- Fringe

>>126056

>Offline indie and oldschool games my friend. No need to waste time with the same online crap and subject yourself to the braindead hordes.

>>126057

>I'm just happy I've never been such a low-level waste like you.

How lucky you are. It seems like I didn't have that luck to be spared of this fate

>>126061

I see you are on a mission to make this board a better place. What a herculean task…but go ahead. I wish you good luck.

>>126063

Well, if mine is a hurculean task, then what are YOUR intentions here? If you don't desire to acquisition of knowledge, and to hold civil discussions with those who deserve it, for there are many deserving people on this board, then I suggest you take your sour attitude elsewhere and go feed the Demiurge your loosh from the corner of your room… Alone.

I do have a feeling of where your coming from, though. Have you been here for awhile and are fed up with a lot of the nonsense? I can see why someone would lash out everywhere if most of everything posted here (these days) is all autistic trash.

>>126064

You forgot to add "~The cuckold larper" at the bottom of your post. Just tought I'd remind you. What the fuck is this anyway, some sort of impersonation of epyc wynns aborted bastard child?

>then what are YOUR intentions here?

I come out once every few months and drunk shitpost for 1-2 days, then I'm out again. This time I saw this pathetic thread that would be better off just posted as a comment under some Teal Swans video or just told to that guys local psychiatrist and I just couldn't resist rustling this guys jimmies. I don't know who the fuck you are tho and when or why you have appeared here. Your posts in the suicide thread are all nonsense btw, god forbid someone actually may believe that crap. But sadly this is the state of fringe now.

>>125437

You helped others because it's easier to push unsolicited and solicited advice on people instead of doing what you preach yourself. I was in the same boat years ago. Stop trying to vicariously save yourself by saving others, even if the hope is that they will return the favor and help rescue you. It won't happen because then you'd develop a dependent relationship and it's the wrong lesson for humanity.

You need to develop independence. Forgiving yourself is a great way to start. In healing such of this, I've attended Shamanic workings of group guided meditation on soul-loss and retrieval to connect with your past-self to receive your own forgiveness and love; if they were ready for it. Some of us weren't ready for forgive. Some of us were prevented by our own demons. Some of us realized we can only heal ourselves.

You may find this interesting:

http://www.donata.chrysalisheartcenter.com/4.html

Let go of trying to save those around you because it's harder to face and care for yourself. People you meet will be projections of your own situations. Until you fix yourself, the people you run into won't be fixed either.

>>126043

>You don't have to forgive yourself like a fucking pussy.

You reek of self-avoidance and false machismo. Self-forgiveness is one of the most important self-healing there is and can be the easiest. Why would such a machismo be afraid of confronting themselves again with love, compassion and understanding? Who are you trying to impress? Who are you trying to prove yourself to so you don't have to do this self-work?

You sound more afraid than confident.

>>126068

No, sadly this is the state of (you). I've been around the fringe boards lurking, reading, studying. I used to post threads for the BOND, but have since stepped away. You can insult me all you want, but I don't see how you're doing any better by apathetically shitposting. But be my guest, tip that bottle back a bit more and you might be able to see the reflection of a sad man at the bottom.

>>123821

Np son ;)

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@thread:

I am reading this now to get a better grasp how to harness energy, I will put this here for anyone interested.

https://archive.fo/u6kxN

I need a job but I don't want a job. Anyone know how to work with this conflicting energy when manifesting?

>>124338

Either manifest a job you enjoy (no matter how unlikely that sounds, you're dealing with infinite possibility, and you don't have to know the specific job for this anyway) or, long term, financial independence.

>>124339

hmm yes, so just broadly manifest 'a job i like' and let nature take care of the details? That sounds like a nice appraoch, I will try, thanks anon.

>>106679

this is great advice for neophytes, magic is very intuitive, but you have to actually start doing it to learn it properly, all the knowledge in all the books contained in the library (and the OP as well) should merely function as guidlines, you'll be learning the most when you actually get away from your computer and start doing shit.

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>>100452

Thank you for your kind words.

>>100474

The problem is, it can be kind of like buying people gifts that you want.

>>100452

If God is all you have, you have all you need.

John 14:8

“Religion means to know God and to love Him.”

― Srila Prabhupada, The Science of Self-Realization

Or if you are jewsus be to others as they are to you.

>>125859

All cultures except a chosen few sects in the modern era, yes.

To truly be "powerful" (or whatever), you need to be able to wield dark and light, feminine and masculine. Otherwise it's like trying to run a marathon with one leg. Good luck, we're all rooting for you.

>>125895

Seems like most of the world these days isn't doing all that much better than Chris.

