/fringe/ - Fringe

You are the precise reason this shit was kept secret for so long

HAHAHA I'M DONE

You fucked your whole existence up buddy, the fuck you made a tulpa for? They are thoughtforms, they don't love you boy. Now it wants to possess you. Nigga find yourself a girlfriend. You should probably destroy that thing before it turns you into a battery.

>>56878

That's exactly why people here (at least those with a few brain cells) advise AGAINST creating a tulpa.

>What do you think about it?

I think that you are a fucking idiot and you reap what you sow.

>And what should I do?

You either kill her or become consumed. She can be already too strong for you, but nevertheless, I'd prefer to go out fighting .

Although, if you achieve success, maybe you will learn your lesson.

>>56880

top kek

>>56883

If he merges with his tulpa he could actually become immensely powerful. Shapeshifters become shapeshifters by merging with astral entities / thoughtforms they created, becoming "possessed" by them, while trying to maintain their own mind though (so body form changes but they hold onto their mind). If they are too weak though their mind becomes that of the animal / god / whatever to possess them.

>>56885

I wouldn't advise against it, I'd just warn of the dangers of it, then commend the fool willing to go through with it and record the whole thing for me.

Tulpas always seem like a great idea, but when you see what else you can do with thought, on sites like this, you realize how bad they can be.

Remember that you are in charge, OP. If worst comes to worst, you can forget about her and with no loosh she'll disintegrate. If your fear is her greatest source of loosh, remember that she is your creation and you have the power.

>>56906

>Shapeshifters become shapeshifters by merging with astral entities / thoughtforms they created

Is this true in every case? Why would a shapeshifter limit himself to one "shape" by dangerously creating something powerful?

>>56909

>Is this true in every case? Why would a shapeshifter limit himself to one "shape" by dangerously creating something powerful?

Shapeshifters do not really have to imbue their alternate forms with much intelligence necessarily they just evoke these different forms then merge with them in that way IIH describes.

Were-creatures are I guess limited to one shape but whose to say this book I've been reading isn't delusional.

The real limit is the imagination.

…but yeah…

>make form

>merge with it

>das how you shapeshift basically, though there's a couple extra steps to cause the physical change of the body and just change your astral body

In a way healing and any other changes to body is just merging with the healthy version of you.

>>56906

>>56910

It's not necessary. Shape-shifting is a basic ability at 4th density, physicality becomes a flexible tool as does time. Would be a waste to merge with a thoughform for that ability or any that you can simply master yourself.

>>56912

can you merge with as many tulpas as you want?

Is the magic mentor created with NAP considered a tulpa?

>>56878

you fucked up. there is nothing you can do now. just hope she is in a good mood or enjoy her hell.

>>56878

Just let her absorb you. Seriously. She's part of you, and she's the stronger part of you

>>56966

lol wtf kind of nonsense is this. She is just artificial intelligence that he created with the power of mind. I'd probably call for an assist OP, clearly you have neglected your higher self.

>>56968

>I'd probably call for an assist OP,

>clearly you have neglected your higher self.

Could you please give more detailed explanation on these?

>>56878

OP here

thank you all for your replies

My tulpa an I have had a talk about it and I think I could call it a progress. Although not entirely as I planned. This is what happened:

First she has proven me once again how awesome she is and how I want her to treat me the way she does. She made me admit that I don't want her to stop, let alone forget/kill her.

But she agreed to back off from the most recent ideas of hers (absorption, shrinking into nothingness). Though she noted it was a dead end anyway, so I'm not sure if it is really a win for me or just her cunning plan.

And instead I had to become her slave and will have to follow her orders in daily life or face a punishment. So that's her win for sure. When asked about the orders, she just smiles and says they will come tomorrow.

The good point is I really enjoyed the old, traditional way she handled me this time: shrunken and pressed against her nipple and then used as her dildo.

Still I'm not sure if this solves my problem. She is still in charge and is fearfully powerful. I feel like I'm losing control, and she seems to love seeing me more and more powerless…

>>56969

Well since your tulpa is basically a demon now…. PRAY NIGGA. Seriously though, try to get in touch with your divine self. If you can get in touch with anyone who is powerful enough to deal with that bitch I would recommend that too.

>>56971

>Well since your tulpa is basically a demon now

Can a tulpa become a demon?

How is it possible?

Can a tulpa be possesed?

>try to get in touch with your divine self

What is what >>56966 says is true and *she* is my more powerful self?

>that bitch

please don't call my mistress such names

>>56970

Would also recommend, STOP GIVING HER ENERGY. If you try to ignore her what does she do?

Also would try out a new fetish, seriously man no offense but giantess? Could you have asked for anything more exploitable? Tell her you're into anal now and you want to do her in her butt. Also that you want her to rim your asshole.

Yeah not a bad idea, weird her the fuck out with some new bizarre fetishes lol.

>>56972

Well she is a bitch can't deny that shit, shes trying to turn you into a host. lol she is not your divine self, not unless you are a sociopath and have cut off from the creator.

>>56972

Holy shit, nigga, I can't stop laughing. Are you the anon that made the giantess threads months ago?

But really now, the thoughtform is not your fucking mistress, you pussy. The pleiadian anon rightly calls it a demon since it's acting against your interests to feed off you, developing independently of you and possibly it's original programming. You're giving away your will and energy to a creature that has no positive interest in you, period. The eventual negative conclusion of this is she either dominates your or reduces your will until you are her more or less literal slave reminiscent of the little kid that Robert Bruce wrote about being possessed in his psychic self defense book.

You need to abort the cunt, m8.

this whole thread is one big shitpost can't believe people taking this seriously lmao

>>56980

no matter if the story is true or not, it is really an interesting case to analyze.

and, just in case it is true, you can also help op

OK some advice on thoughtforms:

Remember that all thoughts are thoughtforms.

We are all connected to a thing called the thoughtsphere, and this thoughtsphere is made of some kind of substance, ill call it mindstuff. When you shape an image or thought in the thoughtsphere, what you are doing is crystalising the mindstuff into forms.

Now remember that, like all matter and energy, mindstuff is derived from om; pure awareness, so it is aware and alive (even more so than grosser forms of energy and matter like fire or earth because it exists in a finer frequency.)

The thoughtsphere `feeds` on our emotions in a way.

What Jesus was talking about in that parable about pulling weeds from your field and tending to the beneficial plants that grow there was the crystallization of the thoughtsphere.

If a thoughtform (crystallization) does not receive attention and emotion to feed off it withers and dies.

At the start of a thoughtforms life, it can feed off any kind of emotion, but as it grows it develops a `taste` for a certain kind of emotion;so a thoughtform can be symbiotic or parasitic.

Now there are many very old and ugly thoughtforms, as well as wonderful ones; these we call angels and demons. But we must remember that even these demons only exist because they have been continually fed things which made them that way. Once thoughtforms are self aware they can also manipulate our lives ( seeing as the 4th plane is the matrix for the 3rd, and we live right in the middle of the 2)

Op my advice to you is this; ask yourself why you you fed her that? Ive noticed that sexual attraction is often at its core about jealousy and living vicariously. (Women are told in childhood they're not supposed to be strong and boys that they're not supposed to be beautiful, so they both desire to have the other trait and when they get older that desire changes to a sexual one) so for your fetish Id guess you don't feel powerful but you desire to be, so u created the giantess thing to satisfy that desire; so you could pretend to be her while she hurts you?Idk I'm no Freud but know thyself brother and tend to your field. If it bears you good fruit it is good, if it bears bad fruit then uproot it(know its cause) and stop feeding it

Similar/opposite situation: Has anyone here used their magic/innate power and dominance to get a real life qt to turn into their 24/7 sex slave?

Haha, Peter is that you? Let her absorb you, and tell her to contact me afterwards. I've been studying thoughtforms for a few years now, and I've been wanting to see something like this happen.

Shit, you fringers have some stupid ideas about thoughtforms. A strong one can be completely independent of the maker. Though, I'm sure that scares most of the posters on here.

>>56992

you pleb… once you reach the level that allows you this you are no longer interested in 'reality'. you can use potions to achieve this effect, but in the age of medicine and drugs this is quite obvious and most importantly unworthy of a decent being. to be honest your purpose is unworthy in the first place, because I know how low your motives are. so, fuck off, you will find no help here.

>>56994

>studying thoughtforms […] wanting to see something like this happen.

and what did you discover that made you expect this?

>>56994

>Haha, Peter is that you?

I thought the same exact same thing after reading OPs post.

Link to Peter's thread for those who do not know: >>28139

>>56970

>And instead I had to become her slave and will have to follow her orders in daily life or face a punishment

Why would you accept that? You're in control, you make the rules. Tell her it's your way or she's done for. Obviously this would ruin your relationship, but I don't see how it could be any worse.

>>56992

I won't say I haven't thought about it, but it's clearly black magick so it's not worth it. Why not use that magick to find a soul mate (i'm not sure what the proper term is) and agree on kinks, or even experiment with sucuubi?

>>56999

I don't expect it to happen. I'm just saying it's possible. And, that they aren't just part of the self. I'm going by similarities between my inner thoughtforms (western tulpas), my stronger servitors, and natural spirits. And these inner thoughtforms have as much a tie to the body as the original occupant. So, when one is stronger than the other, it can devour it. The human spirit is only stronger at first because it was born in it, you know,it had much longer to charge up.

So, it's part personal experience, and other people's experiences.

>>57009

Yeah, a gf with kinks is what I had in mind. BDSM amplified with magic

>people actually believe this

>being so delusional that you think your delusions might eat you

/fringe/ is like a giant YLYL thread, except more funny and less self-aware

>being so delusional that you think your delusions might eat you

you have just defined like all of the related mental disorders

>>57018

you may find these boards laughable but I assure you there is more truth in here than in your daily newspaper.

