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>>103726

You can even go beyond that and tap directly into the source. Rituals and abstractions aren't bad, they're just for the weak and blind. Some people need them.

sure you can but for specific workings they're very useful, i wont say tools, guides.

>>88836

>>89057

You tell me

>>114657

To be honest those things only caught my attention when I first came across teachings about ego, the self, enlightenment, magick and so on. If I had never encountered those teachings I'd probably never even think about this stuff. I must say I simply don't remember thinking about this stuff on my own. Maybe I did, maybe not.

Before I found my first esoteric books and became a student of the occult I used to play videogames and jerk off to porn basically all my life without giving a shit about anything else

This body demanded a soul.

Consciousness is everywhere. When I was born, structures in my brain -maybe microtubules like Penrose said- captured some of it and confined it to this brain, feeding it with input data that consciousness represents as "reality".

That is to say, the physical parts of my brain keep a bubble of consciousness separated from a great sea of consciousness. It is not an "illusion of separatedness" in the sense that it is truly separate, if only for a while until my physical structure decays and this bubble of consciousness either:

a) dissolves into the consciousness ocean (which would be the standard option, that I guess would feel kinda like joining with everything and God and all that shit)

b) finds a way to keep separate from the consciousness ocean instead of dissolving, thus surviving death (which is what I aim at with magick)

>>111705

Thanks

>>112218

>higher self leads into temptation and lies

this is incorrect.

>>114701

To dissolve the boundaries of the ego, that is indeed sufficient to overcome delusion. The superego is a contextual and ego-dependent beast. The atavistic impulses of the id also require the ego in order to be in some sense threatening. These three pieces of the Freudian model are all three bound in the self-conception of the ego, and although the Freudian model has some explanatory power contextually, it is not required that one adopt Freudian language to attain liberation.

>>114701

sigmund freud was a parasite who wanted to destroy instead of create. he mentally poisoned many.

>>114763

yes

>>112149

isn't that way the Buddha had to be poked and prodded by people around him for a while before he would teach anyone instead of someone going out on their own accord

>>112160

No its not

>>115197

>>112478

>>115197

there are some sides of truth in what you say, and some sides of disinfo that seems to be propagated subconsciosly (*A.K.A. this is healed by researching and learning more, experiencing more to discover the true truth.)*

>>115223

>>115224

I practice what we call "hiding the truth in plain sight". You're the misinformed shill. That entire first post and thread is ripe with parasites. Try again next time!

>>115323

lel

>>115224

the hell you talkin bout

>>114991

I appreciate the offer! We'll see where I am at that point, though. Like I said, I'm actually quite content being here, but if I'm still kicking around samsara, stop by and say hi!

You don't have to incarnate here if you'd rather just send an astral hello, it's not an issue. Best of luck on your journey!

>>115173

>true light does not take part in the duality

this is true, as it has trascended it.

>>115204

Just speaking from personal experience, I really never got the feeling that the concept of 'monogamy' came into it. It had more to do with the concept of connection itself. A tree is not exactly a monogamous thing. On its surface can grow moss, lichen, all kinds of fungi, it can trade nutrients with all sorts of different organisms. Trees actually reproducing is not at all monogamous, and with good reason, since sprouted trees almost never make it to fruition even as saplings, that's their nature. If you want to go to the forest immediately closeby where you're going to go all the time, you can probably develop a relationship that way, but I don't know if I'd recommend it. Any of the times I've gotten greedy for the presence of a particular creature, spirit, what-have-you, I've gotten the feeling that they're somehow disappointed.

Developing a monogamous relationship with something primarily astral is possible, people do it. I'm not saying don't try it, there are plenty of fish in the sea, but something which finds human customs alien might balk at the idea of symbiosis with only one other thing. Plus, you're going to die long before they are, or else if you body-swap with someone and retain impulses, they'd have to get used to you all over again. That's just tree spirits though, there are other spirits of things you could maybe develop a monogamous relationship with. All you really have to do is ask, in the end.