Well, I never said anything about everyone else, though I do have the lowest possible opinion of humanity. I was talking about dumb people. When you talk to a legitimately stupid person, it feels like you're talking to a wall, like they are barely hearing what you say. People that you can talk to about almost anything and they will never know what you're talking about. Basically talking about the stupidest people I have ever seen in my life. People in my family, and a couple of teachers (not even most teachers are on that level), most of them women. My grandmother asked before about what the hell the sky is, and what is behind it, why it's blue and what is up with that black thing when it's night time, in her fucking 60s, and she's not uneducated. I had a massive amount of issues with her because she always believed in insane superstitious bullshit (she even called everything that I drew demonic when I was a kid and made me destroy a few things) that I didn't understand at all as a kid, and would attack me for it, and everything was an excuse to say that I was a piece of shit like my dad and threaten to kick me out. Her sister, until her 20s, thought that we live on the inside of a hollow planet (I would like to hear her younger self explain how exactly the sun works, that would be fun). My grandfather used computers since the mid 90s and to this day he doesn't know how to minimize, maximize and resize windows, and other basic window manager shit. My mother has used computers since before she was 20 and only learned how to use a search engine when I explained to her, when she was already in her 40s, and her browser was always 50% toolbars. She also basically believes she's a witch (I don't know much about that, and don't want to know), is a compulsive liar, and everything bad that happens is a curse. She lost her keys once and ended up screaming that the keys disappeared because her ex cursed her. All of these people are emotionally out of control as well. Because of this shit, I became incredibly paranoid and didn't let them see anything that I did. When I was watching TV and showed up, I would change channels. When I was using the computer and they showed up, I would close everything no matter what it was. I still have issues with this sort of thing to this day. My door has to always be locked. When I wasn't allowed to lock it, I would look behind me so much that I hurt my neck and it become a recurring issue for many years. I fPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>125933

>Also recognize that the "you" that is consciously reading and processing this right now is not the "you" that will go on said journey through the door and come back. They are different aspects of yourself working together.

Can you elaborate a bit? I can't quite grasp this.

>>125942

Done

Hi so there was a book where a guy was teaching how to have oobes more realistic than life and that could last a year anyone has it or has a title? I it was michael something with and the title was about matrix or transcending the matrix or such

>>125918

>Simultaneity. The division between days is arbitrary, every hour is an hour regardless of when it is. Find your productive hours for tasks that you find valuable and use those hours wisely.

Well, the problem is not finding the hours, but the tasks. Recently I've been getting additional energy but I don't feel like doing anything with it. Whenever I try something, it gets duller and duller, and some time after I put it aside.So, despite having whole days ( regardless of relativity of time), and surplus energy I don't feel like doing partaking in those activities. Is as if I was a super-athlete but no sports seem to interest me.

>>117928

I honestly can say I didn't pay attention to most things people posted, I just know that you and the swastikanon quoted some stuff that immediately stood out as the real deal, to use a phrase which might here be ironic.

I'm counter-flattered that you would put the Hua Hu Ching on your reading list. I must admit it is a forgery, all copies are basically no more authentic than a "real" necronomicon, but the translation I have is alright. I don't know if I'd hold it up as the same as Longchenpa now that I've read both, but [insert some different-fingers-same-moon BS here]. I'm light of that, if you're not in the mood for more metaphysics, it might be prudent to leave it for later if at all.

I appreciate the direction/recommendations, though. I got back into magic to find a way to recreate a moment of satori, and having found it, now I'm looping back into magic for practical shits & giggles. Funny how it all loops back on itself, like an ouroboros, or autofellatio. Hmmm, maybe I really ought to get into yoga after all…

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpESGVz_4KaI3duvhfedf7g/videos

Christopher Wallis is in the process of making a series on Vijnanabhairava, so if you are not following him - you are missing out. At the moment - there is nothing available on VBT that would match his depth and understanding of Sanskrit, not until the original commentaries are translated at least.

I'm finally catching up with his works, he's been very prolific lately. If anyone read and practised VBT or is interested in Tantrik meditation techniques - you won't find anything better.

OM

>>109059

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>he is still doing this

>>125721

Good post.

>>125864

>>125862

>9/12/17

>>125734

>I've been shot in the head, stabbed in the heart, you name it.

Bullshit. :^) I've 'almost died' so many times that it has entered the realm of statistical improbability that I yet live. And, it was not just things like 'wew Im lucky that speeding truck missed me!' but situations where I should have died but did not. I believe this may be what it means to be born again.

>Then there's my name, which I feel is the biggest clue God has given me.

Mine means "his law's anagram"

>contemporary

and then there is "lead me not into temptation"

>temptation

>the state of time

>lead me not into the state of keeping time

>>125774

That this board is dead

Let's just all love lain, and be connected through the wired. Connect with machine and into transhumanism. Stahp with this soykaf shill bickering

>>106504

Thanks Anon.

>>106504

WHY DO YOU KEEP POSTING EXPIRED LINKS

>>111410

Dude check the date of that post.. why is this place so dead?

