/fringe/ - Fringe

>>122303

I thought namefagging was banned.

>>122315

Holy shit could you be more of a fag, kys and get off our board kthxbai.

>>122314

that's only enforced if you name the sissy wizard

>>122315

>>>/cow/

>>122326

Someone make a thread for "Epyc Wynn" on /cow/. He's deserved his place in the hall of fame.

>>122327

Not even worth the effort. Ii's just a kid trying to meme but utterly failing in doing so.

The local pseudo-wizards are much more amusing and milkable.

>>122315

>hey stop namefagging

>stop trying to censor me

Your individuality isn't based off of your name, it's based from your energetic signature. The lessons you've learned and the lessons your ancestors learned is what makes up your current self. This knowledge will help anyone trying to manipulate their DNA. DNA is energy.

>>122338

You try to save people and you're stuck to them like dead weight. Telling people they're suffering and there's something wrong with them just contributes to suffering and makes it worse. THINKING this even makes it worse. You're ignoring your own issues and start projecting them meanwhile.

>>122338

>How do I identify the question/lesson

What caused this pain? Putting a square where a circle should be is going to lead to suffering.

>you can't save anyone

You certainly can, the question is whether you want to suffer in their place. Other than that one must let the lessons be learned. The latter is preferable so that the person can better know intuitively the wrong choice. All energy wants to keep it's inertia, blocking it will only cause a person unnecessary or prolonged suffering.

>>122342

>vacuum for each other

My deepest apologies, I'm not sure if it's metaphysical or mundane but apparently my words are coming out all jumbled right now, so please read past the surface and look for the message I'm trying to bring across. I want the best for my tribe, my friends and myself. In that order, ideally.

>>122341

The immune system as cause is only a theory but I'm thinking it's just too much electricity and the immune system is cleaning up. Blaming the guy who just cleans up all the dead bodies for killing them.

… then I read your second post heh heh >>122342

I'm pretty sure white people are of the metal element, which conducts electricity and involves courage and such. Give her hotsauce and vinegar since they relate to the Wood and Fire element. Most hotsauce has vinegar in it. Heat and inflammation helps spread charge around. Salt water is good too, for water retention to help dilute the charge a bit. Best of all I think would be to get her to do something kinetic and fiery. I really can't say it enough, I've probably said it 6x now → Up the fire, play a sport. For her, juggle and bounce a ball against a wall at home. White (metal) people need more organic natural shit in their lives, and fiery intensity. Intensity is good for them. Something pretty natural that is also intense is best. Thus, ball sports. Go until exhaustion. Avoid natural and organic things that are 'soft'. These just turn into more Metal. It's why artists don't get better, generally. Gardening is good. Exercise is good but is kind of artificial usually.

You can deal with the electricity part more directly by avoiding bedding that can hold a charge. Get her to ground herself constantly. Put grounds everywhere. She should do yoga to become more flexible and move naturally.

Flexible thinking → Work with the creative impulse. "Work with the creative impulse" tell her this. USE the creative impulse.

'Fire goes too far' so just get her to throw herself into a pursuit of any sort.

You don't really need to do all of these, just one or two. My vote is for ball sports/hobbies like juggling and soccer, and vinegar/hotsauce mixed in water with whatever spices you have to make it stronger. If she starts feeling exhausted all the time that's probably a good thing; it generally passes and is a sign of reversing something, since she would just be sleeping instead of sitting or standing there exhausted otherwise. You want all that metal to melt.

>>122346

nah your typos don't mean shit. avoid metaphysics like the plague. just be cool and wear robes with stars on 'em and shieeeeet

>>122347

>hotsauce

She's deathly allergic to all peppers, is there an alternative that comes to mind?

She's arctic native (I'm white, to the extent of my knowing) if you could provide elemental perspective in that respect. I would be inclined to assume water.

I'll read the rest of your post shortly and respond more in kind but the hotsauce thing was a priority, thank you.

>>122349

I'm pretty sure mongoloid ancestry is Earth. It's all some heavy shit regardless. Her occupation was heavily Metal regardless. Courage and such. Fun is prescribed. Get her some action packed video games if she has a lot of down time. Can't jam n' slam on the court all hours of the day.

>>122363

Meditate and practice your visualization skills with >>122312 , that shit stays with you. ADHD isn't a disease it's an atrophied attention span. Do what's in the second half here >>122304 (reading and fitness, but mostly the reading).

>>122367

I don't tell people they're suffering, they say they're suffering and there's something wrong with them and I insult them to agitate their dead weight shit then tell them to do some shit for its positive benefits like I tell everyone to. Telling people to do something because of its positive benefits is different than telling people to do something to reduce the negative effects or symptoms of something.

>>122369

*more than equally

>>122368

ADHD isn't atrophied attention span. It's pretty metal, as it's called, the difference is that people with ADHD are saving energy for things more important to them. Get one of them to talk about something they like and they'll talk forever. It's an over diagnosed thing. Asperger's is even more metal.

https://www.datapacrat.com/Opinion/Reciprocality/add.html

>>120477

Is this guy around? What's above the prickly metallic taste.

>>122377

S/he's right though.

Some of the best pilots have "ADHD". Turns out if your attention stays locked on one dial for too long, you tend to crash in the flight sim.

Autists are going to rebuild this world. I thank God from the depths of my heart that somewhere out there there's an autistic savant glassblower, and an autistic blacksmith, and an autistic cobbler, because those crafts are being preserved in only a handful of individuals who will have to absolutely master them to be able to pass them on when the time comes where their gift will be recognized and respected.

One can only assume your vitriolic reaction comes from a lifetime of being bullied for your diagnosis. Your gift isn't what you think it is, but when it manifests, I'm sure you'll add value to this world.

>>122380

~Epyc Wynn

>>122381

~Epyc Metal Wynn

>>122379

He's intentionally trying to annoy people. Ignore him.

>>122384

~Epyc Wynn

>>122383

I see that now. I thought he was doubleposting to "sign" his posts all the time because he's retarded, but now I realize it's because he knows people filter him and is abusing the system.

>>122366

I felt this was wise. thank you.

I need help. I feel trapped in all meanings of the word. I'm struggling to improve and I feel severely incompatible with this reality which is both a very good thing but also extremely painful. There is a sense of hope and knowing that everything will be great, but simultaneously there is a sense of overwhelming hopelessness. What should I do?

i cant stop looshing others, ehlp

>>122416

what if i told you that it's impossible to "loosh" other people and when you attempt to "loosh" other people you in reality just feed your "loosh" to astral parasites

>>122417

Some humans are so parasite-ridden that their body mostly exists as a vessel for the parasite to control, so the two aren't necessarily as separate as one might think.

You are technically correct, of course, just a point of clarity to help the anon out.

>>122417

what if i told u that ur gey

>>122420

~Epyc Wynn

>>122374

It's not Metal. It's Wood if anything. You think I'm saying it's 'Metal as fuck' or some shit?

>>122424

Misunderstanding of what autism is.

>>122385

I just saw it in the 5 element perspective to be honest. Bland = Earth or no/all elements, Salty = Water, Sour/Acidic = Wood, Metallic/Prickly = Metal, and I was thinking that they would say "Burning bitterness" next for Fire, or maybe Sweet for Earth. Metallic/Prickly could be Fire though.

http://www.acupuncture.com/newsletters/m_may10/tongue%20inspection.htm

Tip of tongue is Fire, just outside it is Metal. Sides of tongue are Wood. Center is Earth. Back of tongue is Water. A heavy tongue tip might mean more metal than fire. Yin Wood left tongue = Mental work vs Physical work = Yang Wood right tongue.

>>122425

You're talking about multiple different things. ADHD =/= autism =/= ass burgers =/= craftsman.

If we use the pilots as examples, then that 'ADHD' is most likely Wood.

>>122412

>>122312 >>122304

Try working out for 4 minutes every 2 hours. Push ups, sit ups, squats, reverse plank and bridge. Stretch for 4 minutes every 2 hours as well. So every hour you either workout or stretch for 4 minutes.

Read for 4 minutes every hour. Place that time in between working out or stretching. This way you're doing something productive every 30 minutes.

Example:

>2:00 workout

>2:30 read

>3:00 stretch

>3:30 read

>4:00 workout

etc

Do this for a month then double the time to 8 minutes. Don't double the time before that, just stick to it. Start the routine 2 hours after waking up and end it 2 hours before going to sleep. Don't sacrifice this schedule for something else, sacrifice whatever it is for this schedule (unless they're obligations such as a job of course).

Eat some onion and start sniffing eucalyptus oil if you have any; sniffing strong onions works. This will help get rid of parasites and build your tolerance for stress.

>>122427

Again, misunderstanding. ADHD would be mostly metal and a little bit of water and Asperger's 60:40 Metal:Earth. Asperger's is an entire classification of it's own so it encompasses more than one metal trait. Think simply, first impression is enough. Rejection of metaphysics would be the logical conclusion for this mindset. A lack of trust, too.

http://paulcooijmans.com/asperger/

>>122428

Autism > Water

Aspergers > Wood

ADHD > Fire

I'm changing my opinion on the pilot.

