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ITT: Post about your most recent successes with magick

I started a magick operation a few days ago and did the full ritual I created myself yesterday and will likely to do more in the coming days as it's a continuous work, like any good magickal endeavour.

What have I been trying to do? Well a lot of different things. I've been reprogramming myself and I've been making PHYSICAL CHANGES to my body.

The amount of success I've had with this is mindblowing. I am hesitant to talk about it. A little afraid of the influence of others thoughts or of just my own. I must not doubt it, must not overwrite what I did, I must keep it up.

What did I do exactly? I did a lot of things. I combined many practises at once for this. I used energy work, thought-control, and a lot of auto-suggestion. I astral travelled and further refined things there. Most recently I got scented candles and I've been burning one of them for the last while and programming the candle with my magick at the same time.

For the candle, it is programmed with thoughtforms that basically ensure that as the scent fills up the room, the scent drives away any and all bad influences. It's making the area it's in safe for me. It's cleansing and invigorating.

I gave myself a lot of suggestions while laying in bed very sleep deprived and unable to sleep because of noise but half-asleep at times, always on the verge, in this sort of state. In that time I kept my mind cleared of all random and undesirable thoughts. I controlled my emotions through emotional alchemy in order to resonate fully with the suggestions I was giving myself.

I believe all of this was so important, how it all came together. If I a single doubt or bad thought might have come in, it could have dampened the effect of my magickal operation, but I managed to do so well! I might say "I kept them at bay" but more like, I didn't feel the influence of those negative thoughts at all, and since saying keeping them at bay kinds of implies a pressure like they're trying to get in that doesn't really convey the meaning I want. So yeah, with mind stable and no intrusive thoughtforms coming in, and emotions set right I went to work.

I gave myself a lot of powerful suggestions. I didn't worry too much about the exact wording. I talked in my mind about how I am cured, how I am no longer under bad influences, how I am now all perfect. In my way of conceiving it, my etheric body was ALREADY FIXED, and I would be seeing the results soon. This is important because when reality manifesting we must feel we have ALREADY RECEIVED what we are going after. We can not simply create the wish for it by wanting, we must have it! So that's the mental approach I took, it is done, and I am cured! I felt all the right corresponding emotions that to me resonated with the state I believe I had achieved.

For any neophytes who don't understand what the etheric body is I will elaborate now for your sake. The etheric body is the energy scaffolding of any physical structure which keeps that structure in conformance with the blueprint laid out by the etheric body. Any changes in the etheric body influence the physical body and changes its form. It's why you aren't decomposing, why all the matter that makes up your body is shaped into the form of a unique human.

So by changing the etheric body, I just changed the energetic blueprint to which my cells conform.

I also would like to add that I used suggestion to deny the negative effects of environment, sleep deprivation, diet, and anything else. I affirmed that none of those things would make a difference any longer and that I was above them. That like any normal healthy person I would be in perfect condition even if I were to be exposed to cleaning chemicals or various foods or whatever it would NOT EFFECT ME AT ALL because I'm officially awesome like that now. I haven't intentionally decided to expose myself to bad stuff nor made any special effort to use anything mundane to change my condition (as I've tried in the past and it never worked at all). I have diet/sleep/etc. wise changed nothing at all. In fact I am more sleep deprived than ever and continue to live in adverse conditions but it doesn't matter! I have asserted my will over it all. In the same manner as detailed in The Arcane Formulas in its final chapter when it talks about what is called Positivity which is not mere optimism but designates something very different. To quote from that;

"In the laws of Mentalism there is a fundamental principle that the positive always dominates the negative—the negative is always subordinate to the positive. Everything has its keynote of positivity. And that keynote depends upon the degree of Will-Consciousness. When one becomes well polarized in Will-Consciousness he is intensely positive to those around him— not only to persons but also to environment and conditions."

This doesn't mean the occultist makes others cheery around him mind you. A person with a very high degree of will can overwrite others wills to induce any effect including say making everyone agitated around them. Many different effects can be achieved, positivity is basically just the degree of force that your mentality/thoughts influences your surroundings.

Formula for Positivity. Will Atmosphere. Personal Positivity. These are the relevant parts to read in the final chapter of The Arcane Formulas if anyone cares to look them up now.

Now I did this all so well the results have been shocking for me. Really odd changes have started to form in my body. Soreness that was long there and would never go away no matter what I tried is just completely gone. Suddenly, everything feels more comfortable than before, when previously even the most comfortable bed felt like it exerted too much pressure at points of my body and caused pain, and I could never sit or lay down or do anything without feeling uncomfortable. My body neck is no longer stiff and I feel so smooth like I could dance if I wanted to. New energy emanates through my body where previously there was fatigue. I have less food than ever right now but what I eat is more satisfying. My sense of smell is improving and my senses in general appear to be getting better. The way my flesh appears has changed too. Very persistent and previously permanent wounds are starting to fade. Infected parts of my body are clearing up and the dead skin and so on is just falling off and the colouration and feeling of my skin in general has changed from its previous diseased greasy corpse like feeling and appearance to smooth, evenly hydrated, and more evenly textured. I feel like a reptilian literally shedding my body. My lips were bleeding for days and had something terribly wrong with them as if severe dehydration was effecting it (I tried drinking tons of water and it did nothing)… and yet now my lips appear hydrated and the bleeding has mostly stopped even though I just spent a long while laying in bed and not drinking anything at all and they are getting smoother and better looking. I had a problem also before where I could not sweat at all even when overheated and it would cause me a lot of trouble but my body feels like it can finally sweat again and as if each pore in my body is being cleansed. In fact, I had countless blackheads before, now there's hardly any visible. All the acne too has just stopped and each acne mark seems to have water running from it instead of that nasty white stuff that clogs it up before. All marks on my face are fading and healing up, some after changing a strange purple like colour, that I've never seen acne on my face look like before. No new acne is appearing and it doesn't matter a fuck if I shower, eat something, whatever it's all just relentlessly clearing up.

This is so incredible. My mind is so powerful. The way I thought about myself made all the difference. I feel such incredible hope for my future, even if any invasive thoughtforms get me, and I relapse for awhile everything is coming together for me. In the future I will only know more, experience more, accomplish more. The spiral of ascent is well underway for me and with each cycle I shall rise higher in the scale of consciousness. As this keeps up I will be able to resolve my most immediate problems to move onto bigger ones that aren't just mere petty survival and physiology.

It's not done yet but within a short timespan I've witnessed amazing physiological changes in my body.

Mentally I have experienced lots of changes too.

>increased mental power in general
>ability to visualize far more intense
>brain fog receding and not coming back as intensely in cycles, each time it comes back weaker
>better memory
>more emotion, don't feel as emotionally dead
>strong sense of connectedness to my surroundings, treat and feel everything as a thoughtform, to me every single object in my environment and the air itself conveys something to me and can be imprinted with my thoughts
>strongly feel the presence of humans and their thoughts but asserting my will as necessary to hold back their shitty mental constructs from influencing me

Any person that even walks into the room or comes near me I feel a kind of disturbances in the ether and I feel that I can connect to the energy centres in their body and cause an exchange of energy between those in my own as well as reprogramming them as well. On a mundane level not much need be apparent although it is best I find with all magick to work on all levels of existence, so that your physically and astrally creating correspondences and doing things that work together, for the most potent magick. However the influence of higher planes is far more important than the mundane, contrary to what some people who put their faith in the material may think, funnily enough it is their faith in it working for them.

The possibilities in a mental universe are endless /fringe/. Out of thought we may fashion an incredible experience for ourselves! Let us rise up above our inferior condition to become all that is our will to be!