stumble yet.

I'm currently on 198 days of NoFap and I really haven't looked back ever since.

In the first month I really wanted to jerk off at times but since then it's never been an issue. I get temptation from time to time and still watch porn but far less often than I used to and my tastes have really normalised.

I also enjoy sex a lot more. It's less about setting up the perfect scenario, getting her to look exactly the way I want, and way more about being in the moment regardless of how it's arrived and what it entails.

As for the power of loosh, I find myself to be far stronger socially now, especially with women, and I think I'm more assertive with men. Conserving loosh won't change your life over night but it feels like you've got more fuel in the tank to make changes. I really recommend it to everyone. I don't think I'll ever go back.

As far as magick goes I'm still very new but thanks to my loosh reserves I get a lot more reading and practice done and I'm far more observational, so I thinking I'm covering ground quicker than I would have if I was still a filthy degenerate.

I lately have stopped fapping and replaced it with prayer to God and talking to people. I feel much better doing these other things.

fix

I need help /fringe/. I'm scared to even talk about this knowing what some moral crusaders might do to me.

Due to some of the boards I always browsed getting spammed with CP a lot, I started to develop a fetish for stumbling upon CP.

I go look up borderline pedo shit or go to places I think I might stumble upon such content and start fapping just to the idea I might come across it. Sometimes just a link or something to what might possibly be CP causes me to cum before I even click it. The whole time I'm absolutely terrified, thinking I'll be killed by a random vigilantee, or the police breaking down my door, or something. I then close all my tabs immediately after I'm done.

It's not really the CP itself that gets me off. A lot of teenage girls, like 14, 15, 16, etc. are very attractive and preteen girls are not. However the whole taboo thing and the intense fear I feel is what I'm getting off too I guess.

I think I need to try and switch fetishes. Maybe I'll imagine in my mind I live in Germany and start posting holocaust denial and searching that stuff out and fap to that.

I fap to a lot of weird and abstract shit. It's probably going to get me in life-ruining trouble one day. How do I stop? Why is stuff that's dangerous turn me on? Regular porn just doesn't do nearly the same thing for me. I think the only thing that could do more for me is, if I felt that someone loved me. That would be a much more powerful and addictive feeling. However I rarely make the mistake of thinking someone loves me anymore, after all the times I've mis-read people now or been betrayed. I can't trust anyone and find it hard to believe anyone would ever love me.

God I'm so fucked up. How do I clean myself up?

>>99631

Everyone can potentially fap to anything. It's called self control and not letting your mind wander entirely for sake of novelty and 'shock value'

>However the whole taboo thing and the intense fear I feel is what I'm getting off too I guess.

This is definitely a symptom of an underlying problem. If your needs aren't met or if life is just too boring this shit starts to happen

>I rarely make the mistake of thinking someone loves me anymore, after all the times I've mis-read people now or been betrayed. I can't trust anyone and find it hard to believe anyone would ever love me.

Well there's your source problem. Gotta deal with this. FYI you can be pretty close friends with someone without ever trusting them. That means stop fucking random people and stop fucking your hand and get a life

>>96565

LADS HE'S FIGURED IT OUT

I haven't fapped in nearly twenty weeks.

I guess I'm proud of myself.

fix 2

Haven't ejaculated through masturbation since around mid-February, but had a nocturnal emission last weekend.

I should practice dry-masturbation more often though as to uphold a bit of my sexual potency since I'm otherwise rather void of sexual endeavours.

I will not and have not set a limit for masturbation, for all that begins must also end. It is simply something I do not do, ever in the present.

With that said, I do not and shall not renounce my lust regarding a well-sculpted female body. It does not and shall not cloud my judgement, only aid in my endeavours of fully appreciating and experiencing the womanly form.

Degeneracy may it be, but it is the path I have chosen and I own it.

>>99802

>giving into your animal behavior

>not saving yourself for a godess to have children with

yes goyim, at this rate you will be the perfect docile slaves!

>>99812

I understand that and I struggle with the issue. However, this is it for now. If such an opportunity arises I will not pass it up.

>>99812

>>not saving yourself for a goddess to have children with

Elaborate.

>>99894

Huh? Instead of compromising, one should have the highest standards for their mate and save sex for holy matrimony

I thought that was self explanatory, maybe you thought I was referring to something else?

Humans are more godly than any other creature. If you are infatuated with some sort of 'goddess' entity then if you stay true to yourself, this goddess deity will manifest herself into your life. at that point all you have to do is not accidentally turn her down. make social connections and shit you know?

>>99895

Ah.

That's pretty much what I had in mind already, but I still wanted a confirmation.

>If you are infatuated with some sort of 'goddess' entity then if you stay true to yourself, this goddess deity will manifest herself into your life

You make it sound almost easy. Would this mean resisting all distractions and devaluating oneself with lesser creatures?