Earth relates to trust, relates to what a mother confers, whilst Metal is what a father confers. Ever heard of the "terrible two's"? Wood. Around two years old children turn into minor tyrants, full of rage and defiance. Wood relates to the first stage of human development. Fire and Metal relate to language. Water fucks them both. Wood is fucked by them, thus there's no defense for wood from language, thus they learn a language just fine whilst Autists learn language later. Metal is related to intelligence. Wood and Fire have higher associative horizons but aren't intelligent. Wood is considered the genius element, if it can be harnessed and balanced right.

>>122428

People with autism have brain structures closer to neurotypical individuals and people with ass hamburgers have very different brain structures yet they're more like neurotypical individuals than autists, but both of them are far different than an individual with angus beef brain.

You read the website you sent me with a very fucking heavy bias. I'm guessing that you're metal and everyone is metal to you out of some skydaddy instinct or spiritualist belief. "It's the chromatic spectrum of metalloids!" nah faggot they're just something else. Human beings are all considered Earth, maybe it's all a mineral disorder then? Different lipids I suppose? Gotta get that polyunsaturated or whatever the fuck it is. Lipids like the shit cell membranes are made of. Perhaps we're all a sort of cellular membrane and we should be studying what type of membrane people are? The character of cell pores and how they function in different individuals?

In any case it doesn't make sense to tie neurodivergence to metal; metal affects the nervous system as it affects wood, pruning and bending it, or chopping shit up. Angus leads to schizophrenia and high intelligence prevents this -> in other words, wood is windy shit and metal keeps that bitch in line.

Beefstacks then is unhindered sympathetic nervous growth. This would make them great athletes I guess. Autists possibly have unhindered parasympathetic growth/sympathetic inhibition, based on what I know of water and autists.

>>122431

Here's some more information for you to crunch through. Maybe it'll clear the picture.

http://rdos.net/eng/asperger.htm

And also on the case of intelligence:

http://prometheussociety.org/wp/articles/the-outsiders/

You're right that I rely very, very heavily on intuition. Makes me more feminine than I'd like to be.

Rolled 10, 3, 2 = 15 (3d12)

ROLL THE DICE

Here's some fucking dic– wood for you. This is the angus in your anus with my name carved into it.

Rolled 4, 8, 6 = 18 (3d12)

>>122433

Are you even reading these you fuck. The first link you sent me says that people with Beefcheeks have low or average IQ, and the third is about people with high IQ. Fucker you should just look into how elements interact with each other because you have a simplistic fucking view of them. Wood needs to be pruned and made efficient and directed upward, metal needs fire to be turned into something useful, earth needs to be cultivated, fire needs to stay within its boundaries and not burn up all its fuel at once, water needs to also be given boundaries and absorbed into a system rather than dissipate into the void and space. Read some Bazi while you're at it, that'll inform your opinion.

>>122439

>and maintain a steady intake of caffeine

what the fuck kind of advice is this

and why wont my filter stay working

Rolled 4, 11, 9 = 24 (3d12)

CAFFEINE MAKE THE LIVER HICKORY DICKORY DOCK TILL THE CLOCK RUNS THE BLOCK.

All stomach issues can be avoided by being a yanger who slaps himself awake every morning and fucks ghosts all night like a TRUE LAR– WIZARD

Using the method of placing what you want in your past/changing your memories. How would one go about changing a medical condition? For example if someone gets a leg trauma and has to limp or else he feels pain. How would that person change it? Wouldn't all the memories of feeling that leg pain conflict with it, or would they resolve?

Only way you're resolving that shit is by taking the yang pill amigo. That's what exercise does you know? It forces you to confront your past and overcome it you know? Much more effective than LARP I assure you.

It is true that there are individuals that can overcome injury through their mind, but you would have to spend years to develop this skill and it would be part of a larger yet more focused path of study and practice. Qi Gong for instance would lead to you learning how to do this, yet it's not the most direct nor efficient, but once learned can be done all the time even whilst doing other things. In this way you can heal your body while living your life or deepening your knowledge of other aspects of Qi Gong through meditation.

Your best bet is the Yang Pill I'm afraid. Get your bitch ass out of your chair and start working out. You'll feel fine after a couple months I'm guessing, if you stick to the 4 minutes every 2 hours. I'll be modifying the formula at some point to include stretching. Medicine has to improve after-all.

>>122427

>start sniffing eucalyptus oil

I've been doing this for around a month now for other reasons, can you elaborate on why you listed it? I know onion is connected to testosterone and ogres, what's the eucalyptus for?

>>122430

Do you have any knowledge of BaZi? I rigged up a chart a while ago with a free calculator online, but it's a bit impenetrable to me, I've been learning western astrology instead. Still interested in the elemental breakdowns though.

I'd be willing to share the chart on here cuz frankly if any tardlets want to hex themselves trying to play stupid games they're welcome to.

>>122473

>>122479

I've personally haven't had success with this but u can try the JOS method.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Past_Life_Meditation.html

>>122477

Yes I know Bazi. I've studied and meditated on it for possibly a year now.

>>122476

Kill brain/lung parasites. Relax and expand the lungs.

>>122427

thank you this is good advice.

>>122439

>Go for routine daily walks, stay hydrated,

okay sorta good, can't always do but seems nice

>and maintain a steady intake of caffeine;

might not be the best for me. I don't do that well with caffeine

>I recommend Starbucks frappucinos.

I can't justify paying for overpriced coffee and funding liberal globalists

>Join some Discord servers on things that interest you and gradually build your connections across numerous Discords and consider posting regularly on IGN's forums, which are the best known forums on the Internet (excluding imageboards like 8chan).

I'm not sure this is a good idea. Discord datamines the everfuckingfuck out of everyone who uses it and IGN forums are way too mainstream for my liking, but hey if they're good they're good. I never been on IGN forums to the best of my knowledge.

>When you've gradually cemented all those practices or similar practices into your daily routine, start fast walking or running (running can burn you out if you aren't used to it so you should fast walk at first) and also do morning stretches when you first get out of bed.

seems nice

>I'll note: I would never preach to you what I do not already practice. If you want results, I've just given you a starting place.

cool

>As for if you want inspiration: browse DeviantArt, browse Crunchyroll's animes, and browse political and philosophical pages on Wikipedia.

deviant art doesn't seem right, crunchyroll has had some okay stuff in the past. wikipedia isn't exactly inspiring.

>That should all be a decent start. Also consider creating imaginary characters to roleplay with and use as acting personas to communicate with and through, as this can be therapeutic, great for testing social interactions, and fill a gap in socialization if you're forced to be alone for long periods of time.

lel

well it's some okay advice so I appreciate that.

>>122463

2+2=4

>>122473

>that image

last thing is combining the spiritual and the "matter"

the matter of this reality, this reality isn't even the real reality. if you are trying to combine your soul with a reality which is not real then your anchoring yourself into a bad place.

>>122485

Yeah no problem. If you start losing motivation, remember that it's about dedication not motivation.

>>122477

Personally, I don't even like chinese fortune cookies. You have to attack it from every angle and defend it from every angle in every possible scenario at every possible location. At some point you just want a fucking upgrade. Zi Wei Dou Shu is more complicated but less open ended than BaZi from what I can tell, but I haven't gotten deep into it. The best possible way to be good at fortune telling/ birth chart interpretations is to be good at abstract puzzles and Guess Who?

>>122488

Bullshit. If I torture you for the sake of your enlightenment, whilst teaching you the deeper philosophies, and all about matter and its affects on the soul and the soul's on matter… will your flesh begin to glow and reconstruct itself? Will you break out of your chains? Will you all of a sudden be filled with happiness as the saw digs in deeper? As the nails are driven in under your nails? No. There have been Stoics, some irreligious or physically minded rather than metaphysically, who have braved torture with a smile on their faces. Does this make them godly? It means that they are strong, with a great fortitude afforded to them by their own self-control. It means that they did not spoil their bodies nor mind. They did not answer to their cellular impulses, but through the overall structure of their bodies conduit thou will, made thyself tenacious and courageous, and what else they desired and had the will for. Ungodly men, atheists, have this sort of power just as well as theists. The most materialist have this power just as well as the most spiritual.

It is true that we have power over matter, but matter is not unreal. If it were unreal, we would have no power over it. What's real about it can be observed by our power over it. This does not mean it is the limit of our power, but only that what we exerted is satisfactory enough for the specific result that is witnessed. You believe that it is unreal ONLY BECAUSE you have no power over it, when you try to telekinetically move things or bend human will by just your mental effort alone, you feel the paralytic pain of your brain preventing you from moving your body to do it or to prevent a vessel bursting for exerting yourself in such a random and counter-intuitive way (from a biological perspective) and the suffering with the failure compounds into this belief that the world is unreal. It is because you feel you have no power over your body, your energy, your focus, because you waste your power on meaningless exercises and impossible tasks, that you feel the world is unreal.

