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>>70003

Just advertising the fact >>>/edgy/ exists and that its CSS was fixed today.

Fringe CSS will be back to normal tomorrow.

Later on a completely new CSS also will be made probably.

I know we have at least one Muslim with us, I read his thread in the past. What are young muslims/africans taught about white people when they're very young? I consider three options:

a) they're taught nothing in particular

b) they're indoctrinated with some specific material

c) they're red pilled on meme mechanics like young Jews

Please don't answer if you don't know the facts about what they're being taught. I'm not interested in what you fear they're being taught or what you intuitively suspect, or what you read in mainstream media or /pol/. Is there anyone who has young Muslims as friends, or have contact with English teacher living in the East?

With this single piece of information you could accurately predict the transformations in the world in the near 30 years and set yourself up for them

>>70019

Reptilians are entities that grew from the specific visions, synchronicities and feelings related to reptiles that are shared by some humans. These visions and synchronicities have been witnessed by people who (willingly or not) tapped into their lower selves and accidentally formed a weak connection with their basic reptilian brain. The signals they receive manifest as ambiguous feelings, visions, dreams, thoughts or thoughtforms related to reptiles. It is similar with visions and synchronicities of dolphins or aliens. Humans create very weak connections with various realms, but because their perception is so limited, the little signals they get they misinterpret. Out of these misinterpretations and human ignorance, reptiles were given life and power.

Anyone have any good information about yidam practice? Looking to accelerate my progress and I read this is one of the fastest paths.

I currently have no friends/anyone to talk to.

Now if I have that mindset of constantly telling myself "I have no friends or anybody to talk to, my life is shit." it will continue to be like that? If I use statements such as "I have a lot of friends and everyone likes me" with visualization I will attract such things instead of thinking of what I currently have?

WIll sleeping with vaporwave give me lucid dreams?

Are masons evil /fringe/? Is it an evil cult?

>>70028

time is running out

>>70024

I'll bump this, but don't get too hooked on speeding up the journey. Your attachment to seeking will keep you in the seeking stage.

What books are you reading now /fringe/? I'm reading key to the true qabala and way to the kingdom.

Way to the Kingdom is very god centered, but if that's fine with you it's wonderful.

Key to the true qabala seems like something I'll need to spend tons of time on, but that's true with all his books. Definitely worth it if you only want to dig tons of info from one work.

>>70025

Do something that will help you find friends. Become good at something so people want to be around you. If you are in a positive mindset then this stuff will start happening automatically, but you have to either do something now or accept that you are going to have to do some work before you can get into that mindset. Even just having money will lead to friends so figure something out there. You could be better off right now by not hanging out with mundane idiots. I went through a bunch of lonely spots in my life but that was the best meditation time. Figure it why you are where you are at then figure out how to never get there again. If you treat your shitty situation like a quest then you will start to see that there are rewards for completing it.

>>70033

I am in the worst mindset and that's why I think I have been stuck like this for a long time because I guess I keep using will to keep myself down in the dumps.

Right now without mundanes I just sit here at my computer thinking to myself "Wow I should read about the occult so I can become powerful." And yet I open up a videogame I want to play because I assume it would be more fun even though I know reading about the occult is more important.

This guy (only slightly more plump) threatened me by making text appear that said "your still young, give up"

Then he materialized on my screen. After that, it felt like an ice cold hand was trying to stop my heart.

Who did I just piss off?

How about we start at basic shit.

Im just a mundie so hear me out.

Can you all, as a board, provide something that a mundane person can perform, observe, or otherwise convince a lowly mundie that magic (in some capacity) DOES exist?

We're not talking "evidence" in the from of video or photograph, we're talking personable self directed influence leading into magical phenomenon.

Mind you im not posting to convince others, it's mostly if not entirely myself as while I believe magic "exists" it is as a gap in human perception or reasoning and is generally simple (self manipulation/hypnosis, cantrips, deception of others, etc.) basically stage magician shite that is the product of preparation, cleverness, and legerdemain.

Is there anything out there that exists outside the norm that a simple mundie could try without the risk of death/horrible disfigurement/mind rape and be convinced of its magical nature?

how does changing the past work? I assume it's possible. I would think it's something like changing one's memories to be also aware of another potential possibility that could have been, or ridding one of trauma from an event by being present and positive while one relives it.

Anyway, wondering how it would work if 2 people work together to add an event into their shared past, or something of the sort. Is it any different than pretending/imagining it for a mundane?

>>70035

more fun in the short run, less in the long run. it's entertainment drugs, a cybernetic umbilical cord.

I had that problem too, but I got myself sick of it, and now am weaning myself off of the internet as well

>>70041

>Is there anything out there that exists outside the norm that a simple mundie could try without the risk of death/horrible disfigurement/mind rape and be convinced of its magical nature?

Yeah, there are some things that can make you notice it.

Try some sort of hallucinatory drug, be it yage or peyote, far away from the city. Take more people with you so you are safe but ask them to not perturb you while you are in the trance. Keep as still as you can.

You can also meditate for a month or two, what you feel there will be yours and yours only.

>>70053

Why don't you try Habit RPG? That helped me a lot last year to get a lot of stuff in order. I think there's still a board here about it.

>>70041

Place your hands like they're holding a ball of water with fingers pointing different ways. Spend a little bit imagining energy or an element gathering in them. After a while move your hands a bit closer and then apart. You should feel presssure. Whether or not you do you should feel a lot calmer and grounded if you've never meditated before.

>>70052

The book The Law and the Promise is the only book I've seen that glances over past revision. Honestly I don't think it'd be healthy. It's generally best to move forward than regress.

I've been thinking of just packing a backpack and going on a journey around the country. I don't really have a set destination. I'll probably just pick a direction and walk or hitchhike. Got about $500 cash. I think I need a break from mundane life and internet and cell phones. I want to reawaken a passion for life and meet new people, see new things as well. I'll also have a lot of time to meditate or do energy work. Anyone have any advice or stories to share?

Can anyone here elaborate more on and sum up the properties of etheric energy? I've been trying to understand it for weeks now but I don't really know what it is, what exactly it's doing, how to accumulate it, why it works in a particular manner, etc. it's confusing.

>>70025

Just cultivate personal magnetism and always work on character building. If you read through all of Personal Power in the library and actually do what it says you'll be set. You'll simultaneously attract lots of people to you seemingly without trying and you will have the character qualities that will make you a great friend for many.

>>70027

No. My teacher was a Freemason and he was redpilled and would talk about anti-white racism, "reverse discrimination", white rights, etc.

Now if you think /pol/ is evil then… well…

>>70067

>No. My teacher was a Freemason and he was redpilled and would talk about anti-white racism, "reverse discrimination", white rights, etc.

How is that evil?

>>70032

Science of Miracles, Personal Power, and this: http://www.gutenberg.org/files/12480/12480-h/12480-h.htm

I also re-read Psychomancy yesterday as I was doing something related to Psychomancy.

>>70068

You tell me? He was a law teacher and cared about white identity, fair treatment, respect for the nation's founders, stopping attacks on traditional and Christian culture, etc. and he was a funny man and everyone loved him that took his classes.

>>70041

The Science of Miracles and Sorcery by J. Finley Hurley and other sceptic-centric books are probably what you want to be looking at.

I don't believe a person like you will believe anything through experience, it's better you learn this through reason, and see how magickal laws make perfect sense. Go read Dynamic Thought also I guess try out Genuine Mediumship you'll get some amazing results with that which will at least inspire you to further study and contemplation.

Just don't get fooled by sceptic criticism so easily it often doesn't actually hold up in the light of all the evidence.

>>70052

Start with realizing the past is enfolded into the present. When you change the present you change the past as the past is part of one continuum with the present.

>>70054

If he takes a hallucinatory drug he'll turn into a total retard who can't do magick for shit, thinks he has it all figured out, and is basically New Age tier.

…or he'll continue being a "it's all just subjective mind tricks" fedora.

>>70062

>Anyone have any advice or stories to share?

You'll meet tons of people who are too busy being mundanes, working, etc. and just fear or avoid you. You are wasting your time if your intent is to meet new people. Just wander off and do shitloads of random magickal practices.

>>70073

That's his loss then. Look at the ending of his post, the first bit of the post may misguide you to think he is a fedora, but the ending shows he just wants to know or have an experience with the occult. If he goes with the intent of understanding he will.

>he'll turn into a total retard who can't do magick for shit

Why would that happen?

>thinks he has it all figured out, and is basically New Age tier.

As I said that's his loss. Neither you or I know who is he and where he comes or where is he going, he has to be extremely stupid to think he has figured all out because that's the complete opposite of what it does.

How do I make my dick bigger? Serious question, it's not small but it's only slightly above average

>>70079

you must rub milk on it while visualizing it getting bigger.

do this everyday for 3 months

>>70080

epic trolle XD

>>70037

>>70038

>dat filename

I hope you are not roleplaying…

Villain from ghost ghostbusters 2?

He was a medieval wizard and tyrant in the movie.

Look, protection is important for magick and astral travel.

Wiccans use circles, chaoists use banishments, (Even new agers ask archangel Michael's help)

You might be suffering from crazy wizard sindrome.

He could be a misguided good being trying to protect you.

The most important thing now is fight fear. Summon him and kick his ass.

>>70023

Can I turn into a dragon with lower self/repitile brain?

>>70081

It's not a troll. Milk is a natural ingredient which promotes body growth (you know, "got milk" and all that) and visualization can help with anything. if you're a mundane, the 3 months is a good timespan to will something to happen without understanding the magick behind it.

Don't try to get a bigger dick though. You have some extra inside you, but I wouldn't mess around with it. It's there for a reason. So any mundane methods like jelqing are out. Metaphysically, you should have no reason to grow your dick because you should care about more important things. Dick size doesn't mean anything.

>>70083

You can turn into a NEET, but not a literal dragon.

I've been reading Robert Bruce's New Energy Ways V2 and I just can't understand what the means when he says that "visualization" is not just imaging something in your minds eye, then what is visualization?

>>70066

I am up to mind power in the FAQ list and personal power seems to be the last book.

Do you have any tips of breaking my habit of opening the pdf of an occult book but instead opening up a videogame? It's the worst habit and it's really interfering with my occult studies, I am really addicted.

>>70053

How did you break it?

>>70088

Its complicated because some people are naturally able to visualize vivid scenes as though their eyes were open whereas "visualization" for other people is more a metaphor or a hint, they really see only darkness but they can still mentally interact with their constructions as though they could see them.

The interesting thing I've found so far is that the difference between the two is a matter of degree, not kind. I always tell people who are interested in visualization that they should do fire kasina because you'll get a sense of what the intermediary points along this gradation are, and greatly improve you're ability to have stronger, more vivid and lasting visualization.