>>99896

I suppose so, the buddhists call it balancing all your chakras including the crown chakra opening yourself up directly to the energy of the eternal source, or at least your higher self.

in the west psychologists just call it self actualization

christians of the gnostics kind and those woke in general call it christ consciousness. can also be called god/cosmic consciousness

I could go on and on but reality manifestation is from your subconscious beliefs so you have to convince your self somehow that you are on the right path. only you can see your subjective truth, as a flavor of the absolute truth

chances are, you know on some level already that being degenerate is baad mmkay. otherwise your 'self' can accumulate guild or other sort of negative energies that can get in the way of being 'true to your self' the self being the higher version of you that exists outside of time, the one that chose to incarnate onto this physical realm for whatever purpose accepting the gamble that you will be born with no memories

man the insights come pouring when I'm sleep deprived

>>99897

So to put it plainly, it is about cultivating my own character and reaching for divine ideals.

I'm not sure how to go about that, but I suppose that not stroking my dong every day is a good starting point.

Thanks.

>>99898

well yea, the whole point of life is to experience things to learn from them and then grow.

I mean you don't need to get that deep to figure out that wanking is bad for you

for example, in buddhism everything is about nirvana and samsara. nirvana is anything unique or novel or creative, and samsara is any repetition. reincarnation is the ultimate samsara and breaking free is the ultimate nirvana.

but it comes down to the smallest things, waking up every day, eating over and over, breathing. everything is just cycles

everything until you do something different and creative.

if you can help it you want to stay away from loops and repetition and towards novelty

having a wank is not very novel is it. but if you have to, use your imagination and creativity to do it. watching porn is literally getting off to repetitive motions

also on another note. it makes you a cuck!

you're literally getting off to a women being fucked by another man. CUCK!

there's a million reasons to not have a wank, or at least to not watch porn. I can go on and on

it's degeneracy brainwashing your mind man. who knows what sort of subliminal or predictive programming you are being exposed to

now why one should not have meaningless sex with strangers, that's another can of worms with it's many different reasons

Why don't girls go through the same nofap issues?

>>99928

If men don't fap, they wake up with a mess

everyone has desires though anon, it's just this culture that emasculates men. and these new waves of degeneracy is definitely going to lead to girls to get these nofap issues

tldr: they actually do

>>99925

Saw this and then saw fetish z0ne with a lock over the 0… Advertising Adult fantasy toys. aliens are the cucks.

I pledge two days.

I hope this works.

>>100282

Sometimes this feels hopeless.

I'll have to try harder.

>>77412

Guys, how to get over a succubus for good?

I don't know what to do anymore.

>>100499

How do they know how many times he masturbated if he died?

Never been in this board before. I pledge one week.

>>99925

>now why one should not have meaningless sex with strangers, that's another can of worms with it's many different reasons

Other than the obvious risk of STDs (you don't know who they've been fucking), crazy people and using sexual pleasure as a means to escape your painful existence which only ends up sinking you deeper into that hole (heh), what others can you think of?.

Pledging 1 week of nofap/noporn

Hope i overcome my hedonism one step at a time

>>100661

hedonism is a (flawed) philosophy. even assuming your ego to be hedonistic, might itself be a part of the problem

the desire for pleasure shouldn't be eliminated, but used as a proxy for ambition to allow drive and motivation

also substituting it with the healthiest vice you can find is a good idea

>>100519

well considering the bigger picture, if everyone were whores no one would trust each other especially with regards to intimacy and sex

and when there is no real intimacy parents will never stick together and families will fall apart and then society will be ruined

premarital sex and usury is how you bring the downfall of a society

Let's switch it up a bit

I have lust for knowledge, if I see someone with knowledge that I might not have, then I "shitpost" until I can reel in more knowledge

pledging 1 week of no shitposting. with intention of zero media whatsoever. maybe news.

I RENOUNCE LUST

I choose to channel my energy towards the acquisition of knowledge and a passion for spiritual education. I want to do better things with my time and energy than running around drooling at females.