This is the pitiless state of the LARP wizard.

>>122490

~Epyc Wynn

>>122493

fuk u

>>122490

Just because someone has a huge amount of willpower and pain tolerance and percieved mastery of "false reality" doesn't mean that you're any more spiritual or better than everyone else, or even doing the right thing. This is akin to a rich man stating that he is more powerful and better than everyone else because he can get anything he wants with money. He has a great degree of control over this matrix, the physical world- but he is lesser than a baby in true power or wisdom. Why become a master of a mountain of shit if all you get out of it is crap? Those who embrace the mountain of shit and are sustained by it never see beyond it.

>>122499

"False reality"

"Isn't real"

Not everything about it is real, but it is real. The literal matter of it for one. If you want to talk about what about it isn't real then go ahead. Many things are political and deceptive in their nature. But as a final step it is akin to turning your mind to the world and becoming knowledgeable and part of it in a worldly sense.

Alchemy is a great thing, except that it's loaded with shit that needs to go through its own alchemy. Calcination. Going through the trial by fire. Too much spiritual dogma of sorts. Shit needs to get hacked and co-opted for some yang pill action.

>>122500

How do I take the "yang pill"?

~epoch whine

>>122503

You stop being a pre-pubescent girl and take the 'Angsty Teen' strength Yang Pill:

>>122362

In a new formula you'll be stretching for strength as well.

I went to /pol/ and it was terrible.

It's dead. Full of disgusting fucks with mental illness and sub 100 IQ.

>>122500

that wasn't a very convincing argument tbh.

oh look the epyc wynn cancer is back and brought his gay lover the "Yangu Pillu" faggot.

HEY KIDS LISTEN UP OKAY MAGIC ISN'T REAL

YOU NEED TO BE A REAL LARPE- YANGU BANGU LIKE ME AND TAKE LE YANG PILL WORK OUT ALL DAY OF COURSE "I" DON'T DO THAT BUTT FUCKK U KID OKAY NOW YOU SLAP YOUR ASS EVERY DAY WHEN YOU WAKE UP UNTIL YOUR DICK GETS ROCK HARD AND THEN DO PUSHUPS USING YOUR DICK AND ROTATE UNTI YOU FUCK THE EARTH AND YANGU BANGU

~Yangu Bangu

>>122530

BASED AND FASHY

~Yang Wynn

>>122525

>he mad?

<he mad

Oh boi, u mad.

>>122538

magic isn't real kid take the yangu pillu

~Yangu Wynn

It might be a good idea to unsticky this question thread and start another one. It seems like it's turned into off-topic general.

>>122529

But I took the angsty teen strength yang pill just yesterday. I woke up sore.

IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS ON HOW TO FUCK THE EARTH JUST ASK ME I'LL HELP YOU OUT KID JUST SEND ME YOUR PARENTS CREDIT CARD INFORMATION. YOU WANNA BE BUCK, RIGHT KIDDO ???

>>122578

The only thing sore is your ass from all the dick you get in it. Your shit is lame kid, biddly biddly diddly.

~Epyc Wynn

>>122579

Somebody can't handle a poster with actual information to share and a genuinely entertaining presentation.

So I guess this is just /b/ now, is it?

>>122523

An argument for what? The last step of alchemy?

What? You want me to calcinate you by dropping some fire shit and WOEK U UP NIGGI???

>>122435

>>122433

I wanted to keep talking about this if you are still around.

>>122608

Nah there's some good discussion and info in here.

>>122555

No point in sinking a ship because there's a few stowaways.

Non-whites aren't human. Neither are psychopaths or normies. Actual humans are a rare breed. This is the truth and deep down you know it.

what would happen if we took all the highest IQ people in the entire world and sent them to live in their own country?

>>122634

It would be extremely painful.

>>122643

no problem

>>122619

I would be fascinated if I could open a window through the keyboard to see into the life of the thing that types all of this.

>>122658

You'd see a loser. :,(

Doesn't matter what you see, as long as you're going in the right direction with growing momentum and speed.

LOOK AROUND YOU, YOUR PARENT'S BASEMENT. SEE THE DISGUSTING ROTTING MATTRESS YOU SLEEP ON, THE MOLD ON THE WALLS, THE PISS BOTTLE BY YOUR DESK. SMELL THE FETID AIR AND GAG.

Now go workout niggi.

>>122660

~Yangu Wynn

>>122665

fuk u

>>122619

>I wanted to keep talking about this if you are still around.

I've already posted all the information that's needed, it's up to you to decide if I'm retarded. I don't bother trying to explain things, the picture is already set. It's a difference in the limbic system.

>>122669

I would rather hear your interpretation since what you linked doesn't mirror what you interpreted from it.

>>122669

Also, we were talking about elements if you have forgotten.

>>122683

Don't you melonhead retards have containment boards?

>>122683

By time preference, do you mean the value someone gives their time? Normal being low value, ADHD being high value? What I've read about Dopamine is that it's the encouragement chemical of sorts, rather than pleasure.

All in all what you're describing isn't unfamiliar. I've seen Neanderthal DNA tied to ADHD, Aspergers, Autism, IQ, creativity, strength, Aryans, and civilization generating attributes before. My moral issue (classic sense of the word) with it is the glaring weak points of ADHD that are constantly exposed and result in lost opportunities and growth. It's a matter of developing the necessary qualities for life. This involves splitting your attention a bit and developing a bit more roundedly. Not so much as to compromise your strengths, but enough to build endurance and adaptability. These people who place a high value on their time also tend towards depressions and WASTING their time, or neglecting easy opportunities to utilize their time wisely. A tree needs strong roots.

Not all who have 'ADHD' are alike. Some are highly successful, others do nothing with their life and their free time is wasted. Gushing about something you're interested in doesn't mean you even have a strong grasp of what you're talking about, because most often those same people can't tell what's trash and useless, and what's meaningful to keep, protect and build off of.

Case in point: The anon I was responding to "can't do anything" without cannabis. The solution isn't to find some tight rope to climb across, FOLLOW YOUR DREEAAAAAMMM ~~. The solution is to dig deeper and peel back the layers of your mind through constant struggle and the overcoming of obstacles (internal and external). Fire stays at the surface, and demands to be stimulated. When highly stimulated, it consumes the source of stimulation as fuel. This is why I call ADHD of the Fire element. Electricity is conducted by Metal, which may be why you think people with ADHD are Metal types, but Metal types don't feel this electricity like Fire types ARE polarized electric fields. What would be more true, I believe, is to say that ADHD is Fire and ADD is raw Metal. People have to learn how to tolerate boredom and not let their boredom threshold determine their self-realization, self-actuation and the fulfillment of their potential.

>>122685

gtfo /fringe/

>>122688

>>122312

CAN U EVEN CAD?

>>122685

By time preference I mean the survival strategy employed. 'Have the cookie now or wait until I come back with two cookies' kind of thing. I'm embarrassed. I should've said ADD from the beginning. Most people don't differentiate the two. Do you mind explaining to me why Asperger's would be wood?

>>122684

>>122688

t. saps

>>122690

autist

>>122690

I'm watching Battle Creek right now, and if you have 30 minutes and Netflix, check it out. The FBI agent going to the small town is Metal, the native detective rough around the edges guy is Wood. Metal types… clean, polished, trim, symmetrical. Wood types… rough, dirty, loose, asymmetrical. Wood is tied with internal pressure and anger. Metal is not, though is forceful.

>>122634

It's already been done, we live in Israel

>>122712

newfig lol

>>122708

I love you in a homosexual way because you're a total faggot. But I love that about you.

>>122705

>Redefining words or using alternative definitions not recognized by people at large is a bullshit manipulative postmodernist tactic used to subvert basic discussion and debate in order to obtain the illusion of victory and self-importance.

So why do you do it, considering that's a fucking etymological dictionary, you sun-obscuring colossal retard?

>Magic is real

No shit, but you're incapable of recognizing reality when it cockslaps you in the face.

>variant meme

He is, and trapgirls are better fapbait than Admiral Akbar.

>white people

"white" is not "White". Half-breeds have a place in society too.

The labor caste is not the priest caste. Self-development is required to upgrade in caste, and that goes beyond racial predisposition.

>muh self improvement is difficult

No shit, that's why you stay low caste until you develop the capacity for self-improvement. You gotta giveme to get gimmies.

<saging a stickied thread

Niggers.

>>122703

No, I'm spartycus!

What's good fringe?

How do I get a undead ghost gf? My perfect waifu is a spirit gf so how do I get about finding one and having a relationship with her? No tulpa bullshit and no succubus somming for one night pls

>>122726

I like to live life on the edge.

~Epych Pynn

>>122743

never stop posting here, keep exposing these frauds and punish them with great justice

hail epyc wynn

>>122743

It pains me because of what has become of fringe. Not only did it die completely but it was revived into a grotesque zombie by a few meme-wielding clowns. I already thought it was sad to look at before but now it's unbearbale.