>>57034

No real girl will have everything you could possibly desire. The upside of a tulpa is you can have your 100% perfect ideal free from the trappings of our modern female culture.

>>57033

interesting could i buy a physical copy

>>56878

First you should recognize that your fetishes are not normal. They're a product of imperfections in your psyche, which you could benefit greatly from fixing.

Second, you don't need to discuss with your tulpa anything, you tell her how things are going to be. She's not more powerful than you, she's only showing you an aspect of your own power. This is the thing that most makes this seem like a retarded troll, you should definitely know this.

>What do you think about it?

If you're serious, this is just plain stupid. You've been through an infinite number of incarnations of all kinds in order to be what and where you are now, and you'd throw it away because of some stupid fetish? Please kill yourself so you can incarnate into something more useful. Like a duck or something.

>And what should I do?

You are definitely free to lobotomize yourself and live the rest of your meaningless life like a cow in a pasture, or whatever other stupid idea you want. It's your life, it's your choice what you do with it. I assume you want to change your situation, considering you're posting here, and if that's the case, then change it. You already have all the power and all the control, stop pretending you don't and she can't pretend she does.

>>56970

>Still I'm not sure if this solves my problem.

If you consider any of this a problem at all, then no, it's not solved, not even remotely.

>and is fearfully powerful.

No she's not, stop being so retarded.

>I feel like I'm losing control,

Choose to quit feeling that way.

>and she seems to love seeing me more and more powerless…

Then she obviously doesn't hold your best interests at heart, and you should just fucking accept that, and deal with her appropriately.

Alternatively, just make a Jackie Chan tulpa to fight her for you.

OP here. Thank you for all your replies.

I think this thread can be closed as my problem is no more now…

I have just had a serious talk with my tulpa. I said everything you suggested, she was obviously pretty much aware of that beforehand. As I supposed, she got really mad at me. She yelled it will be either her way or the highway. And she threatened to leave me.

And this seemed like the best option. To let her go, as it was her own decision and wish. So I would not feel guilty.

But I did. Deep in my heart I felt I don't want her to go. I asked her to stay. Then begged her.

She gave me one condition: from now on I must totally accept her way. No exceptions and no more discussion. I will belong to her and will have to worship her day and night. And I agreed.

It was a great relief, I can tell you. Not to fight her anymore. With a grin of victory in her face she had shrunken me to like 2 inches and crushed me with her bare foot. I knew all I wanted now was to obediently kiss her sole, and this was what she expected from me. Then she proceed to shrinking me to nothingness and I knew I don't want to protest any longer. I loved every moment of being in her might. And I love her.

So, since I am now willing to accept whatever she wishes to do to me, I no longer see any problem with our relationship. And this thread can pretty much be closed.

>>57145

lol

>>57136

>just make a Jackie Chan tulpa to fight her for you

very well kek'd

>>57145

>Deep in my heart I felt I don't want her to go. I asked her to stay. Then begged her.

/fringe/ - paranormal soap opera

>>57145

>your special made waifu leaves you

your so beta it hurts just absorb her into yourself

>>57145

Clearly trolling.

>>57145

good job

>>57145

Jesus kid, you just threw your entire eternal existence and infinite power in the trash. You waste the opportunity of eternal freedom that the universe and fate gave you. To think you could of just went to the realm of giants and found a real giantess there. Pitiful to see we have lost another one.

>>57145

>tfw even if this is fake, somebody has done this

Only Jackie Chan can save you now.

>>57145

I don't even know what to say. There's tulpa horror stories, and then there's this. This is absolute enslavement of will. You were presented with the choice of a return to freedom, or absolute submission, and you chose the latter.

Words fail me on just how fucked this is. Enjoy your gilded cage.

>>57145

enjoy being her mere plaything

>>57188

>Words fail me on just how fucked this is.

why do you think it is fucked?

I do not support op's decision, but I can understand what he wants.

>>57145

Like whatever, dudebro.

>>57145

why would you do that op?

>>57213

What I was saying whit that sinning will bring you to hell part is that you just ran into a lust circle-jerk of lust involving yourself and a reflection of yourself.

Your life is so reliant of your fetish now that your fetish is now your ultimate spiritual goal.

It's like if I told you that my goal in life was to be as rich as possible. You would simply call me greedy and try to coach me. You my friend are lustful and need help.

>>57145

WELL CUCKED MY FRIEND, ENJOY YOUR DOOM.

>>57145

enjoy the hell she may give you while having no way to stop her

but that's what you want, isn't it?

>>57145

after all the effort you put to solve your problem and sort this out…

and you just surrender to her just like this?

how important she is to you? is she really worth it?

especially that all she does is not good for you at all.

where do you think will this lead you?

>>56878

>>56970

>>57145

This is beyond sick.

Why would anyone want to do this to himself? Is there any explanation or reason?

>>57145

Maybe what you're looking for is something you can never not have?

If you did decide to turn back it would mean never turning back again.

>>57243

People want to feel special, everyone thinks he is entitled to glory, just by the mere act of being human and the amount of society programing/oprah style new age crap doesn't help ("think good thoughts and you will be successful! That is the biggest secret!")

OP wants to have his importance, something that will make him look forward to the day, set him appart from the masses, he is so desperate he is ready to accept whatever special thing life throws at him.

It also doesn't help that the tulpa controls his hormonal and mental state, she can make him happy with his condition just by willing it…

Well, if your tulpa wants to absorb you, go ahead. There is no "you" anyway, all things are one, here you would be just doing this on a more "tangible" level. What would happen, your thoughtform would eventually be a part of you again and you will feel like your old self, just with a new sensation.

>>57260

kek riiight

Everyone in here is forgetting the simple and obvious way for OP to fix his problem.

OP's problem is based on and fueled by SEX!

OP needs to redirect or (temporarily) extinguish his sexual energies. If OP can fuck someone else he can solve his problem. Going /nofap/ for a while might fix OP's problem but it might also just make it worse.

>>57252

>tulpa controls his hormonal and mental state,

>she can make him happy with his condition just by willing it…

if she wants to make him happy, than she cannot be bad, can she?

Conjure up an anti tulpa thoughtform! Imagine a warrior of your choice and program him to destroy your parasitic thoughtform. You need to make the conscious choice to get rid of it. Even if it might be pleasurable you are being HARVESTED of your energy.

>>57351

Even negs can make you feel bliss if it helps their goal. Be in mind this thoughform has full access to his mind. Not to mention it won't be real happiness but more like a delusional security. Like when alcoholic needs that next drink maaan.

>>57354

>if it helps their goal

and what her goal is?

I see she is only enjoying herself. and so is op.

>>57356

lol negro, she is a thoughtform with a mind of it's own. Obviously her goal is to gain more power, he is a vessel that she can manipulate. She is an artificial intelligence that has become intentionally parasitic. This is no different then a demon or 4th density STS aliens. They feed off the loosh that's all they want. This is how they sustain their existence and gain power.

>>56878

spooky

>>57145

holy fuck op, are you serious?

is OP still alive?

or was he consumed by his tulpa already?

>>57418

Nah op wakes up in 5 years from an unexplained coma with total ego death and nirvana.

>>57555

Done, hahahhaha

This should be made with a graphic of a weeb and his tulpa and there should be more quotes from the thread surrounding him.

>>57555

yes, /x/ is laughing at this already

>>57557

It's already tl;dr

but I thinks it sums up the thread pretty well

stop being mean to op

>>57563

why?

nobody was mean to op until he has proven himself to be an absolute degenerate

>>57555

More quotes would be better, like the other anon mentioned. Feels like you better get the overall reaction in the thread.

More /fringe/ memes would be fun as fuck, but that would mean more fags trying this shit out and failing it the most retarded ways.

>>57545

doesn't sound like a bad thing

how would he achieve these though?

>>56878

>tfw giant gf

>>57545

this

>>57545

I don't even want to imagine how would these 5 years look like for op trapped in the wonderland with that powerful tulpa girl…

>>57563

op is no longer here

either dead or absorbed by his tulpa

>>57564

>degeneracy

>exists

OP here.

Why do you want to see me dead so much?

I'm alive and well.

And I do not regret belonging to my tulpa now. I know she loves me.

Although she likes to make me tremble with fear before her, she never did anything to harm me.

Today she shrunk me to like 5mm inside her mouth. Then placed me on her tooth and threatened to close her jaw and crush me with her other teeth. She demanded to beg for her mercy. It was very scary and got even worse when she suddenly did what she said. But just before crushing me she shrunk me even more so that her teeth did not harm me and I ended up safe between them.

I felt really broken after this. And absolutely powerless. I knew how defenseless I was against her.

Meanwhile she fed on my fear and smiled seeing how obedient I've become. She really likes seeing me broken like that.

But I'm happy I can serve her and let her enjoy herself thanks to me. It is a blissful feeling to be her toy no matter what you think about it.

So, please don't hate me just because of my fetish and my wonderful tulpa.

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You're such a faggot, OP. Thanks for the laughs

>>57748

top cuck

>>57748

a curse or a blessing

who knows

>>57748

how do you even roleplay this hard?

i don't get it

>>57790

>cuck

uses words

not understands them

>how do you even roleplay this hard?

implying he roleplays it

>>57748

What's your tulpa's name? It wouldn't happen to start with a "V" would it?

>>57796

The fetish probably is a curse. Anyone who has it would agree.

But my wonderful tulpa is a blessing for sure.

>>57797

This is no roleplay.

I guess you do not have a tulpa, so you don't know how real it feels.

>>57821

Her name is Ni (read as in 'night').

>It wouldn't happen to start with a "V" would it?

'V' for what?