>>70088

I've never read any of Bruce's work, but from my own experience visualization should utilize more than just sight. You should utilize any and all senses possible. See it, feel it, smell it and hear it. The more senses you use the more effective the visualization will be.

Also consider visualizing from multiple perspectives. Visualize in first person, in third person and through the eyes of others.

>>70069

Just downloaded Personal Power. About lost it seeing 1505 pages. How is science of miracles?

>>70090

Not him, but interest in this. Have an intro source you'd recommend?

>>70092

Not really, the classics are the Visuddhimagga and the Vimmuttimaga, but they are far from introductory. It's not a complicated practice though, I mainly just learned it from discussions on the internet.

You just stare into a candle flame, right in the brightest part just above the transparent semi-conical part. Staring into it leaves an imprint on your retinas that you can see when you close your eyes. Eventually you'll see a slight shadow outlining the flame, and this is your cue to blow out the flame and close your eyes.

Just pay attention to the after-image it as it flickers and changes colors and shapes. Sometimes it will vanish completely and come back slowly. Don't try to force anything to happen, just watch passively. Eventually it'll go out completely and won't come back, and that's when you light up the candle again and repeat the process.

Eventually (after a couple of days or weeks of practice depending on how often you do it) you'll figure out how you can "adjust" your attention to bring the blob of color to the forefront, or lose it completely. Its almost like tuning a radio. Practice this tuning ability enough to become really strong and you won't need a candle flame as a "seed" anymore, you can do it purely by imagination.

For reference, the steps my mind goes through when doing this "tuning" runs something like this:

- attention wavers and I start to lose the previous blob of color

- be confused and uncertain about whether I am actually seeing anything or just fooling myself

- realize that either way, there's a distinct "something" in the blackness, however faint, that my attention can be directed toward

- as I direct my attention toward this this thing, it becomes more clearly distinct as a thing separate from the nothingness around it

- what were previously only hints of colors become actual colors

- repeat

A couple of things I have noticed after doing this practice for a while is that It becomes easy to fill your whole field of vision as your lying in bed. Like you can jump into the intense visuals of a dream before you're even asleep, its not a real dream though and I have yet to figure out how to make the transition from this state into an actual dreaming state, but I suspect I can do it by deliberately doing rapid-eye movements. The other thing I found out is I can make fractally/flowerish patterns appear on surfaces while my eyes are open, like the effect you get when high on acid.

>>70094

That's worth being in the meditation superthread. I actually did something similar as a kid by pressing on my closed eyes until I got an afterimage.

>>70095

Damn, I used to do that too, I'd see weird shapes and travel throgh wormholes.

>>70097

Wormholes of green and purple. eventually I'd soar over multicolor mountains.

>>70089

You need to wake up and decide that YOU don't want to play games. Avoid your neurotic tendencies and do what you really want.

>>70102

>What is the most efficient way to handle retards like this? I

Not to be bothered by them is the most efficient way

Can anyone direct me to good places to learn of esoteric Christianity, or provide me with their thoughts on it? Any help would be greatly appreciated.

Any advice on using magic to kill self?

>>70111

Just kill yourself

>>70112

👍

>>70107

Check out The Ladder of Divine Ascent, The Practice of the Presence of God, and The Spriritual Exercises of Ignatius Loyola.

>>70113

Didn't even know we had a Celtic tag. Looks pretty swag.

>>70124

I'm going to try not to go off the handle here, but just fuck off. You're thinking that you're going to be doing some amazing satanic work when you're just going to end up on the local news. The Inferno is the only book I can recommend you read.

>>70087

Sorry, it seemed like one, I'm far from mundane and have been practicing meditation for about 5 months now, So you're saying is just to visualize? Would evoking entities help?

>>70126

Not him, but yes if that makes you visualize better. You should jelq as well while chanting that you have a big dick. Also exposing your balls to sunlight will up your test and vitamin D a lot. May not help directly.

How big are you though? Unless it's micro just accept it.

>>70127

6.5

>>70128

inches? That's what I have an only got complaint from a chick I shouldn't have been worried about. Just roll with it.

>>70129

yeah

>only got complaint from a chick I shouldn't have been worried about.

what do you mean?

>>70131

That if they want more then what we have then they're whorish.

>>70089

Indulged in it until I was sick of it (but still addicted), then went on a 3 month retreat to a wwoof place/yoga retreat center

>>70125

>>70124

>You're thinking that you're going to be doing some amazing satanic work when you're just going to end up on the local news.

No, I don't need publicity or great rituals. I just need to make Satan happy so he becomes my master and guides me to happiness.

Please tell me how to do that.

>>70136

You don't need to do any ritual, per se.

Satan is already your master.

He speaks, you're just not listening.

Quiet your mind and call out to him, once. Then wait, allow yourself to explode in excitement for his arrival, for you know in your heart he is coming to you, his favorite servant.

Then, you'll hear him as clear as day.

>>70136

What I mean is you're thinking that somehow Satan is going to remove all your suffering because you do something for him. You're attached to this idea and are only going to end up chasing this like a druggie to a needle.

>>70135

How far along did you progress while on the retreat?

>>70141

I eliminated addiction to video games and a fair amount of compulsive habit/fear.

I temporarily suppressed an internet addiction/compulsion to avoid doing the things I want to do in lieu of seeking out other things. On my way to build that more/make it permanent.

I "woke up" to a large degree, having previously not experienced energy to much of a degree at all, not sure that this stuff existed.

Became a lot more or a person/man than I was. Though, I've since regressed in some ways.

>>70099

>You need to wake up and decide that YOU don't want to play games. Avoid your neurotic tendencies and do what you really want.

On a fundamental level, there is not much difference between "neurotic" desires to eg. play a game and desires to do anything else. Let's say you are a girl with common for girls memetic archetype of submissive protector. This archetypal cluster of memes in your dna gives you the desire to assist the archetype of assertive leader. You find someone in real life with personality of fierce, dominant conqueror and you are his bitch, cook for him as he comes from work etc. Or you can play a support in a game, stay in the back, heal and buff the Carry player. Either way, you're getting high off tuning yourself into the frequency of your soul. Now, you'll say game isn't reality. But our reality is indeed a game. It's escapist virtual simulation of god which he begun when he first looked into a mirror, and thus split himself into all humans and other life. It could even be that our reality is a simulation of humans from one layer above us. It's only natural for humans (for god) to keep escaping further into simulations, to keep creating new games within games within games etc. into infinity.

>>70147

That's not what I was looking to argue. If playing games isn't what your higher self wants to do then you should seek to listen to it as opposed to material desires. Do what you want to do it's your decision.

How can I learn to love myself? I believe I love myself, but I feel like I'm fully loving myself. I'm not attracting women, I'm doubting myself, I'm unsure if things I do work, etc. I wouldn't be asking this question if I really did love myself, would I?

>>70150

No you wouldn't be asking it. You should love yourself because you are you. No one else is like you in this world. You have the potential of a god. Thats why you should love yourself.

>>70150

In short you have to put in the work to realize your ideal self. If you are out of shape, you need to work out. If you are overweight, you need to fix your diet. If you don't express yourself well to strangers, you need to practice talking to people.

Another part of the problem is putting your insecurities onto other people. You also have to keep in mind that what you're experiencing is pretty natural and all human beings that aren't literal saints are insecure. Once you realize that people don't see you how you see you, since you are the biggest critic of yourself because you have the benefit of being around yourself 24/7 naturally, the pressure of appeasing other people evaporates.

You'll probably never fully love yourself but that's just the drive to be as close to perfect as you can.

What helped me the most was comparing life to a video game. I spent hours just trying to min max my builds in RPGs yet spend seconds determining choices that would have large impacts on my life. Just gotta direct that autism into something better, it's possible.

>>70154

No.

>>70155

Why not?

Is it possible to delete memories and or fetishes? i want to delete some stuff in the astral or is there some other way?

Has anyone here tried to envision the universe?

I did and felt my mind crack when I came to the limits of my brain and lost about a weeks worth of memories while finding out about the insignificance of my own existence. Also understood some things about nothingness.

Have you done or experienced similar things?

>>70157

If you have to ask then you're definitely not able.

I work mastering music and I put a lot of emotion into it. I play tracks over and over thousands of times, many hours in a row. After some time I start to feel slightly feverish and weak. You know this feel when your body becomes weirdly hot and cold water or air becomes especially unpleasant? You feel somewhat drained, although not quite sleepy. If I knew more about this state of feeling and could control it, my life would be so much better. Is there some specific food, meditation, or exercise that wizards do when they start to feel emotionally "looshed out"?

I intensely do my work or talk with someone for like 6 hours and I'm fucking done for the day. I can only play some mindless game like hearthstone until my body stops being hot and shaken, and only then I can do things

>>70186

I used to think it was caused by crash from coffee, but I stopped drinking it and I still experience this. If it's the case that I'm using my daily loosh quota, is there a way to increase my quota?

This gloomy, feverish state is the worst. It reminds me of post-fap except I don't even fap anymore.

I tried to just sit without doing anything and observe my thoughts for an hour, but it doesn't do anything. Actually, when I stand up it becomes 100x worse, the goddamn pressure in my head and "fever" goes through the roof

>>70183

How did you do this? Meditate on the size of the universe?

>>70186

>>70187

A recommendation would be a ketogenic diet. Basically don't eat grains. One of the effects it's had on me and others is increased mental clarity and endurance.

Or you might just need some more blood sugar and/or you might be diabetic.

>>70190

I think so

But I lost the memories of the week so I'm not really sure.

And my mind feels like its slowly falling apart whenever I think about whats outside of the universe.

can meditating while under the influence of a psychedelic have any benefits

>>70183

Yes, I've managed to get a solid grasp and understanding of what it is, but nothing in words, all in realizations or understanding.

I believe myself to understand how our universe is composed on the macrocosm, what the "dark matter" or "nothingness" is outside our sphere of degenerated spirit (matter) and it is my belief that our universe as understood by science,our blot of space, sun's and black holes, is but one tear amongst many in the fabric of spirit and that the ultimate purpose of these universes is to evolve back into spiritual vibration to unite with the dark matter/spirit/nothingness/not yet scientifically perceivable, to become united and perfect, but this is hard because spirit experiences a type of cancer or degeneration when it thins to much at certain places in spacetime, it can no longer stay condensed enough to maintain shape/energy and implodes to later discharge a massive amount of degenerated energy, such as in big bang, a stream of fire in massive proportions.

I hav not yet come to realize what being spirit is, it is ever present, penetrators matter, is magnetic/plasma in nature and move in such highly evolved patterns that the energy experiences consciousness or perfection, it is the final, the monad, it shapes every atom that rests upon it and orders it in a intelligent pattern, evolution of life follows and is shaped by this spirit like a radiotherapy broadcasting a frequency changes the patterns in ether after the information transmitted. Spirit transmit constant information and subtky force/align everything to its pattern or frequency sequence.