However I specifically asked for a undead girl instead of a tulpa of my creation. I already got two tulpas who are doing their job, but I guess none of them can be my waifu and that's alright. I really want an actual ghost. Do I need to use one of those spirit boxes? Do I need to break into graveyards at night? It is hard enough to find any random undead ghost, but especially a female who will be your gf seems like a herculean task. But I am willing to go down that road. Any help is appreciated, still no tulpas or succubus tho.

How can I get literal translations of the bibles of major religions, ancient and contemporary? For example, I read that the vedas are a whole library (I think it was hundreds) of books. I want to read the actual stuff, with no commentary or editorializing, and I guess some of you must have had the same idea so, is there a source for downloading those?

>>122746

Go to a graveyard, strip naked, light four black candles in the four cardinal directions and put a mirror on the ground, attach a suction cup dildo and ride it until you cum from anal alone.

Use coconut lube! This is the most important part. It won't work if you use anything other than pure cold pressed coconut oil. The stuff that's solid at room temperature (you can warm it between your hands or asscheeks)

Now read the name of the girl on the tombstone out loud, then read it again backwards. Do this three times.

Now you have an undead waifu. Be careful though! She'll need your cum energy or she'll start to lose her etheric form, so make sure to repeat the ritual every full and new moon (of course now she's with you, so you can ride the dildo at home; the coconut oil is still a necessity however). If you ever feel her fading away, slap your face with the dildo you rode while shouting out "I DO BELIEVE IN FAIRIES! I DO, I DO, I DO BELIEVE IN FAIRIES!". This should bring you the results you crave.

>>122764

http://learnsanskrit.org

Start here.

>>122746

People have said that about fringe from day 1.

>>122743

Tulpas are a boring sport.

The real challenge is to find magick that physically manifests.

>>122818

Nevermind I already changed my mind. I saw a very spooky horror movie about undead ghosts. If it goes like this then I pass.

Somewhere out there my perfect waifu still waits for me. Maybe she is a vampire…gwgwwwwwwww

>>122782

genuine occultists like you are hard to come by

If everything is presence, you and other people are just manifestations of the one presence. Why would there be any reason to honor any social agreements or respect anyone's freewill?

>>122825

'Because that's wrong.'

>>122825

Ah my bad, I wasn't very clear – Because I'm not other people and neither are you.

>>122828

Why can I break an inanimate object or step on bugs with no implied spiritual degradation. Yet harming people is off limits? Argue in the paradigm that all is presence please

>>122825

Trade.

>>122825

Because you gain the benefit of getting the same treatment in return.

>>122830

Speak for yourself dude. I find a spider on my clothes, I help her find her way to greener pastures. Bee lands on me, I make sure he doesn't get trapped in my clothes and let him rest. I speak softly and thank the pickle jar for opening with me, and the door for latching soundly.

You get out of the world what you put into it. Better hope no giants come into your neighborhood, boiiiiiiiii.

>>122846

What he said.

>>122850

we are talking about animals way smaller and less noticeable than that, you hypocrite.

>>122858

How do the positions of the frontal lobe and the occipital lobe affect literally anything? What are you talking about?

>>122858

I know what you're trying to say. As far as any physical inversion is concerned, I can't provide an answer, but the unconscious mind's mirroring is a well-known phenomena and why backmasking works.

Basically all I can tell you is it's relatively easy to manipulate this: Writing mirrored is a very rewarding practice (albeit a bit difficult to get into), phrasing sentences as pseudo-palindromes ("Understanding without knowledge beats knowledge without understanding" reads the same way front and back). Practicing spelling words backwards, confirming a sentence means roughly the same thing in reverse as it does forward, etc.

All of these practices manipulate what you're describing, though I'm describing the practical level and not the physical level.

Anecdote-tier, but I believe you'll appreciate this:

My dreams and visions for some time have been getting quite explicit about direction to point themselves out to my conscious mind. For example: "Hand me your left hand" or "this door is hinged on the right side, see?". It's quite blatant about being a mirror ("left hand" gets right, right-hinges are on the left), and that's the point. I imagine this is somewhat similar to what you've experienced and are describing.

>>122852

Once you get smaller than the animals I'm describing, they're almost impossible to kill by accident because of the square-cube law. You won't kill a chigger by stepping on it (and besides, a chigger is a parasite, so the "rules" are different, at least in my book).

I answered your question, if your pussy hurts cuz it's not the answer you wanted, suck it up buttercup.

>>122865

>mirroring

In fact, if you want an exercise that will really fuck with your brain (but not with your mind, necessarily), here's all you do:

Choose an asymmetric object, something with a pattern that is obviously not the same on one side as the other. I used a carving that was one color on each side. For me it was an item I'm quite attached to, that may have been important.

Now go sit in front of a mirror (you could pull a chair in the bathroom to get comfortable if you don't have a full length one elsewhere) and have a conversation with yourself. During the conversation, hold the object up in front of the mirror and show it off to yourself. Look at both your version and the mirror's version, examine it, turn it over, turn it around, take careful note of where your finger placement is vs the reflection's finger placement.

What this exercise is preying upon is your body's reptilian brain and its inability to distinguish the reflection from another being of your species. The mammalian brain recognizes it as yourself, but closer to the brainstem, flight or fight goes off. So by forcing the reptile to really figure it out and go "huh, it has the same thingie that I have, and it does the exact same stuff I do", it gets the lizard-lizard brain interfacing with the higher level functions.

>>122850

You don't gain the benefit of having the same treatment in return. That's illogical.

>>122850

ALL THESE FUCKING GIANT IMMIGRANTS ARE RUINING MY FUCKING WHEAT FIEL–

THEY JUST SHAT ON MY BARN. THESE FUCKING FOURTY FOOT NIGGERS TOOK A HORSE SIZED SHIT, ON MY FUCKING HORSE STABLES.

'SOMEONE NEEDS TO BUILD A BIG, BEAUTIFUL FUCKING WALL.'

>>122858

Yes. Our brain looks at the back of the brain to see what's in front of us. Our eyes see an inverted image of the world that is then inverted in the brain to set it right up. Read some fucking neuroscience ffs.

FRINGE + NEUROSCIENCE = <3

>>122864

braincel

>>122882

I hope you worked your way up to the fast over the last couple of weeks.

Drink a fuckload of water. If ur drinking coffee too drink a metric fuckton of water.

no fap is fine but you should break it every month or two.

If you're feeling down, meditate and be at peace with your downyness.

>>122913

dont drink le cool aide-

solipsism ascended

>>122915

>>122915

Thank you.

How can I descend?

how do i get my dream girl to

>>122923

to what?

>>122924

appear in my dream more. she's fairly rare and i can never remember what we talk about

>>122867

If you think "illogical" is a valid argument in this field, you've got a ways to go yet.

>>122872

Big wall for big bois.

>>122882

Coffee encourages peristalsis. It could help clear out your intestines faster, once you're empty though it's probably not going to have much of an effect. A large portion of /fringe/ is anti-caffeine but different people handle coffee different ways, about 10% of people have a specific gene that means they can drink tons more without much effect so you're probably one of them if it's not bothering you.

TL;DR: Your practice is your own, some schmuck online doesn't know your body better than you do. Does it feel like it's fucking you up? Stop. Feels fine? Do it up.

As far as cumming goes basically less is more, you're not going to ruin everything by jerking off just only do it once or twice in a day tops and take breaks between days and don't do it to fucked up weird porn that makes you feel guilty after you're done. As long as you still feel good afterward, it's pretty much fine.

>>122913

Maybe we'd stop watching you if you'd stop jerking off so loudly in the middle of the night. It's hard to look away when you do that one weird thing though.

>>122930

>about 10% of people have a specific gene that means they can drink tons more without much effect

Obviously some percentage has a gene that makes them not handle caffeine at all since half a cup of coffee raises my blood pressure so high that I get heart palpitations.

>>122933

THATS JUST WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U GO SUPER SAIYAN BRO

>>122926

She's an ideal and you're trying to worship her. Stop it.

Improve yourself first and you might start seeing her more often, but be prepared to see her in an underwhelming light.

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Why is depression/suicide a meme now? Is someone trying to use meme magic to make people kill themselves?

How does a mundane resist suicidal thoughts when even memes are forcing those thoughts into one's mind from the outside?

>>122983

It's because depressing shit is being spread all over the place. No matter where you go: Alt-righters, mgtows, truthers, occultists and whatever all talking about shtf, illuminati, archon, feminist, the elite, anti-whites, anti-males etc etc. the world already sucks ass but with all the depression, negative thinking and black pills being spread everywhere there is no hope. It's too much for the psyche to handle. People see no future and no hope. They are alone, have no cummunity and no goals.

But then again, it's true isn't it? This world is insane and it's going to hell fast. There is no future..why would I live? Why would I fight? What for, just to suffer more and die anyway?

>>122985

Good post.

I've been thinking about this myself lately, it seems like all aspects of "resistance movements" are filled with black pills, and are devoid of all hope.