BRAIN IT'S TIME WE START GETTING SERIOUS ABOUT ENLIGHTENMENT

MY ENERGY WILL NOT BE WASTED WITH WOMEN

IT IS MY WILL

I woke up with mysterious wet spots and stains in my pants

shit sucks

What do

aside from mastering lucid dreaming. that means I should stop smoking weed lol

I literally don't even remember what could have happened in my dreams to cause this… I vaguely remember the last dream I had before waking up though, since I opened my eyes to close my alarm and slept again……. WBTB fail

The amount of effort to fix this is hardly worth the outcome

Maybe I should just fap every so often to avoid this problem………………… I don't think it's even been a week since my last wank jeeze

I have faile many, many times for several years, althought I have never pledged. I even tried to summon a succubus whore but I half assed it. No more now. I am tired of losing my energy to demons and I will not take it anymore. Every time I fap to porn I am disgusted by myself, and I feel like shit. Even when i masturbate without porn I feel it was a waste and that I am weak and cannot follow my true aim in life. I have the dream of being a celibate for years now and mastering my body, emotions, mind and self control. This time I pledge here that I will stop masturbating till august, but if it's possible forever. that would be a bonus. If I manage to succeed til august I will come back and pledge for more, probably forever for real. Worst part is that the more I fap the often I wanna fap, and my fetishes drift into the sicker and sicker territory each time. It's time to stop, ok. This is my pledge. Also I am mgtow monk. (in this pledge is included that I will abstain from sex also, obviously)

pledging 2 weeks. longest time in 8 years tbh

I had a fast planned, but this feels equally important. Think attempting both simultaneously might be too stressful to get shit done?

I may as well, been waking up in the night past days with a strong urge. Today/last night at 4 AM.

So about preserving your loosh and not wasting it, is it advised to perform autofelatio and ejaculate into your own mouth, then swallowing your cum? Assuming you also think about yourself and how much you love yourself at the moment. I guess you won't waste loosh in this way, but sorta give it to yourself? Also cum is quite healthy and has various nutrients. Why waste it or give it to a whore?

Inb4 it's nasty and gay and whatever, fuck off you mundane, who even cares?

Pledging one week.

>when you're cleaning your dick in the laundry tub after fapping to lolis and your neighbour (old man) comes by and sees

Kill me please.

>>101108

Such is the life of mundanes.

Have you learned nothing at all? Fapping is degenerate, especially to porn. Better transmute your sex energy and use it for anything you want. Or at least create a thought form for sex and fuck her instead every night.

>>101044

no it still wastes energy that way. plus the stuff would be digested and then transformed and that takes plenty energy too

>>101142

Thank you for the answer. This answer only solidifies my decision to simply never ejaculate. Except maybe to do some magick or to use the orgasmic energy in the creation of a tulpa/tought form. Maybe when I have a tulpa to fuck with she will keep succubus away at night (and thus preventing wet dreams). I ams till new to all of this, but let's see. Cheers.

Since the last incident I haven't fapped again. I'm going to try and create a thoughtform or attain an actual woman to have sex with and avoid fapping from now on. I will give up if my brain is too fucked up consistently and I need to do some other stuff first to get myself fixed.

>>100983

Same guy reporting in. I haven't ejaculated yet, but I have since looked at hentai/cartoon porn and daydreamed about sex and touched, even stroked my dick. And even tho I have not ejaculated, I consider this quite a failure, so I report back here. I am so consumed with lust, with an inner fire burning inside me that it is not funny anymore. I feel like I am about to burst from all the sex energy. The funniest part is that I am only affected by lust for 2D women. Mundane (real human) woman barely interest me anymore. But everytime I see a hot anime or cartoon chick I lose my shit and get ultra horny. Even looking at the tits of a casually clothed, normal drawing of a toon chick makes me go wild. Meanwhile when I see real women they merely disgust me and I think of them as succubus. One positive thing to this, at least I don't lose my loosh to mundane whores but to thought forms and 2D girls. I will reset and ejaculate tomorrow and then I will pledge again till end of august, which will be still a whole month. The reason is that I want to reset now is not only that I think i failed, but because I want to create a tulpa now for sex and companionship and I want to use the force of two powerful orgasms to power my tulpa with the massive sex energy so that she may become sexual and come to being faster. When she is created and becomes real, I hope to never need masturbation again because I can have sex with her. So now I will cum two times, use the energy to power tulpa and then pledge for a whole month and see what happens. If august ends and my tulpa is still not real and capable to have sex with me, I will fuel her with more orgasmic energy. But for now, pledge from august 1 to september 1 for no fap, no porn and no masturbation.

>>79477

Can you say the source of this animation?

Pledging a week. Masturbating is not hard to avoid if I first manage to avoid sexual thoughts…so instead of "I'm not gonna jerk off" I think rather "I'm gonna think about zero women today" .

Ok I'll give this a go I guess. No harm in trying right. I pledge one week of not sexually pleasuring myself. Starting from 7/1 to 11:59pm on 7/8.

I appear to have attracted some form of sidhe.

Any good reading for strengthening this newly found bond? I'm incredibly fond of this being or entity now. This particular entity has actually been quite helpful to me.

Pledging a week, and might the Powers that Be punish me greatly if I fail.

>>101302

are you in Ireland then? I'm largely unfamiliar with the fairy folk. Is it male or female? Genderless? And does it have a name? And what has it done to be helpful and make you so attached to it?