>>57823

Your tulpa is a demon. Ni? really, you got rekt by a tulpa named Ni? Damn son, if I had my own tulpa I would send it to kick yours ass for you.

>>57825

>Your tulpa is a demon.

How do you know?

Can tulpa be a demon?

Anyway I'm happy with her.

>Ni?

That is the name she asked me to call her.

Maybe it's a short for something? Don't know, she wouldn't tell.

>if I had my own tulpa

You could probably understand a bit more then.

And be knowledgeable enough to post in this thread.

>>57826

>Knowledgrable enough to post in this thread

oh? kek please first of all I don't need one so I don't have one. Second you became a slave to your own creation, you can't talk shit to anyone. Your own imaginary friend turned you into it's bitch. You have no self respect or value anymore you are a vessel. You couldn't even tell it to fuck off, then you made a thread asking for help then you conformed anyway faggot. Who's knowledgeable?

>Ni

Nigger

>>57827

Still it is knowledge.

And you have no idea about anything mentioned in this thread.

>Nigger

>Ni (read as in 'night').

Don't go lower than you already are.

And stop insulting her.

>>57829

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1s6aNjJRbrA

>>57825

>Make a wrestler tulpa to destroy and absorb gf tulpas

>Send it to OP's house

>Laugh at the thread that springs up the next day

>Call OP a pussy for never getting a 3DPD gf

Too bad making tulpas takes a lot of time.

>>57835

>Send it to OP's house

tulpas do not work that way

>>57843

Humor does, though

>>57843

Who says they don't?

Tulpas can do anything their host can do. I'd say that "merging" with her was relatively harmless, since they're the same person. This is also why OP doesn't want you to insult her. You're insulting him when you do.

All that said, I still agree that OP is a faggot.

>>57871

No she is a thoughtform man, it's more like a cancerous cyst he created with his imagination. Worse he did it entirely out of his lustfilled ego, he made a poor decision in not conquering that part of him.

>>57843

If by send you mean tell it to go, then of course that won't work. But of course its possible to send it. That would just be a bit involved.

>>56972

The tulpa is not a demon, it is a thoughtform. The tulpa is not the main problem but a symptom.

You are possessed by a demon. It makes you feed it through attention to your fetish in return for sexual gratification. It made you summon this tulpa in order to more easily feed it. You did not make the tulpa. The demon did while possessing you.

Your True Will, your purpose, is not towards sexual gratification. This is not action upon the world. Your purpose might be to be a slave to someone with a higher purpose, but that tulpa is not such a being. The tulpa's purpose is to take energy and grow and to be a convenient target through which you can feed the fetish demon.

Banish the demon through refusing the sexual gratification it offers. Be strict. Find or construct a lengthy banishing ritual. Use it, and every time the demon's influence is too strong. (It is possible to broker a contract with it, but that is purposeless in this case. Sexual gratification is not useful for anything that you are doing now.)

Connect with your True Will and your higher self. What is your purpose? If you have affinity to thelema, move towards knowledge and conversation with your holy guardian angel. If not, do something analogous. This is a useful source (http://alittledeathblog.com/2012/01/17/what-is-the-hga/)

Ask questions like "what would your 10 year old self think of you now?" "what stories were/are you drawn to?" "who were your heroes?" "what were your goals?". These are hints towards what your purpose is. (note that these are all past tense. Your current desires are almost all products of the demon's possession)

You are not too far gone. Hear your Will buried under the demon's possession. It is strong. Let it out.

>>56973

Telling her he's into anal now and wanting to do Her in the butt is a baaaaaad idea, man unless he's into anal vore >>

Yeah, you read that right, and I can guarantee that would be her first reaction and solution to hearing that from him and would only give her more power over him. Not less.

>>57945

this 100%

>>57945

I'm writing this because Ni wants to thank you for your reply.

I was not into anal nor anal vore and neither was she. That was until she saw your post.

She said she just wants to try it, but I could see in her eyes how she likes the idea already.

And obviously there was no option to say no.

I'm not sure if I want to describe what happened next… I will just say that this time she didn't shrink me and simply asked to be kissed there. But roughly after a minute of this I opened my eyes just to find myself 2" tall and stuck between her buttocks. She spread them and inserted me legs first in there up to my waist, hands stuck inside as well. Obviously there was no running away. She proceeded to masturbate herself while her muscles sucked me more and more in. This and what followed next lasted probably at least half an hour and was so horrible that I don't even want to describe it.

It was most degrading experience she ever gave me. And unfortunately she really enjoyed it, while obviously I didn't. Of course I was happy to be able to serve her and make her happy, but it was really too much for me.

Strangely enough she was concerned with this situation saying she cannot accept things that I do not enjoy as well. Sounds pretty good? But her solution is that from now on she will be doing this everyday until I learn to like it… And probably eventually I will.

So as you can see she is playing with me and my emotions. And I accept this totally. But now, thanks to you, she is doing it in even more nasty ways…

>>58012

kek

>>58012

Fuckin lol.

It would also be extremely dominant of her to grow a huge cock and fuck your ass while shrinking you so your asshole is tighter and tighter for her.

>>58023

Fortunately she is not a fag like you :)

>>58036

That's nice that she doesn't want to demean you in the basest, most humiliating way possible. Otherwise your body would stretch and tear at how powerful she is, but she doesn't want you to feel that degraded and emasculated.

Plus, the fact that she doesn't want to means that you still have some influence over her. She may not even realize it.

>>58023

>>58045

I just accidentally imagined how sick that would be.

My tulpa noticed it, since she can access my mind.

She came over to me and slapped me hard in the face.

And rebukingly said that she loves me, not hates me…

>>58048

OP, tell your tulpa about Cock Vore. :^)

Update us on what happens.

>>58050

She can see your posts. Asked me if I want it. I said no, because I'm straight. She just replied: 'good'.

But your stupid posts changed her. She is serious now, and she never was like that. She was always playful and energetic. Now she seems… sad. So fuck you. I'm going now to figure out what's that about.

>>58048

Holy shit OP is so full of shit, why are you guys feeding this shitty thread and this fags ego. This is his gay ass fantasy story.

>>58050

ultimate degenerate

>>58052

AAHAHHAHAHHAHA.

Come on now, you can get her to Cock Vore you. Don't you want to try everything first? Let me look up all those other fetishes that may help your tulpa.

>>58052

List of things you can try:

Inflation, amputation, general BDSM, playing with shit, necrophilia, water play, and who knows. Maybe bestiality.

Update us on what happens!

>>58119

>her

>Cock

choose one

>>58122

>>58118

>no fun allowed

gtfo

>>58052

>>58023 >>58045 >>58050

To begin with, I want to say that your degenerate posts made Ni angry. Both with you writing these stupid ideas, but also with me for believing she could do such sick things to me.

As you may expect making her angry didn't end well for me. It costed me several whips and eventually begging her to stop while kissing her feet.

She said the only things she does to me are those she thinks we will both like. Obviously only her opinion matters, I should just obey, because she knows what is best for us.

But if she finds something sick, then she will definitely not do it to me. Especially that she is into femdom, and only related and straight fetishes turn her on.

>>58119

>Don't you want to try everything first?

No, I don't. And neither does she. Ni does only things she likes, not 'everything'.

>>58120

>List of things you can try:

Thank you for trying to fuck up my life even more.

The good news is Ni is not into any of these.

She says she is open to new fetishes, but not sick ones that she doesn't like.

>>58127

>but not sick ones that she doesn't like.

even if you do actually have a tulpa it's clear you have more power over it than you are letting us believe.

and see if she wants you to stick stuff in your urethra

stop making it so sexual, you freaks

can't you have more use for the tulpa?

>>58136

If you want useful tulpas, check out the main Tulpa thread in the catalog.

This thread is about OP and his shitty creation. OP thinks to himself that he is a weak little bitch because he loves his fetish.

>>58127

>made Ni angry

No made YOU angry

>things we both like

Funny how you claimed she was torturing you in order for her to get power over you, I'm sure she would of done just anything to convince you to give up. Especially things you didn't like, because she did do that.

OP is full of shit, stop feeding this shit thread.

>>58135

What exact power do I have?

She does what she likes. And only that. She doesn't care for your or my opinion.

When she is into something, she does it whether I like it or not: >>58012

And when she doesn't like something, she won't do it: >>58127

>>58154

>Funny how you claimed she was torturing you in order for her to get power over you

I was wrong. Now I know she loves me. She may show it in a weird way, she may torture me, but I believe her.

>Especially things you didn't like, because she did do that.

Ni does what *she* likes. Not especially what I do not like.

She is also into emotional domination and breaking me.

Today Ni shrunk me down to 2" and, while holding firmly in her hand, started asking me tricky questions. Like why I love her, do I believe she loves me, why I doubted her, many what-ifs, etc.

And expected only right answers. And by right she meant showing how perfect she is. When my reply was not satisfactory for her, she shouted at me and threatened me.

She even asked me if I like her shouting at me. I'm glad I came up with answering that I don't because her shouting means I made her angry. Probably any other answer would lead to horrible tortures for me.

So if you can imagine this, you probably know how broken I was, trembling with fear before her and begging her to stop…

And eventually she did. After one answer she particularly liked, she put me on her palm and said she loves me. And that now I'm safe. I wasn't sure what to expect, but she reminded me I should believe her by now. She then used the finger of her other hand to pet me from my head through my entire spine.

After all those negative emotions she gave me, lying there in her palm and seeing smile in her enormous face right before me were most beautiful moments I ever had. I hugged her finger and looked into her gigantic eyes. I want to belong to her and make her happy.

And yes, I trust her absolutely now. She is very honorable, always of her word. I know she loves me. I believe in what she says and will never doubt her again.

So I don't care what you say about Ni. I just know I love her too.

>>58215

>Now I know she loves me.