I mean, look at how Hitler got Germany to rise up again the entire world, he did it by putting emphasis on the positive qualities of the German people.

NEVER focus on the negative, it'll destroy your spirit.

>>122986

It's true. Good example with Hitler. But I doubt if something like this is possible today. People realize that the world, society and the government are not on their side, in fact they are their "enemies". What positive aspects are you going to bring to stop someone from suicide once he has taken the red/black pill or learned about anti-natalism and nihilism? Those philosophies make a lot of sense and are hard to counter. In addition all the spiritual knowledge about the afterlife, the astral planes, supposedly immortal consciousness and that all is nothing, an illusion, a matrix, void and not real anyway…that doesn't help either. Now people not only have a hellish shithole that they wanna escape but they have good promise for the afterlife. Astral planes sounds so much better than this, and all is an illusion anyway. It doesnt even matter if I suicide because all is maya and I don't even exist, right? Once one realized how shit this world is and that hell and reincarnation are not real, no positivity will help. Personally I have yet to hear a single valid reason for not killing oneself except for "you gotta stay here and suffer more because we say so and we don't wanna be left alone here, its scary for our ego and our comfort-safe-zone bubble"

I'm a little confused as regards astral projection and OBEs and their ilk. Some people say that to project is to simply imagine yourself somewhere else. Robert Bruce says that the goal is to trigger an OBE and travel that way. I can accept that these might result in different degrees of projection but I'm having trouble discerning the first from fantasy and I've got trouble entering a trance state in the second technique. Is it a case that when I imagine a moving around a dark city that I am actually astral travelling? I've been doing that sort of thing since I was a kid. I don't have a frame of reference to work with. Nor do I have any way of telling whether I'm chatting to my imagination or a denizen of the astral.

I've managed an OBE though. It was only my arms that got out of my body and my vision got screwed up (half looking into an astral plane and half looking into RL). I find that I typically skip the trance phase when I go to sleep though. I can't maintain the feeling of dozing off long enough to use a rope technique or anything like that.

>>122994

Only bullshit occultists would call daydreaming and fantasy "astral projections". Everyone who isn't a fucking charlatan knows that an OBE is the real deal, and even then you gotta aim to not to lose consciousness and be plagued by dreamlike scenarios during the OBE.

Know this and don't falter.

>>122996

Nod really. You're never going to get a 100% the same as looking at with physical eyes because the mentalism is overlaid on physical reality.

Most people don't actually astral project anyway they just LARP.

>>122999

>Most people don't actually astral project anyway they just LARP.

/fringe/ in a nutshelll

>>122996

Thanks for the tip. I assume this doesn't apply to all forms of occultism though right? Seems like the majority of occultist work is done in the imagination when it comes to stuff like thoughtforms, awareness shifting and other mentalist work.

>>123001

Imagination is the foundation for everything, but it will amount to little to nothing without essence. It does sadly apply to most "occult" things that it stays in the realm of make-belief, but then again, All is indeed Mind, so do not bother to much with the minds of others.

>>123008

This is so cringy I'm gonna faint.

>>123009

I don't listen to the opinion of boys and women. Depressive faggotry is what's cringe-worthy. Stop being a lazy nigerian prince and workout until you're not a limp wristed limp dicked melancholy grave digging cuck.

>>123010

Exactly. Now leave this board or become another lolcow.

>>123011

I'm shaking.

>>123011

That's the point. It's a soft-mask.

>>122999

>>122996

>Most people don't actually astral project anyway they just LARP.

Circles in the parking lot is technically "driving".

Daydreaming and fantasy is LARPing.

So is practicing a speech in the mirror.

Going to the shooting gallery catches no deer.

But your aim will still improve.

A dog is no child.

But it is a ward in your care.

Cleaning your room doesn't make one a landowner.

But when you are you'll be better prepared.

>>122933

That's another 10%. 80% of people have a baseline reaction (300mg is a safe limit, >500mg starts getting dangerous).

If you have a caffeine sensitivity you should limit yourself to no more than 80mg a day (One shot of espresso, two cups of green tea or half a cup of strong coffee).

>>123016

You do know that you're comparing playing with toy cars to being a driver in the Formula 1?

>>123020

Oh, I guess it was related, just hopped out of my folder and I posted it sight unseen.

Neet.

Does anyone have this book The Alchemical Mandala : A Survey of the Mandala in the Western Esoteric Traditions by Adam McLean? Or something that covers the same subject? I can't find it

Greetings.

This question is more of a request, for I need a bit of help.

I have a detrimental tendency of overeating/binging, followed by fasting, then breaking the fast with binging again.

This circle of self-destructive behavior, which causes me great imbalance and distress, that diminishes my overall energy and willpower and causes.. well, to cut it short; it is and has been a great problem for me for a long time.

I broke a 5 day fast (which I had begun after a few days of unhealthy amounts of food consumption), by first starting slow with a bit of sauerkraut with no plans of eating more, but with slow but steady loss of control and consciousness I slipped into gorging on.

I know that a large cause for my habit of overeating is a reaction to fear and the discomfort I feel whenever I have a choice (such as, doing something I kinda feel fearful, lethargic towards, fighting against the impulse that pulls me into pushing away, running and hiding from whatever it is that I have before me).

To be fair, I've made improvements to this, especially taking up a simple to-do widget on my phone has made a slight but significant improvement in helping to do the simple tasks that I usually try to ignore and procrastinate doing (writing down goals/tasks, no matter how small, is something I now understand to be fundamental but have simply never had a good system of it).

Ah, well the original thought of writing this post was to express a bit of frustration and ask if it'd be possible to be sent a bit of positive energy to me, as to help me recover from the damage I've done from yesterday's.. loss of control and overall damage to the health of both my mentality and physical health.

I don't mean to be a loosh beggar. I do not deny that that is what I am doing in a way, but it is more of a request of assistane through this time of recovery and rebalancing.

So in case someone would be willing to try to give some remote healing on me I'd be greatly grateful, or to give advice or anything you'd like.

Thank you and have it good

~ Vil

>>123031

transition into a healthy intermittent fasting cycle. You're already halfway there.

>>123032

>>123034

>but delete your web history first in case you die and then try to blame me for it

/fringe/ could do without the attention, in general.

it's best to make healthy choices, anyways. Regarding visions, acquire some psychedelics and get an experienced user to help you relax through the trip. If you're worried you've got some psychological work that needs to be done, they will come up and you can deal with them as they manifest. Take your Heroes Journey Pill.

>>123034

>>123032

Thank you for your replies, though I must regretfully inform that just before I read them I again lost myself in a mindless zombie-reaction and ate some more, even though I knew it'd make me feel worse, and now *drumroll* I feel worse in all accounts.

BUT I know I am getting over this and finding increasing balance within me.

This food-slip is a slippery slope though that easily develops into a steady habit (as seen by me eating today again) and though my energy has decreased I still aim to accomplish the thing I set out to do today (clean my home, it's a mess), though because of … ah, fuck whatever.

It's been a bit hard though, got to admit. During my last job as a construction worker, which started at 8am, I had time to go to the gym/and or swim before work started, which allowed me to eat allot during one meal a day, albeit I did eat out over my body's needs (gorged on vegetables, semi-keto, but a lot of bread).

Now I work a different job that starts at 5am and usually ends in the evening and it takes a toll on my health since I don't get enough sleep or exercise and feel a bit trapped since I have no plans for the future. I want to study but only have a few vague, shapeless directions/goals that I could think of striving for and.. eh, I'm at least learning a lot from my current job (berryseller, among other tasks that are included in the job) and for that I'm thankful, but overall I lack a sense of .. willingly living to the rythms of life?

But yeah, when I TRY and DO what I KNOW is better to do I progress.

If/when resisting to act unbravely to whatever fears and lethargy I experience, and taking myself through and dealing with "it" when "it" is before me, I feel an increase in self-esteem, willpower and autonomy, giving me more energy to tackle the next things I've avoided.

But then, vice versa..

It's both simple and complex, and it all comes down to choice..

I know I don't have to apologize, but sorry for writing perhaps a bit.. unhingedly. When I've eaten my mind goes number and dumber but it's also when I feel the most need to communicate about it with others, so here I am.

>>123033

Yeah, I've been basically doing that, eating one meal a day, which suits me fine. I made it as a goal after last weeks eating to fast for two days, which just sort of became 5. I could have continued on it but I felt it was taking a toll on my ability to peform at work.

I will cease overeating during my daily meals to the best of my ability. This overeating is really perhaps the main thing that is keeping me from developing the most and I will learn to take control and let go of it.

>>123039

I've gone to a few ayahuasca ceremonies and it's something I will do again.

They didn't give me too much insight but it was good nonetheless.

>>123040

I have noticed that many if not all issues come in the form of cycles. I have an issue of a lack of self esteem and experience and it was only recently that I figured out the cycle that caused it. It was a loop of 4 states

1.I am asked to do something

2.I fuck up when I do it.