>>101202

I think you mean July 1st to August 1st correct? And I would suggest you not ejaculate and simply renew your efforts. Not ejaculating despite a well established pattern/habit is a small achievement in my mind and you shouldn't hamper your efforts by masturbating. While this may be a bit late I still think it's better to simply redouble ones efforts in this field rather than start from scratch. Because masturbation is a physical activity that becomes habitual, it's better by to not start over because by doing so you simply alter the habit rather than breaking it completely.also don't give sex energy to thoughtforms/tulpas. That's just an easy way to wreck yourself

>>101313

Yeah sorry I fucked up the dates. I actually mean the whole month of July instead of August. Also I already discarded the idea with the sex-tulpa for it was born out of horniness and was a mere excuse to keep endulding in sex and sex fantasies. I see that the only real path for me to becoming a true monk celibate with 100% self control is to abandon lust altogether and transmute my sex energy into productive and usefull things. So no tulpa, no fap, no porn, no sex and no sex fanatsies. It is going to be a hard month. Already two days in. And btw thanks for your advice, I will keep it in mind for later. But I wonder is never ejaculating actually dangerous for your prostate? All mundanes are yelling that you get prostate cancer if you don't ejaculate like 10 times a month. But from my understand if all is mind, and the universe is a holographic illusion controlled by the mind of the infinite intelligence and our minds only, this should not be true. You will get prostate cancer from believing that you will get it, and you will never get it if you believe you will never get it.

>>101305

Failed. Seeing as how I consistently fail at quitting for one full week I'm going to shoot for 4 days.

>>101425

I that's fine. With masturbation it's the habit that matters. Since there aren't negative side effects to quitting suddenly any desire or urge is purely mental and/or habitual. Some people need to weaken the habit before they break it completely as simply breaking a habit is harder than simply replacing it. Perhaps whenever you feel lustful or aroused instead of pleasuring yourself do a different activity instead. It doesn't really matter what the activity is so long as you do it whenever you feel aroused so that you form a new habit to replace your desire to masturbate.

>>101084

Good. Congratulations on the progress.

>>101186

>raise kundalini, collect male energy until you start buzzing, identify with the male principle

>conjure the female principle, envision her as a warm energy in the shape of a woman

>stand naked in front of each other, size each other up like predators, create a tension or buildup between you two, standing there, think about things you want to do to her, the ways you want to love her, the emotions you'll feel when you do this and that, bask in it, dismiss negative thoughts and focus on positive emotions, everything from passionate loving sex to choking her a little playfully

might do you good. if you do this, its important to reflect on and feel the emotions tied to the things you want to do.

Ah!

>consider her emotions when you share imagery of (healthy) sex

I've found this very helpful in this working.

>>101458

>>101459

>>101460

after doing this its also important to transmute the sexual energy, move it to your stomach for keeping the confidence you felt during the intense exchange of emotions.

its ok to do this while edging.

I had a Brief moment of weakness today and pleasures myself while reading a doujin someone posted. I didn't ejaculate but I still stoked my lust up, I still will make it to Friday and then pledge more time.

>>101484

It is helpful to stay away from sources of erotic stuff. Maybe even stay away from image boards like this at all, if you don't have the self control to stop yourself from reading doujins. Even on fringe here it is dangerous because someone can post erotic pictures which will trigger you and truely test your willpower. If you want to stay save you probably have to keep away for the duration of the pledge

I hearby renounce all deliberate lustful and sexual desires and actions, including masturbation and porn, for 1 week

I channel any excess sexual energy into working on my personal projects

7/6/17-7/13/17

>>101495

I think you're right. I make a second pledge to go until Wednesday the 12. I still have do e better than I have in previous attempts. For myself 5 1/2 days is an achievement.

>>99631

>A lot of teenage girls, like 14, 15, 16, etc. are very attractive

all lust,deeming a girl as "attractive" is..equally Evil.

you areNOT better cause you limit your lust whithin a range

I pledge a renunciation of lust for four (4) weeks, for a period ending on the sixth (6th) of the month of August.

Yesterday I ate something bad so today when I was going to jerk off i started feeling stomach pain and it made me stop, so I was thinking: how about creating a servitor and telling it to make my stomach feel uneasy every time I start masturbating? I think that could work.

I'm going to go outside to the mountain and come up with a servitor for this. Pledging forever

>>100858

Used this for myself, godspeed anon

Pledging one week. If I make it, I'll pledge two more, then four, etc.

Why renounce lust? The only way guys get laid is because they lust after girls also confidence helps

Seems dumb to renounce lust if your a virgin.

>>102582

Only degenerates renounce lust to get laid. This is not really renouncing lust anyway, you are still lusting. Also all the guys here claiming to renounce lust and then fucking tulpas and succubi are just fooling themselves and everyone else here.