One thing is certain. As above, so below. I would not be surprised if eventually all matter in this universe coalesced into a Buddha figurine.

I wonder a lot if it's possible for a species to jump galaxies once the one they inhabit goes away, just sock shit and leave. Set the UFO on another space time frequency and shift location, or develop a craft that can travel through pure spirit. I'm really curious as to what it would be like to exit matter in a small container of matter.

There could be species out there endlessly old, to have survived several trillions of years, traveled not between stars but universes across impossibly vast stretches of nothing to arrive at a new universe and begin terraforming.

Then again maybe species come to realize a spiritual living before they reach such a stage?

Maybe one needs to be really autistic to enjoy playing skyrim after hes killed all the giants and maxed out?

Lost my trail of thought.

Universe not so special, there are many like it and all of them contain stars and black holes, creating and destroying, all abide to the symmetry of God that is spirit, all have different energy centres or chakras and all will eventually evolve sentience like a giant brain, from there it will take its time to reach sentience and a decision to kill the ego and become part of God.

Have you come to any of this? How could you get memory loss?

If anyone can't guess his or her way through my post just ask and I'll correct what my phone ruined.

>>70183

>>70190

Most everything I feel to be valuable information has come to me in revelations spread out across months, it's hard tying one end to a new beginning.

Instant inherent understanding is different from pondering a question and solving it and seldom do I get new information from meditation, only sometimes revelations and mostly just deeper understanding from examination.

Getting to point, the information I've gotten is from throwing a thought and forming a question about 'x' from time to time, then the answer just comes.

I've only once meditated properly on space, I expanded my consciousness to the edges of this solar system and felt a unity and belonging.

>>70197

>>70199

I think I hit my hardware limitations so to speak when imagining the universe which caused the memory loss. I ended up with an image (for lack of better word) of the universe though.

And now I know the one negative thing about a photographic memory. I know perfectly well where the memories stop and then start again.

As for my knowledge about nothingness it's very hard to put it into words. It just goes against the way language serves the purpose of describing things that exist and not the absence of, well, everything. It's more the acknowledgement that there exists nothing at all that's so difficult about it.

>>70200

Yes it's not east to put to words even if there's a good understanding.

But I wouldn't say nothingness, it's so much that it has transcended matter or our societies current understanding of matter and has started behaving like a magnetic fluid, much more condensed and connected.

I can talk bullshit about this for days without getting the right teem.

>>70197

>If anyone can't guess his or her way through my post just ask and I'll correct what my phone ruined.

I think we can all grasp it. I'd rather have more badly formatted information than short but neat essay. Besides, careless stream of consciousness writing fits this type of content. So write away if you feel inspired because it's fascinating stuff

>>70200

How would you go about expressing it in art?

It's just my little theory, but I understand one can't be aware of certain phenomena and still stay here with us. Are you able to truly reduce your perception to that of a dog? I don't think so. If you were to magick yourself to actually see the world like a dog, you'd start losing your human consciousness. Perhaps it's the cause of what you said:

>And my mind feels like its slowly falling apart whenever I think about whats outside of the universe

Although I think it's possible to be in between two modes of consciousness and retain memories from a little bit of both. Allegedly it's exemplified by all the spooky beings that are supposedly souls torn apart between two modes of perceiving. It freaks me out personally because I myself have sentiment for earthly things, but simultaneously don't see a clear reason to stay here. I've experienced something like a weak version of dark night of the soul, but I really didn't want to fully let go and let the reality dissolve. I felt incredible sadness at the thought of letting go. Does anyone else here experience this scary apocalyptic feeling of coming doom when you're offered to take even a short glimpse at the world from above?

LMAO I just received a thought that my mom had to have Caesarean because I really didn't want to go out

>>70208

I don't really know how to express it. It's such a foreign concept.

And it somehow feels more like the difficult part about it is less understanding and more acknowleding it. Complete absence of anything that exists. It's just that far away from the things that are commonly known.

And it doesn't feel like something that can be related to the common relation, sensory perception. Something invisible, something tasteless or something absolutely silent. Those are all things that can be related by the absence of perceived elements while the absolute nothingness is not in any way connected to the senses.

I did get a glimpse on the world from above and saw my own insignificance and then asked myself what's important for me. And found myself. That was refreshing.

>>70206

That's something for the scientists to uncover. Who knows what they are able to come up with now that they have tools to measure gravity waves and possible watch the beginning of the universe.

>>70157

What

>>70184

Said

There's a method/shortcut from somewhere though, it's meant to kill dependency or bad habits, but it's worked for thoughts to.

Imagine your subject as a petty beast, pour all of your subject into this beast representing subject then cage it, kill it, starve it and forget or consume it.

Relate everything why you're better than the creature and make it the cage or spear to kill it with.

>>70212

Nah its something for anyone interested in it, everyone is a scientist and can hypothesise from new findings.

>>70213

Not a bad visualization idea. I actually completely refrain from using any negative imagery like death. I just imagine things fading. Maybe this is weak of me I don't know.

Is there a difference between flags that have a normal version and a wizard one?

>>70195

Yeees.

>>70150

One good way to do this is to realize that you are not your body, you simply inhabit it for a time and that you should be grateful for its genius, it's ability to carry you, walk on two legs, heal you from sickness and allow you to interact with the physical.

If there is something wrong with your body, you can fix it, if you can't fix it, thank it for still working, no matter it's shortcomings.

>>70180

See

>>70213

>>70215

If you fear something you'll always be lacking, it is better to understand it.

Death however is pretty unyielding and hard to reason with, in this case it's just about knowing it and accepting it. If you manage to deal with your fear of death it holds no power over you and you can use it as you wish.

Death is not the end, just an end and the beginning of a new cycle, it is to be understood and used like knowledge, like a tool.

Fading into nothingness is not death it remains but weak.

Would you rather fade into limbo, meaningless forgotten existance or move on to be shaped anew if you were to die?

Death and the afterlife is what got me into fringe, but it took a long time before I mastered it, but now that I have I do not fear it and can deal with anything that assaults me during life or dreaming.

During the typical nightmares I no longer run but toy with that which aims to scare me, I end it and consume it and move on, not being afraid of death is, I believe, what can change a man the most out of any obstacles in life.

No fear does not necessarily mean inviting it though.

I'm not insinuating that I think you fear death or are weak if you were to, it's only human to fear what one doesn't understand, but I do strongly advice you to master it and use it.

However, yes, I personally think it is weak to let things just fade without dealing with them.

I detest the saying "ignorance is bliss", and just forgetting without dealing with is willfull ignorance, you've got information that you just stuff away because you can't deal with it. It's weak and you never conquer what you dismiss.

Personally I rather have it plague me until I find a solution, or acceptance.

>>70217

I more or less agree with your thoughts on death. I was hoping you'd give advice like you did. I don't have a strong fear of death. I fear a lot of things more than death now, and I need to work on that.

Let's discuss wizard flags.

Hermeticist is science wizard while all other flags use a system of belief that (somewhat) disregards scientific basic understanding of the workings and instead focus on results and faith.

Hermeticist master race because he knows, other wizards believe.

>>70100

A little, but his complete works can be printed out from free pdf.

But I do hate not being able to make dog ears.

>2016

>not filtering namefags

>>70216

so it is possible to delete memories and fetishes cool

>>70197

>Set the UFO on another space time frequency and shift location, or develop a craft that can travel through pure spirit. I'm really curious as to what it would be like to exit matter in a small container of matter.

Holy fuck, after hearing about the Mars One being semi relevant in the news I've spent the last week thinking of fast methods of interplanetary planet.

>tfw no wizards working in space agencies that might try to create spacecraft capable of travel powered by wizards on board

Considering that thoughts travel faster than light, that's a boundary that can realistically be crossed.

Has anyone here meditated while APing or lucid dreaming? I did once in a dream was maybe the best feeling I ever had. I feel like I could progress a lot if I did it nightly.

>>70238

If only I could lucid dream my man

>>70220

>But I do hate not being able to make dog ears.

wut.

>>70245

heh

>>70245

JUST BUY A BOOKMARK

YOU'RE RUINING THE BOOK

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

So guys what happens to tulpas after a long period of time

Do they stay in the astral realm or do they wither and die?

For example , I have a healing tulpa that I made some years ago, in it's programming its supposed to gather loosh from the astral and use it to heal me when I call upon it, after a while I forgot about him and never call him anymore.

is tulpa kill?

>>70262

>its supposed to gather loosh from the astral

I'm thinking it's not dead

>>70269

What's with people's obsession with slowing down the heart? Why would anyone practice breathing for years just to make their heart beat very slow?

>>70238

i frequently go to bed straight as an arrow to wake up in the dream in lotus position, yes its something else.

requires a really still mind and a good imprint relating meditation to lotus or perfect position.

ideally you want to AP or lucid around in lotus being perfectly collected.

>>70260

>>70265

>:3

dog ears almost exclusively applies to books of little personal value and library examples, calm down.

>>70269

Yes. Sometimes like this you don't breathe for minutes, and then shallowly. Its a very deep meditation, nothing special.

>>70271

Its a muscle and it gets tears, ie, don't want to over use it.

If you're far down the spiritual path, sometimes while just sitting around you'll find yourself to have stopped breathing for a minute or two at a time. I think this is in the "Science of Breath.

note*

dog ears are also subject to books of immense personal value but never books that you have borrowed from someone, unless you spill liquid on said book, then its yours to ruin in which ever way you please because you're still going to get shit if its crumpled like you stuck it in the toilet.

>>70272

Do you feel like you're in the same location when you're lucid? I've been trying to build a sanctuary of sorts for me to wake into. I can visualize it well, but have not actually entered it.

>when you realize a fringe wizard from this board is responsible for maintaining the entire PDF collections which /pol/ reads, distributing redpills, ironpills, greenpills, etc. to them

This was all put together by someone from /fringe/ and has been maintained by him for a long time now, if it weren't for the people of this board, /pol/ would be pretty much without knowledge: mega:///#F!LEsAiYDZ!rjxHCmPwq8G30JhVyf64EQ

The meme magicians of /fringe/ are the heart of the National Socialist Movement in this age and will be the redeemers of humanity.

>>70280

>The meme magicians of /fringe/ are the heart of the National Socialist Movement in this age and will be the redeemers of humanity.

No. Anybody who has really studied and practiced magic would not support the National Socialist Movement, but understand that politics is a facade to distract the masses. You will not redeem humanity by swinging the political pendulum the other way.

>>70278

Odd question. Not always. Sometimes I'm aware of my surroundings. Mostly I let it take me wherever.

>>70281

Good post.

>>70282

I'll probably do the same early on regardless of if I want to. Thanks for response.