3.The result causes the person who asked me to do it to rescind their request due to the belief that I can't accomplish it. This person is also sometimes myself.

4. I get nothing to do which prompts a "stop being lazy!" Response and leads to 1. But due to acquiring only a small amount of life experience because I stopped after I fucked up then I inevitably fuck up again and further damage my self esteem.

I figure realizing and understanding these loops of behaviour is the first step to breaking out of them or, in some cases, turning the cycle into a spiral. I think everything can be represented in such cycles.

>>123042

Yeah, i suffer from the same type of reactionary pattern.

Being insecure -> failure -> taking it personally and start with negative self-hating thougths, instead of putting in more effort and genuinely learn from the "failures" -> leads to increased insecurity, fear and lethargy.

BUT yes, figuring out and seeing this pattern/circle of behavior out of a larger perspective, outside our egos, is key to letting go of them.

Shit's ridiculous

This is rather less esoteric question, but what kind of hair conditioner would you use for a waist-long hair? I´m only asking here because you know more than most people about toxicity of common household chemicals

I had a moment of thought/clarity on the Christian forum as some thread was getting deleted on YHWH/IHVH.

It's IHVH, or Iehovah.

The old Jewish alphabet doesn't have J or W.

Together, the words mark the name of the Tetragrammaton. I always thought it was a question of Iehovah VS Ialdabaoth VS Satanael. In this case, forming the three pillars of being: Wisdom/Mind, Flesh/Body, Spirit/Passion/Drive. This would lead one to assume that in the modern world all three of such forms of existence are, in a way, fighting one another rather than working in tandem/unison thus preventing humanity from growing and maturing as a spiritual race that it is. Instead, the flow favors a reality of petty squabbles from lack of wisdom, addictions straight from the God of Flesh, and lack of action/apathy due to lacking a sense of pride and well-being. Then again, that's just generally what I get from the old Judaeo-Christian names.

Am I just rambling from lack of sleep or did I stumble upon something?

>>123061

How do you get waist-long hair without knowing that?

>>123061

depends on your hair type and how oily it is, how straight it is

generally you treat with vinegar and then apply a solution of cetyl alcohol mixed with your preferred nut oil

How do I communicate with Charles Manson in the astral plane

>>123083

Das a lot of squares

I hate this board so much.

>>123102

i hate u

>>123064

follow the rabbit hole and let us know what you find

what is you favorite asmr?

Anyone got books on palmistry? Cant seem to find any good ones anywhere

>>123048

Thank you for your reply.

I'm going to start of saying that I am currently laying in bed with the intention to take a nap and will have to cut my own response a bit shorter than I'd like as to get more sleep.

I've basically done exactly what you've suggested (If overeating, eat atleast something somewhat healthy, keep the less optimal food stored on a hard to reach shelf, etc.)

As for bread and general cereals I try to avoid them as much as possible due to that I both know and feel it isn't that good for me and it usually leads to me eating too much of it.

It's kind of funny though that you mentioned my heritage/family member's genetics since my maternal grandparents (both over 90'y-years-old) have a diet greatly consisting of white bread, sugar and meat and I am suprised at how good of a healthstate they are, but mostly just because I think their diet is so unhealthy.

Ah, well, I'd like to write more but I really now am just gonna take this nap.

>>123019

>>122985

Thanks for the encouragement. I am a mundane who's been through clinical depression and before quitting meds, I've managed to start making positive changes in my life, even though I've literally begun with baby steps like eating and brushing my teeth. I've gotten to the point where I've been doing strength training for about 6 months now, and for about one month I've also been doing several hours of light cardio a day (active job).

In other words, I'm slowly but persistently building up my hierarchy of needs from the bottom up, and I'm making progress, but it seems like the negativity everywhere is taking its' toll on me. Mind you, I was never suicidal, quite the opposite, I was afraid of death all the time, but now that suicide seems to be mentioned everywhere, it kind of creeps into the back of my mind sometimes, you know? It's spooky as fuck how some joke about hanging yourself can sort of keep resurfacing whenever there's a setback, even if I'm in a much better place than I was a year ago.

I feel like I need to build thicker skin/psyche, but I'm not sure how. I've tried some mindfulness and meditation, but my focus is still a bit damaged from my episode, so it tends to be quite frustrating. Should I just keep pushing it like I have with exercise?

Thank you for your time, wizards.

Wat iz de cuteszd uslhit odkurkis book you rewsad?

>>123160

stfu u stupid piece of shit

>>123183

←– click /b/

>>122302

Any instantaneous or really fast ways to charge up a sigil without masturbating? Ive been nofapping for more than half a year now and I dont want to break the nofap for a sigil.

>>123189

not really. masturbation is the very essence of all occult matter.

>>123155

The single best general information for healthy eating I've found is here. It's long, but deep.

Biology plays a large part in what foods are optimal for you, but the physics and chemistry remain the same, which is most of the content he goes over here.

Anyone read Wim Hoof's books? Are they good?

>>123200

He's legit, IDK about his books because his videos have plenty of info in them for free. Check those out and see if you still feel like getting a book after watching him speak.

cowshit occultists exposed as followers of a cargo cult.

>>123189

Blood, hair and sunshine.

>>123209

Kill yourself, Bullshit Occultist.

>>123214

Heh heh heh

You can put a glass/crystal ball/half sphere on it under the sun or moon.

Blood is one or several cups = 1 drop of semen.

Hair is solid stuff. Holds a lot of history.

>>123223

dont be a fool. anime holds more truths than shitty charlatans and their scammy "traditions".

>>123223

here I have a wallpaper for ya

>>123244

Insects like high Hz actually… now that I think about it. A bit of Zen will get your shit to 25 - 100 Hz, Gamma, so Zen would be a good approach.

Does anyone have any methods for dealing with emotional congestion. I get an uncomfortable, tight feeling just under my ribs whenever I try to meditate or do breathing exercises, even sometimes some sharp pain. I seem to have a lot of emotional stuff from the past gathered in that area and I don't know what to do about it.

>>123268

Sit-ups and stomach vacuums, then do a bridge stretch and cobra pose. 100 sit-ups and 100 secs of stomach vacuums in as little time as you can manage, so, 10 minutes or less.

>>123270

Very interesting advice. I will give this regime a go. Thanks, anon.

>>123271

Yeah you're welcome.

How deep of a trance do you have to be in for creative visualization? Considering thoughts affect reality even during a completely waking state, surely it doesn't matter, but I've seen different people give differing answers to this question.

>>123199

THANKS!

This lecture really clears up a lot of stuff I had no idea being wrong about! How am I even alive?

Holy moly

>>123316

My favorite part is how he describes the digestive system as the most energy intense piece of the human anatomy. Goes a long way towards explaining why fasting is so beneficial.

>How am I even alive?

The human body truly is a marvel of self-healing.

>>123315

Really depends on the individual. Some can do it automatically, others have no visual ability.

Basically your mind's eye determines it. If it's strong it's easy, if it's weak, work the muscle.

So if my understanding is correct there is no way to hurt someone by conventional non-physical means (spoken, written word) unless the person believes he can be hurt and then he releases loosh, is this correct?

Why is Irish/Gaelic/Scottish mythology so hard to find? Does anyone have any good reads on the topic? I wish to explore some of the spiritual concepts of my ancestry but the mainstream is very, very diluted at best.

>>123338

Loosh is a stupid concept. Don't conform to this shit board culture, anon… it's a dead board and dead culture. The concepts aren't rich or truthful. Just get your priorities sorted out and cultivate your mastery of strategy, tactics and power. Someone who is moved by words is indeed moved, but that's because people are tuned into their environment and its meaning. It's nothing especially esoteric. People get a high out of influencing others n' shit though.

Are there any fringe material I can read on Rasputin?

>>123342

>>123338

Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will hurt forever.

>>123339

Because it was an oral tradition.

>>123339

Basically academic consensus on paganism is that we have literally zero clue what it was all about, and all the things we associate with paganism are modern inventions. So you're basically shit out of luck.

>>123338

In one of Draja Mickaharic's books he briefly tells an anecdote where he witnessed a man draining another man of his life energy through a photograph, resulting in the other man dying of a heart attack later that day.

There's also a book called 'Forbidden Parapsychology' that talks about influencing (and harming) people in a non-physical way.

If you're talking about just literally talking someone into hurting themselves, I'm sure it's possible, but I wouldn't consider that esoteric.

can anyone point me towards a good guide for sigils? thanks :)

>>123072

Thank you. I´ll try this.

>>123071

I just grows, but maintaining it is another thing. This already looks borderline unsalvageably shaggy and generally dead-looking

Another issue. I´ve been using this Gurdijieff tag. But as i read more about this odd fellow, the more he sems like a charlatan.

>>123396

thanks :)

Where i can find helpful materials about autohypnosis?