One truely renounces lust because of deep understanding and the will to master his life force. Being celibate for the right reasons with the right technique will boost your mental and physical health and give you mass of energy.

You don't do this to fuck tulpas.

You don't do this to get a girl.

You don't do this because you think sex is evil or wrong.

You only do this to harness and transmute the life force and become ubermensch like. This is the original reason and purpose to renounce lust and being celibate. This is why monkhoods did this practice all over the world.

Not becaue you get laid easier or because you think sex is evil.

Therefore it is not dumb to renounce lust if you are a virgin if you truely know why you are doing it and how to do it.

>>86812

I imagine the coach keeping guard on his house so no whores apprach

pledge 1 week. won't see the girl in that time anyways

I have this bizarro world situation where my libido is almost dead, and the only thing that temporarily revives it is fapping. I can easily go weeks to months without doing so, but not if I want to be having sex as well. The deal is that I've never had a single orgasm to the thought of fucking anybody or anything, so only having sex isn't really satisfying for me at all.

>>102630

>BE HONEST

>

>What happens If i dont ejeculate at all for 9 months?

Sexual energy will build up in your animal body and you will have "wet dreams" to release it.

Beyond that not much is going to happen if your a mundane person.

Relapsed for the millionth time into degeneracy this must stop!

In the name of the black sun I hereby start off with a pledge of renouncing lust for a week and see where I go to from there!

Pledging for next friday.

>>102981

Easy fix. Easy way out. The background noise gets tuned out, you have recieved the highest reward nature can give you, release, your purpose, everything is fine.

But its not. You didn't come in a woman, you dont have a stable gf and everything you need to stand on to have that, you have nothing, you're cheating.

If you want to stop this unnatural habit that inhibits you from expressing your true self it is a choice you have to make.

Do you want an easy fix that leaves you dead inside without the drive to accomplish anything that might get you release through sex with women or do you want all the benefits that come with having a confident, healthy sexual lifestyle?

Its more than just "fap or not fap?" its habit and addiction to being lazy and its rooted deep in your ego.

You need to understand the whole process, you need to see what happens to you the days after you've fapped, how low you sink, what you miss out on, you need to understand that it is because you're content in your filth that you dismiss the opportunities that life give you.

How many times have you said no to going outside or been depressive when doing so after fapping?

Is it worth it?

I stopped masturbating to porn.

I renounced the dirty vagina, and I welcome the deathof my bloodline.

Now it's just anime girls form me.

>>102982

bullshit occultist

>>103120

still trapped. You must not watch this degenerate shit and fap to it. Don't you understand at all that it is of utmost imprtance to cultivate your sexual energy which is literally life force? That means you keep all your semen inside your balls and also all your energy inside you FOREVER. No fap, no watching porn, not even hentai or ecchi, not even playing with your dick for a little bit.

It is the only way to evolve to superhuman/godhead.

Renounce it now or be trapped eternally as a weakling

>>103130

Vital energy must be circulated not stopped. Energy needs to do useful work. You got to transmute not suppress.

>>103169

Yep transmute it in your own body, no need to waste it.

>>103164

Don't bother with wet dreams. If you can't do anything about it then just accept it. They will go away after I while. I don't even have them anymore.

When I look how degenerate our society is and how fucked up people are I think evolution will take place but in the negative way, in a degenerate way. We may only get weaker and more stupid while we evolve to endulge in pleasure and comfort even more. This will lead for us to lose our last remains of power and become the ultimate weak slaves.

Why is chasing godhood egoistical? It is the only way to get out of this hell we are currently in, and orgasm is just another trap to keep you in here. When you fail to evolve here you will be lost afterwards. It is not a thing of ego, it is a thing of survival and freeing yourself actually.

Abstinence is surely the answer. It is an ancient teaching that only a few people truely understood. It was the main reason why people would go monk. Forget the false christian picture about sex being evil and being celibate for god. That's nonsense. The true secret is that the more you abstain and cultivate your life energy and the more you let your balls reabsorb semen back into the body, the healthier, stronger, younger and more energized you get. There is no need to waste even one drop of cum or sex energy for pleasure, except it's in a wet dream where you can't do anything about it. The longer you cultivate, the more you transform yourself. You can have balance, sure. Go drink as much coffee as you like, go paly videogames as mucha s you like. Get pleasures elsewhere.