>>70281

Nah

Anybody who has studied and practiced the arts can be led astray if he does not use his own mind to analyze what he reads. Its easy to go along with the notion that "nothing matters in this life because i'll just get another, and then nothing will matter there."

Most who has studied politics can see through the system and point towards the real men in power, but should one really disregard the whole system, even one corrupt?

The difference between learning the arts and being spiritual is seeking balance. Balance is not neglecting the life and people you chose to experience, balance it is not letting an old nation and the people you belong to, whose lineage you continually reincarnate into fall into forgetfulness. especially if the invaders are deceitful and violent. Balance is, as a being of creation, seeking to preserve and to strive against destruction.

Letting altruistic western civilization fall would bring about an age of chaos and greed, destruction and degeneration. Killing off a peaceful civilization would hurt balance, one should fight that tooth and nail.

Nurturing civilization is the true path, letting it fall based on an ideology of cowardice is selfish and the wrong path, as, in the end you're going to have to rebuild it, in another life through the eyes of your grand children.

I've noticed a lot of people have issues with lucid dreaming or AP, the same people might have issues visualizing and I would recommend meditating on your third eye with an amethyst and or binaural beats, easily found on youtube.

This chant is also pretty good.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qWf50YJo7uQ&feature=iv&src_vid=046ezMfvZs8&annotation_id=annotation_861539803

>>70281

National Socialism is weakness. Anyone who seeks true power and immortality (real occultist) has to realize that politics are for the weak masses. Divine Mankind will never bother with it.

>>70292

currently it is balance to persevere as a unique and most evolved outcome of nature.

according to the law of rhythm if Europe lives it will swing back to where we are now, altruistic and caring, hopefully without weakness or enemies.

If you argue that "Divine man" could do more for order and creation to have a favourable outcome by secluding himself and alone join Spirit, you're misguided.

Both on micro and macrocosm, If you can help ensure the survival of an advanced species that will in less time evolve to reach, in mass, absolution, that is what you should work towards, instead of taking the STS path and tossing your fellow reincarnate kin to the wind having them roam the universe until such time that evolution can host their consciousness again and they can begin anew to reach the final goal.

I've been basically meditating only on my third eye for 2 weeks and have been getting sleep paralysis for the last 3 nights in a row, last night a pale skinned man stood beside my bed while looking into my eyes, and there was a very bright light coming directly from his forehead where the third eye is located, to wade of night terrors I started thinking of something funny and the guy retreated to a corner and dissapeared, I still feel like this is somehow connected, any thoughts?

>>70298

Some spirit that was attracted to you cause of your third eye meditation.

Hi /fringe/

I have a question, I used to use the LBRP for banishing, but after a while I decided that I dont believe in the jew god, I came to adopt the ancient kemetian religion, but I cant really work out the correspondancies with the elements to be able to switch from jewish to egyptian, can some one help me?

I mean maybe In the pentagram part I should vibrate (Geb-earth)(Nuit-air)(shu-water)(Tefnut-fire) not sure if I got this right.

what about the kabalistic cross and the archangels?

or should I work with a different system altogether?

I am also developing a belief that the older it is the more effective.

can someone point me in the right direction?

thank

"Magically, how strong a boost to a neophytes power would an eternal oath of near silence? (By near silence I mean shit like grunting, coughing sneezing etc) Keep in mind I still am in VERY early stages of learning."

>>70303

None. Just focus on the basics. You don't know how to use the power you already have getting more will not fix that.

Yo /fringe/, having a worldly purpose seems like a waste of time, but asceticism is ineffectual and seems like a waste of time. What's a man to do? I'm at a loss as to what would best serve my spiritual growth.

>>70306

>asceticism is ineffectual

how so?

worldly service will probably enable one to grow faster if one assumes the mantle of divine love in all actions.

>>70289

ahmahgah thank

>>70298

>>70298

Expect this frequently and worse. Paralysis is not just from body sleeping but from the overwhelming fear prey experiences when a predators gaze locks on.

You're currently easy game, meditate on first, third and fourth, in order, to conquer fear and acquire bravery, store and keep enough power to not be seen as fattened fowl but instead a loose canon and heart for a strong aura fueled by the knowledge that you are powerful in being protected with love by higher powers and your higher self, purify your heart to harbor love, strength and positive emotion and they won't even approach you any more.

Appearance is not power, but it does feed on fear. Next time be the hunter and toss a spear of light or a dozen at it.

After you're done with these chakras do the rest, but these will currently help the most.

>>70311

thanks for the advice, I'm not new at all actually, have been meditating for about 6 months, usually on the higher chakras but if I have enough time I meditate on all, only recently did I start focusing only on the third eye chakra, idk how I should

>Next time be the hunter and toss a spear of light or a dozen at it.

but what I do is just imagine how in reality weak they are and starting laughing and they just retreat

>>70313

That works a lot better.

So how do you guys work with entities?

I myself don't do anything special really, I just get into a deep trance and call them in my mind, I usually feel the energy shortly after when I do that, but I haven't tried making entities do shit for me yet, as I imagine I would need to conduct some kind of ritual and give an offering for it to work?

>>70318

Anybody else avoid other entities? I'm only focused on improving myself.

can you eat other entitys?

>>70321

Sounds like you would wind up being part that entity. As above so below.

>>70318

>>70320

These. Also, mutual respect and requesting help, not commanding, incentives and casual offerings are fine, a thought, a thanks, some smoke, a dedicated puff, sometimes energy.

>>70322

You wouldn't if you cleanse what you steal unless you try to immerse yourself into something more powerful than you like an avatar/archetype.

Don't misuse sayings like that, you did it wrong.

>>70324

That's not a misuse. If you're going to cleanse it away then you've undone what you took in so there was no point.

>>70321

If something hostile approaches you then grasp it's being, even if it tries to slip away you'll have a lock on to drag it back to your /surroundings/ or /vicinity/, after you've got it caged it's a battle of will, it might try to impose images or words and sentences to throw you off guard but all you have to do is to reduce it do a ball of light, pack it tight and then infuse it with power to incinerate/cleanse/destroy, you can then move this energy to parts of your body.

If you can't rek it's form and reduce it to a sphere of energy, try stabbing it a few times with spears of light, you can pierce it's knees to the ground and incapacitate it in all manner of ways, imagination is the limit.

Sometimes it's best to just cleanse and trap it in a sphere of light and let the destroyed entity dissipate, or if you're not able to snuff it's conscious and reduce it to basic energy for it to dissipate trap it in a black sphere and impose gravity so that it can't escape then try to incinerate it, if that won't work, just leave it trapped or keep it and try to communicate with it.

Most of the time they're not powerful or conscious enough for debate but you can deduce it's desires in the form or impressions.

Sometimes they are powerful and at most you can just wound it severely before it breaks off and vanishes. I've met one that I could only mortally would but this thing was different and preyed on people in limbo.

You do not want to actively seek out things to destroy, it doesn't really lead anywhere.

If a sphere cage doesn't hold it and you feel it getting limbs out of the cage to push itself out of it, try adding a cube around the sphere, and then a pyramid over that, cube for extra layer and pyramid to focus anything leaving cube to the top, top of pyramid should be really hot and destroy anything going through it.

Ehm.. can't think of anything else to mention but if you got a question, try me.

>Anybody else avoid other entities? I'm only focused on improving myself.

>can you eat other entitys?

I don't feel the words "eat" or "avoid" used towards entities. You can embrace an entity or banish it. Press ctrl alt del in your mind and see the list of entities that constitute what you probably think is the constant (your self). Then change which ones use how much processing power. If you give one more power over you, influence of other will decrease. All entities in the universe are already you, just some more and some less.

If you're improving (changing) yourself you must be regularly interacting with entities.

You consist of entities that are shifting all the time, and they change especially rapidly if you adapt new beliefs and thus interwoven with the beliefs habits, mannerisms, vocabulary, connotations with words and ideas etc.

I think mostly people who write journals for very long periods of time fully realize implications of what I'm saying. You could also find extremely old traces of your activity on the Internet on some now abandoned forum. Search for your old nickname and posts and dissect what you've wrote back then and what entities did you consist of back then.

>>70326

You were talking about trying to force an entity into your own consciousness, or try to overlap it with yourself and your energy body,bypassing your aura/failsafe, it's like trying to get yourself possessed much like has been discussed in previous Qthreads with entities lodging in energy centers, it's a very dumb thing to do and is not relatable to as above so below.

If you're talking avatars of a pantheon, most of these representiing planets/planetary vibarion, such as, say, the warrior, in my opinion it should still be cleansed to purity so that you know what traits you're letting temporarily influence you.

But that is not as permanent as letting a leech live in you.

>>70326

>cleanse it away

Thats why you trap it first to make sure it doesn't get away before you're done, or the energy dissipating before you can use it.

>>70329

I do not agree with this, your post is written from a POV that you're allowing entities that are not you to inhabit, coexist or feed off your true self.

I do agree with, that, once you immerse yourself in a task you let entities influence you, but this is conscious directed channeling and not possession such as you describe it.

You consist of one supreme entity inhabiting your current biological vessel, you may be influenced and possessed by external entities and you channel higher ideals through your actions and thoughts.

Wonder who's going to get the triples.

to anons who meditate for hours

what do you meditate on?

>>70334

Nothing and everything that comes to mind

>>70332

You seem to have negative connotation with word possession, and probably only think of it in terms of something alien attacking someone and taking great control over him against his will, causing to dramatically change his personality.

But that's only the depiction of possession that leaked to popular media. It's something that happens in rare cases to specific types of people and it's blown out of proportion, while nobody pays attention to the important stuff. Possession is something that happens all the time. If you read some post and you see inconsistency that makes you want to correct what he said, and this desire to respond is only 0,00000000000000000000000001%, then it can be said you're possessed. Because there is no stable "core", as even the "true" self is constantly morphing. The reality is never-ending, untamed dance of infinite amounts of entities and there is no reliable peg to hang anything onto. Concepts of fixed true self, one fixed supreme entity inhabiting body, or the concept of dividing entities into you and not-you are all comforting schizophrenic delusions of soul yearning for something stable to hold onto.

I thought some "meaningless" word like "lololo" in meditation once and accidentally saw the story of this thought flash before my eyes for split of a second. The 3d channels through which it came and it went away and could have come and could have went away, and its role and ramifications were incredibly convoluted into complex webs of trillions of elements, and each could be broken down into a new cosmos. Then I read you say "I don't allow entities that are not me to coexist with me" and I'm like, holy shit, you're either half-god, I'm insane, or you're ignorant of the universes being made and universes dying beneath the surface of your consciousness with your every thought. Someone who actually genuinely controls entities that he's made of surely isn't writing posts on 8chan with me like it's nothing

I suffer from anhedonia that comes and goes randomly. What can be the cause of this. I feel like someone is stealing my gnosis because it's been a long process of breaking me down psychologically and now I can't love anymore.