I used to go to the casino a lot about a year ago and I used to play roulette, I used to use positive thinking and I would constantly imagine and focus on big winnings when I went to bed. I ended up making $2500 from roulette and $2500 from a slot machine win. I had just lost money playing roulette and I figured I'd play a slot, I felt extremely good about it and within 3 spins I won $2500. I got careless and lost focus and I lost that $5000 and some. There were times where I'd bet on red and the ball would land on black and quickly jump on red almost as if I'd influenced it. I'd play blackjack and I'd get blackjack 3 times in a row, it was unimaginable. I'd like to strengthen these abilities, how would I do that?

>>123480

Sounds to me like you're intuitively more advanced than most people who would offer advice. Keep doing what you're doing and do it harder.

>>123482

>Keep doing what you're doing and do it harder.

This is probably the best way to go, just looking for better ways to strengthen my abilities, I don't meditate but I really should start. I have zero knowledge on hermetics or any of the fringe stuff I see here, I've lurked but am too lazy to do any actual reading and apply myself. I have to quit porn and reset my dopamine levels because as I am now I'm really unmotivated and lazy I have no drive. But something in my as of lately has sort of started to come out, like a positive beam of light I've been feeling better and more happy and motivated to do stuff. I'm rambling now but I have no one to talk to about this stuff and appreciate if someone reads this. I digress.

I would say I can be quite intuitive. I used to have an old Honda Civic and I remember like it was yesterday. My car was parked behind my dads van and I had the strongest gut feeling when he was backing up he was gonna hit it. Sure he enough he hit it and the Honda emblem fell off. I've had instances where I knew something was gonna happen and I've gone to events where I've won a raffle twice in a row, but they're rare and far apart. I sort of lost my ability to focus on winning casino games or maybe it's just I've been negative about it as I've lost that money and I've got it in my head that casinos have a built in advantage. I just need to strengthen my positive thinking and focus on winning roulette and blackjack, I need to exercise that ability but I do not know how.

>>123484

I was doing something similar to you but with horse racing. I would look at stats but then pick a race and a horse mostly intuitively. I would get a feeling that this was the one and put a little money on it. Sometimes I would get such a strong feeling that I had picked the right horse that I would put even more money on and then they would win. I was winning between £50 - £100 a day. But the feeling of gambling was so addictive that I would keep going after the win and lose more than I had won. So my only advice would be to maintain good discipline and step away after a win, not chasing that winning feeling.

>>123512

Neat, do you still bet on horses or have you stopped? I never got the gambling addiction, I knew when to stop sometimes I'd bet $100 on red, win and walk out. My daily goal was $200 but sometimes I'd walk out with a smaller winning I never wanted to push it. I'm really serious about this and making a career out of it. People have beaten casinos before, in the 1800's a Frenchman won millions of dollars in todays money, but soon after lost it. I won't be that stupid. I even thought about card counting but I don't have the required bankroll for it, I need 20k but 50k is optimal.

How do I stop breathing irregularly/focusing on breath during meditation?

Anyone here ever read Techniques of Graeco-Egyptian Magic by Stephen Skinner? I'm thinking of buying it, not soon but maybe this year. It looks interesting and has good reviews, just curious if anyone from /fringe/ has taken a look through it.

>>123522

No I stopped betting because I begun to get stuck in the habit of losing which became a self-fulfilling thing, almost like I had cursed myself through negative thinking. So I stopped. I've thought about going back to it with more discipline, I managed to pick the winning side in a few world cup games through intuition but I just did that for fun, I didn't bet.

It sounds like you're doing pretty well with your current methods, I would stick with them and not over-complicate things as that might ruin the "magic" a little. Just regular small (and later big) wins to reinforce that winning energy and keep you on a positive road.

>>123537

Four-square method can be useful for directing your attention appropriately. Four seconds in, hold four, four seconds out, hold four, repeat.

Just google "square breathing" if for some reason that's not enough for you.

This is fairly mundane.

When I silence my mind (as much as I can anyway, I still get little hints of noise from my thoughts) I get this throbbing sensation in my head. It isn't painful, just odd. Is this normal? I think about random shit constantly that's almost never relevant to anything (I think I may be retarded; hell I had just had a problem spelling "relevant" even with spelling correction) and I never can think concisely when I want to. I'm wondering if the throbbing is just my brain being confused by a foreign sensation.

>>123586

Your awareness increases in the brain (due to reduced noise, likely) and then you hear and feel your blood pumping. Nothing much.

Read more, play strategy games and get good at thinking conceptually and critically at the 'same' time. Language isn't the devil either, it's logical. Think more logically.

what's the general consensus on Marcionite Christianity here?

>>123610

It's even possible to meet her in a weird ass ritual she decides too put on inside your head. She may even throw a face at you that represents the core of nerves that connects the two at you.

Weird shit happens to us doesn't it.

>>123612

It takes different forms for each individual. The general shape and format of our brains is roughly similar, but the neural structure and patterns are actually quite different in most cases. Someone who spent their childhood meditating for two hours a day is not going to have the same brain structure as someone who spent those same hours watching TV… Not even close.

Most people do as you do and sex the two personalities, a female half and a male half. My system is more unification-focused, but it'd be silly to push over an alternative.

Do what works and fuck tha haters, only advice worth sharing. Oh, and don't be a dick while you're at it.

>>123597

>>123610

Thank you, these were informative posts.

Funny enough, I already play strategy games (my skill is dubious) and I have watched that specific video.

>>123641

*specific video before.

Sage for doublepost.

>>123650

Yes. I can help. But you will not like it.

Also: Cap an oil well. Methane out-gasses, cooks and becomes oil. Oil is not a fossil fuel.

Question: If the essence of the thought is information and according to the string theory the essence of the matter is information… Since information = information then thought = matter. Doens't this theory actually proves that indeed the Universe is mental?

>>123697

Is that video the answer I won't like, or is it only related to dinos?

>>123725

Basically yes.

I've been attempting nofap but it's not going that great. So instead, when I do occasionally masturbate, I imagine impregnating an imaginary woman with a desire I have and then telling her to go give birth to that desire. But now I'm beginning to wonder if I may be creating thoughtforms or messing with ideas/attracting entities I don't truly understand. Anyone have an opinion on this?

>>123740

If that's what you're worrying about then that's what's happening.

Instead, imagine impregnating yourself and instead of giving birth your body cannibalizes all that energy into healing your confused brain

>>123586

This happens to me as well with a pressure right in the middle of my forehead whats wild is I can move the pressure from side to side if I focus my mind.

How do I stop being mundane?

>>123809

Git gud read the recommended reading list

>>123740

Maybe you can masturbate to a thoughtform which is beneficial? For example you could create a thoughtform to help you with no fap and then charge it when you masturbate. For example a thought form to make you feel physical pain when you are having sexual thoughts

>>123830

Occult master right here LOL.

>>123844

>>123844

I asked the same thing a while back, when i get home ill post the pdf of the book im currently going through.

>>122302

How to invoke a girlfriend?

>>123862

thanks!

What happens with us after we die? Does the cause of our death affect us somehow? Is it different to die of heart attack or being shot?

Help please

What is the order I should be reading mantak chias books?

awaken healing energy through the tao first? Specifically I'm looking for energy work as well as ordering of books for internal alchemy

>>123879

I found what I was looking for sorry

https://www.universal-tao.com/UHT_system/uht_system_by_levels.html

I am a strong advocate for hypnosis and sleep-learning. Problem is it seems many contemporaries know nothing reguarding /fringe/-esque beliefs. I have been trying to find a sleep learning/hypnosis tape to learn magick. I am only a probationer/practitioner and have not yet taken a neophyte test. I have not yet learned the various astral planes. I am a novice wanting to learn all I can. Is it possible that sleep-hypnosis/learning tapes already exist for learning about the astral plane and furthermore aide in memorizing introductory spells such as LBROTP?

>>123849

Make a list of traits. Note what's negotiable and what's required (i.e. hair color may be negotiable, hygiene is not). Put it somewhere important (grimoire, altar, shadow box, pillow). Return to it regularly, revise if needed. Wait for the universe to respond.

Reality creation thread if you need more (you don't).

>>123883

Make your own hypnosis.

The astral planes are less clearly defined than schools will teach you. The barriers are like a veil of fog, not a wall of stone. Learning names for each is as liable to bar you from transitioning between them as it is to help you reach them.

Upperworld, lowerworld, midworld (physical) is all you really need to know. Up, down and in between.

The biggest barrier most encounter is an inability to meditate for extended periods of time. If you're already capable of meditating for over 45 minutes and still haven't astral traveled, get a light buzz (alcohol or weed) and meditate hard.

Focusing on a candle flame is a good way to amplify the experience if you need a focus.

You can make your own audios with audacity , copy them into your telephone and then use an app to play some background meditation music (I use one called Meditationsmusik that lets you add individual sounds like rain, fire, etc)

>>123894

Start out doing what this man said and save files as both a project file (meaning it can be edited) and an audio file (mp3/mp4/wav/etc).