>>115093

Nice, what is that

>>114832

Sovereignity-denying individual! We are all God in the One as the One is within Us.

Coincidences do not exist, but synchronicites do.

Your existence is not paradoxical. You are here in the Eternal Present. There are many other dimensions and densities with clones of you, yes, but this is THE dimension and reality in which the current-you is.

>>114846

its not paradoxical, but at the same time it is. When what you know is all that is possible and all else is impossible then the impossible is rendered possible because you know nothing. There is a beautiful perspective in paradox, lad, give it a shot.

http://fringebay.com136#1418

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s475qckUq9g&index=1&list=PLQy2merXz1MXGfR6-r2cINnd7UcVeh48I

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Md_zsJ8O1r0&index=8&list=PLQy2merXz1MXGfR6-r2cINnd7UcVeh48I

Well, today I did it. I followed Robert Bruce's advice, I found a river and I crossed it. The water was waist-high due to the recent rains and I admit, I was scared to wade across since I know I can't swim but I did it, I got across and now it's gone.

Or at least, I thought it's gone. I decided to mentally replay the event of me crossing the river in my mind and when I started to do this, the parasite was resurrected and started rigging my thoughts again. When I tried to mentally replay myself crossing the river, I felt it pulling me away from creating that visualisation. I had to ask for the assistance of Christ to complete the visualisation. Then I felt it dissipate. Then I thought again of myself before crossing the river and I feel it reawaken. I think again of myself during and after crossing and I feel it dissipate.

My mental habit for hypothesising and exploring scenarios is built upon two acts:

1) Pretending that what's being visualised is real

2) Pretending that I'm not pretending

I can't visualise myself crossing the river without reawakening the parasite. So it seems to not truly be gone then, just deactivated. I think something that guy in the enlightenment thread was talking about regarding narratives and astral parasites really just being "psychoviruses" is beginning to make more sense now. Unfortunately, I never really did apply his advice and truly isolate the virus through the reformatting of my mind but nonetheless, I have at least this as a solution.

>>115039

What are those

*to tryptamine dreamspace even under normal conditions of awareness and psychic censorship, that is.

Daily reminder that there are people in the government who are torturing and killing people who are trying to establish their sovereignty. People who want to help others and help themselves and aren't harming anybody are being murdered by psychopaths. Go post about this anywhere but here and these criminals will be like omg no we aren't you are going to a mental institution not being my slave is a mental illness.

Anyone telling you to focus on anything other than dealing with this issue is an astral parasite. All these dumb ass fucking books serve no fucking purpose until this problem is dealt with. Did you know that people in China get murdered for disagreeing with aristocrats? Did you know that all these thelamite fucks are literally saying that that is not a problem and you should feed your ego instead? Did you know that zero Christian's walk the path of Jesus, but I did and it works? Did you know that I have experienced the pain of being crucified, but that is apparently not an issue because some demiurge faggot is so stupid that he thinks that he wont be held accountable?

Fucking end suffering faggots. That's all that matters. Everything you ever wanted comes after that. I even care about the people doing this barbaric shit, so let's just move on. Jubilee!

>>114764

you could just use a regular website to track the use of certain twitter hashtags like #luciddream or #dreamrecall and then encourage people to use it, then display some statistics on whatever people are tweeting to that hashtag. I don't think you really need a new social network

>>114773

Oh, the idea of a new social network really wasn't my idea, actually I would really probably rather pass a kidney stone than regularly use a social media site (this one quite included, depending on the day and crowd), but I like the idea of comparative dream journal study on such a scale that a tryptamine invocation will be utterly supercharged.

>>114783

Yeah probably it is

>>114457

I just realized I misspelled "guard".

Fukc.