>>70336

I'm very aware of my surroundings, you and I think differently on a few terms, what you define as possession is just packets of information coupled with strong emotion radiating from a person, breaking through your aura and invading your consciousness.

Congratulations on reaching such a platform of sensitivity, but you know this is related to schizophrenia, meaning you're probably a little bit crazy, which leads me to believe this is why you have reached the conclusions on the subject that you have.

What you're describing is not possession but a very strong unity with your surroundings and aptitude to receive packets of information from the people and entities around you.

Just for the record, you can turn this on and off if it's bothering you, and I think you should because being overly sensitive to others influence will not help you find your true self, your own opinions and thoughts.

Now, you can make a personal choice and decide that swaying like a leaf to others suggestion is fine with you because you benefit from random impulses and intrusive thoughts, or you can chose to be your true self and not go with the flow.

Regarding pop culture possession, that is the extreme case, what you're experiencing is mild, while a mundanes impression to fap or eat so that astral leeches can feed would be "normal", but know that you're being abused in this relationship unless you've got really good impulse control.

Nevertheless,it has to be annoying living from whim to whim, no?

Furthermore, there is only one entity, or should be, that inhabit a human body, never mind that it is in constant evolution discarding one thought for another, one does not control that entity, that entity, ones true self, if balanced and brought to the surface controls what you refer to as "entities that make up ones self", and this is where it gets fuzzy because you do not differentiate between astral leeches blasting you with their selfish impulses, thoughts from possible service to others entities and your own thoughts.

Your own thoughts AND others thoughts.*

>>70340

I seem to have contradicted myself saying it's not possession and then relating your state of receptiveness to possession.

Let's solve that for now by saying that, anything lodged on to your energy centers, in your aura, is possession, while receiving thoughts and impulse desires from others aura or leeches clinging to your aura is not "possession" but external influences.

>>70340

Not the anon you replied to but this is basically when you're around someone expressing anger/happiness/nervousness/etc you start experiencing the same? How do you turn it off?

How can I acquire actual proper heath and nourishment? Everywhere that everyone goes there is bullshit disinfo on getting /fit/, eating healthy, environmental hazards, and balancing practices. I want to be healthy in all ways, physically, mentally, and. spiritually/metaphysically.

What areas of the world have fresh air, water, and good organic resources? What parts of the world are not bombarded by pollution and radiation waves but are still livable, safe, and populated.

Is there anyway to live healthy on a budget?

What daily practices should I really put into my routine?

How often should one excersize? What are some good demonstrations on proper form excersize?

How do I get into yoga? Where can I learn to do it properly?

>>70342

Hey tipp, you got some good info. Are you on skype or slack? Have you written any material? What other good occult sites and resources are there? Do you have a recommendation list for books and lectures?

>>70357

Yes it is - are you familiar with chakrawork/energywork? I need a y/n

>>70361

Thank you.

I'm not, I write all the time but only to people who might listen, don't know about sites but Montalk is good but if there is something its just to google a good question usually gives an answer, I do, posted a decent list thrice in the last four(?) question threads.

How do you cure/heal insanity?

How much effect can the minds of other around you have on you, what they believe about you, their emotions etc.

>>70366

I'm able to move energy around, but haven't made any progress on my chalkras, so no.

>>70372

>two triangles

two pyramids, a merkaba.

>>70374

No not those, the ones I described.

>>70375

I can really help with all that info you gave.

>>70380

I already know whats wrong with you but I wont tell you shit until you cough up some specifics.

>An Australian walks into a hospital

>"Doc, I got myself bit, mind giving me some of that antidote?"

>"Well sure thing cunt, what bit ya?"

>"Doc, do the specifics really matter? Lets just say it was one of them outback tubes."

>"Might have also or either been a spider, now fix me up doc my leg is rotting, chop chop cunt."

>>70386

Its pretty clear that someone bullied you from here to there so hard that you started seeing things, but if you wont yield details I can't help and wont sit here and do guesswork.

I'm already at my limits with you, and the best advice I've currently got for you is to kill yourself. Its a long process that involves seclusion, spiraling further down into madness and then rising from the bottom as a new person.

>>70375

>the fix

>subtle subconscious mind

There is probably no "the fix", and I doubt I can help you because we've got a barrier, you might not know enough to "fix it".

Your best chance is to start talking, here and now, a long, detailed, anonymous therapy session.

But its your choice to do that and I wont sit here and ask you "&how did that make you feel?".

>>70389

What was your question and problem again?

Also what ritual and which drugs?

>>70391

See why not say this from the start?

Can you open and channel energy through your crown?

How does it block your mind? Be detailed.

>>70372

What are some good books and daily routines for a complete beginner to get into chakra work and energywork? I know of the energywork thread but I want some source material.

>>70392

I am unsure, it most likely would not block that, but block my attempts at doing it.

>>70393

Just undermines everything I do, likes to keep my mind unfocused, or focused on addictions etc. It reacts to certain visualizations like white light, makes my body quake and shake often. I've meditated to try to feel it out, it covers a lot of my head, spreads it roots down into and around my body. It feels most present in my head though.

>>70395

What have you tried so far, banishing, what kind of meditations to root it out, what have you tried during those sessions, tried sage? What people have you met with who you thought could fix it?

We're you in question thread one or two threads ago when I posted the pentagrams?

>>70387

What's a long process that involves seclusion, spiraling further down into madness and then rising from the bottom as a new person? Why would that even be necessary?

What entities have you turned to in hopes of helping you?

>>70397

Because anon was being a dick and with eld information while implying this had anything to do with energy work I was thinking maybe he had messed a faulty kundalini rising or screwed his third eye in some way.

>>70399

>>70397

A solution to that would have been a dark night of the soul and other stuff like peeling away everything personality to reevaluate everything and weed out bad stuff.

>>70394

The Book of Knowledge has pretty good chakra meditation guides.

I'll post a pentagram, I want you to print it out 10x10 cm, get a same size piece of flat wood, glue the printed paper to the wood with your blood and use the pentagram, or grams if you decide to do so with two or more.

Meditate holding the pentagram with both your hands above your chest, remember the image and command the entity to respond to any question you might have, even if it's just to respond as to confirm that it's an entity and not programming.

Then feel it's roots and tentacles as darkness, and the flesh is connects to as light, carefully and methodically pry it out of you and collect everything you remove in a sphere which you encase in light to keep it in place. After each session infuse the sphere with light to incinerate it, do not absorb it.

Do this until everything is gone and do the same flash incinerate to your body and the entity.

If possible, learn it's name and report back.

Get sage, sage is good.

Start operation once you're very deep in meditation, such that you can't move and are hypersensitive of yourself.

Begin meditation with deep breathing and collecting energy through breath to your legs, pushing energy down with each breath out.

If you can, sync with the sun and breathe it's energy through your crown to burn away everything that is not you.

>>70405

pick whichever you think will be more useful, or glue them both to the wood one on each side.

>>70405

My force of will was always enough to purge hostile entities but can I get a source on those pentagrams?

>>70405

>>70404

>>70406

What kind of magick is this? You are the first I've heard to say breath into your legs, you mean breath below the navel right? I question the use of blood, blood is more heavily valued then most people make it out to be. What kind of sage? Is white sage good?

>>70409

>What kind of magick is this?

Sigil magick coupled with energy work.

>You are the first I've heard to say breath into your legs, you mean breath below the navel right?

The idea behind it is that the entity is climbing at your feet, binding it in tentacles or whatever. Based on that symbolism you're gona have to make energy move through your legs in a sort of pushing motion, freeing them from the entity's grasp.

>>70408

Never mind, I remembered that they're Solomon's seals.

Your legs hold a lot of blood, can store much energy, enough for flash to work.

I mean literally breathe in energy through air to lungs and store it in your legs, you're doing it right if it feels like water drops are trickling down your legs at every breath out.

Yes white sage. Salvia is better.

Do the blood magic anon, this isn't bleeding for bleeding sake in some edgy offering or a pact, it's to connect you to those pentagrams and the specific power that the sun grants.

Take it or leaving you ungrateful dimwit stubborn ass daemon host.

>>70328

I recently experienced something try to assist me by removing something from my body, it removed some parts, but when it got to my head it had some difficulty, I tried to concentrate my mind and I was met with a lot of opposing impressions and images. You think it's the same thing? I wish I knew what was trying to heal me.

>>70412

>Take it or leaving you ungrateful dimwit stubborn ass daemon host

That's kind of harsh kek, people should ask questions about magick they don't know about. Especially for the source material.

How can I conquer all fear? Where should I even begin. I want to be eternally fearless, fear is the roots of all illusion emotions.

>>70412

Oh uh sorry, thank you for the information sir.

>>70417

If for anything you should be grateful for me not just going to bed while you played hard to get, not the information.

>>70414

Is this anon doing weed and having friends do rituals on him?

>>70417

>>70409

One last thing. If your understanding of God is good enough, pray to him for help and in his name call for the entity to fuck off.

If its not, try summoning Jesus. Strong egregore. Fattened for a long time.

Hell, try both.

And you better report back with results.

>>70416

Either by understanding, love or letting go of that which you fear to lose.

>>70394

A good, basic, daily routine is to feel out each chakra, feed it until you feel a warm spot and get familiar with its position, the emotions it evokes and what it does.

But casually just get good enough to feel them like spheres of energy after some breathing, and to focus energy into them.

When you've done that for some time you can try doing them all at the same time, it will feel like seven lightbulbs are suddenly turned on, but it requires a lot of focus and awareness, its not the easiest thing to do to channel energy to all at the same time and spin them rapidly, but that should be the goal.

>a good meditation routine

Overloading first until you decide its time to let go and have the energy flow like a broken dam through all the chakras to the top, you will feel each chakra become warm and you'll have more awareness of them, if it doesn't work or the energy wont pass to the next, you now know which chakra to work on.

>another good routine

Channel from crown to heart and root to heart, energy spiraling your spine, and let the different energies blend there, and then expand or strengthen your aura or imagine a pair of wings.

If you want to practice sensing, do the basics with focus on third eye and mainly heart, now expand gently beyond the normal 2-4 meters and feel your surroundings. Great for visualization. You can feel the obstacles in your room, or you can expand beyond your countries borders or Jupiter to reach for other consciousness or imprint others. Very good for training to have your aura interact with others.

>>70394

not giving you any source because im mostly experience.

>>70338

I too can't find pleasure in lifes meaningless stuff.

Sure you can still love, you just can't fake emotions towards someone you don't really care about.

If you write some more about this I'll do the same.

>>70335

You don't have a predetermined goal before doing it? Seems like daydreaming to me

>>70424

unless i have a goal, no. meditation is daydreaming.

to be able to have a perfectly still, clear mind, you must vent the thoughts that arise by themselves, and once they do, you deal with them and settle the issue.

then all is quiet.