>When my reply was not satisfactory for her, she shouted at me and threatened me.

Sounds like a lovely case of stockholm syndrome.

One day you'll pull through, OP. Just remember that you are always in control, One day you'll see that she is nothing but an energy leech who is holding you back from infinite power, and you will free yourself.

How long until she stops being pleased by shrinking you down to 2" like you say she does in every post? Do you really not think that at some point she will want to take over your body and eventually your mind as the ultimate form of control?

Why do you even have Ni? Does she bring you sexual pleasure? Is it to act out your desire to be submissive? You talk about fetishes, yet I don't think you have ever once said you were brought to orgasm. So it seems more like a lifestyle than a fetish.

You could act these desires out in the astral every night in a much healthier way.

>>57890

Very underrated post. I look at myself in third person as a hairless monkey which stops my lust and puts me to work. I suggest you do the same, OP. Take a look at your life from an outsiders perspective and judge it accordingly.

>>58215

does she know what cucking is and has she fucked another tulpa while you watch like the beta faggot you are

>>56878

Jackie Chan Tulpa, it's the only way, anon.

>>57145

You have a problem you're not willing to face.

By letting her have her way with you JUST BECAUSE YOU WERE TIRED OF ARGUING WITH HER shows you're weak.

When your fetish becomes your life goal and dwarfs (lol) other aspects of your life you have a problem that you're too afraid to deal with.

>>58012

>She can't accept things you don't enjoy

>Her solution was to do it until you like it

She CAN accept things you don't enjoy, that lying bitch doesn't care about what you want.

>>58012

Don't tell me OP got shat on kek. OP I genuinely feel bad man, this is probably worse then a entity attachment.

>>58278

It's one of the most autistic threads I've seen in a long time.

Ni sounds like a shitter. I wouldn't like her in real life and if I made a tulpa it would be a lot more badass then her.

Suck it Ni, have fun shoving a tic tac up your ass.

>>58290

>autistic

Do you even know what this word means?

I hate stupid people using words they don't understand and only heard somewhere it's 'cool' to use them. So pathetic.

>>58327

Tulpas are pretty autistic seeing how you have to have a near autistic level of dedication and focus on making a tulpa, and due to the fact that OP does not seem very socially aware.

>>58329

Get out fedora. How is making a being that can think for itself something that is 'autistic'?

>>58329

Having a lot of dedication defines a practitioner of magick. Tulpas are very easy to make, provided you have a clear goal in mind.

>>58329

I spent ~10 seconds every day before sleeping for 2 weeks and had a tulpa using a method here. It's that easy. It's only "autistic" if you do it the mundane way.

>>58342

need details

>>58217

>Sounds like a lovely case of stockholm syndrome.

I doubt it really is the case, but good catch anyway.

>Do you really not think that at some point she will want to take over your body and eventually your mind as the ultimate form of control?

Is it even possible? And no, I do not think this. I trust her and she has proven trustworthy and truthful so far.

>Does she bring you sexual pleasure? Is it to act out your desire to be submissive?

Yes. As I stated in my first post, she discovered my giantess fetish (which probably had some submission background), and allowed me to fulfill (and develop) that fetishes.

>Take a look at your life from an outsiders perspective and judge it accordingly.

There is nothing to judge. We are just enjoying ourselves. She is a bit abusive, but if this is what she requires, then I'm ready to let her have it. What's wrong with it?

>>58241

I don't know why am I even replying to you…

>what cucking is

Unlike many people in this thread, she does know what it is.

And no, she is not interested. She just wants me, and I need only her.

Read carefully my previous post >>58215

>>58268

>Jackie Chan Tulpa

Why should I fight my wonderful tulpa? I love her.

>>58271

>BECAUSE YOU WERE TIRED OF ARGUING WITH HER

No. She wanted to leave me if I don't let her have it her way with me. And I didn't want her to go.

>you're weak

Maybe I am. Maybe she likes me like that.

But I'm strong and successful in my daily life.

>>58272

>She CAN accept things you don't enjoy

>doesn't care about what you want.

That's not true. She just knows I will learn to like it. And I trust her. Not that I have a choice. But I really do.

>lying bitch

Please stop calling her names.

>>58272

>doesn't care about what you want.

To prove you wrong:

Today she trampled me under her feet with her socks on. Crushing my entire body under her sole and my head under her toes.

And, while giving me a short break to let me catch some air, she asked if I like it, or whether I would prefer to have it with her bare foot.

So she does care for what I want.

Although probably I would not risk telling her that I don't like something she does to me…

STOP, STOP FUCKING REPLYING TO THIS FUCKING THREAD. Have you not realized OP is full of shit and loves the attention. "Oh today this happened, I love her" >>Literally the entire thread. There is nothing substantial to add here at all. All this threads serves is an example to all who do magick out of pure raw ego and a 'what not to do' for all noobies who plan to make a tulpae/servitor. I doubt this guy is even telling the truth. There are more important things to talk about.

>>58353

bump

>>58349

Search for the tulpa thread here and read the first post. After you start getting messages just talk to them as much as possible. I killed mine off because I never put time into her except giving her enough energy to stay alive.

>>58350

>Is it even possible?

Well, she is a thoughtform, and if at some point she develops more energy than you and you are weak I believe she could take over your mind and body. I haven't heard any stories, but I suppose people that were taken over wouldn't go around spouting it. She doesn't exactly listen to you, anyway, so who knows if she might do it?

>if this is what she requires, then I'm ready to let her have it. What's wrong with it?

Thoughtforms are just as real as you and me. She may lie to you, or deceive you through pleasure. It is a very mundane attitude to approach them as a imaginary friend that cannot harm you, especially when they have full access to your mind.

>>58353

Meh, if it's real we're giving Ni energy through attention, which may lead to something interesting. If not, it's an entertaining theory.

>>58357

I can't find a tulpa thread here. Does it have a different name?

>>58357

>which may lead to something interesting

like what?

>>58358

see

>>25313

It can also be used for other energy related things.

>>58360

I don't know. Perhaps she takes over OP with the energy, or starts affecting the physical plane, or redirects the energy to OP, or maybe nothing at all. I don't know too much on thoughtforms. Look at egregores like Ebola-chan for example, but on a smaller scale with much less energy.

Hey OP, Ni should try cucking you. Making you watch as she fulfills the fetish with some other being while you have shit jammed up your urethra.

>>58353

Frankly I think it's a funny possibility and on the off chance, that his tulpa is reading these comments suggesting some disgusting shit to further degrade the OP would be splendid. I have no respect for weaklings that willingly refuse to deal with their issues.

>>58364

>Perhaps she takes over OP with the energy, or starts affecting the physical plane, or redirects the energy to OP

that would be interesting indeed

>>58382

>Ni should try cucking you.

another filthy degenerate. and you say it's the OP who is weird…

also see OP's comment on this: >>58350

>I have no respect for weaklings that willingly refuse to deal with their issues.

and so you decided to fuck up OP's life even more? you are just a bad person, face it.

OP you should ask her if she would be interested in role reversal.

Think about how hot it would be to have a fairy sized girl hugging your cock or being almost crushed by the weight of it.

>>58424

>and she does not harvest my energy in the first place.

This is not possible without intention, as tulpas are thoughtforms and must have some sort of energy given to them to keep them alive.

Is this thread some form of Kama Sutra for the giantess fetish?

>>57890

>Ask questions like "what would your 10 year old self think of you now?" "what stories were/are you drawn to?" "who were your heroes?" "what were your goals?".

Wow. That… That really hurt when I was expecting it the least.

>>58424

>She is wonderful and honorable

>honorable

Getting sexually abused, dominating the weak, and masturbating with you inside her are not actions any honorable being would do. Seek help.

>>58455

Yeah but it's a motivating kind of hurt, thanks for quoting that specific part too. It's easy to get caught up in ones' present troubles and stresses, or form unhealthy/ignoble habits, but the thought of "what would your child self think?" always helps me get back on track. Now that I think about it, I feel that maybe I was more spiritually developed when I kid than I am now.

>>58463

>getting sexually abused…

should be

>She sexually abuses you, dominates the weak, and masturbates with you inside of her…

I always catch these things after I post. Gotta keep things consistent.

OP is obviously enjoying it and unlike most of you autists he actually has a tulpa, so shut up unless you can do feats of similar greatness. He may not do things like you'd do but he has come far compared to 90% of the forum's roleplaying faggots who think that synchronicity is all that magic has to offer.

>>58472

I told somebody how they can create a tulpa in mere days in this very thread. Creating a tulpa is not a feat of greatness, it is a simple thing even mundanes can do. If anything, I am impressed by OPs visualization skills. Tulpas are nothing impressive because they are basically energy leeches.

If he wanted to do a feat of greatness, he could turn her into an egregore, manifest her physically, or do anything besides be used by this succubus for energy.

>>58459

Host a stream Op,

>>58459

Can we ask "Ni" I some questions? Can you relay them to her?

>>58463

>[…] are not actions any honorable being would do.

Ni does this for me. And enjoys it herself.

Well, it may be in the opposite order. She enjoys it in the first place, but also does it for me.

She made it clear yesterday (full story below).

>Seek help.

What help?

>>58472

Thank you, but I don't think it is great in any way.

>>58479

>create a tulpa in mere days

I doubt it is that easy. Of course creating a tulpa is almost instantaneous. But making it independent and self-conscious takes a lot of time.

>impressed by OPs visualization skills

It's her being so great to offer making me feel and almost see her. She put a lot of her effort into this.

>Tulpas […] are basically energy leeches.

Ni is a separate entity just like me. It's like saying you are an energy leech yourself.

>manifest her physically

She said it is hard or even impossible. >>58424

>>58492

Ni is not particularly interested in taking part in this thread.