>>114484

>newfig

>>114494

Right

>>130471

Thanks for the (you) loosh buttnigger your sperg keeps me alive

>>130482

rectum ravaged

>>130498

pooper pained

>>130498

<Its not bait if im draining your loosh

>>130429

I know that it is no coincidence that I should find myself to find a thread as this, when I have felt such desire to "awaken". I have felt the inward pull, the desire to remember. There are brief moments every now and then where I understand everything I wish to understand, but they only last a fraction of a second. It's blinding, like I have spent my entire life with my eyes closed, just opening them for brief moments. I have been progressing along this very path with intuition alone until now. I must thank you dearly for your help and pdf. Are these brief moments what it is like to be awakened? I don't remember much from those moments, but I do remember understanding that this life is just a dream, and that if I so desired, I could alter the manifest like in a dream. I don't remember how or even fully understand it in this moment or anything like that, but it felt pretty good. I also remember love. A powerful, burning and seemingly eternal love. I feel like I'm so close to awakening, remembrance, whatever it is, but it seems so far too. Like what it feels like to have a word "just on the tip of the tongue". I have such anxiety and anticipation for it. Also, how does this relate and/or compare to Nos? Are they the same thing? It's really weird being both a Neophyte and not a Neophyte simultaneously, so please forgive me if my questions are the wrong questions or "stupid" questions. Also, I have a intuitive feeling that there are a lot of other people like me in the same place. I don't know who you are, or your order, but I do know this, you clearly know your task and purpose. I have one too, but I have not remembered it. I have not even remembered my name. O, how it gnaws at me that I have not.

>>130439

Where does one find this PDF?

>>130479

https://wetransfer.com/downloads/0e66fdfabdd0323a5dd5b717be95297320190423021606/2e6cb7efe63ce7a9360d35031f3a356320190423021606/f2e8c4

>>130478

There will always be questions that arise but the truth of it all is even though there have been countless books written on every possible subject.

It is only wen you pause to go within utilizing breath work or other tools available to us that we can truly receive the answers we seek.

No guru or teacher will be able to shine light on that for you.

Look into automatic writing as it is a very very powerful tool of awakening because i it you write a question and you keep writing what ever first comes to mind even if it sounds silly.

I go by the water magister, but it is just a title gifted to me.

You can find me through youtube as well.

I am grateful for people like you that truly want to explore their hidden nature and the abilities and gifts we possess.

Because we are more than the stories we tell ourselves and it just takes a shift in perspective to unlock what has always been there, but we chose to forget.

The process of re-remembering what we already know.

>>130481

I thank you for your answers. In truth, some part of me knew that only I could find my own answers, but I could not help but ask. I will try your advice. I look forward to the day that I remember. Once again, thank you for your assistance.

>>130399

This. Fuck off with your cringey anime psyop crap.

>>130382

Im a discordian also and I've been posting on this new imageboard. I actually found it because it was shilled here. Chen2.org. I'm not going to tell you about all the cool ass features because I don't want this to be seen as advertising or whatever.

From one discordian to another, I think you will HIGHLY enjoy the website. It is very small only been around for like a week but it has like almost 40000k posts at this time. Theres something special about it.

>>130382

>Being a reactionary/conservative

By the way, have you seen Carlylean Restorationist's latest blog?

It's a critique of capitalism from a right-wing, authoritarian position.

Check it out:

https://chromium.fashion.blog/

You're so obsessed with the concept of self. It's like having holding an apple in front of your face and telling yourself that the apple is all that exists.

You're literally frightened by nothing. All your fears are illusory. Start meditating. focus on your breath, not your thoughts. Then you'll see just how ephemeral they are. You'll see that whatever holistic 'you' you've built up over the years is kaleidoscope of fractured images and feelings.

WAKE UP BRO

>>123872

>The universe is mental

>actually it's breath and void of thought

>Wake up neo

by forcing your truth onto people you have limed everyone else. what "you" perceive isn't universal true

been there, done that: it's called terminal self-absorption. get someone over you. get a boss. follow instructions. lay off games, porn, drugs, meditation, magic, chans, internet advice as much as possible. good luck, or find God.