Once you're more comfortable and have some seed files under your belt, explore the options. Audacity is free and yet has professional-level tools in it, you can do everything you'd need or want to do: Add additional loops/tracks for various tones/triggers, fade tracks for positional audio (left/right balance for headphones), distortion, backmasking/backwards audio. Literally all of these are options in audacity, and pretty easy to do.

Start small, but don't be afraid to play around. Ctrl-Z is a universal command.

>>123916

>Start small

this is important, a lot of people don't do things because they think "I miss X or Y to have a perfect product". I used to think I had to make audio meditations as professional as possible, then one day I just quickly made a 10 minute recording about me projecting in the astral, added some background noise and I found out it was just what I needed. Later on I remade some bits, but what is important is to take small steps.

Wanna meditate one hour per day? Start with five minutes per week. Five minutes per day. Ten minutes per day. Etc

Your best step is the first step

>>123894

>>123916

>>123929

>think about question

>come to fringe a day later

>question is answered

t-thanks guys?

Today, i tried breathing in my lower dantien, i put a 30 minutes count in my phone, and i did it.

At first i felt like a little burning in my guts, but then, at some point, my muscles got all tense, but mainly my abdomen and my arms.

When the phone rings, my arms but especially my hands were totally stiff, i couldn't move them normally.

After a while, i felt like little balls of energy in my fingertips, and in my arms in general a feeling that a i dont know how to describe.

My question is, i did good and that was a legitimate experience of my energy body waking up from a lifetime coma? or i fucked up and that was lack of oxygen in my muscles and nerves?

Because my hands are still shaking.

Sorry for my english

>>123978

No reason for your body to become stiff when your energy body wakes up. Your breathing was probably not enough for proper oxygen supply or your meditation pose of choice was too uncomfortable for you. Just keep practicing and you will learn by yourself how to do it. Maybe your body will adapt by itself.

>>122303

What is epyc wynn? It makes me feel things.

>>123987

>your meditation pose of choice was too uncomfortable for you

I was really comfortable, probably was the lack of oxygen thing.

But, honestly, it wasn't that displeasant, just weird when i couldn't move my hands.

>>123989

>My professional assessment is you were probably only breathing/directing energy one way.

Yeah, i think this can be what i messed up, i tried moving the energy down and "lock" it like in a video i saw over there.

At first i think i was doing it all right, but at some point i fucked up.

Thank you guys for your answers.

>>124000

Just use hypnosis. The fact that she actively/consciously wants it means that even really sloppy amateur stuff will work, you don't even need any advanced/psychiatric methods because, again, she wants it consciously. Theater works well enough, just do stuff that feels "hypnosis-y". Dim the lights, speak in a monotonous voice, get her to relax and focus on her body, repeat commands and watch her response, if something gets an obvious/strong response, keep repeating that one and trying variations on it.

I could overload you with sources to read but you have a ready and willing test subject with you and you want the same thing. If you really want the drug avenue and she's particularly interested in that, get/make a sugar pill and use the placebo effect, or make her a tea you say has some special herb in it, then combine that with the above.

>>124000

why not just give her mdma

>>124010

>>124017

>>124000

Why not just not be a degenerate? Why is this even on /fringe/?

>>124021

I don't see what's degenerate about a loving couple trying to safely enhance their lovemaking.

>>124028

relationships, couples, making love etc are degenerate by default. that's why. You come to fringe where occultists dwell you should expect to get occult answers. If you wanna have relationships and the shit you are concerned about go be a mundane degenerate somewhere else.

>>124028

Places like /fringe/ are filled autists that can't get laid. So through cognitive dissonance they attempt to justify this inability to perform socially by labeling all things they can't get -like sex- 'degenerate'.

>>124034

O mundane

if thee not understand

why thoust not just killest theeself

unmistakenly occult truths pass thee buy

and thou never understand

degeneracy is all thy see

degeneracy is all thy crave

thoust arest of this world

and thus death is thee eternal reward

>>124037

Only use archaic forms of speech if you understand the grammar. You sound like a babbling retard.

>>124030

Sex is like the HMG of magic. Or maybe a fully auto 50 cal barrett sniper rifle. Or a nuke. Point is, it's high yield and nothing for the average enthusiast to play around with.

That doesn't mean no one can use it though. When it's used for procreation and the magic is directed at a productive/happy/healthy child, that's about as secure as a mundane can be expected to wield their magic. If you've got two high-level users (yes, women can ascend too, ya simp), you can pull off some potent shit. I'm talking moving entire houses.

Ofc, first you have to prove yourselves by finding each other. Moths to the flame and all that, if you're actually competent then you're going to draw everyone and everything to you, y'gotta learn how to filter to the women who can provide more than just sex.

>>124038

It was my purest of intentions to sound like a babbling retard. Retard speech for retard people. The thing is that I do not care at all how I am perceived and do not take anything really seriously while you try to sound like an actual knowledgable occultist and meanwhile truely make a fool out of yourself by babbling extreme uneducated nonsense. You must have attended new-age class and skipped the rest of the occult lectures. Please try again.

>(yes, women can ascend too, ya simp)

top kek, what the fuck is this about? And who are you calling simp? The way and context you used the word simp makes me think that you have no idea what it means at all. True enough my fellow degenerate, thy havest not a singlest clou what thee is talkest about. Yet the current fringe could not be better represented than by this conversation

>>124039

Are you an epicwyn alt? Lol.

>>124039

>It was my purest of intentions to sound like a babbling retard.

Merely pretending.jpg

I was thinking about getting into alchemy but then I realized that I'm missing the initiation factor. Would I know if I'm initiated or not?

>>124046

psst! ;-)

>>123994

>Can't tell you the precise path to take other than it goes over your head and between your legs (as well as down them).

>>124006

if you're starting from your lower dantien maybe try Awaken Healing Energy Through the Tao by Mantak Chia.

It has precise energy points to focus on in making the Microcosmic Orbit

>>124030

see

>>124034

>>124000

noice get.

Just use Mantak Chia stuff. Cultivating Male/Female Sexual Energy.

And meditate a fuckton, bring in light and energy into your body.

IF you learn how to manipulate yang energy you can guide her kundalini energy up her spine and penetrate her soul/ovaries with intense gooey fuck energy.

It works nice (:

I dunno about drugs tho, soz. But if you do this stuff right it's as good as drugs.

>>124049

I know this place is full of degenerates who have never ever read a real occult book in their entire life and are ignorant to all spiritual truthts but I will not stop spreading the right stuff, the goodness, the real advice even if I am alone vs you all cunts. I talk from a higher place and try to make blind idiots see, yet I get this shit in return "autist that can't get laid" Amazing. I can get laid any day but I choose the higher path instead. I am aware that you cannot be helped, I still post for the rare initiate who will read my posts and know them as truth. Maybe one of those lurks on fringe. Surely my posts are not for you degenerates since you are already lost "like arrows shot in the night"

>>124052

fair enough for you to think so, but I disagree.

The best wizard I'm aware of (one of the guys who made fringechan) has a partner. Or had last I knew. It's not degenerate when it's pure enough.

>>124034

>you said something I disagree with so you're a nerd virgin

You're an animalistic slave to a moist hole and you clearly haven't read any of the books, so why should I care what you think? Your precious cummies have non-physical ramifications. You would know that if you actually came to this board to learn, which is the point of the board.

What is the fringe explanation for anesthetics ? Where does the consciousness go when someone is put under and subsequently experiences the moment of waking up immediately ?

>>124059

same as dreamless sleep?

What's the easiest way to detox the pineal gland? I don't feel conscious anymore.

>>124059

A good question, I have passed out and experienced the "waking up immediately after" effect. I have learned that we have walls in our mind that make remembering things that happen in certain states difficult, dreams for example. With practice or even none some people overcome these mental walls but even when you do they still are there. Even a person with good dream recall will find dream memories fade quicker than normal ones and some mundanes might think they don't dream because they don't remember a thing.

Robert bruce (i think?) mentions the same effect for astral projection but again it varies with the individual. So I would bet it is the same for anesthesia, it isn't like you are dead, it just makes recalling what happened very hard because your sense of time gets messed up and combined with weak memories it seems instant. Inversely some people probably can remember.

>>124070

maybe try cleansing your spleen meridian instead. see if you have spleen/damp symptoms, that causes brainfog

>>124079

just google spleen meridian issues and helpful foods and stuff

https://www.natural-health-zone.com/spleen-meridian.html

actually here's this. if you've got these issues, maybe spleen meridian. then google spleen meridian diet and follow those guidelines and it should help. + avoid damp stuff like cheese, dairy. avoid cold stuff.

>>124079

The symptoms fit very well. But there isn't much good advice, just some broad guesses. I feel like I'm at a stage where simply changing diet would not change much. Either way, I can't have all those fancy foods. Thanks for the suggestion.

>>124070

Apple cider vinegar

I just bought the rider waite tarot deck on a whim. I know absolutely jackshit about tarot and want to learn .. can someone recommend me some good introductory material on tarot… thanks

>>124100

thanks. looking through it right now

>>123888

How long do you think it will take?