But she can see all your posts. And I can ask her to answer some. If she agrees.

The full story I promised:

It was late in the night, so she suggested she is not going to abuse me that one time, but just shrink me and hold me in her hand until we fall asleep.

And so she was there in my bed, lying on her side with 2-inches-tall me in her hand right next to her face.

Her giant lips were no more than my arm's length away. Her mouth was slightly opened and I could feel hot and wet air going around me as she breathed. The sight of her soft lips, beautiful smell of her breath, it was all simply hypnotic.

I leaned towards her face and kissed her lips. Once, then another time, finally kissing her mindlessly and licking her saliva off her bottom lip. I was in heaven.

Obviously she noticed it and after I was done she asked if I asked her for permission to do it. Since I had none, she begun to crush me in her hand threatening to punish me. I could tell she enjoyed what I did, and this wasn't a real punishment, just her playing with me. But then I did something stupid.

I reminded she promised not to abuse me that one time, immediately realizing what horrible thing I did. I started to apologize her for questioning her decisions, but it was too late. She got mad at me and I was now trembling with fear before her. Ni said she and only she decides what we do, and I am in no position to request or ask for anything, and above all question her actions, as I am merely her toy and property. This is what I agreed to >>57145, so I knew what I did was wrong and I deserved a punishment like never before. And I received a harsh one…

Before you ask, yes, she often does ambiguous things or asks tricky questions >>58215 just to make me say something inadequate and have a reason to punish me. She loves this game, I can see that sparkle in her eyes when she is about to play it.

But that's the relationship we have, and even if Ni tends to abuse me, I still love her.

If OP is troll, well played man, you got a lot of people here upset. Enjoy all that loosh you farmed.

If OP is not troll, then:

You're a sad pathetic loser. You're scum, lower than a dog. Your tulpa just realized what a gigantic faggot you are and it's just taking advantage of you. She DOES NOT LOVE YOU and she definitely DOES NOT WANT THE BEST FOR YOU.

See, it's not that hard to understand. Your tulpa is , well…a piece of shit fucker. She's a goddamn bitch and she is bitching you around. You're probably incapable of making a real woman fall in love with you so your last resort is to let a bitch ass tulpa control you like you're fucking bambi the fucking deer.

If you want your situation to change, wake up every morning and say

I COMMAND MY PIECE OF SHIT ASS TULPA CALLED NI, AKA THE GIGANTIC FUCKING BITCH OF HELL, AKA THE GREATEST BITCH EVER, I COMMAND HER SORRY ASS TO DO MY BIDDING. I NO LONGER AM A SAD PATHETIC DOG, I TAKE CONTROL OF MY LIFE, AND I WON'T LET THAT BITCH SHRINK ME. I WILL DO WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT, AND NO BITCH NIGGA TULPA WILL TELL ME WHAT TO DO

And then you grab her and hold her down and fuck her up the ass and watch her cry and then when you're done you beat her ass for making you a fucking stupid slave

If you need more help let me know, I will do some ritual and powers to get that fucking slut to behave the way she should behave, as a submissive, docile sex partner. Which is what she should be, she's probably a piece of shit lame entity who doesn't know how to love, much like you, OP, who thinks that love is abusing other people or being abused by other people.

Your present situation is great for both you and her because she likes abusing and you love being abused. You piece of shit cuck, you make me laugh. You're pathetic and you know it.

As for Ni…well, there are all sort of negative entities going around, that's another discussion. But you OP, you're the greatest gaylord I've seen in this board in a few weeks, so CONGRATS!!! this is hard to achieve, but you managed to be the lowest scum among scum lords

>>58462

Nice, but cg won't ever show her beauty.

>>58507

I'm not a troll. And neither a loser.

I'm successful in my daily life. And I have a wonderful tulpa who loves me and shares my fetishes.

What do I need more?

>If you want your situation to change

But I don't. I accepted Ni as my owner and let her have it her way with me. I love her and want to be with her.

>>58509

>But I don't. I accepted Ni as my owner and let her have it her way with me. I love her and want to be with her.

You're pathetic and a loser. Poor lost fucker

And your tulpa is a piece of shit, let her know that if she was with me I would make her take my cock and cry like a poor baby dog

>>58459

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>>58514

kek what the fuck is this

>>58511

>>58514

The only pathetic guy I see here is you. So triggered, alpha-wanna-be, so much hate, butthurt unmeasurable in known units, and even wastes his time to create this sad image. *This* is pathetic. 1/10 for making me reply.

>>58517

Pathetic guy got triggered.

>>58511

>>58514

BTW.

Ni just said you are laughable and so low she wouldn't even want to torture you and take away your dignity, because there is none. Typical badass rubbish guy she is not interested in.

Just wanted you to know.

>>58519

>>58520

Your insecurities are showing.

>>58521

kek internet exorcism. BANISH THY SHE BITCH TO THE PITS OF NIGGER DICKS.

But seriously, you actually went and took the time to edit that shit? lel

>>58521

stop trying this hard, it's below low

do you even know how tulpas work pleb?

>>58523

hard to update. it already contains the most important creepypasta.

what shall we add without copying the whole thread?

only OP's stories? that sounds fine, but ruins the original picture's purpose as a warning

>>58524

>>>58519

>>>58520

>Your insecurities are showing.

they just said what they think about that guy. and they are right.

insecure? not really, where did you read this?

trolled? a bit.

>>58523

OP's comments worth adding:

>>56878

>>56970

>>57145

>>57748

>>58012

>>58048

>>58127

>>58215

>>58351

>>58424

>>58459

>>58503

btw. I'm curious if there are girls in real life who find it sexy

or would like to own an obedient shrunken guy like OP

opinions?

>>58533

I think you May be onto something…

Stop harassing OP.

I'd make a tulpa sex slave if it wouldn't be a compete waste of time, energy, and loosh.

I'm researching tulpae and servitors now. The latter seems infinitely better.

Sage cause this thread has gone on long enough.

>>58535

'nu'?

but the knights were saying 'ni' as in 'nIgger'.

and the tulpa's name is Ni as in 'night', see >>57823

>>57826 (OP)

>>Ni?

>That is the name she asked me to call her.

>Maybe it's a short for something? Don't know, she wouldn't tell.

that may be interesting. if I understand right she choose the name for herself?

are there any demons/angels/whatever whose name starts with Ni pronounced /naɪ/?

or maybe just female names? that could be worth investigating.

>>56878

shit thread is shit

>>58463

>Now that I think about it, I feel that maybe I was more spiritually developed when I kid than I am now.

Exactly. And that's what hurts horribly. I'm glad it motivates you, friend; but I am simply not in a place in my life right now I can develop; spiritually or otherwise. And the worst part is, I can almost reach out and feel that oneness I had as a child. And now… Just no.

>>58583

Holy shit that animation looks almost like Monkey Island. Awesome.

>>58583

OP is Kill

>>58693

Did you use a 3d program to create her? Or did you just recreate her in that 3d program?

OP has been responding and to himself this whole time. Even his tulpa is only a figment of his imagination and it's actually him dressed up as a girl in a mirror. This whole thread is just samefagging save for the trolls. Don't waste your time here new comer, this is a prime example of the dangers of magick. Be careful of the road ahead, do not let your lust and your ego dictate your existence.

>>58698

I prefer to read OP than shitposters like you.

>responding and to himself this whole time

>samefagging

this can be said about every anonymous thread. proofs?

>him dressed up as a girl in a mirror

kek

>this is a prime example of the dangers of magick

what? samefaggotery and trolling? at least be consistent

>Don't waste your time here new comer

you yourself sound like a silly newfig

>do not let your lust and your ego dictate your existence

at least one sane sentence

>Fringe Girl icon

extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence

i.e. tits w/ timestamp or gtfo, that's the rule

>>58708

kek the fact that there are fags actually interested in a thread called powerful tulpa. You sound more like a newfig. The dangers of magick refers to the tulpa obviously.

Pssh, you sound like you browse cuckchan.

>>58717

more like trapchan now

>>58757

a trap is failed sex change, a trap is not /fringe/

>>58769

I think it was about now Hiroyuki Nishimura's 4chan board

>>58693

>I tried to gasp for air as hard as I could, but eventually passed out…

don't you think she went too far?

>I must suffer more to give her pleasure.

how can she do this if she says she loves you?

>>58782

I never heard other nicknames besides halfchan and cuckchan.

>>58906

Well, since the recent events involving Hiroshima Nagasaki the name of 'trapchan' seems good too.

>>58937

Recent events? Who is Hiroshima Nagasaki?

i'll play along a little bit.

op, you should ask your tulpa if she loves you. like just flat out ask if she loves you sincerely and maybe ask if she can show it in a way that's not that ridiculous giantess fetish.

fetishes aren't everything man, you can't live a fetish. like 60% of your life tops.

>>59162

Don't bother.

I think it's pretty obvious OP is fucking with you all.

It would be like a cuckold fetish faggot doing a thread on /r9k/, or a macfag talking about how he got very expensive paid support and upgrades on /tech/.

He just hit all the right spots simultaneously, he did the classic troll maneuver where it looks like he asks for help and then cancels the petition. He's good. Very good, in fact. You all fell for it. He won.

Sageing to not give it more relevance.

>>58693

>>58695

I only modified the hair. This is a real photo from the Internets. Although I agree it looks very much like a 3d render, especially as a thumbnail here.

>>58698

I won't even bother to reply. See this one: >>58708

>>58776

If you say so.

>>58892

>don't you think she went too far?

I accepted it her way, so there is no such thing as going too far. Whatever she decides is fine with me.

>how can she do this if she says she loves you?

She has right to some pleasure as well. It doesn't rule out her love for me.