I deeply urge you to try it out for yourself before you judge it. Before you try, you have no room for arguing about it or looking for arguments against it. try it for one WHOLE YEAR. Why so long? Because it takes time to get into it and to start cultivating the energy and feeling the benefits after you lived a life of waste and degeneracy. I am speaking from experience. Try it for one year and then feel the difference. You will know what I mean. But beware, the first two weeks or so are by far the hardest. You will be tortured and you will look for any excuse you get to fall back to pleasure. Stay strong and don't fall for this trap. After two or three weeks you will get more balanced and the wet dreams will stop. It is then when you can truely start to heal yourself and evolve. You have nothing to lose. Have you not had enough mundane pleasures in your life? What difference does it make to sacrifice a year for this glorious endeavor? You will thank me later. Also beware with women. Some claim they and sex with them are benefitial to your energy, but that's not quite true. Sad truth is they will suck your semen and your energy and set you back again, draining you and making you weak and ruining your progress. It's sad but it is how it is.

When you have completed a year I assure you that you will never want to go back. You will be full of power and wisdom and life energy. If you are too weak, start small. Start fapping once a week first, then after some time fap once every two weeks first. Then fap once a month….and then you can go full blown godmode.

>>103185

I must add to this that it is very helpful if you meditate and do physical exercise like weight lifting while you embark on your celibacy journey. It will make it easier to stay away from porn or sex thoughts and you will progress even faster and get way more energy and health. But I think everyone should be lifting and meditating anyway even if they are not celibate

>>103164

Try going for months, a year. You're just weak and aren't seeing the results in the first week so you give up, rationalizing the entire way.

It's just fucking weak; enlightened by your own ignorance. Balance? You don't even know what you mean. What you mean is that no one will throw you off your balance with social pressure for masturbating, and that masturbating numbs your uncomfortable imbalances and weakness', and you ARE thrown off balance and ARE uncomfortable by NOT masturbating. It's pathetic how low your self-awareness and insight into your own psychology is. Casual perception will never do anything for you but maintain the status quo of your existence at best, and sink you low into inadequacy at worse, and utterly ruin you at worst.

You are a lamb and if ever you encounter any of the wolfs of this world, pray that it's not hungry.

I have a bit of accompaniment to the standard 'fasting' though, and that's going at it as much as possible in 1-24 hours, and 1 - 7 days, and in 1 month. It's a neglected topic. If that's what you consider as "the secrets of orgasm" then kudos to you, for this is an unrecognized training method.

The best benefits are gained from doing both.

I hereby, of my own free will and volition, surrender and let go of all sexual desire from now until the rest of the month of August. I transmute any excess sexual energy and desire into purified energy which is of my highest self and focus it upon completion of my necessary tasks as determined by my highest self.

I won't touch my junk that way at all for the rest of the year.

I will keep you updated.

Give yourself a prostate massage, they're not really sexual or rather shouldn't be and even if you get hard its a better way to stimulate bloodyflow than fapping. Squatting in the shower and doing this is very beneficial for health.

>>103708

>just sodomize yourself instead!

No thanks faggot

Legend has it that if you only fap during thunderstorms (and never any other time) and you manage to cum at exactly the loudest and/or brightest burst of lightning, you gain power over electricity. There's thunder all over Ontario. Who here is up for this challenge?

>>81343

underrated post

>>103855

I have a feeling that fapping turns the male body very magnetic or negative energetically by draining the electric fluid. If your body is emptied of electric at the time the atmosphere around you is filled with ionized air and static discharges your body will fill in those wells with what energy is available (thunder and lightning, sound and light)

deleting 3TB of porn.

Pledging 2 months for a start but would like to take it as far as i can go hopefully till I leave this place.

Wish me luck fellow neophytes , and stay strong.

Godspeed!

>>103897

Wow this kind of makes sense, i am very intrigued by your viewpoint , care to mention which book/other media you got this info from.

>>103945

IIH for the electromagnetic theory of the body. That body is always interacting with the environment and the balance of electric to magnetic fluids or energy is what causes us to seek (electric, masculine) or attract (magnetic, feminine). Fapping can leave you drained but if used with visualization of what you want lends to focus your mostly attractive energy (post fap/at the peak of orgasm) toward whatever you visualized.

This can all be done without fapping at all of course and is more effective for those who don't need a spasming muscle to signal it's focus and magic time.

>>103976

Thank you so much for the info.

I did read iih but stopped at the first practical part ,couldn't advance until I mastered it, and have been slacking off ever since.

Time to get back to it I suppose.

Your explanation is appreciated.

>>104069

I wouldn't take iih as THE way but his theory seems to be sound from my experience. Doing martial arts/yoga or a meditative physical activity will help much more gathering and focusing that energy in various points of the body. Best of luck fellow.

I'll pledge three days and get some exercising done.

If I pledge, can I still have sex with my wife?

>>104157

>>104157

>has a wife

>masturbates

über cückold

Hey guys its me >>103944.

its been almost 8 days and its getting hard (pun not intended).

I have been browsing 8ch and 4ch and stumbling upon porn webm threads and sfm webm threads and in general my brother watches porn while im in the room.