>>111525

It needs more posters re

>>90948

Nice argument bruh

>>108566

I must be schizophrenic 'cos that kind of made sense. Easy up on the word salad dere

I do constant witch craft over the psychiatric system among other

systems, thing is my bunch of events at the crossroads never

would have been the way they were if not for my psyche meds,

but yeah over all they aren't very healthy but the stress of my meds

cracked something in my mind & altered the way my mind thinks,

I see the world in a brand new way, the illusions have been dissilved

& I'm more aware of my surroundings now due to hyper vigilance,

learned witch craft & everything over time due to my meds even

though I know my doctor is trying to do damage to me with them,

I believe that way before they have a chance to kill me the chemistry

will evolve me,

>>122796

Build friends to talk to.

>>122798

I clearly already have, it went off with a (big) bang.

>>122059

> it would be so minuscule it wouldn't have a negative effect

Then why is it in there? Either its effective, therefore shilling for homeopathy, or it isn't needed at all.

<Also, can we really trust that list? Is that really all that's there?

lockjaw builds character, i say infect em all and let nurgle sort em out

>>117386

<3

>>118407

The cosmic gods are the archons. Ever the The Matrix? The agents and the people they work for. And whatever's above that.

The text posted above wasn't originally from the guy who reposted it; it was written by someone involved with Current 218 back when it was being reforumlated as Temple of the Black Light (I believe).

Most of it is basically correct, but.

>>118146

>Why not completely establish yourself, like paid off house, a skill/trade, be reasonable, then once you are there fuck up people who try to fuck with your shit, and if people betray you then it wont matter because you will be set?

That's not bad in and of itself, but the real problem with that is (1) I want enlightenment and knowledge more than material things and (2) those people took everything I ever loved and hoped for, and they're not going to sit back and enjoy it while I build a shitty life devoid of everything I wanted over in the corner - if they want me to shut up and be happy, they can bribe me for it, but fuck threats; I'm too miserable to scare.

>There's a very good reason everyone just bowed to the new world order. Us military dominated everything, city of London has finances down, NSA has surveilence, cops can kill unarmed people, everyone on Earth has a microchip cell phone, the Jews have media/entertainment for psyops and mind control,

You're a faggot. Your defeatist attitude and its contagious nature are the only reason those fucktards have any power left at all.

And, no, I don't think they're going to win; at least, not against those who strive for spiritual practice, evolution, and survival.

>>118149

>>118165

You are a flaming homosexual, and I'm not buying whatever bullshit you're trying to push.

Have a "dark art" fetish is fine and good, but the ultimate point is to develop strength, willpower, and develop a certain type of Gnosis. See this post:

>>117396

>The blind dragon Tanin’iver will be awakened and shall ascend through the gates until his eye opens in the Ajna sphere (also known as Abbadon). When he regains his sight through gnosis of the black light, he unites Lilith (below) with Satan (above), and concentrates the nightside forces and thus manifests Azerate. The cosmic gods will then be destroyed along with the universe, and a new dawn shall begin.

That's the point. It's an alchemical formula. Nothing more, nothing less.

You're probably a typical Pete Carroll fanboy. Blow me.

>>124648

Bumping for more spooky stuff

>>125550

That's one cute slav. Sauce?

A meme infested shithole.

>>125574

>anime & nazis

looks gay af

>>117810

>so easily falling for distraction

why would you want it, indeed.

Man, that's a lot of shit to sift through.

Doesn't explain my experience whatsoever.

Self "initiated" from a single digit age simply by pondering the concepts of duality, unity, magic, etc. and ignoring the advice that we shouldn't talk with animals, plants and objects beyond childhood. If you have the idea of, "I don't know if it works unless I REALLY try it myself" then all this crap about a framework for magic just seems like a crutch that non-magical folk use to get started understanding the universe.

If you want to know anything it's simple: Just ask everything, it'll tell you.

>>120428

>Man, that's a lot of shit to sift through.

>all this crap about a framework for magic just seems like a crutch that non-magical folk use to get started understanding the universe.

Most "frameworks for magic" are bullshit occultism with sparkles of truth so that fools get attached to shitty thoughtforms that are detrimental to actual development. This is the reason the "occult" is full of semi-religious nonsense for anyone who is capable to see through deception.

>If you want to know anything it's simple: Just ask everything, it'll tell you.

This requires a connection that usually gets lost in early childhood. It's not very helpful for seekers that had to wade through a sea of filth in their quest.

Accurate paradigm

>>125460

Until OP can prove he's immortal in flesh, any words from thy mouth will be rendered as null and hypocrisy.

Few will bother to find the truth when all their senses are distracted and satisfied through the machine of dependencies.

And when telling the devil he is the devil, he reacts devilishly, and may even permanently damage the chance and possibility of that spirit to redeem itself before death.

A sick man cannot get well when he wants to get well. He will only want to be well when he is sick of being sick.

https://youtu.be/jF2z9su7ocg

On ==christ consciousiness==.

St. John please pray for me. Please show me the truth.

Reveal yourself to me and show me that it is as you say.

Reality > Dogmatism

>>125497

There's a difference?