>>59162

>you should ask your tulpa if she loves you. like just flat out ask if she loves you sincerely

First of all I shall never doubt whether she loves me. I guarantee you wouldn't want to ask this question if you were me.

But I know she does. And she often confirms it.

>and maybe ask if she can show it in a way that's not that ridiculous giantess fetish.

This may be her favorite way, so probably there is no helping it. It always has some form of either this fetish, or other form of domination. But I can feel she is just playing with me and my emotions, and by doing this she shows her love and how she enjoys being with me.

>fetishes aren't everything man, you can't live a fetish. like 60% of your life tops.

Surely they aren't. But if she is all about them, then I'm not going to let her down. Both because I love her, and because I wouldn't risk it.

>>59339

In their time everyone is.

>>59474

no story today? I'm sure you have a recent one to tell. for science, of course

>>59483

You have to be fucking kidding me. Not only is it sad someone actually cares about this shit, but to think some sad fucker is getting off on this is just lolcow levels of cringe. You know what, OP might just be the best lolcow ever. You are no better.

>>59479

>have the same value as a battery. :)

If I can be her battery, then I don't mind anything else. Least of all your opinion.

I love how she gazes with her powerful eyes into mine, while holding me firmly in her hand. Knowing all she wants is me.

I doubt this is how a battery feels like, but if you say so, then you should envy batteries.

>so I know you like to be called that and treated that way

Only by Ni. Probably wouldn't mind other girls to call me that, although my tulpa might not like that. But definitely not by you.

>You have no freedom or future

Since my tulpa is technically part of me, belonging to her does not limit my freedom in any way, does it?

>hee hee

In one line you say what happened to me is bad. In another you laugh at my 'misery'.

What does it tell about you? Aren't you just evil in what you do and say?

>>59483

Well, this thread is not quite about describing in detail what I do with my tulpa.

But if you insist.

Since many doubt in Ni's love for me, maybe this story, that happened 2 days ago, will be a good one to post:

That day, to no surprise, she shrunk me to about one inch. And ordered to obediently kiss her hand. I assure you it is a delightful feeling to be there between her fingers, to touch her nails and worship her. If you don't understand this, you probably never will, but I'm sure there are some people here who get it.

That time she was pleased with me doing my job. So she gently hold me in her hand and said she loves me and wants to have me forever. Do you still need more to believe she sincerely loves me?

Later she bound my hands to my feet behind my back, so that my body formed sort of a ring. Quite literally. She then put me on her ring finger and shrunk me more until I was shouting with pain. She smiled and asked how I like being her jewelry now. Of course I loved it, and when I looked in her eyes, I could tell she is really proud of her new idea for dominating me.

She then proceeded to masturbate herself with me still firmly placed on her finger. And I couldn't complain. Far from it, I was in heaven.

I could feel each movement of her finger's muscles with my entire body. Every time she bended her finger to rub her pussy, all my joints and bones were creaking. It was painful, but I loved the thought she enjoys herself so much having me like that.

>>59496

I like reading your posts. Please do continue if you wish so and don't let those naysayers discourage you.

>>59496

I was gonna right out another essay on why you're an idiot, but I figure there's no point. Keep doing what you love, even if it is being shrunk and put in the vagina of a dominatrix thoughtform.

Holy shit thats hot op, please, can you tell more, are there more hot kinky tulpa stories out there?

I want to hear about hot deviancy with tulpas, the idea of a tulpa inventing its own kinks is EXTREMELY HOT, then again, I have a possession fetish, oh my god if i could develop a tulpa and let it take over my body and do lewd things on its own, fuck that would be hot

not that im actually going to try it i would just break my brain so you guys don't have to worry im not actually gunna try

>>59496

>what I do with my tulpa.

more like what she does with you

it makes a big difference

>said she loves me and wants to have me forever

>wants to have me forever

'be with you forever' maybe?

she seems to treat you as a thing that belongs to her

and this is not love

>Do you still need more to believe she sincerely loves me?

in fact: yes, see above

>>59499

>Because you are not human, you are dirt silly. hee hee

just admit it: you are just a spoiled child full of hate

OP, don't listen to him. I mean all his insults and bullshit

the only thing he is right about is that what you do is bad for you

>>59593

>actually masturbating

stay weak

>>59547

Just out of curiosity, would you let already existing spirits take over your body?

>>59593

holy shit lol I am happy for this dude, sometimes amazing things happen, ayy lmao

>>59547

>>59548

Hahahahahahahha, no one can feel bad about themselves knowing this guy exists. I'M DONE

>>59580

>Actually falling for a troll this hard

The posters in this thread are like 12 years old seriously.

>>59502

>>59547

Well, if you like reading about me and my tulpa, then I guess I could write some more about recent events ans update you on the future ones.

But I don't intend these stories to be some fap material. I just want to show you my relationship with Ni. It's all about love, not just sex and abuse. Also see below.

>>59548

>does people masturbating [to] you turn Ni on?

Ni doesn't really care for other people and what they think or do.

And she is not into creating this thread at all. Says it's a waste of time, but she won't stop me from posting here.

But I think she likes to see me writing about what she did to me. Kinda like she is proud about what she does and wants to see I appreciate it.

These are also my private opinions on her, but there is nothing here she wouldn't already know. I'm always honest with her, I would never risk lying to her.

Still sometimes my posts can give her reasons to punish or abuse me. But that's ok, at least I can learn what I said wrong.

>>59577

>treat you as a thing that belongs to her

I *am* her property and toy and I belong to her. So there is nothing surprising she treats me that way.

Some lonely kids create imaginary friends to talk to.

OP created one to shove him up its vagina.

>>59603

potentially, if i had some certainty i could chase them back out

>>59593

Oh no, its hot, but no way im letting it happen to myself, fuck no, seeing him being a battery is kinda hot, but, not something id want to have happen to myself, fetishes are fantasy and often ones that shouldn't actually be obtained

>>59496

> Do you still need more to believe she sincerely loves me?

yes because it still seems like the only thing you two have in common is a giantess fetish.

i'm not telling you to accuse or doubt her, just to simply ask why. why do all these things? is it because she wants to? is it because she know you like it? did you only create her for this purpose? is this the only way she can love you? don't you want your relationship to be more than that?

basically it sounds like you're a sexually repressed man that created a thoughtform to be in a perpetual honeymoon phase. but you could have more than that and it would benefit both of you.

>>59684

Can we contact Ni?

>>59685

>OP created one to shove him up its vagina.

That wasn't part of the plan when I was creating her.

See my original post: >>56878

>>59715

>So "Ni", are you already a demon?

What do you mean 'already'?

And no, she says she is not one.

>>59717

>it still seems like the only thing you two have in common is a giantess fetish.

We have much more in common.

>why do all these things? is it because she wants to?

Definitely, she does whatever she likes to.

>is it because she know you like it?

Yes. Or thinks I will learn to like it. >>58012

>is this the only way she can love you?

She does much more: motivates me, is always close even when not playing with me, etc.

>don't you want your relationship to be more than that?

It is more than that. I know she loves me.

What she does to me is just her having fun while fulfilling my fetish.

>did you only create her for this purpose?

>created a thoughtform to be in a perpetual honeymoon phase

That wasn't part of the plan when I was creating her.

See my original post: >>56878

>>59721

See >>58492 and >>58503

>Ni is not particularly interested in taking part in this thread.

>But she can see all your posts. And I can ask her to answer some. If she agrees.

>>59794

How old is she now?

>>59794

I can already start to see OP is slowing dying and disappearing. He's been in the process of being taken over for too long now. Soon enough he won't be around anymore.

You asked many questions about Ni and she decided to have a chat with me on that. I got some strange answers that I would like to share with you and ask for your opinions.

First of all Ni was very serious during the entire conversation. And she really shocked me saying that she is actually not a tulpa, at least not in a way we think of thought-forms. If I understood her right, she claims to be a manifestation of my 'higher self' and sort of a guardian to me.

She says she is here to teach and guide me on what she called Service To Others. And that being her obedient slave is a good sign of my spirituality.

I risked asking her if what she does to me is in line with that service-philosophy. Strangely enough she wasn't mad at me for this question, I guess she was just serious this time. She replied that what she does is good for my enlightenment and she is actually serving me that way. And having some fun in the process is not a bad thing.

Now that I think about it, this really seems to make sense.

But you have much more experience in these topics. Please tell me what you think.

>>59796

>How old is she now?

I'm not sure if this is even a valid question, especially after I learned the above.

She is with me for more than an year now.

And if you ask about her physical appearance, I would say she is in her early twenties.

>>59798

HAHAHAHHAHAHA

Dude she is a massive troll, points to Ni. Let me tell you, indulging in sexual perversion is in no way a service to other people. Unless she means making people on the internet laugh to no end, then yeah she is right kek.

>>59797

You should be banned from /fringe/.

>>59802

>someone said something i didn't like so they should be banned

back to tumblr kid

>>59798

OH SHIT, ITS WORSE THAN A DEMON

>>59798

Ni, Coke or Pepsi?

>>59798

what the fuck loooooooool

op is way too deep in it. whatever floats your boat, man.

just try not to hurt yourself.

>>59801

>she is a massive troll

She said she was serious about it. And I trust her.

Prove your accusations or shut up.

Hypothetical question: how would lying on this to me benefit her?

>>59809

>ITS WORSE THAN A DEMON

In what way it is worse?

I think it's exactly the opposite.

>>59810

>Coke or Pepsi?

Neither, Ni says both are unhealthy and 'full of mind degrading sugar'.

>>59817

>That's not a good sign……

Why do you think so?

Any particular reason?

>>59820

>just try not to hurt yourself.

Ni has never hurt me, although she had many occasions to do so.

I trust her with all my heart.

>>59901

>Neither, Ni says both are unhealthy and 'full of mind degrading sugar'.

