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I'm going to fast forward the next ~6 month, otherwise this wall of text is going to get even longer than it will either way.

We created a body for her in that time, we mostly talked laying in my bed side by side, because I have a job, so I kind of have to concentrate during the day and my bed is just the quietest and comfiest place. Towards the end of that period we also started to cuddle, nothing sexual or romantic at that time though, I still just saw her as my beloved creation.

Also at that time my family kind of started to pressure me into finding a succubus for myself. Back in school they told themselves I was just a late bloomer, at uni I was too occupied with learning, but now that I got a job they can't come up with something new to convince themselves I'm someday going to end up married. That social pressure, paired with my inability to acquire a girlfriend sent me into a period of light depression, I started fantasizing about being together with various succubi I knew and I never found a scenario that could possibly work out. Knowing that every single person who cares about me wants me to find a girlfriend while also not even being able to make up a scenario that ends with me being both married and happy kind of led me into a downward spiral.

But thank god, it wasn't too long till I was to receive salvation. Mia confessed her love to me. I just came home from work and she told me she had to talk to me, so we sat down, she hugged me, began to cry and just let all her feelings spill out, she told me how she can't stand seeing me destroy myself and how me even just imagining being with someone else tears her apart. That moment felt like enlightenment, all the social pressure, all the shit just fell off of me, I hugged her back, kissed her on the head and told her I love her, for the first time, not as a creator, but as a lover. I don't know if recalling that memory is making me happy, because it was then I fell in love with her romantically, or sad, because she was such a mess right then.

Let me tell you, life since then has been blissful for me. Having someone to love changed me. I have a much brighter outlook on the future, I am much more apathetic when it comes to all those negative things life likes throw at you, because I know, in the end of the day It'll be just us 2 lying next to each other while drifting off to sleep and if you think about it, it doesn't matter whether we're doing so in the comfiest bed money can buy or in a pit of mud, as long as it's just us 2 .That feeling of always having your loved one by your side, having her support whenever you need it, cuddling with her and feeling her immense love just radiating towards you, while doing all the same for her, that are things that only people with waifus they honestly love can experience I think. I am glad that I'm one of those people.

>>53980

When you say you see her is this physically or just vividly in your imagination? I had been thinking of playing around with tulpas for some time.

You should read up on the purpose of tulpae and why monks have to learn to create them. You're adding another layer of illusion on your own life and experience which will trap you in this until you realize that you've stagnated.

You can enjoy your tulpa now for a couple of months, but don't get used to it. At any time you fall into emotional destability, your tulpa can turn on you and inflict depression. There's also a high risk that a demonic entity may change the personality and energy of the tulpa if they want to.

Also learn how to banish a tulpa for when the day comes.

>>53989

>thoughtform/tulpa/servitor can be attached to an outer energy source

Thank you for your insight, but OP's tulpa is attached to OP. He feeds her his loosh.

>>53991

I know that, what was your point in correcting me on that loosh-leech thing if you basically agreed with me?

OP, I do not see you as someone with a problem. I see you as a person with talent and potential. You heavily underestimate yourself if what you say is true - to be able to create a tulpa that fast and that effectively is something which deserves respect.

I'd be interested in getting into contact with you. Would be a waste not to at least ask you. Do you have Skype or something (or something else you'd prefer)?

I don't know why but I just got that feeling that I should at least ask.

>>53981

>Mia

Is your waifu a snakegirl ?

>>53998

Not to insult OP, but it's pretty easy with that one energy method. I had one I made in 2 weeks, but I never got around to forcing besides enough to keep her alive and eventually I killed her because I figured companionship is a waste of energy.

>>54022

>it's pretty easy with that one energy method

Tell me more!

>>54024

>>25313

>>54025

The physical muscle tension part actually works great for feeling and understanding your own energy flow too. You can easily use the method to transition yourself into controlling your energy through solely your mind without much effort.

Great technique for zappig my mundane friends too I might add.

>>54031

Please teach how to zap people. I can already control energy via just the mind because of Qi gong and never knew about using the physical muscles to move or utilize it.

>>54038

I just focus on pulling my energy into the tip of my fi ger while pressing it against there arm and discharge it. Focusing on effects can change it to other attributes, temperature, magnetism, waves, etc. Recall the feeling in your and imbue it into the energy when yoi focus it.

>>54039

Recall it in your mind. Fucking cant type on this damn phone.

>>54039

Thanks. I've heard of people changing the attributes to other effects and even water, heat or ice. I've tried this before and found it difficult to keep concentration but I am definitely going to practice until I achieve it.

>>53987

I can vouch for this, I went completely overboard with the tulpae thing and had to work for 4 years to cut away the delusions and negative entities.

>>53989

>just wanted to point out that thoughtform/tulpa/servitor can be attached to an outer energy source like Sun

Is this explained in the attached book? If not, please elaborate. So it's possible to be able to create a tulpa who doesn't rely on you like a crack addict relies on a crack dealer? Which would also mean it's possible to create a tulpa who would eventually become self sufficient and more like a companion rather than a slave?

Does anyone have the caps saved of that guy who was heavily bullied by his giantess tulpa waifu?

>>53987

It as much of a trap as real relatioships.

>>54043

If I focus on an icecube long enough I can change it's attributes so that it becomes water

I usually have to go outside to get it to work the other way, might have something to do with moon/starlight

>>72793

its still up mate

>even this thread is filled with 90% pony roleplayers

>>53980

>I have successfully tulpamanced mai waifu.

See >>56878

>>72793

thread: >>56878

cap: >>63733

>smiley

>advanced

the guy is armchair as fuck, hes a roleplayer and you fell for it. Take what works, dont trust people like Smiley who offer neither proof for their claims nor accountability when they turn out to be wrong.

>smiley

>advanced

the guy is armchair as fuck, hes a roleplayer and you fell for it. Take what works, dont trust people like Smiley who offer neither proof for their claims nor accountability when they turn out to be wrong.

>>53988

Typical imageboard user:

>Freud is a fraud, psychology is Jewish pseudoscience.

>loosh-leech

>loosh

Literally taking the concept of libido and giving it a cool-and-hip millennial spin.

Pitiful.

>>53980

tl;dr

Translation: I can't compete in the real world, so I thought up an imaginary friend.

Cool story, enjoy living the dream.