>>70425

The thoughts that arise in my case are related to 2 years of bullying I went through over 10 years ago in high school. I don't consciously blame kids who bullied me because nowadays I understand it was just natural interaction between archetypes, but no matter what I do, the thoughts keep coming back and they're actually accompanied by pressure in my chest. I just stay aware of them, sometimes smile at how predictable and hopelessly cliche these angsty fantasies are. I've been doing it for 3 years now but they keep coming back anyway. I'm starting to get frustrated because it's so childish for my subconscious to keep holding this stuff after bazillions of hours of meditation

>>70425

damn, well bad thoughts never ever intrude when meditate, even though my daily life is far from perfect, what happens when meditating is I just imagine a future where I'm the happiest and most fulfilled and this usually puts me to sleep, any tips on how not to fall asleep?

>>70412

Sounds like a great way to get RLS tbh farm

>>70440

Just temporary feels.

RLS is genetic and is caused by kidney failure and iron deficiencies, among things.

>>70434

Are you actually dealing with it? Arguing it? Dissecting and examining every thought in detail from every perspective?

Step 1 identify issue

Step 2 break it down, not just observing.

You lack vital facets of personality because you've never gotten to develop them, and despite your conscious effort to change and correct because you realize it as a flaw you can't because of subconscious programming.

Go to the gym and deconstruct your personality one issue and thought at a time.

>>70452

Put "why (do I feel like that)?" After every thought

>>70437

Don't do law of attraction meditation?

>>70454

That was bad advice, but loa m is not a very active task.

Besides it's not wrong or bad to fall asleep.

>>70421

About chakra, where are they on the body exactly? Diagrams and people say it comes from the spine, but how big are they supposed to be. It seems like it's just using your imagination most of the time and it's flexible on that. Should I be visualizing and feeling it in the front of my body? in the center? in my spine?

>>70439

You're spot on about the dynamic between submission and domination.

R.A.W.'s Prometheus Rising has some cool commentary on this in its sections on Circuit II and "The SNAFU Principle". It also has some takeaway exercises for working with that circuit that might interest you.

It's worth distinguishing domination and submission from masculinity and femininity. Academia typically doesn't make this distinction and asserts the reality of "patriarchy".

You might also want to look at the Inner Guide meditation. It has a system for working with archetypes as represented in the tarot and developing working partnerships with them. I can't say how well it worked for me because my imagination is really unstable, so I couldn't do it effectively.

You might also want to consider the possibility you're doing "spiritual bypassing" on the hurt you've experienced. Spiritualizing the problem by involving ideas like archetypes can end up making the events harder to process. When you try to be more mature than you are, you can end up hindering your growth, since you're disowning your most immediate experience. Consider the possibility that you'll learn more from safely permitting yourself the "predictable and hopelessly cliche" anger fully and authentically and learning what you can do with it.

Should I even think about kundalini before I know I'm 100% ready? I really want to activate it, but I have a few things I know I need to mediate over first.

Is there some sort of meditation that will tell me what I need to fix first before I activate kundalini? Something like a preview that'll feel terrible so I understand what I need to do it make it feel right?

>>70437

>bad thoughts never ever intrude when meditate

Because you're focusing on positive thoughts and a specific meditation to guide your path towards what you create in your mind.

Its very different from trying to still the mind.

>>70459

Every chakra is the etheric representation of very active centers in the body with high energy, glands with lots of activity, producing hormones, taking care of food digestion, breathing, the things you do autonomously.

By taking charge of the 'thought' element you can tamper with these glands.

>http://www.healingfromtheheart.co.uk/69701.html

>>Each of the Chakra's or Energy Centres has Governance over particular areas of your body.

I want to correct this into something like; Each chakra is the subtle manifestation of these regions works, dense nerves, lots of bioelectric activity, hormones, blood flood, antibodies, its their aura and that you can manipulate to affect the physical.

The chakras are permeating these areas of the body as these areas are what creates them.

>>70439

I agree with >>70460 that you're well read and got stuff right, but you seriously need to consider that its not either or, you consist of all parts like facets of a gem, what makes your current personal chart is what traits are currently in dominance, and from what you've said, you had no "strong male role model" in your family to pass on what you need as a person to grow beyond the petty, childlike tumblr attitudes of banning what you dislike.

I wrote it a few posts above, go to the gym, it will help you in balancing yourself as a person more than any meditation.

Seek balance between the two and learn to take charge and be a leader, even if the results are being more aggressive in discussion or during flirting, you've improved.

You could also, and should, strengthen your three base chakras and work on body posture and body language.

You might feel that you're a submissive person, and it might be rooted very deep, perhaps because of upbringing but also reinforced by the bullying, rid yourself of notions that you are submissive, these are the thoughts others have imprinted on you to keep you down.

You only get power if you take it, and you only strengthen the traits which you feed.

Gym.

>>70461

You likely read this post >>70372

Once you can feel every chakra like a big warm flame or light (excluded crown), you're ready, because by then you can.

A word of advice is to take care of any personal flaws, negative traits, before you raise it because once you manage to raise it you will be overclocked to deal with blockages in your energy system, you'll literally go crazy and do the most insane things to deal with it like seeking out bullies and beat them with with a bat, or bring up old already healed wounds in others that you might have caused, only to ask for forgiveness to heal yourself.

You will sway between emotions like a madman and a good advice is to plan for the next 6-12 months, make sure you've got money in the bank if you decide to quit your job or decide that school is not your path of desired profession and instead bum off to some Asian monastery for a while.

Make sure you're finished with big things and have no hindrance stopping you from what you might want to do.

It will be a wild ride and the train wont stop.

>>70464

>>70439

Because you might be a timid person I can guess that you had a loving upbringing with few people raising their voice? Maybe coupled with a very controlling mother since your father was not in control? She has imposed a lot of female energy onto you, neglecting your male part.

That is not all bad, I bet you're a very kind and caring person, don't see that as a weakness and never dismiss it, they are fine qualities.

The POV you should be seeing this from is that you're lacking/missing vital parts that make up a balanced human, you are not broken.

I'm sorry for responding so sporadically and uncollected, I recently woke up.

>>70465

I hadn't read that post, I've just been really inspired by the thread on taoism here and googling around. My biggest motivation is probably the heightened ability to learn, which would certainly help me. Although I've heard that kundalini can force you to change your life and living standard, so I should probably wait until I'm secure in finances and etc before I start.

I can feel pressure and vibration in my third eye and throat, and lesser so in my other chakras.

I've been meaning to meditate on negative traits and personal flaws, but I'm not sure where personality begins and negative traits end. I like myself how I am, but I know there's things I should improve on but they feel like part of my personality.

>>70439

>I'd affirm myself I'm better than my oppressors, that I'm above these human meme mechanics of the dominators and the submissives.

That's probably what threw you out of the dom vs sub natural order of things. You know, being above the bullies who hurt you is a noble idea and all, but even being a STO type of wizard/person don't mean that you can't have the power to protect yourself. Like tipp said, go to the gym, physical strength goes a long way and I'd tell you to go further and learn some rudimentary MMA or some martial art. You'll learn that it's not all about getting sadistic STS enjoyment from seeing another person in pain, by putting up a good fight you'll be able to get the admiration from others and some self respect for yourself.

Hell you might even put your baggage to rest if you know that you've now surpassed the bullies at their own game.

Also pro tip, if you do have a son somewhere down the line, get him into a boxing club or something like that at a young age, I can attest that sort of thing makes life much easier in ghetto schools.

>>70470

Or you could invoke Bruce Lee. God amongst men.

>>70472

I used to, but now I train for endurance gains. I've become what I used to hate.

>>70463

Oh wow, thanks a bunch. By the way, how come you take so much of your time to answer peoples questions like this, is it an act of being STO to you?

>>70474

maybe it is. maybe i'm looking for a question i haven't thought of. maybe i do it out of selfishness, desiring people to reach a stage where they can do change and good, which might affect me. maybe the board owner is crazy and other people spread dis/misinformation. maybe i'm procrastinating. maybe i think this is the best way to help undermine and destroy the system.

don't know.

How can I learn what real willpower is? How and where can I learn to really hone it. Is the source of true willpower how well you know yourself?

>>70480

>existential crisis intensifies

Hey I think i figured it out.

Maybe because of all of the above to certain degrees but I'm here answering questions because I belong to and love this community.

And, because, something is telling me that I need to be here, now I don't know if that is for your sake or for mine but I'll figure that out eventually.

also because you fucking neophytes came here not knowing shit and ruined the legit threads with your stupid uninformed opinions, posting idiot threads and flushing good stuff - I will have a good, progressive and meaningful conversation on this site again if I so have to force information to your head through your rectum.

And that is why I check in a couple of months at a time to see how you've all progressed.

I appreciate each and every one of you, especially >>70474 for breaking me temporarily.

You have no fucking clue as to how infuriating it is to want to talk practical application of quantum physics and the chats are clogged with play pretend retards

>>70491

you're so cute, can i hug you? #^_^

I have chronic pain, and I have heard people being able to get so deep into meditation that they don't feel their pain, can I get some info on that?

>>70490

Remember when /fringe/ was a place for aspiring wizards to talk about various aspects of magick and brainstorm techniques instead of casually working as a wizard help desk for mundanes and neophytes?

I do ;_;

I want the old freedomboard back

>>70493

It's possible in meditation to completely forget about your physical body, sort of take on a purely ethereal existence temporarily (referring to Smiley's meditation where you let go of your body parts in sequence rather than AP btw).

You're asking the wrong question though, what you should be asking is how you can fix your chronic pain.

The first line answer to that is use autosuggestion affirming that you're free of the pain and pouring energy loaded with your wish, preferably a healthy green colour, into the affected area.

Also read William Walker Atkinson's book on healing, it's in the MEGA.

Actually read the FAQ and start going through recommended reading but I don't really expect you to, so at least read the works on healing.

>>70496

heh :3

>>70495

>Remember when /fringe/ was a place for aspiring wizards to talk about various aspects of magick and brainstorm techniques instead of casually working as a wizard help desk for mundanes and neophytes?

Is that not literally the point of the question thread?…

Hey, /fringe/.

I'm a newbie here. I made two tulpas for companionship and love, but also for protection.

URGENT

I've read the Psychonaut pdf that's meant to be a very rough introduction. From there I've read that developed tulpas can easily eject "non-local" spirits or demons relatively easily. Unfortunately, I encountered one a while ago that's confirmed to be non-local. The tulpas are confirmed to be uncorrupted and too sapient to be corrupted from here on. They still don't want to take that minute risk though by confronting the thing directly, so they're focused on hiding. While being hidden, they're focused on imposing themselves to a greater extent in anticipation for the time at which they will eject this thing (once they're stronger and more orgonite has been made/arrived).