How the fuck do I do this?

The only way i can think of is if i leave society all together.

Its next to impossible not to catch a glimpse of this shit while living in society , specially in these times.

Someone help me I don't want to relapse.

I haven't exercised in a month(had a sever case of the flu) , but Im starting today plus meditating.

Any other suggestions are welcome.

I am also thinking of a way to use this lust for something good like "I can only jerk off after every 100 pages of careful reading of occult literature".

Have you guys ever tried anything like this, how did it work out?

Also any direct excerpts to occult information on masturbation will be immensely helpful.

Thank you and send help!

pledging for 1 week

>Pretty easy to not fap in the day

>But wake up at night multiple times incredibly horny and can't help myself

>>105180

>>105180

Does having sex with a succubus count, if so I pledge a month of no fap.

>>105176

>my brother watches porn while im in the room

fucking rednecks

I had no problem stopping fapping, since i only did it when i had hangover.

I still have wet dreams every three to four weeks. So far my energy work hasn't solved the problem. I'm i doing something wrong or can wet be avoided at all?

I pledge to abstain from masturbating for one week

I almost ejaculated to pornography but fortunately, I cold showered today so my lust wasn't that intense and also, I didn't ejaculate. I still masturbated to a high degree of sexual excitement though.

Does the fact that I didn't ejaculate make a difference? Have I reduced the damage?

One month. I pledge one month.

Guys I channeled some powerful loosh and basically I achieved the end-game of all this sex shit but now I just feel burdened and locked down. Probably going to leave everything behind to wander around and focus my energies elsewhere. Women are a distraction from more important matters. I feel like Buddha right now when he left his family.

I pledge 555 hours

>>109405

Lol, something more reasonable, 168 hours

>>105177

I failed.

Pledging another week.>>105177

>>109484

Failed again.

Pledging another week.

>>109497

Failed again. Third time's the charm, pledging a week.

I see so many people pledging and failing. Why do you keep trying the same approach?

Saying "I'm not gonna do X" seems to not be working , so why not try a different method, try saying "I'm gonna jerk off only twice this week", "I'm gonna jerk off only to one porn video", "I'm going to jerk off only on Wednesday 7:00pm" and then go from something much more specific to eventually not jerking off at all

>>109505

Affirmations should be "I will be celibate for x period of time" and include imaginings and visualizations of the celibate life in all its glory.

>>109506

>affirmation

>future tense

Bullshite sissye wizarde

>>109508

That's not future tense. That's an affirmation that is effective immediately and has a duration of a given period of time.

>>109529

>will be

>not future tense

>ctrl-f patikulamanasikara

>nothing

I present the solution to all of your ails.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Patikulamanasikara

We start out easy.

I am pledging 48 hours

>>109529

That's fucking future sense you useless mongoloid.

>>109718

Pledging 72 hours more

Due to being in a LDR phonesex is excluded from this since I deem it purposeful

>>109908

I have broken my pledge

Is it possible to use affirmations to make yourself no longer desire porn at all and to find it disgusting? Something like repeating "Porn is disgusting" over and over for five or ten minutes a day?

>>110069

You could do what buddhist monks do and imagine beautiful women as rotting corpses, that seems to help.

Anyways to the rest of the thread, this is my first time posting on this general. I did nofap when I first started to get into the occult and have experimented with it on and off. I am a young man with an incredibly high sex drive. Even though I found some positive benefits to nofap I found myself getting oppressed by various entities and forces with my nonstop lustful thoughts.

I had a succubus suck my cock dry one night outside of my own free will due to the sheer amount of sexual energy I had built up. This wasn't a good thing, I could feel her mocking me. And I could sense other forces there watching the act happen. She knew I was a slave to these feelings and she was gaining power from me doing nofap.

So what did I do? As soon as I woke up I masturbated in a dark room with a lit candle using sex magick and burned her to a pulp. Her screaming in pain as the fire was charring her flesh only turned me on more. I came to the conclusion that this "energy" a lot of nofappers feel is incredibly dangerous to normies and those who aren't ready for it like me.

I agree with the other left-hand path poster here from last year. Be careful in your celibacy journey, you will draw the attention of many forces. I wasn't ready to deal with them when I started, maybe some day I will try again.

Right now I have a pretty active sex life with my girlfriend. And unfortunately a lot of the benefits I had experienced during nofap seem to be entirely due to semen retention as I haven't "fapped" or looked at porn in months.

>>77412

>masturbation

a better technique is to masturbate as needed, but neither look at porn, nor think about sex with a partner. just stimulate yourself until orgasm.

this might seem awkward and difficult at first, but it gets easier with practice.

once you've trained yourself this way, start weaning yourself from masturbation entirely, now that you've decoupled the act with thoughts of sex with a partner.

also, practice not making eye contact with the gender you're sexually attracted to.