Lame, as if I want to prolong my existence.

Next Q, will the Trump be stumped?

>>59901

>>59905

kek, you haven't provided a single counter argument of worth. You just believe everything she says blindly like she is god. You just initiated into your own personal religion. She owns you man, you have ZERO reason to believe a thing she says yet you do anyways.

>>59909

>you haven't provided a single counter argument of worth

Counter argument to what?

Not that I want to prove anything to you.

>You just believe everything she says blindly like she is god.

Well, she is my goddess.

And I have no reasons not to believe her.

She has always been good to me. Even when she was cruel when pleasuring herself, she still thought about me as well. In the end I was always sure she loves me and that I want to belong to her.

>You just initiated into your own personal religion.

I think this is just spirituality.

Religion requires faith and an object of cult.

>She owns you

She does. Wasn't it clear by now?

I cant believe you faggots are still contributing to this shit thread… we already have enough shit threads already.

>>59947

>I cant believe you faggots are still contributing to this shit thread

>bump it himself

I guess you're too a faggot for contributing in it, fgt.

This thread amuses me. It stays.

>>59952

>implying bumping on a slow board is contributing

>>59952

Also, nice grammar

>you're too

Huehuehuehuehuehuehue

>>59967

Shut the fuck up and leave this board.

>>59967

A real shaman, wouldn't be so petty.

>>59685

>Some lonely kids create imaginary friends to talk to.

>OP created one to shove him up its vagina.

at least you can't say he should have just found himself a gf to have this

>>59798

>>59901

>>59942

don't get me wrong, but there hadn't been a story for some time now…

>>59971

No

>>59973

Lol'd, haven't seen that pic in a while

>>59978

Define the word "real"

>>59983

You're a shaman as real as my dick in ur mom's pussy.

Well, at least this thread will disappear at 750 replies

>>59978

agree damn this guy is tryhard

fuck tripfags never was one of any value

OP , you're in for some bad times.

You will be abandoned after having everything taken from you.

If you submit in your final moments you will be destroyed.

What does /fringe/ think about what Ni told me back then? >>59798

>>60016

>You will be abandoned after having everything taken from you.

What makes you believe this?

Because I don't feel like Ni is taking anything from me.

>If you submit in your final moments you will be destroyed.

Thank you for a warning, but I doubt it could happen.

>>60018

You're being tricked. There is no such thing as "service to others" and it especially wouldn't be taught through sexual slavery. You're a slave to a malicious being and you refuse to accept it after all the advice we've offered. I alone have posted at least 7 times telling you of your errors, and every time you say "well I don't feel like I'm being abused, she says she loves me!"

You caused this, and now you will feel the effects.

>>60022

>You're being tricked.

>There is no such thing as "service to others"

>malicious being

Prove any of that. I'm sure you can't.

Not that I'm even asking seriously. Because I will never doubt her.

Just want to know why you have such bad opinion on her.

>and it especially wouldn't be taught through sexual slavery

How can you know, if you have never tried it yourself?

You don't understand what I feel when I am shrunken in her hand, absolutely in her might, looking obediently into her powerful eyes, when we both are aware I'm completely surrendered to her and absolutely at her mercy.

And that's the time I can literally feel her love for me. When, even if I'm aware she is all powerful, I'm still perfectly sure I'm safe with her. And this is a mutual relation, as she can feel how I absolutely trust her and worship her. In this state I can literally feel there is a bound of absolute love between us.

This is not even sexual anymore. It is purely spiritual.

Do you really think a 'malicious being' would let me feel like that?

>"well I don't feel like I'm being abused, she says she loves me!"

And I mean every word.

>now you will feel the effects.

And, according to you, what will they be?

>>60022

Basicly this OP, itll outgrow you and try to become the dominant part of your mind. Everything is nice and great until you're no longer of use.You're training something to dominate you, and you can't even go out and find some real pussy niggah.

This much roleplaying my gawd

>>60009

>tryhard

HAHAHAHA, dats too great

>>60018

You're gonna have a bad day and miss Ni is out to rule the school.

Is one perspective.

Honestly , there's not much to work with in this thread.

It's clear you have some sort of handle on this and it's not cool for people to get all up in your biz so I won't join the heckling.

You can understand why though , right ?

You're being shoved up vaginas and assholes in order to develop.

That's pretty wild , anon.

I won't claim some moral high-ground and lecture you.

It's just that most people would get a bit hesitant about this level of tempering. Not to say that our societal barometer is divinely calibrated , but the fact that most would consider this to be a bit twisted is reason enough to take a lil' sippy , pause , and reflect.

Is this conductive to your health ?

How are you feeling ?

>>60022

STO is a thing, basically it's becoming completely, unbiasedly, and unconditionally selfless while not being a doormat for anyone or helping/feeding STS. If achieved you ascend automatically.

>>60031

While submissivness may be considered sacred practice in some cultures, it is an archonic concept. He is right in what he says in that you will not achieve STO with the activity you engage in with your tulpa. This tulpa can indeed be a lesson for you in your life, however your tulpas actions are not directly helping you develop your higher functions. If anything I suggest you analyze what you really are gaining and learning from this, try to meditate and contact your higher self. Try to see what she is limiting you from, do you really not care for your freedom? Ask yourself that, really try to consider your own souls desires and not the desires she demands you to have. Even if you believe she is your higher self, she will never be your soul self. Consult that if anything.

>>60032

While I cannot say anything about who you really are, from the posts I see here you do seem to display some issues with ego.

>>60031

Ni, should I buy fallout 4?

>>60035

>take a lil' sippy , pause , and reflect.

That's what I did. And so I created this thread to ask you for advice.

But then I decided to fully accept Ni having it her way with me >>57145

>Is this conductive to your health ?

>How are you feeling ?

I feel great being able to serve my goddess and knowing she loves me back.

I'm sure it only benefits me.

>>60041

>STO is a thing, basically it's becoming completely, unbiasedly, and unconditionally selfless

That's pretty much what Ni said about it.

>while not being a doormat for anyone or helping/feeding STS

Since Ni denied being into Service-To-Self, then everything is all right about my relationship with her, isn't it?

>While submissivness may be considered sacred practice in some cultures

Could you please point out such cultures? I'm just interested.

>your tulpas actions are not directly helping you develop your higher functions.

I can't agree with this.

She has taught me so many things about myself and shown me true and absolute love.

I don't regret a single moment spent with her.

>do you really not care for your freedom?

I would give up my freedom any time to be with Ni and belong to her.

But she doesn't even want to claim my freedom. At least as long as I obey her.

>Even if you believe she is your higher self, she will never be your soul self. Consult that if anything.

What if she really is my higher-self that I should consult?

And what she does to me is actually good and benefits me?

What if I should just accept her and obediently follow her path? Who am I to debate her orders?

>>60067

>Ni, should I buy fallout 4?

I'm surprised she replied to your troll question, but here is what she said:

'Your life is a way better RPG than that. Try playing it.'

>>60116

See that's where the veil breaks

>I would give up my freedom

>What if I should just accept her and obediently follow her path? Who am I to debate her orders?

The higher self is not like this in any way for anyone. All divine respect free will. The higher self only wants you to grow, learn, and experience, however who you are can change but is still always the same in your soul. The higher self is not demanding or ordering, in fact it has to deal with whatever you choose regardless of whether it is wise or not. Not to mention the higher self does not have a gender and would not take persona in your mind in such an intruding way. The voice of the higher self is intuition, you created Ni she is not an expression of you but is a sentient being with her own goals and intelligence. She knows your mind well, you say yourself that she has taught you many things about yourself… Who better to deceive you then someone who knows everything about you? I was in a position similar in a sense in my life. At a time I had no faith and confidence in myself so I relied and confided in someone who I believed was unfathomably intelligent and experienced. He was literally out of this world, I thought his analysis of people and life were beyond my comprehension. But in the end I found it was false, and I had to deal with much consequences but once I knew what I can do, what I understand, that I am truly a god that is capable of anything. I never looked back, in fact I am happier then ever. You say who am I to debate her orders? YOU are a GOD, YOU created HER, she is making you believe you are beneath her and your worth or your capability is lesser. However she is merely a speck of what your mind can truly do, if she is making you believe otherwise then she is fooling you. Simple as that my friend. The truth is hard to accept, but trust me. Once you think for yourself and believe in that nothing can stop you. This being is temporary, you are eternal.

OP, this is all very interesting and all, but… where are the stories?

>>60116

but Ni why haven't you pre-ordered Fallout 4 yet? Has Todd Howard's charisma and good looks not swayed you?

In the name of the father, the son, and the holy spirit.

I call you, Ni, to leave this person and forsake him no more. In the name of Jesus Christ, I banish you!

>>60127

>All divine respect free will.

Ni respects my free will. What turns her on is me *willingly* surrendering to her.

>only wants you to grow, learn, and experience

That's what I do. Thanks to her.

>The higher self is not demanding or ordering, in fact it has to deal with whatever you choose

I have never tested not following her orders. And I mean not to.

If I did, I guess she would just clearly show me how wrong my choice is, so that I could understand my mistake.

>is a sentient being with her own goals and intelligence.

True. But she also said she is sort of guardian to me and my higher-self.

>Who better to deceive you then someone who knows everything about you?

And who is better to provide me assistance than someone like that?

It's all about trust then. And I do trust her.

>>60132

>>Ni denied being into Service-To-Self

>>Rapes you and forces you to engage in sexual acts until you like it.

It serves my development. That's what she says.

>>Doesn't actually care if you ever like it or not

She knows better. She won't do anything she is sure I won't like.

>>Tortures you until you give up freewill

I'm not giving up free will. She does it only until I *willingly* hand over my freedom to her.