So how, then, might tulpas banish a foreign entity? Do they visualize it being pushed out of the body, do their own lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram, solar banishing ritual, etc., as you might do? Or something else?

I'm particularly interested in hearing from tulpas on this board about what you have done or what you think you would do (even if you've never done this before).

I can't decide on which book to adhere to.

Initiation Into Hermetics or Modern Magick.

Uncle Bearheart, someone I really admire, said that MM is pretty much a great orimer with few errors.

IIH is much drier and curt in comparison, but it's completely practical. And a bit boring (still trying to opget Step 1 done), tbqh.

Should I stick with IIH, or adopt the MM curriculum?

I want to start doing actual Magick.

>>70516

It's a very difficult thing to do. I'd recommend reading an entire book on meditation(Observing your thoughts is a form of meditation). Meditation is the very basis for so much that is /fringe/

In the short term try catching yourself following your natural thought patterns. If you don't like them end them. If you don't mind them then do what you want with them. Over all just try and realize how much power you have over them.

I am very much uninitiated but would like to work towards increasing/awakening my chakra. I want to ease myself slowly in the deeper magic aspect like aura, astral projection, energy manipulation and the like.i would like to keep from being consumed by a giant tulpa thank you very much and was wondering what technique to start on and what book would be bestand before you tell me to read the faq i already have "energy works" and "initiation to hermetics" just asking if there are others that would be good

I am very much uninitiated but would like to work towards increasing/awakening my chakra. I want to ease myself slowly in the deeper magic aspect like aura, astral projection, energy manipulation and the like.i would like to keep from being consumed by a giant tulpa thank you very much and was wondering what technique to start on and what book would be bestand before you tell me to read the faq i already have "energy works" and "initiation to hermetics" just asking if there are others that would be good

Also how does masterbation and sex affect ones skill/profenciency? I dont want to do something really stupid without realizing it

>>70530

>>70531

Oh come on cripplekike get it together!

>>70531

read the book of knowledge, better than IIH imo

>>70512

All non Khan threads are pretty much shitposting though and those are just him having a Q&A.

I guess I'm just reminiscing over my neophyte days when progress was going fast as fuck and everything felt new and fresh. The beginner's enthusiasm worn off somewhat.

all entities are thoughtforms, why not just make your own entity to grant your every wish?

How can I heal someone over long distance?

>>70052

I use a technique like timelines.

I made a time capsule ritual

>meditate

>enter a strong trance

>build an astral room (draw a sigil?)

>in it a chair,a big screen.

>enforce that image and function.

>go out of trance for a while

>visit this time capsule many times to make it more potent.

>when the mental image is stable.

>go into the time capsule.

>sit on the chair.

>visualize the screen light up.

>go into the time I want to change.

>see the situation I want to change,

>visualize it (make sure you see it clearly)

>change the details*

>see the change

>go back to present

>see the outcome

>go out of trance

>shut down the screen.

>go out of the time capsule

>count from 30 to zero

>open my eyes

>?????????

>PROFIT

Practice this technique till you get good.

*try to see the details vividly till you can visualize it perfectly.

The better the visualization the more effective it will be.

CAREFUL WITH THAT TECHNIQUE AS IT CAN CAUSE RIPPLES IN THE TIMELINE AND CREATE A BUTTERFLY EFFECT.

YOU CAN ALSO INVOKE CRONUS BEFORE HAND

I have a question, I used to use the LBRP for banishing, but after a while I decided that I dont believe in the jew god, I came to adopt the ancient kemetian religion, but I cant really work out the correspondancies with the elements to be able to switch from jewish to egyptian, can some one help me?

I mean maybe In the pentagram part I should vibrate (Geb-earth)(Nuit-air)(shu-water)(Tefnut-fire) not sure if I got this right.

what about the kabalistic cross and the archangels?

or should I work with a different system altogether?

I am also developing a belief that the older it is the more effective.

can someone point me in the right direction?

thank

>>70439

Is this book in one of the libraries?

>>69999

Since some years ago I've had this thing where I can send a really good feeling down my spine on demand. The feeling sort of starts at the top of my spine at my neck and then goes all the way down.

does anyone know what this is?

Alright so I meditate frequently and all, but how the hell do you get so good that you can freely communicate with spirits?

>>70547

Realize that through the astral the distance is next to nothing.

>>70556

I'd just work on astral projection. That or just visualize that you're communicating with them until it feels real.

>>70558

how should I work on astral projection?

Anger to me seems like the most powerful emotion

It cancels out every other emotion, for me most importantly sadness, but yes it does cancel out happyness too, everything suddenly becomes very focused like you found your true path, you feel more powerful and motivated than ever

thoughts?

>>70565

>perhaps it's that famous god thing where you derive happiness from accepting the world is fair.

what famous god thing is that?

It's just occurred to me, how much "karma" have I collected by giving ebola-chan sexual energy and loosh in general?

How can I repay this?

>>70565

Meditate again, "normie" culture is not healthy. In fact it's quite the opposite. It is the fault of "normies" because they do not question what they do or risk taking a different stance.

>Isn't desire all that matters, the only law?

No, that is WILL. Desire is what the personality wants. Will and desire are opposite poles. Desire is what the personality wants, and will is what the higher self knows it needs. "Normies" do not question the world they live in and do not bother to, or they will be removed from the comfort they are used to. To believe that there is "nothing wrong" with this, it sounds like you're just trying to regain that lost innocence.

>>70564

seems normal to me.

But of course, felling anger is bad, banish of all bad emotions frequently.

How can i become a were-creature? with real physical transformation?

>>70559

Google Astral Dynamics Robert Bruce.pdf

It's a good book for development in general. You could read up on whatever spirits you're interested in the meantime.

>>70576

Check the shapeshifting thread on fringechan.org

>>70558

>>70547

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQNWDV2R-bI

What's the more effective route to feeling happy and more energetic? Trying to be introspective hasn't been effective for me because I don't feel like I'm really getting down to the meat of the issue, and I'm wondering if there's a better way. I assume I have a huge attitude adjustment to undergo. I have some ideas, but I wanted input too.

>>70558

>feels real

Ignore that sentence completely, this is selfinduced schizo/tulpamancing. Evil of you to suggest.

>>70569

>No, that is WILL. Desire is what the personality wants. Will and desire are opposite poles

No matter how I look at it, desire of a "clean" personality without suppressed issues is the desire of the higher self. So everyone's will should be to fix their issues and once they're fixed, it's to follow the desires of their personality (true self). I don't think detachment from popular culture and looking down on normies is a true desire of higher self. Isn't it more like illusory desire? Or perhaps there is no false and true desires. What I consider unhealthy desires are actually crucial, because they work like catalysts for what I consider healthy desires. Normies are important so that /fringe/ anons can derive desire to do stuff

>>70568

>what famous god thing is that?

You know, that stereotypical thing that makes even the most suffering people feel at peace, and then they say they know their suffering is the part of the bigger mechanic.

>>70588

why is tulpamancy evil?

In the 8-circuit model, is it the metaprogramming circuit that produces Aleister Crowley's True Will, and the drive to asceticism?

How do I banish an entity that i´m able to see?

The thing is causing me fear and other shit.

>>70588

I'm just helping him get to his goal. Having a dialogue with spirits isn't inherently evil even if it's just your subconscious.

>>70592

A lot of people get very obsessive and lose their grip. Have a strong grounded sense of self and proceed cautiously. I do personally avoid it though. Even if it works well you could have spent the energy on self improvement and be just as well off or better in my view.

>>70596

Crowley isn't that big here, so don't be surprised if you have to go elsewhere for an answer. Be careful it seems like he attracts a lot of people with mental issues.

>>70600

>you could have spent the energy on self improvement and be just as well off or better in my view.

Alright, In my view it's only dangerous if you're trying to make a sentient being, a servitor has no means of being dangerous in any way, servitors are immensely useful to people just starting out to satisfy their materialistic desires(which is meaningless in the end) as they are not yet advanced to just manifest their desires out of thin air, still, what do you think?

>>70602

depressive thoughts are just here to encourage you to do something. getting upset at them is like getting upset at the feeling of hunger. instead of asking "why the depressive thoughts happen to me" you should ask "how do I fix my mind, body or immediate environment"

>>70587

Physical exercise is a universal panacea. Go for a nice walk in the countryside.

>>70604

you have to understand that most of the time it is unfixable, atleast without the use of magick

>>70606

I'm going through something similar. Focus not on blocking out the suffering, but transmuting it into something you want. I find it's much easier to bend my suffering into something more bearable than to abolish it.

>>70609

> Focus not on blocking out the suffering, but transmuting it into something you want.

Tell me, how does one transmute his suffering into enhancing his life?

I tried some simple herb nootropics Ginseng + Ginko Biloba and they really worked, but now that I'm off them, I'm back to my old lifestyle. On nootropics something clicked in my head and I'd devour books all day with calm focus.

Now I'm back to being comfortable doing nothing special, just living alone, working minimum wage, taking it easy. There's something about browsing the Internet all day on days off, and getting high off music that never gets old. I think; Why should I study magick, maths, sociology, law, medicine, physics, psychology for 14 hours a day when I don't want it?

Month ago on nootropics I wanted to study, to expand my awareness all day and I did. I deleted video games to save space on disk and didn't even feel like listening to music. I thought I will never play a video game ever again. I didn't consider the slightest possibility I will. It was just out of the question to waste time on games. Today I played games for 9 hours and I have absolutely no regrets.

Month ago I laughed at "old myself", thinking, how could I be this stupid? Waste so many years up to 23? But it's okay, I thought, I can revert this backlog in one year. And I'm not going to waste time ever again.

Now I'm perfectly fine with wasting time! BECAUSE I AM DIFFERENT ENTITIES NOW

AYY LMAO JUST HOW INCREDIBLE IS THAT! THERE WAS DIFFERENT PERSON IN PLACE OF ME A MONTH AGO!

>>70612

HOW DO I INVOKE THIS OLD PERSON BACK TO REPLACE THE CURRENT ME?! THE PERSON FROM MONTH AGO HAD DIFFERENT THOUGHTS - HE HAD PRODUCTIVE PURPOSE OF EXPANDING AWARENESS, BUT I DON'T CARE. HOW DO I KILL MYSELF AND LET HIM REPLACE ME?!

bleez resbond I had to post the question three times.

I have a question, I used to use the LBRP for banishing, but after a while I decided that I dont believe in the jew god, I came to adopt the ancient kemetian religion, but I cant really work out the correspondancies with the elements to be able to switch from jewish to egyptian, can some one help me?

I mean maybe In the pentagram part I should vibrate (Geb-earth)(Nuit-air)(shu-water)(Tefnut-fire) not sure if I got this right.

what about the kabalistic cross and the archangels?

or should I work with a different system altogether?