On this day 10/1/2017 I pledge one week.

>>110099

notice the synchronicity of numbers associated with this post.

adds weight to the information.

reminds me of info i heard while a part of a religious cult for a time.

>>110136

baiting

As an anon who advocates ignoring "the synchronicity" especially allowing "numbers on 4chan" to influence you regarding a person's content in their post, I disagree with what this anon is saying. I think they are shilling/baiting, though, of course.

To me, /fringe/ is just a less rapid, more content-focused and information-selective version of /x/ with cooler backgrounds and font.

Although, I've received great wisdom on /x/ of course.

What if the reason I have high lust is because my essence wishes to be coupled and making love 100% of the time?

>>110135

I made it two days and my body couldn't handle it, even as I was fapping I kept telling myself to stop.

The woman's curse has got me strong, but I'll try better next time.

Pledging 40 days starting now

>>110083

>Be careful in your celibacy journey, you will draw the attention of many forces.

This.

Before I knew what magic/occult/nofap was, I practiced celibacy for the hell of it because I saw noticeable improvements in my psyche whenever I went longer than 2 weeks without blowing a load.

I stretched some of these times to 4 or 6 months and seriously crazy shit started happening; everything from beautiful to horrible. Forces definitely took notice.

Not discouraging anyone. Just be prepared.

>>110330

do you even lift?

>>110331

70 pushups

50 squats

150 deadlift

Listen to this every night before bed. Will help.

All this shit does is make me violent/aggressive and moody as all hell. Like some sort of feral beast.

I don't understand.

>>110330

go seek worthless validation somewhere else, you sexy motherfucker.

>>110392

This is a spectrum of emotions you previously didn't have the energy to muster, you are the primal animal and the enlightened spirit.

Pre nofap you were passive in comparison, now you're not, you're more alive than ever, buzzing with energy, you feel stronger and others can tell when looking at you.

This can go two ways, you let it rule you and return to a mellow, passive base where you have no control and nothing to control or you control and guide it and rule the earth you walk.

>>110412

what is this game of thrones?

>>110412

of course, if you are generally not a person who tries to abstain from sexuality or who tries to abstain from lust….there is always of course just simply seeing how life is when you are abstaining from sexuality or abstaining from lust

I pledge for one month.

I hope this goes well.

I'm pledging until the end of the year.

>>77598

you have to use it for other things ,

do something creative

In my lucid dream this night, I felt something bite into my neck. I felt somewhat aroused by the bite. It felt intimate to me. I thought things like "take whatever you want, just let me fuck you" and then I believe I had sex with some kind of computer. I woke up the morning and I released semen all over my boxers.

Now, I feel tired. Practising One Meal a Day just got that little bit harder. For the sake of the high I experienced, my life is now more miserable than it was before. Does this count as masturbation? I wish to not only not masturbate but to also reject indulgence of sexual fantasies in my mind. I pledge one month.

>>111680

From my experience there are two kinds of wet dreams. There's the healthy and normal ones and the "forced" ones. I haven't seen much literautre on that, which is strange, so this is mainly based on my own experience.

In a healthy one you don't release much semen, mostly some kind of liquid. You wake up feeling realeased and mentally rested, though maybe a bit tired physically. The dreams that trigger these are usually realistic scenarios where you feel a connection with a femenine energy. It's a biological thing where you release pressure and can happen up to two times per week. You can avoid or minimize them through testicular breathing and other energy circulation techniques if they get too annoying.

The there are the "forced" ones, where you usually release more semen, like a normal ejacultaion more or less. You wake up tired both physically and mentally and with a feeling of anxiety that could last for some hours or even days. These are triggered by dreams involving fetishes and/or unpleasant things in fucked up scenarios. They are usually caused by negative feelings created by your mind and imbalances in your body. A usual cause is the frustration and self hate that you feel after indulging in unattainable sexual fantasies.

Clearly you experienced the second kind, but it's not a huge problem. It just shows that you need to do something and it looks like you already know the way. Avoiding sexual fantasies is a tough challenge, so don't be harsh with yourself, just be consistent and give it your best shot. While trying to achieve this you'll learn many valuable things about yourself. God will provide you all the strenghth you need as long as you are on the right path.

A healthy sexuality manifests itself mostly through the soul, in an instinctive, subconscious way. In our society, unfortunately, you can see that the opposite is the norm and most poeple manifest sexuality though their mind.

>>111682

Thank you for your input.

What do you mean when you say "God"? Do you mean YHWH? Or The All?

>>111683

I'd say The All, but that's because I'm guessing the kind of attributes you give to one name and the other. I used God because of my background but it's just another name.

>>111684

Alright. Again, thanks for the input.