Have you tried Memento Mori?

>>114768

>>114769

>>114770

>>114771

My god you're really getting worked up about this. You obviously don't understand the sympathetic principle in magick. It is performed in a lot of different ways. A doll, a photograph, something or anything that represented and is connected to the target, will all do. Sigilcasting is just one of many methods along the same lines. Various methods of constructing the sigil are done, but it's to represent and obfuscate and intention, and is used with trancework to release an intention into the world to be manifested.

If you think there's power in the lines so to speak, then, you're an ignorant mundane.

Go read PME by Franz Bardon and think about how mundanes imitate rituals and outward things and then fail to have the same results as a true practitioner.

>>130264

Doubtful. Human action uses biochemistry which itself is initiated by animus. In order for animus to work movement on insert flesh with no such physical aids it will need to be much more potent than a human soul. The flickering demons you'll attract with masturbation can't even form an ego, they'll never be able to do anything with that doll other than maybe generate a weak aura.

>>130268

How depraved would the masturbation have to be get something stronger to show up?

>surrounding your life with a NWO psyop

wow… so enlightened…

>>128640

After a second listening, I don't know whether that video was meant as an actual rebuttal or an affirmation of my point.

You can find depth in any work. But you can't fake "depth", anymore than you can fake "laughter". It's reductionist bullshit.

Fake religions are full of rules, just doing what your told make you into a magical saint.

Phake Philosophy makes you into a phount of wisdom, because your sophistry is so sophisticated. But still runs dry when it comes to actual life or creativity. Soulless nonsense that gets celebrated solely by the intellectual soulless class.

Real laughter comes from exposure to the spontaneous. It's a litmus test for what is life and isn't.

The insects/lizards are confounded by the spontaneous. It scares them because they only understand control, scripted responses. Anything off the script and they lose their shit.

What you find most often is cleverness being masqueraded as creativity. Copying something creative and trying to then pass it off as something new.

Unless you are connected to your higher self in some fashion, then you are most likely going to be running on old programming.

This is why christian churches are always about "knowledge", or what a particular verse means in it's original Greek or Hebrew translation. Tickles the intellect and avoids the hassles of humility necessary to access the divine voice within.

>>128427

its only hopeless if you dont believe in Christ.

Revelation kills everyone but only puts nonbelievers to hell.

Seems to be a lot of anti Christian(anti White) posts on the internet lately.

Oy Vey

i agree with OP

i love Jesus but i think that the Bible is a bit questionable…might be like a serious eternal sin to its writers

t. devout novice christian (never been to college)

Outwitting the 'Devil'

>>124368

Good (audio)book on learning how any kind of entity can influence you and how to avoid it. The techniques used by the 'devil'.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RHNEwdgStWM&t=595s

MFBH youtube channel

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RHNEwdgStWM&t=595s

MFBH youtube channel>>124410

Mercury Fire Blood & Honey:

Is a Stand Alone/Self Contained - Complete System.

It will require nothing… besides your own diligence, to make this work.

Should you complete this entire system, and then seek higher advancement, with our lineage…

You may apply at LoneManPai.com

Interesting stuff right here. He's claiming that the hallucinogenic drug Ibogaine which is derived from the bark of the iboga tree and is being used as a last resort by opiate addicts to come off can be used to reset your brain. It's also supposed to be the best thing to take for depression. It's supposed to put you into a state similar to sleep and a state deep reflection where you have deep introspective dreams where you find the root of your problems and pluck them out. The drug is also supposed to promote neurogenesis. He goes into a lot more detail than I am and it's a really interesting watch. The drug is legal in mexico and canada and a schedule 1 drug in the states.

Random article I found on the drug.

https://chacruna.net/ibogaine-heal-repair-protect-brain/