I am also developing a belief that the older it is the more effective.

can someone point me in the right direction?

thank

How do I use magic to increase intelligence and comprehension? It seems the majority of teachers I run into at college are next to useless and I am left to figuring out everything else on my own.

>>70617

Work on various cognitive aspects like memory, visualization, thoughtforming, subconscious processing, etc.

Atkinson covers it all in his various books.

If you go through the FAQ material, you'll definitely experience an increase in intelligence and comprehension.

>>70616

I personally just use the Gnostic Pulse banishing ritual. Send out energy in all directions into the whole room that is programmed with an intention, which drives away undesirable entities. I also have my bedroom heavily protected and regularly recharged with its own astral shielding.

>>70614

>>70612

You'll find the answer in Max Freedom Long - The Science of Miracles where he talks about multiple souls/personalities.

What do people here know about curses and mind corruption?

Can anyone tell me any good information on astral parasites and leeches? The shifty kind that hides behind internal thoughforms in the mind.

requesting Tipp's planetary pentacles for using in cyberhsaman

btw can you make it for all the pentacle and special 4th, 6th, and 7th pentacle of saturn.

Is there a way to meditate yourself into the dream state, if so I would also like to know the literature.

>>70642

want them shooped over the planets for charge?

i'll get to it once i manage to take the thumb out of my ass and respond from where i left off.

>>70642

Don't have all, only made for ones I felt good/strong/useful.

You'll find some here, tell if you're missing something.

>>54363

>>54364

>>54365

Just don't bump that thread please.

>>70630

superior

>>70650

Yeah, I was experimenting with cybershamanv7 since the site is wrecked and the download of v8 is broken. I have found the spiritual awakening one to be an awesome way to give you self-knowledge and time for deep introspection.I tried to channel franz bardon energy to me and ended up in ER with low blood sugar

I didn't use his name but I used his picture since he changed his name in the end of his life according to the interview done with with his son

When I comeback I want to discuss with you the effectiveness of the golden ratio setting and the tuning button. On that topic I found that the golden ratio is best when dealing with entities.

btw if you have v8 I would be grateful.

>>70653

I wanted to correct something, I had low blood pressure not low blood sugar.

>Running it in VMWare.

me2.

>I've read the manual

It is a mindfuck but once you understand it, it become easier.

I wanted to add that you should atleast mention that your pentacles came from psionics grimoire by Uncle chuckie the description and not the pentacle themselves)

I will try to summarize what I have

§ Colors help, if they mean something for you or you have a belief that support that color do have a boosting effect.

§ Golden ratio+Psionic is probably the safest and fool-proof method for anything.

§ Attacking/Affecting area that people reside in is far more effective than targeting defended/guarded magician.

§ SATOR square is a good general-purpose talisman.

§ Deep trance would super charge cybershaman but light trance is okay for normal things.

§ You can fuck up someone computer to a degree where they describe it as " I have to restart it again pretty much every day, so much that I scripted everything to just boot up all my stuff again because I was so tired of having to do that manually restarting it all the time."

§ Enchanting object with demons is fun.

§ Cmandala is pretty good tool when you try to target someone who doesn't have his picture online.

§ Pentacles and Goetia are good for trends but some of the channelled texts and writing are also good.

§ Experiment carefully with theurgia-goetia(one of the lesser known grimoire of the solomonic tradition but might be even more powerful)

§ I could have food poisioned myself once with cybershaman while doing explode mode and having my sandwich near the PC.

§ It is sure a good tool but shitty effort will give you shitty results.

Also don't underestimate the golden ratio setting, it is pretty powerful.

and your experience?

>>70643

Is there a way to meditate yourself into the dream state, if so I would also like to know the literature.

>>70647

>want them shooped over the planets for charge?

yup

>i'll get to it once i manage to take the thumb out of my ass

>i'll get to it once i manage to take the thumb out of my ass

>i'll get to it once i manage to take the thumb out of my ass

>>70668

Do you have a helmet as per Chuckies instructions?

I've got the pieces ready for assembly.

>>70671

No, I use energy work+astral temple to enhance it with the occasional vortex/logris rite.

I will reply to the rest in a sec

>>70673

the helmet is supposedly used to finetune the thought/energywork.

again, thumb in ass, but i'll report results.

>>70675

post reply in the cybershaman thread.

>>70678

The program worked though, welp……It might be stronger with a better energizer.

>>70679

Actually i'm not entirely sure if the image is being transmitted from its poor state in CS or drawn up from original image and sent in in full quality, but i do feel like its the sigil picture that is important here and not the codes that make it up.

Then again, they're the same really, the code is probably more perfect than that of a poor/broken pic.

I wish i could size up CS. Shit sux.

>>70681

I'll get to shopping in an hour, you'll have them by 18.00

>>70675

>This is just my opinion but using the cardboard circuit(chuckie's tier) or Indian ink is far better, but if you're aiming for an alchemical project contain gold and silver I think you should read on bardon's fluid condenser and the tepaphone in Antichrist's manual.

We'll get back to this but I'm going to put a copper wire from top to bottom and blast electricity into it as the resin stiffens, like 102 hz >>70678

Shooping now.

>>70530

Read what I posted about chakrawork in this thread and take it to heart, its all you're going to need.

Good decisions.

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>>70372

>>70421

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>>70511

Chaos magic is Hermeticist lite

>>70518

>neopyte made tulpas, not one but two

>falling for it

>>70520

Read both, take the best practices to heart.

>>70546

Because you need to power your own thoughtform, other existing have been powered for a long time and reached archetype mode, drawing from these are more powerful.

>>70547

yes

>>70586

>>70550

>>70616

>LBRP for banishing

Never done it. Gnostic pulse better.

Pentagram isn't Jewish shit, its the vibratory frequency of Earth, its essence, planetary orbit. It has to do with sacred geometry.

Older might not be better, in some cases yes, but the thoughtforms used then have no followers to feed it, unless its the planets worshipped in different forms.

>>70553

Could be (most likely) drawing in energy from crown, keep doing it to get a good understanding of what it is.

>>70556

Opening and maintaining all chakras, especially those meant to receive information.

There is also the element of "allowing" other entities to reach out to you, easiest done by reaching to them first.

>>70564

Its only useful if you can harness that energy into creativity. Can you?

>>70573

Feeling emotion is not bad, not controlling them is/could be bad.

Denying yourself important aspects of life is detrimental.

>>70565

Pop culture is bad because of what it imprints the witness, in this case, currently, its degeneracy and subtle mind control done by hollywood moguls, shaping society the way it benefits them.

>>70569

>how much "karma" have I collected by giving ebola-chan sexual energy

A lot, sorry for dragging you into that project.

Solve it by being truly regretful and ask the universe for forgiveness. Have you realized what you've done bad? Feel true regret? Don't do it again. You're absolved.

>>70587

>feeling happy

Understanding and working towards fixing, or letting go.

>more energetic?

Energy meditation, collect from area, move to legs. Done right you wont be sleeping for days.

>>70592

>>70600

Tulpamancing isn't even, nor is talking to spirits, the way to go about this was faulty and will cause damage, misinformation is evil.

>>70602

Accept it, feel the anger or sadness, let it motivate you.

Becoming a better person will not just advance you but everyone you meet.

>>70603

That anyone who makes a tulpa is taking a big risk, often they're noobs at magic and haven't purged their obsession, say fapping, and this is transferred to the tulpa. If you sex your tulpa you're playing with fire.

>>70610

>X amkes me feel Y, which makes me want to spraypaint a government building or bank with truths.

>>70612

>>70614

Nootropics and ginseng?

Its not a different person in you, you're just lacking the attitude which these things gave you.

You can do this with meditation, figure out why these things made you that way and apply the reasoning to your current self.

>>70635

Hey koko, learn CyberShaman with us.

>>70639

A lot, what do you want to know?

>>70640

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>>70643

Basic deep meditation.

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This thread for the time being belongs to CyberShamans.

>>70686

>You can do this with meditation, figure out why these things made you that way and apply the reasoning to your current self.

You advised me something like that a month ago and I meditated religiously. I also made a bit of research concerning my family to see what archetypes run in my bloodline. So yes, I spent almost all my time "figuring why these things made me that way" and I know now, but it doesn't help much. I'm aware of the stuff inside me, but it doesn't make it go away at all.

After dissecting thoughts and images in my meditation and dreams I figured out my archetype is that of a low-energy being. The lethargic archetype characterized by avoiding risks and avoiding wasting energy. It emerged when times were difficult for my ancestors. My desire is very low naturally. I have low ambitions and I'm bad with maths (when someone says a number I don't expect, I usually can't recall it anymore 4 seconds later)

The nootropics I took (synergetic herb compilation: ginseng, ginko biloba, green tea) work only on people with thought patterns like me (with low baseline in the first place), so it further confirms my theory.

All this insight doesn't really help much, though. It only made me see what my cage is made of, I'm still inside

>>70690

Ah, but now you can start to dismantle it!

You forgot that part.

Because you know now, you can name the one thing you dislike the most about your current self.

Now, what would it take to correct that personality flaw?

>>70692

>>70693

sorry for newfig question, but what are these for?

>>70694

blessing hilldog.

>>70696

hilldog?

Okay not Queen Lizzie, computer please stop lagging.

Nigerian Queen, her son deserves it.

/cybershaman/ now moves to http://8ch.net/fringe/res/70668.html#70689

>>70698

>>70699

Before using these you want to resize them to about 1/3rd, or enough to not smudge the pent when a pic in CS.

Smile berg can you delete the Saturn pent posts?

Might be do harm to neopytes.

Also, can I have a Hermeticist flag with a somewhat transparent lightning bolt vertically down through the middle or left wing, or/and both wings that reads techwizard?

I'm fine with whatever you or the people decide for.

If three bolts, make sure center one is 20% longer

/log.php?page=1&board=fringe

>>70686

>Basic deep meditation

What does deep meditation, that an objective term, or subjective? Is there any peer reviewed study on this meditation that proves that it allows one to enter the dream state, or is it just imagination validated by anecdotal evidence.

>>70686

After reading through some of this, I'm starting to think you probably did some horrible shit in the past and are now making up for it or something kek.

Anyway, you guys could probably be using this radionics to be healing a mass amount of people or even sending out "wake up" waves to the masses or something. You could even take healing requests here with those things.

As for the curses and mind corruption thing, I just want to know everything about it, no relation to me.

>>70743

Depends what you mean by "dream state" But basically reaching any sort of altered state of mind usually involves calming and focusing the mind in different ways on different subjects. This in a broad way can be defined as meditation. Methods including hypnosis and trance states, which can also be reached in by using meditation. An alternate method would be the use of drugs.

>>70741

Implying anything? I've got dynamic IP and change between devices, sometimes I can't delete my own posts.

>>70748

Learn enough to ask for specifics and I'll help you.

>>70748

Po?