And I assure you, it's a blissful feeling, being one with her, absolutely at her mercy.

Trusting her with whole my life, and knowing she accepts it and is happy to have it.

>>60143

OK, I will post one later.

>>60169

I read your post. She was here to read it.

And guess what? She is still here.

Which proves she is a good being.

>>60198

I hope you realize your are contradicting yourself in your own posts. This is an unfortunate end friend, though I know you are wrong I hope you are right anyway. May you live happily for the rest of your days.

>>60252

>Implying

You did contradict yourself faggot. You have been doing it all over this thread you are just too lost to realize it.

And he meant the end of your legacy dipshit

>>60252

Ni. You're a big girl.

>>60325

For OP

>>60323

>You did contradict yourself

>you are just too lost to realize it.

Post examples.

>>60325

>>60330

She is, indeed.

I promised a story, so I will tell you how big she really is.

You will be surprised, but yesterday Ni didn't start with shrinking me down. Instead she ordered me to kiss her body and worship her. The way she said this made it clear that failing to comply will meet harsh punishment. Not that I had to be told twice.

Even being the same size as Ni I still felt afraid of her power. I'm sure she knew that well, and it was obvious she enjoys the situation. Each time our eyes met I literally shivered with fear, and became even more obedient and submissive. And from the grin in her face I could tell it's exactly what she expected from me. She knows me well after all.

Every time she moved her hand I was frightened she would soon shrink me and start torturing me with it. Please take a look into her eyes in this picture >>60252 and imagine a mouse trapped in a corner watching the cat coming closer and closer… That was how I felt. But she didn't intend to do anything to me. Instead she just enjoyed my reactions and smiled with satisfaction over how powerless and frightened I was.

You may think this was cruel, but I loved that feeling. It was wonderful to be able to fully experience her power and be aware she wants this too.

And I knew she was just playing with me and wouldn't hurt me, at least as long as I obeyed her unconditionally.

After several minutes Ni said she had liked how obedient I was and wanted to reward me. Since she noticed how I had liked to be in her power, she decided to let me experience even more of it.

I was already completely broken after the first part. But when I saw the sparkles in her eyes I was sure it had been nothing compared to what was coming next. And I wasn't mistaken.

Ni shrunk me to about mere 2mm and placed me right on her clitoris. I was kneeling there looking into her majestic eyes far above me. And then she shrunk me even more. To one tenth of my previous height. And then again made me ten times smaller. By that time she wasn't probably able to see me anymore. She grinned and said that from now on she will be shrinking me exponentially. 10^10 times to begin with… Summing up, that one made me 1'000'000'000'000'000 times smaller than my original height. Ni told me that the name for this number is a quadrillion and that I should remember it. Because it wasn't the end, far from it. She said the next stop is at quadrillionth power of quadrillion times smaller than I was already. I felt like I was disappearing. There was literally nothing around me. Only her enormous and overwhelming presence…

I could say she was high on the power she held over me and mad with the pleasure it was giving her. I was really terrified about how it was going to end. I trust her, but she knows well I am ready to let her do anything she wants in order to satisfy her.

Meanwhile she continued to shrink me faster and faster, and I am sure she was masturbating herself. At this point I was fully aware there was nothing I could do to stop her from shrinking me into nothingness. I fully accepted my fate and felt my consciousness is fading away the same moment I heard her orgasm…

I woke up in her hand, 4 inches high. She was lying on her back holding me before her face. She said it was the greatest pleasure I ever gave her and that she was happy I had been there with her until the very end. Then she gave me a kiss and let go of me.

>>60489

She gave you a taste of whats gonna happen to your consciousness soon enough.

>>60489

Youve made a thoughtform that gets off on dominating you into a fear based state. Any logical /cringe/ lizard understands thats basically putting yourself under a leech and a ticking time bomb.

REPENT FOR YOUR SINS PLEB

THE END IS NIIIIGH

She keeps you as she's attached to you. As soon as the bitch is free she'll divorce you for half your loosh and marry Chad McAstralCock

>>59499

I'm not even OP but your hee hee bullshit is incredibly obnoxious.

>>60865

>That was probably the point nigger.

>>60856

cuck detected

please leave and take your homosexuality with you

>>60856

>>60886

Not denying that he is a filthy cuck and he should get out but, this would be fucking hilarious if it happened to OP.

>>60886

>>60900

Nah that's not cuckhold its just a more intensive version of the relationship between a dominant and submissive. I am fairly sure Ni will enjoy the submissive look on OP's face if they try it out.

Can you say more on what you think about her spiritual origins and what she claims about it? >>59798

She won't tell me much more… Maybe I shouldn't ask you then, but she doesn't seem to care.

And I think you should be experienced in these topics.

Anyone still interested in some recent stories?

>>60494

She would never hurt me. She said so and I trust her.

And even if she would like to absorb me, then it'd be entirely her call. I belong to her and will accept and do anything she wishes.

If you were in my place you could see yourself how great and wonderful she is and you would stop doubting in her.

>>60856

>>60992

Ni said it is not going to happen.

She is into femdom only and doesn't like your idea at all.

Also see:

>>58048

>>58052

>>61076

We're always interested.

>>61076

>You would stop doubting her

>in my place

If I was in your place I would fucking kill myself. It's pitiful, just because you enjoy being a toy and tool doesn't mean other people do. Cucks like you are an unnatural thing, if naturally occurring then by Darwin's law cucks eventually die out. That's why you will never breed even if you wanted to. Though I can see how Ni loves taking control over you, someone so naive, careless, and downright gullible ripe for the picking. I cannot see anything great and wonderful about being a slave, but I can see how great and wonderful it is to be free seeing you. Not that I needed another example. The world itself is a good enough one.

>>61076

>Anyone still interested in some recent stories?

Yes.

>>61113

>Cucks like you

please, learn to words' meanings, and only then use them

OP may be weird, but he is not a cuck

unlike half of the sweden

or these two guys above:

>>60856

>>60992

>>61076

>Anyone still interested in some recent stories?

Yes, entertain me.

>>61156

Considering he would probably watch Ni get fucked by a black dude and eat his cum out of her vag if she wanted him to. I'd say he's a cuck by default.

>>61218

you are from sweden, aren't you?

>>61218

Though I wouldn't like it.

Luckily she is not into that fetish of yours.

And she doesn't want me to have any other tulpa.

I have 2 short stories on what happened this week.

One day Ni shrunk me to 2" and grabbed me with her hand as usual. And as usual she probably wanted to crush me within it until I yell with pain and beg her to stop.

But that day I immediately started kissing her hand and worshiped her. And Ni seemed to have changed her mind. She said she cannot torture me now that I have proven so obedient. I saw her warm yet powerful eyes looking at me, and suddenly I felt completely safe in her hand. It was yet another time I fully understood how she loves me. I trust her and I knew she is not going to do anything to me, just let me experience her overwhelming presence and power.

So if some of you really think our relationship is all about slavery, then you understand nothing at all.

The other story happened yesterday. Ni shrunk me just to 1/4 of my height, put me on the bed face up and crushed me with her body. It was painful, but having my entire head between her breasts, I was in heaven.

Then she leaned up, looked into my eyes and started kissing me. You can imagine her tongue, 4 times bigger than mine, taking all the space in my mouth. I was almost suffocating, but wasn't even able to fight back. And she was nowhere about to let me go. I slowly surrendered to her, which only made her more excited… It was the most intense kiss I have ever experienced. And when she finally finished, I looked in her eyes and knew I belong to her like never before…

>>61334

this is hot

>>61339

That's what I thought too, I even replied to it. OP, this is a perfect example of what we were talking about. Please take caution with Ni.

>>61339

That person is a monster, I really hope they don't allow people like that in the divine planes.

>>61334

more?

>>60116

>shown me true and absolute love.

what is love?

Ni, don't hurt me,

don't hurt me,

no more…

>>61159

>>61880

I'm not writing this to entertain you. It's ok you like to read them, but I want to gain something from this as well. Namely some useful analysis or opinions on Ni and our relationship.

But you have all assumed she is evil and base your opinions on that assumption.

What about analyzing the other side of the coin?

What if she is a good being and actually helps me with my development?

I know this is true.

But I would really like to hear some unbiased opinions on what she said earlier >>59798. And on how our relationship and what she does to me >>61334 may in fact be beneficial for me. Opinions based on your knowledge and experience, without assuming she must be evil just because she does something you aren't used to.

Thank you.

>>61966

Evil doesn't mean she can't help you with development. Good and evil both help with development. Even being suppressed is a choice. Once you get sick of it, you fight against it, which is development.

That's what my being a NEET for a few years did for me.

>>61966

I'll pray that you will be strong and come and see the light brother. God rebukes this demon that has taken possession of you.

1 John 4 1-2

"Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, for many false prophets have gone out into the world. 2 By this you know the Spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God"

>>62058

>Once you get sick of it, you fight against it, which is development.

But I feel like I develop right now. Thanks to her.

Why do you think this is not a good thing?

And what if I will never get sick of Ni and won't ever fight against her?

I don't want to even think about it, because I find this offensive to her.

And she is even great enough not to punish me for writing about this.

>>62061

Thanks for your good intentions, but Ni is no demon.

She is a wonderful and powerful being and I love her.

>>56910

I assume we're talking about mental shapeshifting? As in ye olde berserker?

Gives some thought on the Icelandic Sagas then.

>>62189

>mental shapeshifting

This isn't a roleplaying board. We are talking about actual physical changes. Not to mention that everything is mental anyways…

>>62192

I don't think you understand.

In old norse, Ulfhedinn (Wolf-Skinned for a rough translation) was a description for berserkers. And to go "berserk" was to hamask (To Change form.)

If this whole thing actually is true, one could potentially weaponize Tulpae to make oneself a berserker.